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i- i did it i recieved my yearly compliment. i am so happy rn. | 0 |
whats the point if nobody likes me.everyone i've always looked up to has never liked me. i look up to my friends and they blow me off to hangout with each other. everyone i meet and ask to hangout sometime, never wants to. nobody texts me or talks to me. i never get compliments.
i look at the instagrams of people i t... | 1 |
im pretty bored what are yall's hobbies, i just started playing the quitar | 0 |
after giving thought, i think it's best for me to go for good.this is a long post. apologies if it's too long but i need to get this off my chest.
i have posted here before, and hardly anyone responded to that. i posted some time ago about my high school life and how miserable i was. i also mentioned something about m... | 1 |
post this on r/dankmemes i don’t have enough karma://imgflip.com/i/5467c1 | 0 |
suggestions for anime i have seen jojo, seven deadly sins, one punch man, death note and attack on titan | 0 |
did anyone else here meet their significant other on ancestry.com? we knew we were a match from the very start! it’s like we’re made of the same stuff! | 0 |
i think i'm done...i'm 36, i've been on meds, therapy, and had ect for 20 years. i've come to the conclusion that there is no solution. i can't live a normal life, i can't feel love. i have been "successful" going off societies definition. i'm so tired, i'm so broken. my last love took all my hope with her. i don't kno... | 1 |
i'm never alone long enough to express emotions.i've had depression for a good few years now. sometimes it's been worse than others but the difference now is, i just moved to college away from home. i'm 17, 18 in a few weeks so i recently moved into an apartment with 5 other guys. this means sharing a room with someone... | 1 |
approaching thanksgiving dinnermakes me want to just run to the nearest height and jump off with abandon. | 1 |
helpi was told to come here and ask for help but i dont want to disturb anyone..... | 1 |
life is just too hardi'm struggling, my family treats me like shit, i'm in serious debt, my now ex boyfriend told me the world then left me because he wanted to be alone, my "husband" who i've been separated with he ran away and i have to pay for a divorce and try to find him to get the paperwork to go through, i have ... | 1 |
1 hourtoday was worse than yesterday. posted here yesterday and got nothing back. guess its pretty clear i go. its 12:30 am where i live. i want to die at 1:30 am. so im gonna try. bye | 1 |
little life tip ok this post became a lot longer than what i intended but here it is
if you just recently developed a crush on someone, don’t think about it twice and ask her/him out. timing matters.
i used to have a crush on this girl, and i simply was not confident enough to do it. in the end, we became friends ... | 0 |
i want the pain to end...i looked in my counselors eyes and promised i wouldn’t go home and kill myself, but here i am trying to decide how many pills i need to take. i’ve been feeling so suicidal to the point i can’t even breathe. there’s so much emotional pain that i feel as though there’s nothing i can do. this feel... | 1 |
everyone listen on december 31, at 11:59 pm, search in google: why is there a boss health bar in the sky? | 0 |
finally went to the doctors...i've been experiencing a mix of depression and more happy emotions about a year now, but i finally went to the doctors. i'm happy i went and i told everything i was going through and it seems i might have bipolar ii disorder. i'm in the process of being referred to a psychiatrist right now... | 1 |
don’t you love it when your parent can’t realize negative reinforcement doesn’t work on you im already depressed and anxious i already feel like i deserve these things, when are you gonna realize that the only way you can make me do things is by positive reinforcement.
like go ahead and take away my phone, my computer... | 0 |
can someone help me find a meme? i think it was on r/196 the strongest british: femboy
the weakest irish: extremely muscular | 0 |
my friend of a year just ghosted me well long story short, all i got was a "say" and now i'm unfriended everywhere and no means to contact.
after a year it kinda does hurt ngl
most painful is not being able to say goodbye or the reason why tbh | 0 |
what do i do here ok so i want to ask out my crush but right now we’re just really good friends and i’m afraid if i ask her out she’ll say no and i’ll lose that too. so what should i do? | 0 |
it's cuss day motherfuckers fuck yourself back to your mom's pussy you piece of shit. that's all what i wanted to say. don't mind me. | 0 |
i don't know whether i'm gonna survive the summer. i love him so much but he hates me. i can't live.i've posted this in r/depression, but i usually get few to no responses anywhere, so i'll try my luck here.
i just feel overcome with sadness because of something i have no control over.
i just take pills and blindly h... | 1 |
i'm going to be free tonight.just wanted to let you guys know you've helped me learn a lot about myself. you guys do great work and i appreciate it, however i'm too far gone for saving... here's my note that i left for whoever finds me.
i've come to accept that i'm the clown, i'm just here to make everybody else laugh... | 1 |
anyone else vibin’ to bach and perlman’s concerto for 2 violins in d minor? if not that’s cool | 0 |
don’t do drugs!!! ...do your homework. i know you been procrastinating, don’t deny it. | 0 |
i need 4 among us players to help me ok so i need the crewmate intro of a 5-player game with one impostor. please take off any hats/costumes and no pets either, i just need it for a meme and google images isn't cooperating. | 0 |
💤i’m fucking tired & exhausted! 😴
1st attempt was fast & rash!
it happened 2 weeks before my birthday my 21st aswell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 🔪🩸
i want my 2nd to be the last. i don’t want to breathe & survive any more any longer | 1 |
swag incarnate i believe my playlist is swag incarnate. tell me your thoughts.://open.spotify.com/playlist/3uyb752irqyqizuo7twzqi?si=gtqfn27xqsyhzkqdq9t_nw | 0 |
tunnel visionon tunnel vision: if i had a gun right now, i might blow my brains out. why won’t i kill myself, maybe because i don’t have a gun? i tunnel vision on getting all my energy on my lugia. i tunnel vision on taking my opponent’s rook, instead of seeing the more valuable knight takedown 8 spaces over. i tunnel ... | 1 |
hanging hurts a lot.i thought i'd drift away in a couple of seconds but the abrasion of the rope, the discomfort around the neck, my god. my face felt so tight i couldn't do it. welp, another one off the bucket list. | 1 |
how do i tell my family that i'm bi? i've been a closeted bisexual, and i'm thinking about telling my parents but i don't know how. | 0 |
the endi feel like i'm just at the end of my rope. i met somebody online that was genuinely intrested in dating me, only to turn me down when she saw what i look like. my aunt just died and i had to watch them scatter her ashes. this wonderful human being who was there for me all my life and they just...dumped her i... | 1 |
i do not have the gay. i do not like boys, i am not into males. i don’t enjoy having gay sex.
i only cocks if girls have them, the only good and tasty cock is from a girl. not from a boy.
i am not gay. i am heterosexual, i don’t like boys. | 0 |
fasttt, suggest a song lyric which would also make a good caption anything would do but if it's hip hop even better | 0 |
oh my god, guys, i finally found it out! the light in the fridge turns of when you close the door! | 0 |
i just kinda wanted to share this to someone but i didn’t know who so i honestly feel like things are getting better- like my mental health sucks, i had a breakdown when i was 14 which i won’t go into as i don’t wanna trigger anyone, but i recovered and now about a year later i felt my mental health sorta slipping agai... | 0 |
what is something you are tired of? can be anything. for example i'm tired of not being able to beat people who do fortnite dance in public (just a fake example, i wouldnt hurt a fly) | 0 |
hello?ive been strugling with depression for the past 3 years and ive been suicidal for 2 of those. it all went ove the edge when my ex killed herself and left me and her son. i was 15 atm and im now 19 and everyday is getting harder to get through and all night i get nightmares about either my dads abbuse the rape i w... | 1 |
i'm running out of timeand everyone is leaving.
no one is left to listen.
no one is left to lie and say they care.
they already left years ago, but i'm surprised now ii realized that i'm actually alone. | 1 |
if a monkey plays monkey simulator... so if a monkey plays monkey simulator is he playing monkey simulator or life simulator, and before you ask, no i am not high. | 0 |
i started to write this message for another, found that i was writing for myself, and out of curiosity for where the stream of consciousness would take me, i did not stop.[context: driving, 24 hour trip, to a female friend's house to spend some time together over the summer as we haven't seen one another in 3 years. hi... | 1 |
girlfriend applications. 1: be a girl
2: that it. i’m lonely i will literally take anyone at this point.
but not u/david1033gd because i failed her application with flying colors | 0 |
small guide to understanding medical terms (info dump) spent all of high school in a medical program but i might not even go into that field so..
have this knowledge i will never use:
-itis: inflammation
hepato-: liver
put them together
hepatitis: inflammation of the liver
brady-: slow
tachy-: fast
cardia-:... | 0 |
i am too ugly to live.i’m so sick of this. i have a big nose, big forehead, big everything and it’s so hard to deal with. people have told me they didnt date me because i’m ugly. people have even told me i’m too ugly to go after. don’t get me wrong, i’ve been in my fair share of relationships, but i’ve been rejecte... | 1 |
what does ddd stand for primarily incorrect guesses would be appreciated | 0 |
so after being single for 16 years, i finally found one. she’s perfect. she’s charming. she’s the best i could find. she’s also super adorable.
kylie, i know you’re gonna see this so i want you to know that i love you.
u/iamatexan124 | 0 |
it takes a long time to know me.i'm a complicated, multi-faceted individual. i don't have any close friends. i've moved around and my life has been unstable. it's hard to make friends.
no one really understands me. they don't know me. it takes time to figure why i do things, why i feel things or think the way that i d... | 1 |
i don't want to kill myself, but i won't mind if i die. that doesn't mean i'm suicidal, right?i've been having some trouble with sadness, and generally don't caring, and i usually just ignore it. but now i'm thinking that if a car smashed into me, and killed me, i wouldn't really mind. everywhere i've read, it says the... | 1 |
checking out of life.welp i think its finally time to just do it. i dont even know why i'm typing this to be honest. if anyone i know finds this them i'm sorry if i hurt you. i'm just simply not able to do this anymore. | 1 |
join me, brother!death to the m.p.l.a.!!! | 0 |
girlfriend threatening to kill herselfmy girlfriend f26 has been dealing with mental health issues for a while. she has always refused to get help. now it got bad to the point she wants to kill herself. she just said i will not study for my mid term tomorrow because i'll be dead before the final exam. she refuses help ... | 1 |
i'm going to do it.i'm going to kill myself. nothing is getting better, if anything, i'm getting worse despite the antidepressants. i tried to kill myself a month ago, and haven't been in school for over a month. in that time, my two closest friends have moved on. they called me up yesterday claiming that they were goi... | 1 |
began an antidepressant tonight. still unsure, thoughts?hi. i have struggled with depression for most of my life now on and off again and only recently began to receive treatment in the form of counseling. my counselor quickly referred me to a psychiatrist with whom i am working on solving a whole lot of issues, but we... | 1 |
honestly suicide isn’t that badmy family doesn’t really care about me and my friends don’t actually like me so my death isn’t going to affect anyone. suicide isn’t a terrible idea, i mean, everyone is going to die eventually. so why prolong something that’s going to happen regardless? i’m done living | 1 |
i hold these to be truthas nobodies told me much different and meant it
http://imgur.com/le2aaam | 1 |
i'm not sure what i'm doing anymorei don't know what i want out if this or what my desired result is.
i've had the worst year of my life. i dropped out of college in december to help take care of my father who had cancer. in march my grandmother (dad's mom) died and my brother and i found her while my parents were ... | 1 |
do any of you randomly start crying i just kinda burst into tears for 0 apparent reason, anyone else do this? | 0 |
sick of it.i'm just done. someone kill me. my thoughts are torturing me. everything is my fault. people may be sad for a bit, but they'll get over it. okay cool | 1 |
it all just hit me againi was feeling ok, not great but not bad either for the entire day and generally the last few days too then all of a sudden it all just hits me and hits me hardthose feelings of worthlessness, regrets, loneliness but so much more overwhelming, i've been crying uncontrollably for the last 15 minut... | 1 |
is it bad to be attached to someone after a few days? like is that to soon? | 0 |
i lost at life im pretty surei suck at my job and will most likely get fired (thanks adhd!), my parents are about to get divorced and don't care about me anyways, i just bought a car outright with my whole bank account and it broke after three days of driving, all of my friends slowly drifted apart, and me and my girlf... | 1 |
what was your favorite gamecube game? super mario sunshine and attack of the twonkies were my favorites | 0 |
my mom checks on me consistently to know that i'm alive i had an argument and now she comes to see me in my room to check that if i'm there or jumped out of the window. i'm not suicidal but they think something is wrong. \\n | 0 |
degenerative mind. by me.mind, body, spirit. those are the things that make us human. when our mind starts to go crazy, the human in us disappears. the urge to do something keeps me up at night, does that mean i disappear?
my mind is breaking, please help me. when i’m alone i can’t feel any emotions. i just want to fe... | 1 |
ever felt that things aren't going your way?i've been lurking here and there most of the time but today i just have to post.
last week i tried to get my spirits up by treating myself to a few new things, say new headphones (ath-m50) and a new smartphone since all i have is an old phone whose number has bad memories a... | 1 |
can't be arsed to do much of anythingso i am up early on a saturday morning and i have a ton of homework due tomorrow night but i can't be arsed to do it. i am exhausted and in physical pain from my bike ride to one of my aa meetings from last night. rode about 4 miles total and it did nothing to help me with sleeping.... | 1 |
yeah, i’m a racist i do the practice of racing, also known as racism | 0 |
no matter what you’re like now, if you got bullied in middle school for watching anime you’re not a poser. it’s facts. and honestly i see more girls as posers than anyone. a lot of them are like “i’m such a weeb” and they’ve only watch 20 episodes of naruto. | 0 |
despite what we will tell you californians do have an accent mine is basically standard american, but that’s cuz i was basically forced into a standard american accent cuz my family would correct me if i spoke in anything but that, so my accent is distinct from most people around me, although that’s relatively common, ... | 0 |
the fear of living forever has ruined the serenity of deaththinking about suicide used to be a comfort for me. the only thing that got me by. then last night the realization that after i’m dead i might still exist forever came to me. i started thinking about how there might not be an end to this. ever. that is my worst... | 1 |
my feelings are kinda fucked up so to break it down:
i cry without feeling that im sad
even if i get stuff that i want i cant feel happiness (not just materia things )
my general mood is kinda tending to being sad when i am not distracted but i dknt think in a depressed way
etc.
like i dont feel things like i used... | 0 |
change in habits suddenly? recently i just stopped playing video games like all together
just cold turkey without even realising it
i now spend more time writing and producing music for the hell of it
what is going on this is not normal | 0 |
have been on wellbutrin for 3 months now (upped to 300 mg last week) and i am more depressed than ever. should it be working by now or should i stick it out a bit more?ssri's give me bad side effects (prozac and zoloft) to the point where i could not function.
i have been abusing adderall for years, and am attempting ... | 1 |
i am a teenage girl on the ~reddit~:) m̃ :):) general nsfw are ok, but don't sexualize me
hope this doesn't get taken down by mods | 0 |
my main symptom these days? inability to focus. would drugs help with this?i'm currently using cipralex, but i'm finding that it's losing its luster. it doesn't seem to work as powerfully nowadays as it did in the beginning. what i'm left with is an inability to focus on anything for too long; an unwillingness to do me... | 1 |
theres a potential that the numbness and tingling isn't neuropathyi have an appointment with a nerve specialist
if it isn't np, my life will be spared.
what a fucking ride ciprofloxacin has been. fuck that stupid ass drug. | 1 |
i (m16) like a girl (16) and i don't really know what i should do. so basically that, but here's some more info. we've known each other for about 8 months and can say just about anything to each other. i think we have a very good friendship, but i don't know if i should take a shot if it could mean fucking up what we h... | 0 |
do you ever miss a person you just met very badly? i do. | 0 |
my parents think it’s weird that i’m a furry! tell them it’s not weird! i need text here so it doesn’t get removed lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol | 0 |
as a teenager, do you view sex as an intimate thing that can only be done with someone you love or something that really isn’t that important and can be done with anyone? i’m just curious. i think that if you love somebody and you trust them enough to be with them like that, go right ahead. | 0 |
who wants a hug? i have 1 (one) hug award. who thinks they deserve to get a hug? _answer wisely._ | 0 |
doesn't matter if i smoke cigarettes, i'm gonna die at some point, and i'd rather enjoy myself until then.i don't agree with people. you can literally die in your sleep, hit by a car, like anything possibly. death is looming over you every single day, but people choose not to think about it, and stay trapped in their i... | 1 |
anybody down to chat? just looking for some company | 0 |
hey umm this is gonna be long but i need somewhere to vent. what would you do in this situation?
i did this in form of a tiktok trend cuz comedy is my way of coping. but it is still 100% true.
put a finger down if you were already pretty lonely and had few friends and then a girl named cara came into your life and yo... | 0 |
my case for u/middleearthfellow context: [https://imgur.com/a/izvbccb](https://imgur.com/a/izvbccb)
alr so i know this person. we've been talking for a while, and i think it's safe to call ourselves friends. she's told me about desperate reddit boys from this sub telling her they love her, while she clearly says she d... | 0 |
i'm tired of my seizuressuicide is always on the table. and it sucks because i worked so hard to get off of drugs and got my kids back.
i feel so selfish.
i have severe rape trauma ptsd. it's a complex form and almost every night i start to get anxious about what happened, my feet tighten, my jaw pulls, and i have sei... | 1 |
message to the all lives matter dumbasses why are you so fucking stupid?? | 0 |
feels like i got the summer bluesright now it feels like im being expected to do so much. to work, to pay rent, to goto school, to pay my bills, to be social to be friendly, to be confident, to be happy. im just expected to do all of this. and somehow i lost the drive to do any of this. all that gives me happiness is a... | 1 |
how to f natalie portman calmly?://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/natalie_portman | 0 |
gamers what was your first video game you completed mine was hollow knight, i wasn't much of a gamer when i was young. so i completed the game when i was about 11 or something. | 0 |
idk what to do or feeli tried to suffocate in my blanket and then tried to hang myself from a door. i want help but i can’t get it or even ask. do i even need it i’m just being a baby and wasting their time for attention. but i haven’t told anyone. my family knows i self harm but they didn’t do or say anything. i have ... | 1 |
physical effects of depressioni often hear people talk about the mental/emotional effects of depression but something i don't hear, mainly from friends with depression, is how it can affect the body. almost everyday i feel like i have the flu and like someone strapped a weight vest on me. i hear about these symptoms on... | 1 |
i plan on killing myself on july 31sti’ve had a lot of fucked up shit happen to me through out my whole life. this year has been the worst year of my life. i literally tried to do right by everyone and somehow, someway i always get fucked. i can’t even remember what being happy feels like anymore and i don’t think i wa... | 1 |
when my parents die, there will be no one who cares.i am just not able to live. my body is already fucked up. i am so weird around people, i am so out of touch with this world... only 25 and already failed... unable to be a part of society ... the struggle is to hard for me ... in a way i deserve to die because i fuc... | 1 |
feeling at my lowesti have been depressed and down before but lately my mind has been turning to suicide more and more.
i get these thoughts when i am doing something like i wonder what it would be like to die like that. like i was swimming and i wondered how it would be to drown.
i don't want to die but i feel li... | 1 |
that's it. i will go to a therapist.today i had one of my worst mental breakdowns. another one and i lose my mind. | 1 |
i am not depressed. just very bored. life feels like a chore and a nuisance. purpose is hard to come by. thus suicide something i am considering.i ask myself, what do people do for fun? they get a job, form new relationships, buy things and engage in recreation of various types. that's grand.
so i look for jobs. most... | 1 |
my allergies have never been so bad my nose is stuffed i can barley breathe when i sleep i sneeze every 30 minutes and you dont wanna know how much comes out my eyes burn and i have the chills | 0 |
today my grandma who i played minecraft passed away she used to watch me when i was younger while i was playing minecraft she would tell me what to build and other stuff always got me sandwiches she was very kind and it's very sad how fast people come and go i hope she is at better places now sorry for writing it here... | 0 |
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