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I may not have used the best words. Like saying that I would propose to you tomorrow or somethin' like that. But I feel like it gives you a good idea of how someone's gonna react to the thought of even marrying you. So...
์ œ๊ฐ€ ํ‘œํ˜„์„ ์ œ๋Œ€๋กœ ๋ชป ํ–ˆ์ฃ  ๋‚ด์ผ ์ฒญํ˜ผํ•  ๊ฒƒ์ฒ˜๋Ÿผ ์–˜๊ธฐํ•˜๊ณ  ๋ง์ด์—์š” ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ๊ทธ๊ฒŒ ์ƒ๋Œ€๊ฐ€ ๋‚˜์™€ ๊ฒฐํ˜ผํ•˜๋Š” ๊ฒƒ์— ๋Œ€ํ•ด ์–ด๋–ป๊ฒŒ ๋ฐ˜์‘ํ•˜๋Š”์ง€ ๋ณด์—ฌ์คฌ์–ด์š”
Do you have any regrets with how things went down? I always regret everything I say. I mean, no, I don't regret anything, really. I think that maybe there are better words to use to fill those feelings out. But, I mean, really, I don't regret it. 'Cause it got me to where I am today.
ํ›„ํšŒ๋˜๋Š” ๋ถ€๋ถ„์ด ์žˆ๋‚˜์š”? ์ „ ํ•ญ์ƒ ์ œ๊ฐ€ ํ•œ ๋ง๋“ค์„ ํ›„ํšŒํ•˜์ฃ  ์•„๋‡จ, ํ›„ํšŒํ•˜๋Š” ๊ฑด ์—†์–ด์š” ์•„๋งˆ ๋” ์ž˜ ํ‘œํ˜„ํ•  ๋ฐฉ๋ฒ•์ด ์žˆ์—ˆ์„์ง€๋Š” ๋ชฐ๋ผ๋„ ๊ฒฐ๊ตญ ๋•๋ถ„์— ์—ฌ๊ธฐ ์ด๋ฅด๋ €๋‹ค๊ณ  ์ƒ๊ฐํ•ด์š”
Everyone has a different path that they take on something like this. And that was your... That was your journey. And I see him cracking his knuckles, and I feel you.
์ด๋Ÿฐ ๊ฒƒ๋“ค์„ ๋ฐ›์•„๋“ค์ด๋Š” ๋ฐฉ์‹์€ ๊ฐ์ž ๋‹ค๋ฅธ๋ฐ์š” ๊ทธ๊ฒŒ ๋‹น์‹ ์˜ ์—ฌ์ •์ด์—ˆ์ฃ  ์†๊ฐ€๋ฝ ๊ด€์ ˆ์„ ๊บพ์œผ์‹œ๋Š” ๊ฒŒ ๋ณด์ด๋Š”๋ฐ, ์ดํ•ดํ•ด์š”
I'm a little uncomfortable. You guys are actually seeing this process. And for Amber, you knew. You knew, 'cause on the women's side... You knew this.
์ข€ ๋ถˆํŽธํ•˜์ฃ  ๊ทธ ๊ณผ์ •์„ ๋ณด๊ณ  ๊ณ„์‹ ๋ฐ ์•ฐ๋ฒ„๋Š” ์•Œ๊ณ  ๊ณ„์…จ์ž–์•„์š” ์—ฌ์ž๋ถ„๋“ค ์‚ฌ์ด์—์„œ๋Š”... ์•„์…จ์œผ๋‹ˆ๊นŒ์š”
There was a very strong sense of girl power over there and we were all leaning on each other a lot. And we were very supportive and open about who we were all interested in.
์šฐ๋ฆฐ ๋™๋ฃŒ์• ๊ฐ€ ๊ฐ•ํ–ˆ์–ด์š” ์„œ๋กœ์—๊ฒŒ ๋งŽ์ด ์˜์ง€ํ•˜๊ณ  ์žˆ์—ˆ์ฃ  ์„œ๋กœ์˜ ๊ด€์‹ฌ ๋Œ€์ƒ์— ๋Œ€ํ•ด ์†”์งํ•˜๊ณ  ์„œ๋กœ ์ง€์ง€ํ–ˆ์–ด์š”
And when it got to the point that LC and I realized we both really cared about Barnett, we came to a mutual decision. Like... can we just not talk about our dates with him?
LC์™€ ์ œ๊ฐ€ ๋‘˜ ๋‹ค ๋ฐ”๋„ท์—๊ฒŒ ๊ด€์‹ฌ์ด ์žˆ๋Š” ๊ฑธ ์•Œ๊ฒŒ ๋˜๊ณ ๋Š” ํ•ฉ์˜๋ฅผ ํ–ˆ์ฃ  ์„œ๋กœ์˜ ๋ฐ์ดํŠธ์— ๊ด€ํ•ด์„œ ์ด์•ผ๊ธฐํ•˜์ง€ ์•Š๊ธฐ๋กœ์š”
And she was really respectful about that. So, Jessica coming out of left field tryin' to tell me that he proposed to her that night... Maybe he's having issues.
๊ทธ๋…€๋Š” ๊ทธ๊ฑธ ์ž˜ ์กด์ค‘ํ•ด์คฌ์ฃ  ๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ์ œ์‹œ์นด๊ฐ€ ๊ฐ‘์ž๊ธฐ ๋ฐ”๋„ท์ด ์ฒญํ˜ผํ•˜๋ ค ํ–ˆ๋‹ค๊ณ  ํ–ˆ์„ ๋•Œ... ์ข€ ์–ด๋ ค์šด๊ฐ€ ๋ด์š”
But he told me that he doesn't know what he wants. That he's fucked up in his head. That's what he told me. After last night, he told me that he was gonna marry me.
๋ณธ์ธ์ด ๋ญ˜ ์›ํ•˜๋Š”์ง€ ๋ชจ๋ฅด๊ฒ ๋Œ€์š” ํ˜ผ๋ž€์Šค๋Ÿฝ๋‹ค๊ณ  ํ•˜๋”๋ผ๊ณ ์š” ์ €๋ž‘ ๊ฒฐํ˜ผํ•˜๊ณ  ์‹ถ๋‹ค๊ณ  ํ–ˆ๋‹ค๊ณ ์š”
I was not happy. I confronted Matt about Jessica. What are you thinking? What are you doing? What do you do want? He told me he was trying to figure things out and feel it out, and that he shouldn't have said that.
๊ธฐ๋ถ„ ๋‚˜๋นด์ฃ  ๋ฐ”๋„ท์—๊ฒŒ ๋ฐ”๋กœ ๋ฌผ์—ˆ์–ด์š” ๋ฌด์Šจ ์ƒ๊ฐ์œผ๋กœ ๋ญ˜ ํ•˜๋Š” ๊ฑฐ๊ณ  ์›ํ•˜๋Š” ๊ฒŒ ๋ญ”์ง€์š” ๊ณ ๋ฏผ ์ค‘์ด์—ˆ๋‹ค๊ณ  ํ•˜๋”๋ผ๊ณ ์š” ๊ทธ๋Ÿฐ ๋ง ํ•˜์ง€ ๋ง์•˜์–ด์•ผ ํ–ˆ๋‹ค๊ณ ์š”
I believe you. That was all... I trusted him. As far as I was concerned, that was nothing after the fact. So to see her throwing herself at him in Mexico...
๋ฏฟ์—ˆ์ฃ , ์ด ์‚ฌ๋žŒ์„ ๋ฏฟ์—ˆ์–ด์š” ๊ฒฐ๊ตญ ๊ทธ๊ฑด ๋ณ„๊ฑฐ ์•„๋‹ˆ์—ˆ๋Š”๋ฐ ๋ฉ•์‹œ์ฝ”์—์„œ ์ด์ด์—๊ฒŒ ๊ทธ๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ๋“ค์ด๋Œ€๋Š” ๊ฑธ ๋ณด๋‹ˆ...
Bitch, you're shiesty. You're so fake. Comin' to my face like we were cool. You were so fake. I think you're a very disingenuine person. And I hope seeing this, you do grow from it.
๋ชป ๋ฏฟ์„ ๋…„ ๊ฐ€์‹ ๋ฉ์–ด๋ฆฌ ๊ฐ™์œผ๋‹ˆ๋ผ๊ณ  ๊ทธ๋ž˜๋†“๊ณ  ์•„๋ฌด๋ ‡์ง€ ์•Š๊ฒŒ ๋‚˜ํ•œํ…Œ ์™€์„œ ์–˜๊ธธ ํ•˜๊ณ  ๋‹น์‹ ์€ ์ •๋ง ์†”์งํ•˜์ง€ ๋ชปํ•œ ์ธ๊ฐ„์ด์•ผ ์ด ๊ฒฝํ—˜์„ ๋ฐ”ํƒ•์œผ๋กœ ์„ฑ์žฅํ–ˆ์œผ๋ฉด ์ข‹๊ฒ ์–ด
Because the world does not need women going behind people's backs like that. You were engaged to another man that you were leading on. He was engaged. He made his choice.
๊ทธ๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ์„ ๋ฐฐ์‹ ํ•˜๋Š” ์—ฌ์ž” ์ •๋ง ์ตœ์•…์ด๋‹ˆ๊นŒ ๋‹น์‹ ์€ ๋‹ค๋ฅธ ๋‚จ์ž์™€ ์•ฝํ˜ผํ•œ ์ƒํƒœ์˜€๊ณ  ๋ฐ”๋„ท์€ ๋‚  ์„ ํƒํ•ด์„œ ์•ฝํ˜ผํ•œ ์ƒํƒœ์˜€์–ด
Anyhoo, so no, I'm not super happy seeing that. Do you think you should have come forward sooner? Everyone needs to realize that this was days, not weeks, to find a connection to spend forever with someone.
์•„๋ฌดํŠผ ๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ์ €๊ฑธ ๋ณด๊ณ  ๊ธฐ๋ถ„์ด ์ข‹์ง„ ์•Š์ง€๋งŒ ๋จผ์ € ์–˜๊ธฐํ•  ๊ฑธ ๊ทธ๋žฌ๋‹ค๊ณ  ์ƒ๊ฐํ•˜์‹œ๋‚˜์š”? ์ด๊ฑด ๋ช‡ ์ฃผ๋„ ์•„๋‹ˆ๊ณ  ๋ฉฐ์น ์ด์—ˆ์ž–์•„์š” ๊ทธ ์•ˆ์— ์˜์›ํ•  ๊ด€๊ณ„๋ฅผ ์ฐพ์•„์•ผ ํ–ˆ์–ด์š”
So I really wanted to vet everything out. Obviously, I was rejected by Barnett. I didn't take that very well. Seeing that play out is brutal, you know?
๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ๋ชจ๋“  ๊ฑธ ํ™•์ธํ•˜๊ณ  ์‹ถ์—ˆ๊ณ  ๋ฐ”๋„ท์—๊ฒŒ ๊ฑฐ์ ˆ๋‹นํ•œ ๊ฑธ ์ œ๊ฐ€ ์ž˜ ๊ฐ๋‹นํ•˜์ง€ ๋ชปํ–ˆ์ฃ  ์ € ๊ณผ์ •์„ ๋ณด๋Š” ๊ฑด ์ž”์ธํ•ด์š”
So I was really trying to keep myself open and work that all out. I don't think that necessarily played out. But I do definitely owe a major apology to you, Amber, and to Barnett.
์ €๋Š” ์ œ ๋งˆ์Œ์„ ์—ด๊ณ  ๋Œ€์ฒ˜ํ•˜๋ ค ํ–ˆ์ง€๋งŒ ์ž˜ํ–ˆ๋‹ค๊ณ  ์ƒ๊ฐํ•˜์ง„ ์•Š์•„์š” ๋ฌผ๋ก  ์•ฐ๋ฒ„์—๊ฒŒ, ๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ๋ฐ”๋„ท์—๊ฒŒ ์‚ฌ๊ณผํ•ด์•ผ ํ•œ๋‹ค๊ณ  ์ƒ๊ฐํ•ด์š”
Who... I super respect them both. I respect their relationship. Um, and, you know, definitely was not good of me to even ever question that, so I apologize. And I have nothing but the most respect for you both.
๋‘˜ ๋‹ค ์กด์ค‘ํ•˜๊ณ  ๋‘˜์˜ ๊ด€๊ณ„๋ฅผ ์กด์ค‘ํ•ด์š” ๊ฑฐ๊ธฐ์— ์˜๋ฌธ์„ ์ œ๊ธฐํ•œ ๊ฑด ์ •๋ง ์ž˜๋ชป์ด์—ˆ๋‹ค๊ณ  ์ƒ๊ฐํ•ด์š” ๊ทธ๋Ÿฌ๋‹ˆ ์‚ฌ๊ณผ๋“œ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ๋‘˜์„ ์ •๋ง ์กด์ค‘ํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค
I wish you nothing but the best. I'm just happy that I was able to participate in an experiment where this does work out. And there are happy married couples. It's...
๋‹ค ์ž˜๋˜๊ธธ ๋ฐ”๋ผ๊ณ ์š” ์ด๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ์ž˜๋  ์ˆ˜๋„ ์žˆ๋Š” ์‹คํ—˜์— ์ฐธ์—ฌํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ์–ด์„œ ํ–‰์šด์ด์—ˆ์–ด์š” ํ–‰๋ณตํ•˜๊ฒŒ ๊ฒฐํ˜ผํ•œ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์ด ์žˆ์ž–์•„์š”
I have a whole lot of respect for you for coming here and being a part of this. -Thanks. - And being big enough to to say, -so that we can all move on"? - My...
์—ฌ๊ธฐ ์ด๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ๋‚˜์™€์ฃผ์‹  ์  ์ •๋ง ์กด๊ฒฝํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค - ๊ฐ์‚ฌํ•ด์š” - ์ด๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ๋งˆ์Œ์„ ์—ด๊ณ  - ๋ญ”๊ฐ€ ๋” ํ•„์š”ํ•˜์‹ ๊ฐ€์š”? - ๋‚œ...
I had a full understanding of what this experiment was. And I knew that she may have had a crush on him still. So that I'm not sitting there looking like a fool, thinking we're cool, we're friends.
๋‚œ ์ด ์‹คํ—˜์ด ์–ด๋–ค ๊ฑด์ง€ ์ž˜ ์ดํ•ดํ•˜๊ณ  ์™”์–ด์š” ์ œ์‹œ์นด๊ฐ€ ์•„์ง ๊ฐ์ •์ด ์žˆ์„ ์ˆ˜๋„ ์žˆ๊ฒ ๋‹ค๊ณ  ์ƒ๊ฐํ–ˆ๊ณ ์š” ๋‚˜ ํ˜ผ์ž ๋ฐ”๋ณด๊ฐ™์ด ์นœ๊ตฌ๋ผ๊ณ  ๋ฏฟ์ง„ ์•Š์•˜์„ ๊ฑฐ์˜ˆ์š”
I don't know that you looked like a fool, 'cause you got the guy, but she had her process. I accept the intent behind the apology. -I can't be fully there yet. - Yeah.
๋ฐ”๋ณด๊ฐ™์ด ๋ณด์˜€๋Š”์ง„ ๋ชจ๋ฅด๊ฒ ์–ด์š” ๋ฐ”๋„ท์€ ๋‹น์‹  ๋‚จ์ž๊ฐ€ ๋๊ณ  ์ œ์‹œ์นด๋Š” ์ •๋ฆฌํ–ˆ์ž–์•„์š” ์‚ฌ๊ณผ์— ๋‹ด๊ธด ์˜๋„๋Š” ๋ฐ›์„๊ฒŒ์š” - ์•„์ง ์ „๋ถ€๋Š” ์–ด๋ ค์›Œ์š” - ๋„ค
-That's okay. - Well, the process continues. All right, every one of you sitting here today decided to choose to spend the rest of your life with someone sight unseen.
- ๊ดœ์ฐฎ์•„์š” - ์ ์ฐจ ๋‚˜์•„์ง€๊ฒ ์ฃ  ์ž, ์—ฌ๊ธฐ ๊ณ„์‹  ๋ชจ๋“  ๋ถ„์€ ์ƒ๋Œ€๋ฅผ ๋ณด์ง€ ์•Š๊ณ ๋„ ํ‰์ƒ์„ ๊ธฐ์•ฝํ•˜์…จ๋Š”๋ฐ์š”
Let's hear more about what was going through your minds when you saw each other for the very first time. Yeah. Smooth. Smooth. Who surprised you the most when you guys saw them in person?
์„œ๋กœ๋ฅผ ์ฒ˜์Œ ๋ณด์…จ์„ ๋•Œ ์–ด๋–ค ์ƒ๊ฐ์„ ํ•˜์…จ๋Š”์ง€ ๊ถ๊ธˆํ•ฉ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค ์ด๋Ÿฐ ๋ฐ์ด๋ฏธ์–ธ! ๋ฉ‹์ ธ์š” ์ฒ˜์Œ ์„œ๋กœ๋ฅผ ๋ดค์„ ๋•Œ ๋ˆ„๊ฐ€ ์ œ์ผ ๋†€๋ผ์šฐ์…จ๋‚˜์š”?
Because you obviously talked to everybody. Everybody dated. Even for that speed date round, everybody dated. Um, no, I mean, you're captivating, you're stunning. It shines through.
๋ชจ๋‘์™€ ์–˜๊ธฐ๋ฅผ ๋‚˜๋ˆ„์…จ์ž–์•„์š” ๋ฐ์ดํŠธ๋ฅผ ํ•˜์…จ์—ˆ๋Š”๋ฐ์š” ์Šคํ”ผ๋“œ ๋ฐ์ดํŠธ๋กœ๋„์š” ์ •๋ง ๋งค๋ ฅ ์žˆ๊ณ  ๋ฉ‹์ง„ ๋ถ„์ด์‹  ๊ฒŒ ๋А๊ปด์ ธ์š”
I can agree to that. It is funny. I love you, Cam, but-- It is, because me and Lauren, I think we dated every day up till the point of engagement. -We dated every single day. -We did.
๋งž์•„์š”, ์žฌ๋ฐŒ๋Š” ์–˜๊ธด๋ฐ... ์บ๋จธ๋Ÿฐ, ์‚ฌ๋ž‘ํ•ด์š” ์‚ฌ์‹ค ์•ฝํ˜ผ ์ „๊นŒ์ง€ ์šฐ๋ฆฐ ๋งค์ผ ๋ฐ์ดํŠธํ–ˆ๊ฑฐ๋“ ์š” - ๋งค์ผ์š” - ๋งž์•„์š”
We had the best conversations. We would laugh all the time. We started to talk in a Star Wars voice. We really did. Wait a minute. We gotta see a Star Wars date right now. What's your voice?
์ตœ๊ณ ์˜ ๋Œ€ํ™”๋ฅผ ๋‚˜๋ˆด์ฃ  ํ•ญ์ƒ ์›ƒ์œผ๋ฉด์„œ์š” '์Šคํƒ€์›Œ์ฆˆ' ๋ชฉ์†Œ๋ฆฌ๋กœ ์–˜๊ธฐํ•˜๊ณ ์š” ์ง„์งœ ๊ทธ๋žฌ์–ด์š” ์ž ๊น๋งŒ์š”, '์Šคํƒ€์›Œ์ฆˆ' ๋ฐ์ดํŠธ๋Š” ๊ผญ ๋ด์•ผ๊ฒ ์–ด์š”, ์–ด๋–ค ๋ชฉ์†Œ๋ฆฌ์ฃ ?
It's like, "Hey, Damian." And I was like, "Hi, Lauren. Hi, Lauren." I was trying to do Yoda, but I'm not getting casted for Star Wars. I was really surprised to see Mark.
'์•ˆ๋…•ํ•˜์„ธ์š”, ๋ฐ์ด๋ฏธ์–ธ' '์•ˆ๋…•ํ•˜์„ธ์š”, ๋กœ๋Ÿฐ' ์š”๋‹ค ๋ชฉ์†Œ๋ฆฌ์˜€๋Š”๋ฐ '์Šคํƒ€์›Œ์ฆˆ'์—์„œ ์•ˆ ์ฐพ์•„์ฃผ๋”๋ผ๊ณ ์š” ์ „ ๋งˆํฌ๊ฐ€ ๋†€๋ผ์› ์–ด์š”
I really was. He actually is really attractive. -Like, he's a good-looking guy. - Rico Suave. He wears his heart on his sleeve. I really thought he was a beautiful person.
์ •๋ง ๋งค๋ ฅ ์žˆ์ž–์•„์š” - ์ž˜์ƒ๊ธฐ๊ณ  - ๋ฆฌ์ฝ” ์ˆ˜์•„๋ฒ  ๊ฐ™์ฃ  ๋งˆ์Œ์„ ์†”์งํ•˜๊ฒŒ ํ‘œํ˜„ํ•˜๊ณ  ์ •๋ง ์•„๋ฆ„๋‹ค์šด ์‚ฌ๋žŒ์ด๋ผ๊ณ  ์ƒ๊ฐํ–ˆ์–ด์š”
You know, y'all are both single, right? We have a pod in our garage. You guys wanna come over? But we've already seen each other, so... We've talked lot about the emotional connection that all of you, I think, found on this show.
๋‘ ๋ถ„ ๋‹ค ์‹ฑ๊ธ€์ด์‹œ์ž–์•„์š” ์ฐฝ๊ณ ์— ํฌ๋“œ๊ฐ€ ์žˆ๋Š”๋ฐ ๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๋กœ ์˜ค์‹œ๊ฒ ์–ด์š”? ์ด๋ฏธ ์„œ๋กœ๋ฅผ ๋ด์„œ์š” ์—ฌ๊ธฐ ๋ชจ๋“  ๋ถ„์ด ๋‚˜๋ˆˆ ๊ฐ์ •์  ๊ต๊ฐ์— ๋Œ€ํ•ด ๋งŽ์€ ์–˜๊ธธ ๋‚˜๋ˆด๋Š”๋ฐ์š”
Let's see right here. Will you be my wife? Oh, my God. Will you marry me? Oh, my God. -Yes. - You will? Yes. Baby! -All the way... I saw suspense. -I know, right?
ํ•จ๊ป˜ ๋ณด์‹œ์ฃ  ๋‚ด ์•„๋‚ด๊ฐ€ ๋ผ ์ค„๋ž˜์š”? ์„ธ์ƒ์— ๋‚˜๋ž‘ ๊ฒฐํ˜ผํ•ด ์ค„๋ž˜์š”? ์„ธ์ƒ์— - ๋„ค - ์ •๋ง์š”? ๋„ค ์ž๊ธฐ! - ๊ธด์žฅ๊ฐ์ด ๋А๊ปด์กŒ์–ด์š” - ๊ทธ๋ ‡์ฃ ?
What is it like, Carlton, Diamond, to see that? I get emotional. I really do. Because to actually hear someone actually say, like... I've never heard that before.
์นผํ„ด, ๋‹ค์ด์•„๋ชฌ๋“œ ๋‹ค์‹œ ๋ณด๋‹ˆ ์–ด๋– ์‹ ๊ฐ€์š”? ๊ฐ์ •์ด ๋ถ๋ฐ›์ณ์š” '๋‚ด ์—ฌ์™•, ๋‚ด ์•„๋‚ด๊ฐ€ ๋ผ ์ค„๋ž˜์š”?' ๋“ค์–ด๋ณธ ์ ์ด ์—†์—ˆ์œผ๋‹ˆ๊นŒ์š”
And to hear those words, you know... A lot of us have been wanting that for a long time. You could see I was crying like a baby because I've never heard those words. I didn't even know how to respond to it, other than that I knew I wanted to do this.
๊ทธ๊ฑธ ์ €๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ๋“ฃ๋Š” ๊ฑด... ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๊ฐ€ ์˜ค๋ž˜ ๋ฐ”๋ผ์˜จ ๊ฑฐ์ž–์•„์š” ๋“ค์–ด๋ณธ ์ ์ด ์—†์–ด์„œ ์–ด๋–ป๊ฒŒ ๋ฐ˜์‘ํ•ด์•ผ ํ• ์ง€๋„ ๋ชฐ๋ž์–ด์š” ๊ทธ๋ƒฅ ์ €๋„ ์›ํ•œ๋‹ค๋Š” ๊ฒƒ๋งŒ ์•Œ์•˜์ฃ 
-And Carlton, you said it's a lot-- -Yeah, it's a lot. It's a... That day, still to this day by far, is the happiest day of my life. Like to the point where I'm actively trying to, like, top it, so that we can just move to the next chapter of my life.
- ์นผํ„ด, ๋‹น์‹ ๋„... - ๋„ค, ์•„์ฃผ ํฐ... ์ € ๋‚ ์€ ์˜ค๋Š˜๋‚ ๊นŒ์ง€๋„ ๋‚ด ํ‰์ƒ ๊ฐ€์žฅ ํ–‰๋ณตํ•œ ๋‚ ์ด์—์š” ๋‚ด ์ธ์ƒ์˜ ๋‹ค์Œ ์žฅ์œผ๋กœ ๋„˜์–ด๊ฐ€๊ธฐ ์œ„ํ•ด์„œ ๋” ํ–‰๋ณตํ•œ ์ˆœ๊ฐ„์„ ๋งŒ๋“ค๋ ค๊ณ  ๋…ธ๋ ฅํ–ˆ๋Š”๋ฐ๋„์š”
I'm okay with or without this situation. I am okay. What? I ain't got time for this -because you have a bad attitude. -Go ahead, throw it. -This is not for you. -Go ahead. Have your moment.
์ด ์ƒํ™ฉ์ด ์žˆ๋“  ์—†๋“  ๋‚œ ๊ดœ์ฐฎ์•„์š” ๋‚˜ ์ด๋Ÿด ์‹œ๊ฐ„ ์—†์–ด์š” - ์ด๋Ÿฐ ํƒœ๋„๋กœ ๋‚˜์˜จ๋‹ค๋ฉด... - ๊ทธ๋ž˜์š” - ์ด๊ฑด ํ•„์š”๋„ ์—†๊ฒ ์–ด์š” - ์‹œ๊ฐ„ ์–ผ๋งˆ๋“ ์ง€ ๊ฐ€์ ธ์š”
You have your moment. I don't care if you're not fucking with me. I gave you your ring back. I don't give a fuck about a ring! -Fuck a ring! Fuck a ring! -I didn't do that. This is why I don't deal with bitches like you. Oh, I'm a bitch now.
๋‹น์‹ ์ด์•ผ๋ง๋กœ์š” ์ด์ œ ๋ญ๋ผ๋“  ์ƒ๊ด€์—†์–ด ๋ฐ˜์ง€ ๋Œ๋ ค์คฌ์œผ๋‹ˆ๊นŒ ๋ฐ˜์ง€ ๋”ฐ์œ„ ์ƒ๊ด€์—†์–ด - ์ด๋”ด ๋ฐ˜์ง€ ๋”ฐ์œ„! - ๋‚ด๊ฐ€ ๊ทธ๋Ÿฐ ๊ฑฐ ์•„๋ƒ ์ด๋ž˜์„œ ๋„ˆ ๊ฐ™์€ ๋…„์ด๋ž‘ ์ƒ๋Œ€ ์•ˆ ํ•ด ์™€, ์ด์ œ ๋ง‰๋ง์ด๋„ค
You gon' call me a bitch in my face? -I don't deal with women like you. -Fuck you! Fuck you. Fucker! Fuck you! - Bye. -Good luck. Watch my ass to the next dick, boy. Nah, watch your wig, 'cause it keep sliding. Who the fuck do you think I am?
๋‚˜๋”๋Ÿฌ ๋…„์ด๋ผ๊ณ ? - ๋„ˆ ๊ฐ™์€ ์—ฌ์ž ์ƒ๋Œ€ ์•ˆ ํ•ด - ๊บผ์ ธ, ์ด ์ƒˆ๋ผ์•ผ ์›ƒ๊ธฐ๊ณ  ์žˆ๋„ค ๊บผ์ ธ - ์ž˜ ๊ฐ€๋ผ - ์ž˜ํ•ด ๋ด ๋‚œ ๋‹ค๋ฅธ ๋‚จ์ž ์ฐพ์„ ํ…Œ๋‹ˆ๊นŒ ๊ฐ€๋ฐœ ์กฐ์‹ฌํ•ด, ๊ณ„์† ํ˜๋Ÿฌ๋‚ด๋ ค ๋‚  ๋ญ๋กœ ๋ณด๊ณ !
Your wig been sliding... You ain't married to no average bitch! Peace out! Hmm. Okay. First of all, I want to thank both Carlton and Diamond for coming here for the reunion. Mmm-hmm.
์ฒซ๋‚ ๋ถ€ํ„ฐ ํ˜๋Ÿฌ๋‚ด๋ฆฌ๋”๋ผ ๋„Œ ํ‰๋ฒ”ํ•œ ์—ฌ์ž๋ž‘ ๊ฒฐํ˜ผ ๋ชป ํ•ด! ๊บผ์ง€์‹œ์ง€ ๋„ค ์šฐ์„  ์นผํ„ด๊ณผ ๋‹ค์ด์•„๋ชฌ๋“œ ๋‘ ๋ถ„ ๋ชจ๋‘ ์˜ค๋Š˜ ์™€์ฃผ์…”์„œ ๊ฐ์‚ฌํ•˜๊ณ ์š”
I know that this has been hard. Kind of what I was talking about earlier, we have a lot of keyboard warriors and a lot of the fans have voiced their opinions.
์–ด๋ ค์› ์„ ๊ฑฐ๋ž€ ๊ฑธ ์••๋‹ˆ๋‹ค ์ œ๊ฐ€ ๋งํ–ˆ๋“ฏ ํ‚ค๋ณด๋“œ ์›Œ๋ฆฌ์–ด๋“ค๋„ ๋งŽ์•˜๊ณ  ๋งŽ์€ ํŒฌ๋ถ„๋“ค๋„ ์˜๊ฒฌ์„ ๋‚ด์ฃผ์…จ๋Š”๋ฐ์š”
I'll start with you, Carlton. How are you feeling being here? Um, so, it's very awkward. It's obviously something new for me. Um, like, I've gotten death threats. It brings you to a very dark space.
์นผํ„ด๋ถ€ํ„ฐ ์‹œ์ž‘ํ•˜์ฃ  ์—ฌ๊ธฐ ๊ณ„์‹œ๋‹ˆ ์–ด๋–ค๊ฐ€์š”? ์•„์ฃผ ์–ด์ƒ‰ํ•˜์ฃ  ์ •๋ง ๊ฒช์–ด๋ณธ ์  ์—†๋Š” ์ผ์ด์—์š” ์‚ดํ•ด ํ˜‘๋ฐ•๋„ ๋ฐ›์•˜๊ณ  ์ •์‹ ์ ์œผ๋กœ ํž˜๋“ค์—ˆ์–ด์š”
Um, the biggest misconception is that fluid people are just like rabbits. Out of everything, I think, I've been more concerned with Diamond. And like, her backlash and I just want to make it clear that the woman that I fell in love with, I don't...
๊ฐ€์žฅ ํฐ ์˜คํ•ด๋Š” ์„ฑ์ ์œผ๋กœ ์œ ๋™์ ์ธ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ์€ ์ €๋Š” ๋‹ค๋ฅธ ๊ฒƒ๋ณด๋‹ค ๋‹ค์ด์•„๋ชฌ๋“œ๊ฐ€ ๊ฑฑ์ •๋์–ด์š” ๊ทธ๋…€๊ฐ€ ์–ด๋–ค ์˜ํ–ฅ์„ ๋ฐ›์„์ง€์š” ๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ๋ถ„๋ช…ํžˆ ํ•˜๊ณ  ์‹ถ์€๋ฐ ์ œ๊ฐ€ ์‚ฌ๋ž‘์— ๋น ์ง„ ์—ฌ์ž๋Š”... ์ „...
I've never felt that she was biphobic, homophobic. Um, or that she wouldn't love me. I just was afraid that we would have some issues that we would have to work through.
๊ทธ๋…€๊ฐ€ ์–‘์„ฑ์• ์ž๋‚˜ ๋™์„ฑ์• ์ž๋ฅผ ํ˜์˜คํ•œ๋‹ค๊ณ  ๋А๋‚€ ์  ์—†์–ด์š” ์ €๋ฅผ ์‚ฌ๋ž‘ํ•˜์ง€ ์•Š์„ ๊ฑฐ๋ผ๊ฑฐ๋‚˜์š” ์ „ ๋‹จ์ง€ ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๊ฐ€ ํ—ค์ณ๋‚˜๊ฐ€์•ผ ํ•  ๋ฌธ์ œ๋“ค์ด ์žˆ์„ ๊ฑฐ๋ž€ ๊ฒŒ ๋‘๋ ค์› ์–ด์š”
The types of feedback that I've been getting online, it's no reflection of who I am. Now, do I deserve some of the feedback? Yes, I do. Because I made a horrible mistake and indirectly called her out of her name.
์˜จ๋ผ์ธ์ƒ์˜ ์ €๋ฅผ ํ–ฅํ•œ ๋ฐ˜์‘๋“ค์€ ์ง„์งœ ์ €์— ๋Œ€ํ•œ ๊ฒŒ ์•„๋‹ˆ์—์š” ์–ด๋А ์ •๋„ ์ œ ํƒ“์ธ ๋ถ€๋ถ„์ด ์žˆ๋ƒ ํ•˜๋ฉด ๋ฌผ๋ก  ๊ทธ๋ ‡์ฃ  ์ œ๊ฐ€ ๋”์ฐํ•œ ์‹ค์ˆ˜๋กœ ๊ทธ๋…€์—๊ฒŒ ์š•์„ ํ•ด๋ฒ„๋ ธ์œผ๋‹ˆ๊นŒ์š”
That is something that should've never happened. There's no excuse. Um, and I told myself, you know, before the show start, I want to at least be comfortable with him in the same room.
์ผ์–ด๋‚˜์„  ์•ˆ ๋˜๋Š” ์ผ์ด์—ˆ์ฃ  ๋ณ€๋ช…์˜ ์—ฌ์ง€๊ฐ€ ์—†์–ด์š” ์ด ์‡ผ ์‹œ์ž‘ ์ „์— ์ œ๊ฐ€ ๋ฐ”๋ž€ ๊ฑด ์ ์–ด๋„ ์นผํ„ด๊ณผ ํ•œ ๊ณต๊ฐ„์— ์žˆ๋Š” ๊ฒŒ ํŽธํ•ด์กŒ์œผ๋ฉด ์ข‹๊ฒ ๋‹จ ๊ฑฐ์˜€์–ด์š”
And I didn't want any animosity or any tension towards us. I felt like I could at least do that. At least hear what he has to say, and then he did apologize.
์ ๋Œ€๊ฐ์ด๋‚˜ ๊ฐˆ๋“ฑ์€ ์—†๊ธธ ๋ฐ”๋ž์ฃ  ์ด์•ผ๊ธธ ๋“ฃ๊ณ , ์ตœ์†Œํ•œ ๊ทธ ์ •๋„๋Š” ํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ์„ ๊ฒƒ ๊ฐ™์•˜์–ด์š” ๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์นผํ„ด์ด ์ œ๊ฒŒ ์‚ฌ๊ณผ๋ฅผ ํ–ˆ์ฃ 
Who initiated that contact? That's how we were able to move forward and even be here. Because like he said, he was getting remarks and people attacking him. I'm getting the same thing. I've gotten death threats as well.
๋ˆ„๊ฐ€ ๋จผ์ € ์—ฐ๋ฝํ–ˆ๋‚˜์š”? ๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ๊ณผ๊ฑฐ๋ฅผ ๋’ค๋กœํ•˜๊ณ  ์—ฌ๊ธฐ ์˜ฌ ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ์—ˆ์–ด์š” ์นผํ„ด๋„ ๋งŽ์€ ๋ง์„ ๋“ฃ๊ณ  ๊ณต๊ฒฉ์„ ๋‹นํ–ˆ์ง€๋งŒ ์ €๋„ ๊ทธ๋žฌ๊ฑฐ๋“ ์š” ์‚ดํ•ด ํ˜‘๋ฐ•๋„ ๋ฐ›์•˜์–ด์š”
I've gotten a lot of-- Been called those names. I was really hurt by that. My goal right there in that scene was to talk to him and understand 'cause I didn't know about it.
์•„์ฃผ ๋งŽ์€... ์š•๋„ ๋“ค์—ˆ๊ณ ์š” ํฌ๊ฒŒ ์ƒ์ฒ˜๋ฅผ ๋ฐ›์•˜์–ด์š” ์•„๊นŒ ๊ทธ ์žฅ๋ฉด์—์„œ ์ œ ๋ชฉ์ ์€ ์–˜๊ธฐํ•ด์„œ ๊ทธ๋ฅผ ์ดํ•ดํ•˜๋Š” ๊ฑฐ์˜€์–ด์š”, ์ž˜ ๋ชฐ๋ž์œผ๋‹ˆ๊นŒ์š”
You know, I didn't want it to get crazy and out of control and me going off and coming out of my character. 'Cause that's not who I am. Um, although, if you mess with me, I do have a tendency to, like, put my foot down.
๊ทธ๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ๊ฑท์žก์„ ์ˆ˜ ์—†๊ฒŒ ๋ผ์„œ ์ €๋‹ต์ง€ ์•Š์€ ๋ชจ์Šต์„ ๋ณด์ด๊ณ  ์‹ถ์ง„ ์•Š์•˜์–ด์š” ์ „ ๊ทธ๋ ‡์ง€ ์•Š๊ฑฐ๋“ ์š” ๋ฌผ๋ก  ์ ˆ ํ•จ๋ถ€๋กœ ๋Œ€ํ•˜๋ฉด ์ €๋„ ๊ฐ€๋งŒํžˆ ๋ชป ์žˆ์ง€๋งŒ์š”
You were just spewing words and I know, sitting here, watching you watch that, you're mortified. You're like, "This is not me." Mmm-hmm. So, if you had an opportunity now to write that scene, and I'll start with you, Diamond, what would you want to say?
์ € ์ˆœ๊ฐ„ ์—ฌ๋Ÿฌ ๋ง์ด ํ„ฐ์ ธ๋‚˜์™”๊ณ  ์—ฌ๊ธฐ ์•‰์•„์„œ ๋ณด์‹œ๋ฉด ์ฐฝํ”ผํ•˜์‹ค ๊ฒƒ ๊ฐ™์•„์š” '์ €๊ฑด ๋‚ด๊ฐ€ ์•„๋‹Œ๋ฐ' ์‹ถ๊ณ ์š” ์ € ์žฅ๋ฉด์„ ๋‹ค์‹œ ์“ฐ์‹ค ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๋‹ค๋ฉด ๋‹ค์ด์•„๋ชฌ๋“œ๋ถ€ํ„ฐ ๊ฐˆ๊ฒŒ์š” ์–ด๋–ป๊ฒŒ ๋งํ•˜๊ณ  ์‹ถ์œผ์‹ ๊ฐ€์š”?
So, I guess, in my way, I should've approached it differently and been more comforting. And maybe approached it in a way of saying that, you know, - You all right? -Yeah, I'm good.
์ € ๊ฐ™์€ ๊ฒฝ์šฐ ๋‹ค๋ฅด๊ฒŒ ์ ‘๊ทผํ•ด์„œ ๋” ์œ„๋กœํ•  ๊ฒƒ ๊ฐ™์•„์š” ๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ๋‹น์‹ ์„ ์ธ๊ฐ„์œผ๋กœ์„œ ์กด์ค‘ํ•œ๋‹ค๋Š” ์ž…์žฅ์—์„œ - ๊ดœ์ฐฎ์•„์š”? - ๋„ค
Would you have told her sooner? Do you think that would have made a difference? I would have done, you know, whatever it takes to be sitting on the couch as happy as these people, even these people.
์นผํ„ด์€ ๋” ์ผ์ฐ ๋ง์”€ํ•˜์…จ์„๊นŒ์š”? ๊ทธ๋žฌ๋‹ค๋ฉด ๋‹ฌ๋ž์„ ๊ฒƒ ๊ฐ™๋‚˜์š”? ํ–‰๋ณตํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๋„๋ก ํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๋Š” ๊ฑฐ๋ผ๋ฉด ๋ญ๋“  ํ–ˆ์„ ๊ฑฐ์˜ˆ์š”
I would've done whatever it took had I known then that that's what it took to sit here happily married. You know? -To her? -Yeah. I think that, um, in that moment, I felt I went back into my shell.
์—ฌ๊ธฐ ์ด๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ํ–‰๋ณตํ•˜๊ฒŒ ๊ฒฐํ˜ผํ•œ ์ฑ„๋กœ ์•‰์•„์žˆ์„ ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๋‹ค๋ฉด์š” ๋ญ๋“ ์ง€์š” - ๋‹ค์ด์•„๋ชฌ๋“œ์™€์š”? - ๋„ค ์ € ์ˆœ๊ฐ„ ์ €๋Š” ๋‹ค์‹œ ๊ป์งˆ ์†์œผ๋กœ ์ˆจ์–ด๋“  ๋А๋‚Œ์ด์—ˆ์–ด์š”
It was a shell that was difficult breaking out of, not to mention in front of the world. Um... And once something just felt like it wasn't right, I immediately let fear sink in and like, ""Oh, I have to go back into..." And that has translated into my everyday life.
๊ทธ ๊ป์งˆ์„ ๋ฒ—์–ด๋‚˜๊ธฐ๊ฐ€ ์ฐธ ์–ด๋ ค์› ๋Š”๋ฐ ์‹ฌ์ง€์–ด ๊ทธ๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ๊ณต๊ฐœ์ ์œผ๋กœ์š” ๋ญ”๊ฐ€ ์•„๋‹ˆ๋‹ค ์‹ถ์€ ๋А๋‚Œ์— ๋ฐ”๋กœ ์ œ ๋‘๋ ค์›€์— ํœ˜๋‘˜๋ ธ๊ณ  '๋‹ค์‹œ ์ˆจ์–ด์•ผ๊ฒ ๋‹ค...' ๊ทธ๋Ÿฐ ํƒœ๋„๋Š” ์‚ฌ์‹ค ์ œ ์ƒํ™œ ์ „๋ฐ˜์— ์Šค๋ฉฐ ์žˆ์–ด์š”
Sometimes, people may say, "Oh, he's so to himself. Why do we have to be judged for who we love? Like, that's so lame to me. Even now, I could see people going, "Well, now you've cleared the air, so you're good, right?"
์ข…์ข… ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์€ ์ œ๊ฐ€ ์ €๋ฐ–์— ๋ชจ๋ฅด๊ณ  ์™œ ๋ˆ„๊ตด ์‚ฌ๋ž‘ํ•˜๋Š”์ง€๋กœ ํ‰๊ฐ€๋ฐ›์•„์•ผ ํ•˜๋‚˜์š”? ๊ทธ๊ฑด ์ •๋ง ์ด์ƒํ•ด์š” ์•„์ง๋„ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์€ '์ž, ๋„ˆํฌ ํ™”ํ•ดํ–ˆ์œผ๋‹ˆ ์ด์ œ ๊ดœ์ฐฎ์ง€?' ํ•˜๋Š” ๊ฑธ ๋ด์š”
What is like that now for you to sit here across from him? I mean, no woman... I know you wouldn't allow him to disrespect you like that. I see your love. I see you guys are really passionate about each other. And, um, I always felt like a man should always have his woman's back.
์ง€๊ธˆ ์ด๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ๋งˆ์ฃผ ์•‰์•„ ๊ณ„์‹œ๋Š” ๊ฑด ์–ด๋–ค๊ฐ€์š”? ์–ด๋–ค ์—ฌ์ž๋„... ๋‹น์‹ ์ด๋ผ๋„ ๊ทธ๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ๋ฌด๋ก€ํ•œ ๊ฑด ์šฉ๋‚ฉ ๋ชป ํ•˜์…จ์„ ๊ฑฐ์˜ˆ์š” ์—ฌ๋Ÿฌ๋ถ„์˜ ์‚ฌ๋ž‘๊ณผ ์„œ๋กœ์— ๋Œ€ํ•œ ์—ด์ •์ด ๋А๊ปด์ง€๋Š”๋ฐ ์ €๋Š” ๋‚จ์ž๊ฐ€ ์ž๊ธฐ ์—ฌ์ž์—๊ฒŒ ํž˜์ด ๋ผ ์ค˜์•ผ ํ•œ๋‹ค๊ณ  ์ƒ๊ฐํ•ด์š”
We couldn't even just have an open communication. Just to be able to say, "Hey, this is me. Let's move forward. Let's move past this." And just that disrespect as to myself, I could never probably let that go and move past that.
์šฐ๋ฆฐ ์—ด๋ฆฐ ๋Œ€ํ™”์กฐ์ฐจ ํ•˜์ง€ ๋ชปํ–ˆ์ฃ  ๊ทธ๋ƒฅ ์ด๋ ‡๊ฒŒ์š” '์ด๊ฒŒ ๋‚˜์•ผ, ์ด์ œ ๊ณผ๊ฑฐ๋Š” ๋’ค๋กœ ํ•˜๊ณ  ์•ž์œผ๋กœ ๋‚˜์•„๊ฐ€์ž' ๊ทธ๋Ÿฐ๋ฐ ๊ทธ๋Ÿฐ ๋ฌด๋ก€ํ•จ์€ ์ „ ์•ž์œผ๋กœ๋„ ์ ˆ๋Œ€ ์žŠ๊ณ  ๋„˜์–ด๊ฐ€์ง€ ๋ชปํ•  ๊ฑฐ์˜ˆ์š”
And I think that it's fair now to say that you probably won't get back together because you feel you're that hurt and you're that disrespected -and that was a red flag for you. -Yes.
์•„๋งˆ ๋‘ ๋ถ„์€ ๋‹ค์‹œ ์‚ฌ๊ท€์ง€ ์•Š์œผ์‹ค ๊ฒƒ ๊ฐ™๋„ค์š” ๊ทธ๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ๋ฌด๋ก€ํ•จ์— ํฌ๊ฒŒ ์ƒ์ฒ˜๋ฐ›์œผ์…จ๊ณ  - ์•„๋‹ˆ๋ผ๊ณ  ๋А๋ผ์…จ์œผ๋‹ˆ๊นŒ์š” - ๋„ค
I think what I'm hearing from both of you is regret that that scene ever played itself out. It's disappointing that, like, you know, there is a line drawn, um...
๋‘ ๋ถ„ ๋ง์”€์— ๋”ฐ๋ฅด๋ฉด ์ €๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ๋œ ๊ฑธ ํ›„ํšŒํ•˜์‹œ๋Š” ๊ฒƒ ๊ฐ™๋„ค์š” ์„ ์ด ๊ทธ์–ด์ ธ์„œ ์‹ค๋ง์Šค๋Ÿฝ์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค
because my sole purpose of coming here today, as much as I didn't want to, I wanted to make it clear that I am here for you. No matter what was said or what we've been through, at the end of the day, you're like my ex-fiancรฉe in real life. Forgiveness sometimes means, let's create something beautiful through all the da...
์˜ค๋Š˜ ์ œ๊ฐ€ ์—ฌ๊ธฐ ๋‚˜์˜จ ์œ ์ผํ•œ ๋ชฉ์ ์€... ๋‚˜์˜ค๊ธฐ ์‹ซ์—ˆ์ง€๋งŒ ๋ง์ด์ฃ  ์ œ๊ฐ€ ์—ฌ๊ธฐ ์žˆ๋‹ค๋Š” ๊ฑธ ์•Œ๋ ค๋“œ๋ฆฌ๋ ค๋˜ ๊ฑฐ๊ฑฐ๋“ ์š” ์–ด๋–ค ๋ง์ด ์˜ค๊ฐ”๊ณ  ์–ด๋–ค ์ผ์„ ๊ฒช์—ˆ๋“  ๊ฒฐ๊ตญ ๋‹น์‹ ์€ ์ œ ์ „ ์•ฝํ˜ผ์ž๊ณ  ์šฉ์„œํ•œ๋‹ค๋Š” ๊ฑด ์–ด๋‘  ์†์—์„œ ๋ญ”๊ฐ€ ์•„๋ฆ„๋‹ค์šด ๊ฑธ ๋งŒ๋“ค์–ด๋‚ด์ž๋Š” ๊ฑฐ๋ผ ๋ฏฟ๊ฑฐ๋“ ์š”
And today I would like for it to be the start of, um, creating something... really beautiful. And I'm not proposing to you, before you, like, uh...
์ €๋Š” ์˜ค๋Š˜์ด ์•„์ฃผ ์•„๋ฆ„๋‹ค์šด ๋ญ”๊ฐ€๋ฅผ ๋งŒ๋“œ๋Š” ๊ณ„๊ธฐ๊ฐ€ ๋˜๊ธธ ๋ฐ”๋ผ์š” ์ฒญํ˜ผํ•˜๋Š” ๊ฑด ์•„๋‹ˆ์—์š” ๋ฏธ๋ฆฌ ๋ง์”€์„...
Oh, my God. She's looking at me like, "Are you really going to do it?" I want to get down on one knee and just apologize again, um... at eye-level.
๋ง™์†Œ์‚ฌ '์ •๋ง ์ด๋Ÿด ๊ฑฐ์•ผ?' ์ด๋Ÿฐ ๋ˆˆ๋น›์ด์‹ ๋ฐ ํ•œ์ชฝ ๋ฌด๋ฆŽ์„ ๊ฟ‡๊ณ  ๋‹ค์‹œ ์‚ฌ๊ณผ๋“œ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์‹ถ์–ด์š” ๋ˆˆ์„ ๋ณด๋ฉด์„œ์š”
And I hope that you take this ring again as a significant piece of our friendship and the start of something beautiful... Look familiar? -Did you go in the pool for that? - I sure did.
์ด ๋ฐ˜์ง€๋ฅผ ๋‹ค์‹œ ์šฐ๋ฆฌ ์šฐ์ •์˜ ์ƒ์ง•์ด์ž ์•„๋ฆ„๋‹ค์šด ๋ญ”๊ฐ€์˜ ์‹œ์ž‘์œผ๋กœ ๋ณด์‹  ์  ์žˆ์œผ์‹œ์ฃ ? - ์ˆ˜์˜์žฅ์—์„œ ๊ฑด์กŒ์–ด์š”? - ๊ทธ๋Ÿผ์š”
Sure did. I do. I accept your apology. And I do forgive you. Oh, okay. It don't fit anymore. There we go. Okay. -Thank you. -Thank you. Here's the box. Sure.
๊ทธ๋žฌ์ฃ  ๋„ค, ์‚ฌ๊ณผ๋ฅผ ๋ฐ›์•„๋“ค์ด๊ณ  ์šฉ์„œํ• ๊ฒŒ์š” ์•Œ์•˜์–ด์š” ์•ˆ ๋งž๋Š” ๊ฑฐ ๊ฐ™์€๋ฐ, ๋๋„ค์š” - ๊ณ ๋งˆ์›Œ์š” - ๊ณ ๋งˆ์›Œ์š” ์—ฌ๊ธฐ ๋ฐ•์Šค์š” ๋„ค
Wow. I'm never speechless. Trust me, never happens. -That was lovely. -I don't know what to say. -Thank you. - That's what today's all about.
์™€ ์ „ ํ•  ๋ง์„ ์žƒ์€ ์ ์ด ์—†๋Š”๋ฐ ์ •๋ง ๋ณธ ์  ์—†์–ด์š” - ๋ฉ‹์กŒ์–ด์š” - ํ•  ๋ง์„ ์žƒ์—ˆ์–ด์š” - ๊ณ ๋งˆ์›Œ์š” - ์ด๋Ÿฌ๋ ค๊ณ  ๋ชจ์ธ ๊ฑฐ์ฃ 
Giannina and Damian. I want to ask you, Damian Powers, will you marry me? I will marry you. I'll marry you, too. I needed someone strong 'cause I need to be able to really be me.
์ง€์•„๋‹ˆ๋‚˜์™€ ๋ฐ์ด๋ฏธ์–ธ์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค ๋‚ด๊ฐ€ ๋ฌผ์–ด๋ณด๊ณ  ์‹ถ์–ด์š” ๋ฐ์ด๋ฏธ์–ธ ํŒŒ์›Œ์Šค ๋‚˜๋ž‘ ๊ฒฐํ˜ผํ•ด ์ค„๋ž˜์š”? ๋‹น์‹ ๊ณผ ๊ฒฐํ˜ผํ• ๊ฒŒ์š” ๋‚˜๋„ ๋‹น์‹ ๊ณผ ๊ฒฐํ˜ผํ• ๊ฒŒ์š” ์ €๋Š” ๊ฐ•ํ•œ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ์ด ํ•„์š”ํ–ˆ์–ด์š” ์ œ๊ฐ€ ์ €๋‹ค์šธ ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๋„๋ก์š”
I felt closer and a stronger connection with her than I have anyone else before. You guys were fiery from the get-go. There was a lot of passion. Damian, had you ever dated someone like Gi before?
์ง€์•„๋‹ˆ๋‚˜์—๊ฒŒ ๋‹ค๋ฅธ ๋ˆ„๊ตฌ๋ณด๋‹ค ๊ฐ€๊น๊ณ  ๊ฐ•ํ•œ ๊ฐ์ •์„ ๋А๊ผˆ์–ด์š” ๋‘ ๋ถ„์€ ์‹œ์ž‘๋ถ€ํ„ฐ ๊ฐ•๋ ฌํ–ˆ์ฃ  ์—ด์ •์ ์ด์—ˆ์–ด์š” ๋ฐ์ด๋ฏธ์–ธ, ์ง€์ง€์™€ ๊ฐ™์€ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ์„ ๋งŒ๋‚˜๋ณธ ์  ์žˆ์œผ์„ธ์š”?
I could combine all of them together and it'd still be no. Well, so, Gi, you... The proposal heard around the world. Did you know you were gonna get down on your knee and propose to Damian?
๋งŒ๋‚˜๋ณธ ๋ชจ๋‘๋ฅผ ํ•ฉ์ณ๋„ ์ƒ๋Œ€๊ฐ€ ์•ˆ ๋  ๊ฑฐ์˜ˆ์š” ์ง€์ง€, ๋‹น์‹ ์˜ ์ฒญํ˜ผ์€ ์ •๋ง ์ธ์ƒ์ ์ด์—ˆ๋Š”๋ฐ์š” ๊ทธ๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ํ•œ์ชฝ ๋ฌด๋ฆŽ์„ ๊ฟ‡๊ณ  ์ฒญํ˜ผํ•˜๊ฒŒ ๋  ์ค„ ์•„์…จ๋‚˜์š”?
Or did that just happen in the moment? In the pod, like, "I'm doing this." I had no idea I was going to do that. -Really? -I didn't. What I...
์•„๋‹ˆ๋ฉด ์ฆ‰ํฅ์ ์ธ ๊ฑฐ์˜€๋‚˜์š”? ํฌ๋“œ์—์„œ 'ํ•ด์•ผ๊ฒ ๋‹ค' ํ•˜๊ณ ์š” ๊ทธ๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ํ•˜๊ฒŒ ๋  ์ค„ ๋ชฐ๋ž์–ด์š” - ์ •๋ง? - ์‘ ์ €๋Š”...
I mean, I wish I could say, like, But I... "If he says yes, then okay." Like, we're so in this and it's not even funny how we're going to be in it.
์ €๋„ ์ œ๊ฐ€ ๊ทธ๋Ÿฌ๋ ค๊ณ  ํ–ˆ๋‹ค๊ณ  ์ „... '๊ทธ๋งŒ ์ข‹๋‹ค๋ฉด ๋‚œ ์ข‹์•„' ์ƒ๊ฐํ–ˆ๊ณ  ์ •๋ง ์ง„์ง€ํ–ˆ์–ด์š”
'Cause it was just... He sees me and he gets me. Do you think you and Damian weren't ready? Looking back, I respect his decision. Um... I feel like where we are now is just... It's so right for us.
๋‚  ์•Œ์•„๋ณด๊ณ  ์ดํ•ดํ–ˆ์œผ๋‹ˆ๊นŒ์š” ๋‘ ๋ถ„์ด ์ค€๋น„๊ฐ€ ์•ˆ ๋๋˜ ๊ฑธ๊นŒ์š”? ์ง€๊ธˆ ๋Œ์•„๋ณด๋ฉด ๋ฐ์ด๋ฏธ์–ธ์˜ ๊ฒฐ์ •์„ ์กด์ค‘ํ•ด์š” ์ง€๊ธˆ ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š”... ์ด๊ฒŒ ์šฐ๋ฆฌํ•œํ…Œ ์ž˜ ๋งž๊ฑฐ๋“ ์š”
Where we can just date and he has his own place, I have my own place. And we're getting to know each other at our own pace and it's just so refreshing.
๊ทธ๋ƒฅ ๋ฐ์ดํŠธํ•˜๊ณ  ๊ฐ์ž์˜ ์ง‘์ด ์žˆ๋Š” ์ƒํƒœ์š” ์šฐ๋ฆฌ์—๊ฒŒ ๋งž๋Š” ์†๋„๋กœ ์„œ๋กœ๋ฅผ ์•Œ์•„๊ฐ€๊ณ  ์žˆ๊ณ  ์ •๋ง ์‹ ์„ ํ•ด์š”
And it hurt so much, but it's all about, you know, Yeah. Well, you mentioned that. It was hard, I think, for all of us to watch both of your emotional reactions to that day.
์ƒ์ฒ˜๋ฅผ ํฌ๊ฒŒ ๋ฐ›์•˜์ง€๋งŒ ์ค‘์š”ํ•œ ๊ฑด ๋„ค ๋ง์”€ํ•˜์…จ๋“ฏ์ด ๊ทธ ๋‚  ๋‘ ๋ถ„์„ ๋ณด๋Š” ๊ฑด ๋ชจ๋‘์—๊ฒŒ ํž˜๋“  ์ผ์ด์—ˆ์„ ๊ฒ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค
You blamed everything on me, and all I did was tell you how I felt, and I wanted to work everything out with you. -Gi. -I wanted to work it out so bad.
๋‹ค ๋‚ด ํƒ“์œผ๋กœ ๋Œ๋ ธ์ž–์•„ ๋‚œ ๋‚ด ๋А๋‚Œ์„ ์–˜๊ธฐํ–ˆ๊ณ  ๋‚œ ์ „๋ถ€ ์ž๊ธฐ๋ž‘ ๊ฐ™์ด ํ•ด๊ฒฐํ•˜๊ณ  ์‹ถ์—ˆ์–ด - ์ง€์ง€ - ์ง„์งœ ์ž˜ํ•ด ๋ณด๊ณ  ์‹ถ์—ˆ์–ด
This is you running-- -So bad! -I'm trying to talk to you right now. I know what happened was embarrassing and you'll never forgive me for it. And I'm sorry. You messed up.
์ž๊ธฐ๊ฐ€ ๋„๋ง๊ฐ€๋Š” ๊ฑฐ์•ผ - ์ง„์งœ๋กœ! - ๋‚œ ๋Œ€ํ™”ํ•˜๋ ค๊ณ  ํ•˜๋Š”๋ฐ ๋ง์ด์•ผ ์˜ค๋Š˜ ์ผ์–ด๋‚œ ์ผ์€ ์ฐฝํ”ผํ•œ ๊ฑฐ ์•Œ์•„ ๋‚  ์šฉ์„œํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์—†๊ฒ ์ง€ ๋ฏธ์•ˆํ•ด ๋‹น์‹ ์ด ๋‹ค ๋ง์ณค์–ด
Honestly... That was such bullshit. You can take your bow back. I mean, looking back on that, would you have done anything different on that wedding day?
์†”์งํžˆ... ๊ทธ๊ฑด ๊ทธ๋ƒฅ ํ—›์†Œ๋ฆฌ์˜€์–ด ์„œ์•ฝ ๋Œ๋ ค์ค„๊ฒŒ ์ € ๋•Œ๋ฅผ ๋˜๋Œ์•„๋ณด๋ฉด ๊ฒฐํ˜ผ์‹ ๋‚  ๋ญ”๊ฐ€ ๋‹ค๋ฅด๊ฒŒ ํ•˜์…จ์„ ๊ฒƒ ๊ฐ™๋‚˜์š”?
No. Why not? It was definitely a strong love from the beginning. We pushed through a lot of challenges, as did everyone here, but I wanted it every day since the day I told her I loved her in the pod. And it turned into our love story, but... she was in and out of it so much.
์•„๋‹ˆ์š” ์™œ์ฃ ? ๋ถ„๋ช… ์ด๊ฑด ์ฒ˜์Œ๋ถ€ํ„ฐ ๊ฐ•๋ ฌํ•œ ์‚ฌ๋ž‘์ด์—ˆ์–ด์š” ๋‹ค๋ฅธ ๋ถ„๋“ค์ฒ˜๋Ÿผ ๋งŽ์€ ๋ฌธ์ œ๋ฅผ ์ด๊ฒจ๋‚ด์•ผ ํ–ˆ์ฃ  ํฌ๋“œ์—์„œ ์‚ฌ๋ž‘ํ•œ๋‹ค๊ณ  ๋งํ•œ ์ด๋ž˜๋กœ ๋งค์ผ ๊ฟˆ๊ฟ”์˜จ ์ผ์ด์—ˆ๊ณ  ์šฐ๋ฆฌ ์‚ฌ๋ž‘์ด ๊ทธ๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ์ด์–ด์กŒ์ง€๋งŒ ์ง€์ง€๋Š” ์˜ˆ์ธกํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์—†์—ˆ์–ด์š”
You know, the butterflies aren't there, the stuff, even like the sex conversation. I didn't expect that. Um... I am. And to you, I'm sorry. Um... But that was the hardest decision I've probably made in my life, honestly.
๋–จ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ๊ฐ์ •์ด๋‚˜ ์‹ฌ์ง€์–ด ์„น์Šคํ•  ๋•Œ ๋‚˜๋ˆ„๋Š” ์–˜๊ธฐ๋„์š” ์ „ ์˜ˆ์ƒ์„ ๋ชป ํ–ˆ๊ฑฐ๋“ ์š” ์ •๋ง์ด์•ผ, ๋ฏธ์•ˆํ•ด ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ๊ทธ๊ฑด ์ •๋ง ์‚ด๋ฉด์„œ ์ œ์ผ ์–ด๋ ค์šด ๊ฒฐ์ •์ด์—ˆ์–ด์š”
And I would stick by it again because of where we are now. So, okay. I love, love that you are proving that love is blind. This is beyond the show.
๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ์˜ค๋Š˜์˜ ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋ฅผ ์žˆ๊ฒŒ ํ–ˆ๊ธฐ์— ๊ทธ ๊ฒฐ์ •์„ ๊ณ ์ˆ˜ํ•  ๊ฒ๋‹ˆ๋‹ค ๋‘ ๋ถ„์ด ์‚ฌ๋ž‘์— ๋ˆˆ์ด ๋จผ๋‹ค๋Š” ๊ฑธ ์ฆ๋ช…ํ•ด์ค˜์„œ ์ข‹์€๋ฐ ์ด๊ฑด ์‡ผ ์ด์ƒ์ด์ž–์•„์š”
And how has your relationship evolved since we stopped filming? So, I mean, right after... There was a lot of things that we both needed to come to terms with.
์ดฌ์˜์„ ๋ฉˆ์ถ˜ ๋’ค๋กœ ๋‘ ๋ถ„ ๊ด€๊ณ„๋Š” ์–ด๋–ป๊ฒŒ ๋ณ€ํ–ˆ๋‚˜์š”? ๊ทธ ๋’ค๋กœ... ์šฐ๋ฆฌ ๋‘˜ ๋‹ค ๋ฐ›์•„๋“ค์—ฌ์•ผ ํ•  ๋ถ€๋ถ„์ด ์—ฌ๋Ÿฌ ๊ฐ€์ง€ ์žˆ์—ˆ์–ด์š”
You know, I was so afraid of driving this person away that I was just instinctively doing it anyway. I guess, like, the whole thing of me is that I self-sabotage and I'm aware of that.
์ „ ์ด ์‚ฌ๋žŒ์„ ๋ฐ€์–ด๋‚ด๋Š” ๊ฒŒ ๋ฌด์„œ์›Œ์„œ ๊ฒฐ๊ตญ ๋ณธ๋Šฅ์ ์œผ๋กœ ๋ฐ€์–ด๋ƒˆ๊ณ  ์ œ ๊ณ ์งˆ์ ์ธ ๋ฌธ์ œ๊ฐ€ ์Šค์Šค๋กœ ๋ง์น˜๋Š” ์ ์ธ ๊ฑธ ์•Œ์•„์š”
And, um, I felt because we were in the pods and we would communicate so well that he could instinctively tell. But he couldn't read my mind, or know these things.
์šฐ๋ฆฌ๊ฐ€ ํฌ๋“œ์—์„œ ๋งŒ๋‚ฌ๊ณ  ๋Œ€ํ™”๊ฐ€ ๋„ˆ๋ฌด ์ž˜ ํ†ตํ•ด์„œ ์ ˆ ๋‹ค ์•Œ ์ค„ ์•Œ์•˜์–ด์š” ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ๋ฌผ๋ก  ์ œ ๋งˆ์Œ์„ ์ฝ์„ ์ˆ˜๋Š” ์—†์ž–์•„์š”
So when I felt frustrated, I just let it out in very, you know, non-constructive, insensitive ways. And especially looking back at it now, it's just like, how did you ever, you know, come about and be so calm and patient with me?
๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ๋‹ต๋‹ตํ•  ๋•Œ๋ฉด ๊ทธ๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ํ‘œํ˜„์„ ํ–ˆ์ฃ  ๊ฑด์„ค์ ์ด์ง€ ์•Š๊ณ  ๋ฐฐ๋ ค์‹ฌ ์—†๋Š” ๋ฐฉ์‹์œผ๋กœ์š” ์–ด๋–ป๊ฒŒ ๊ทธ๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ์นจ์ฐฉํ•˜๊ฒŒ ๋‚ด๊ฒŒ ์ธ๋‚ด์‹ฌ์„ ๊ฐ€์งˆ ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ์—ˆ๋Š”์ง€ ๋ชจ๋ฅด๊ฒ ์–ด
I never wanted to hurt you, either. You know, we both have expressed ourselves in really hard ways. It's... it's been such an amazing journey with you.
๋‚˜๋„ ์ƒ์ฒ˜ ์ฃผ๋ ค๋˜ ๊ฑด ์•„๋‹ˆ์—ˆ์–ด ์šฐ๋ฆฌ ๋‘˜ ๋‹ค ๊ฐ•ํ•˜๊ฒŒ ๊ฐ์ •์„ ํ‘œํ˜„ํ–ˆ์—ˆ๋Š”๋ฐ ์šฐ๋ฆฌ ์—ฌ์ •์€ ์ •๋ง ๋ฉ‹์กŒ์–ด
To get to know you and to see how we integrate with each other's lives and my friends and family love you. And so it was just all these fears that were never there in the first place. So...
์–ด๋–ป๊ฒŒ ๋‹ค๋ฅธ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์˜ ์‚ถ์— ์–ด์šฐ๋Ÿฌ์ง€๋Š”์ง€ ๋ณด๊ณ  ๋‚ด ์นœ๊ตฌ์™€ ๊ฐ€์กฑ์€ ๋‹น์‹ ์„ ์‚ฌ๋ž‘ํ•ด ์‚ฌ์‹ค์€ ๊ทผ๊ฑฐ๋„ ์—†๋Š” ๋‘๋ ค์›€์ด์—ˆ๋˜ ๊ฑฐ์•ผ
So, I'm so happy. I love that you guys have the wherewithal to be able to see your faults. I'm so proud of you guys. And I love your love. Well, Kelly and Kenny were a couple that seemed solid from the beginning.
๋‚œ ์ •๋ง ํ–‰๋ณตํ•ด ๋ณธ์ธ๋“ค์˜ ์ž˜๋ชป์„ ๋ณผ ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๋Š” ๋Šฅ๋ ฅ์ด ๋ฉ‹์ง„ ๊ฒƒ ๊ฐ™์•„์š” ์ •๋ง ์ž๋ž‘์Šค๋Ÿฝ๋„ค์š” ๊ทธ ์‚ฌ๋ž‘ ์ •๋ง ์‘์›ํ•ด์š” ๊ทธ๋Ÿผ, ์ผˆ๋ฆฌ์™€ ์ผ€๋‹ˆ ์ฒ˜์Œ๋ถ€ํ„ฐ ๊ฒฌ๊ณ ํ•ด ๋ณด์ด๋Š” ์ปคํ”Œ์ด์—ˆ๋Š”๋ฐ์š”
But as the experiment went on, fans were surprised to see that maybe things weren't as perfect as they initially seemed. We were able to make this commitment to each other and then we haven't, you know, had sex yet.
ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ์‹คํ—˜์ด ๊ณ„์†๋˜๋ฉด์„œ ๋ณด์˜€๋˜ ๊ฒƒ๋งŒํผ ์™„๋ฒฝํ•˜์ง€ ์•Š์•˜๋˜ ๊ด€๊ณ„์— ํŒฌ๋“ค์€ ๋†€๋ผ๊ฒŒ ๋์Šต๋‹ˆ๋‹ค ์„œ๋กœ ์•ฝํ˜ผ๋„ ํ–ˆ๋Š”๋ฐ ์•„์ง ์„น์Šค๋ฅผ ์•ˆ ํ–ˆ์ž–์•„
I know how I feel about it. Like, how do you feel about it? We are just so perfect on every level. -Right. -And I just don't want to throw that in the mix just yet.
๋‚˜๋Š” ๋‚ด ๋งˆ์Œ์„ ์•„๋Š”๋ฐ ์ž๊ธฐ๋Š” ์–ด๋–ป๊ฒŒ ๋А๊ปด? ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ๋ชจ๋“  ๋ฉด์—์„œ ์™„๋ฒฝํ•˜์ž–์•„ - ์‘ - ์•„์ง์€ ๊ทธ ๋ฌธ์ œ๊นŒ์ง€ ๋ง‰ ์„ž๊ณ  ์‹ถ์ง€ ์•Š์•„
That's why I say I'm not in love with him, because if I was in love, I would have that infatuation, like... nothing else matters. Didn't even know how this would ever come to fruition and be portrayed to the masses.
๋งŒ์•ฝ์— ์‚ฌ๋ž‘ํ•œ๋‹ค๋ฉด ๊ทธ๋Ÿฐ ๋ฏธ์น  ๋“ฏํ•œ ์‚ฌ๋ž‘์„ ๋А๊ผˆ์„ ํ…Œ๊ณ  ์•„๋ฌด๊ฒƒ๋„ ๋ณด์ด์ง€ ์•Š์•˜๊ฒ ์ฃ  ์ด๊ฒŒ ์–ด๋–ป๊ฒŒ ๋๋งบ์–ด์ ธ ๋Œ€์ค‘์—๊ฒŒ ๋ณด์ด๊ฒŒ ๋ ์ง€ ๋ชฐ๋ž์ฃ 
And honestly, it doesn't matter. So, I love the fact that I was able in that moment to share that. I think about all the takeaways I went through on the show, I've applied to my current relationship, and I've been able to be vulnerable and I've received it.
์†”์งํžˆ ์•„๋ฌด๋ž˜๋„ ๊ดœ์ฐฎ์•„์š” ๊ทธ๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ๊ณต์œ ํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ์–ด์„œ ์ข‹์•˜์–ด์š” ์ด ์‡ผ์—์„œ ์–ป์€ ๊ตํ›ˆ๋“ค์„ ์ง€๊ธˆ ๊ด€๊ณ„์— ์ ์šฉํ•ด์„œ ๋” ์šฉ๊ธฐ๋ฅผ ๋‚ด์–ด ๋งˆ์Œ์„ ์—ด์—ˆ๊ณ  ์ƒ๋Œ€๋„ ๋งˆ์Œ์„ ์—ด์–ด์คฌ์–ด์š”
My takeaway at this point is that I am not embarrassed by anything, uh, and that is why I'm supposed to be here. To hopefully impact others to make them feel supported in times of fear, in times of doubt.
์ œ๊ฐ€ ์–ป์€ ๊ตํ›ˆ์€ ์ „ ๋ฌด์—‡๋„ ๋ถ€๋„๋Ÿฝ์ง€ ์•Š๋‹ค๋Š” ๊ฑฐ๊ณ  ๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ์—ฌ๊ธฐ ์™”๋‹ค๊ณ  ์ƒ๊ฐํ•ด์š” ๋‘๋ ต๊ณ  ํ™•์‹ ์ด ์—†์–ด ํž˜๋“ค์–ดํ•˜๋Š” ๋‹ค๋ฅธ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์—๊ฒŒ๋„ ํž˜์„ ์ค„ ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ๊ฒŒ์š”
'Cause there's nothing you can't overcome. I say Kenny for president. Right? So, um, Kelly, it was hard. -Right, um... -I can see now how emotional you are.
์ด ์„ธ์ƒ์— ๊ทน๋ณตํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์—†๋Š” ๊ฑด ์—†์œผ๋‹ˆ๊นŒ์š” ์ผ€๋‹ˆ๋ฅผ ๋Œ€ํ†ต๋ น์œผ๋กœ! ๊ทธ๋Ÿฌ๋‹ˆ๊นŒ์š”! ์ผˆ๋ฆฌ, ์–ด๋ ค์šด ์ผ์ด์—ˆ์ฃ  - ๋„ค - ๋А๋ผ๋Š” ๊ฒŒ ๋งŽ์•„ ๋ณด์ด์‹œ๋„ค์š”
Yeah. Um... I cry not just from my journey but Carlton's. Everybody made me cry. way before the wedding. And for me, it's like, although, yes, I was not that girl that planned everything of her wedding to a T as, like, a dream. "This is how my wedding's gonna be." I wanted a bridal shower. I wanted those things.
๋„ค ๋‚ด ์—ฌ์ •๋ฟ๋งŒ ์•„๋‹ˆ๋ผ ์นผํ„ด ๋“ฑ ๋ชจ๋‘์˜ ์—ฌ์ •์— ๋ˆˆ๋ฌผ์ด ๋‚˜๋„ค์š” ์„œ๋กœ ๊ฑฐ์ ˆํ–ˆ๋‹ค๊ณ  ์ƒ๊ฐํ•ด์š” ์ „ ๊ฒฐํ˜ผ์‹์˜ ๋ชจ๋“  ์ž์ž˜ํ•œ ๊ฒƒ๋“ค์„ ๊ณ„ํšํ•˜๋Š” ๊ทธ๋Ÿฐ ์—ฌ์ž” ์•„๋‹ˆ์—ˆ๊ณ  '๋‚ด ๊ฒฐํ˜ผ์‹์€ ์ด๋ž˜์•ผ ํ•ด' ๊ทธ๋Ÿฐ ๊ฒƒ๋„ ์•„๋‹ˆ์—ˆ์ง€๋งŒ ๋ธŒ๋ผ์ด๋œ ์ƒค์›Œ๋ฉฐ ๊ทธ๋Ÿฐ ๊ฑธ ํ•˜๊ณ  ์‹ถ์—ˆ์–ด์š”
You guys, like, I just... I don't know how you did it. I kept saying, "My head and my heart are not connecting. Kenny, you were amazing. You're a great guy.
์–ด๋–ป๊ฒŒ๋“ค ํ•˜์…จ๋Š”์ง€ ๋ชจ๋ฅด๊ฒ ์–ด์š” ์ „ ๊ณ„์† ์ œ ๋งˆ์Œ๊ณผ ์ด์„ฑ์˜ ๋ถ€์กฐํ™”๋ฅผ ๋А๊ผˆ์–ด์š” ์ผ€๋‹ˆ, ๋‹น์‹ ์€ ๋ฉ‹์กŒ์–ด ๋ฉ‹์ง„ ๋‚จ์ž์•ผ
And I did love you. I did love you. I was not in love with you, as we mentioned, but... I did love you, and I wanted to continue our journey of dating and getting to know one another, you know?
์ •๋ง ์ข‹์•„ํ–ˆ๊ณ  ๋งํ–ˆ๋“ฏ์ด ์‚ฌ๋ž‘์— ๋น ์ง€์ง„ ์•Š์•˜์ง€๋งŒ ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ์ •๋ง ์ข‹์•„ํ–ˆ๊ณ  ๊ณ„์† ๋ฐ์ดํŠธํ•˜๊ณ  ์„œ๋กœ ์•Œ์•„๊ฐ”์œผ๋ฉด ํ–ˆ์–ด
For me, it's like, again, Kenny being such a great guy, I have friend-zoned a lot of those great guys in my life, and those are probably all the guys I should be marrying.
์ผ€๋‹ˆ๋Š” ์ •๋ง ๋ฉ‹์ง„ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ์ด์ง€๋งŒ ์ „ ๊ทธ๋Ÿฐ ์ข‹์€ ๋‚จ์ž๋“ค์„ ์—ฌ๋Ÿฌ ๋ช… ์นœ๊ตฌ๋กœ ๋‚จ๊ฒผ์–ด์š” ๊ฒฐํ˜ผํ•ด์•ผ ํ–ˆ๋Š”๋ฐ ๋ง์ด์ฃ 
Now, it's like, "Kelly, stop thinking, 'Well, we attract who we are.' -is Amber and Barnett. -What, what? - It's, uh... -Lots of laughs. - Yeah. -Lot of fun.
์ด์   ๊ทธ๋ž˜์š”, '์ผˆ๋ฆฌ, ๋„ˆ ๊ฐ™์€ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋งŒ ๋Œ์–ด๋“ค์ธ๋‹ค๊ณ  ์ƒ๊ฐ ๋ง๊ณ ' - ์•ฐ๋ฒ„์™€ ๋ฐ”๋„ท์ž…๋‹ˆ๋‹ค - ๋ˆ„๊ตฌ์š”? - ์•„์ฃผ... - ๋งŽ์ด ์›ƒ๊ณ ์š” - ๋งž์•„์š” - ์ฆ๊ฑฐ์› ์–ด์š”
-All we do is have fun. I mean... -That's... Not all we do. We've had the normal, like, arguments and stuff that everybody probably has. But... shoot, I'm really excited that we found each other and have gotten to grow together over the last year.
- ์ฆ๊ฒ๊ธฐ๋งŒ ํ–ˆ์ฃ  - ๊ทธ๊ฑด... ๊ทธ๊ฑด ์•„๋‹ˆ๊ณ  ์—ฌ๋А ์ปคํ”Œ์ฒ˜๋Ÿผ ์‹ธ์šฐ๊ธฐ๋„ ํ•˜๊ณ  ํ–ˆ์ง€๋งŒ ์„œ๋กœ๋ฅผ ์ฐพ๊ณ  ์ง€๋‚œ ํ•œ ํ•ด ๋™์•ˆ ํ•จ๊ป˜ ์„ฑ์žฅํ•  ์ˆ˜ ์žˆ์–ด ๊ธฐ๋ปค์–ด์š”
It's been a great adventure. we were still learning each other. I was working as a cocktail waitress and there was a while I was making Matt so uncomfortable, like, I wasn't working.
๋ฉ‹์ง„ ๋ชจํ—˜์ด์—ˆ์–ด์š” ์•„์ง ์„œ๋กœ์— ๋Œ€ํ•ด ์•Œ์•„๊ฐ€๊ณ  ์žˆ์—ˆ์–ด์š” ์ „ ์นตํ…Œ์ผ ์›จ์ดํŠธ๋ฆฌ์Šค๋กœ ์ผํ–ˆ๋Š”๋ฐ ๋ฐ”๋„ท์ด ๋„ˆ๋ฌด ๋ถˆํŽธํ•ดํ•ด์„œ ์ผ์„ ์•ˆ ํ•˜๊ฒŒ ๋์–ด์š”
So, that was putting strain because I was so financially dependent on him, which... was new to me. I've never been financially dependent on somebody before.
๊ทธ๊ฒŒ ๋ถ€๋‹ด์ด ๋์ฃ  ์ œ๊ฐ€ ๊ธˆ์ „์ ์œผ๋กœ ์˜์กดํ•˜๊ฒŒ ๋ผ์„œ์š” ๊ทธ๋Ÿฐ ์ ์ด ์—†์–ด์„œ์š” ๋ˆ„๊ตฐ๊ฐ€์—๊ฒŒ ๊ธˆ์ „์ ์œผ๋กœ ์˜์กดํ•œ ์ ์ด์š”
-And be respectful. - Yeah. Normally, in a relationship, as you're dating, you take time and you adjust to that, but we were married. So, immediately, we expected it to be different, to be changed.
- ์„œ๋กœ ์กด์ค‘ํ•˜๋ฉด์„œ์š” - ๋„ค ๋ณดํ†ต์€ ๊ด€๊ณ„์—์„œ ๋ฐ์ดํŠธ๋ฅผ ํ•˜๋ฉด์„œ ์‹œ๊ฐ„์„ ๋“ค์—ฌ ์ ์‘ํ•˜๋Š”๋ฐ ์šฐ๋ฆฐ ๊ฒฐํ˜ผ์„ ํ–ˆ์ฃ  ๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ๋ฐ”๋กœ ๋ญ”๊ฐ€ ๋‹ฌ๋ผ์ง€๊ธธ ๊ธฐ๋Œ€ํ–ˆ์–ด์š”
And we weren't giving it the time that it needed to adjust, -to get used to it. -Interesting. I, at one point, had actually called about potentially getting the divorce lawyer.
์ ์‘ํ•˜๋Š” ๋ฐ ๊ฑธ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ์‹œ๊ฐ„์„ ์ƒ๊ฐํ•˜์ง€ ์•Š๊ณ ์š” - ์ต์ˆ™ํ•ด์ง€๋Š” ๋ฐ์š” - ํฅ๋ฏธ๋กญ๋„ค์š” ํ•œ๋ฒˆ์€ ์ดํ˜ผ ๋ณ€ํ˜ธ์‚ฌ์—๊ฒŒ ์—ฐ๋ฝ์„ ํ•˜๋ ค๊ณ  ํ–ˆ์—ˆ์–ด์š”
- You threw the "D" word out? -Something's not... Yeah. -Different. -Sorry, Mama Barnett, I love you. Just kidding. Um... -I'm a stubborn asshole, so... -I'm stubborn, too.
- ์ดํ˜ผ์˜ '์ด' ์ž๋ฅผ ๊บผ๋‚ด์…จ๊ตฐ์š” - ๋ญ”๊ฐ€... ๋„ค - '์ด'๋Ÿฐ - ์‹œ์–ด๋จธ๋‹ˆ, ์ฃ„์†กํ•ด์š” ์‚ฌ๋ž‘ํ•ด์š”, ๋†๋‹ด์ด์—์š” - ์ œ๊ฐ€ ๊ณ ์ง‘์ด ์„ธ์„œ์š” - ์ €๋„ ๊ทธ๋ ‡์ฃ