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online classes finishes in 2 days should i slack off or nah :l | 0 |
press quit, replayeverything is awful
i'm an ftm tranny nightmare and i'm never going to be anything but, i'm not a man and all everyone tells me is that men are evil anyways, i'm just following in the footsteps of a long line of rapists and abusers and they say they want to kill all men anyway so why can't they just ... | 1 |
only living to keep my mom sane except now i'm starting to care less about her feelingsnothing is wrong with my life. i've always been incredibly spoiled and everything i wanted has been handed to me. people would kill to have my life, except i'm in so much pain. from the moment i wake up every morning, all i can think... | 1 |
how do you open up about how you feel?i find it hard to talk about my health to others, even close friends. they know i've been struggling to find work, but they don't know that i've been struggling with suicidal thoughts for years. chances are whenever i've had a drink with them, i've at some point in that day thought... | 1 |
living in a world of paranoia. i see conspiracy everywhere. help. [xpost from /r/mentalhealth]dear reddit,
i've suffered with this for years. until recently, i self medicated with alcohol and occasionally 420. recently kicked a tramadol (google this, it's a nasty drug) habit and now my paranoia has returned with a ven... | 1 |
guys can we pls get some "asian parentsjokes in the comments cuz i am really bored asian parents jokes please !!!! | 0 |
what online hobby/community should i join? so i wanted something to be a part of, during covid (cuz im bored) and i want to do something where i can actually partake in it instead of just learning about it. so if you have any suggestions of hobbies that arent too expensive they would be much appreciated. thanks, | 0 |
omg text post weekend less fucking goooo | 0 |
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what will envisioning your success do? what will envisioning your success do? | 0 |
so that happened and it scared the shit out of me when we were doing "practice days" or whatever at secondary school when i was still in primary (just means that we had a couple of days at secondary school whilst still in primary). there were over 100 kids there and they had to call attendance and then you had to walk ... | 0 |
how does one know depression? what defines depression? can you be depressed without knowing it?it's gotten better in the last week or two, which is nice. before then though- since january, i thought about killing myself everyday. i stopped wearing a seat belt, sometimes closed my eyes while driving, thought about spr... | 1 |
i don't think it ever gets betterbeen around 10 months since i vented here on this throwaway and my life has actually changed a bit. i have some friends who i'm quite close to and i go out a lot with them, but i don't feel like i could ever actually open up to them, even if they do open up to me about personal problems... | 1 |
so..i'm thinking about suicide. i've acctually been thinking about it for a couple of years now. i think its time to commit. my life is a bit of a downward spirial and i'm honestly afriad of whats next. i've hit many points in my life where i was convinced that it couldnt get any worse. that this was rock bottom.
i th... | 1 |
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i am so sick of every part of lifethere's nothing good, i don't recall anything ever being worth living for and it's only gotten worse... now i don't even have pokemon to look forward to x-x idk... | 1 |
mondayi don't see me living after monday. i'm tired, i'm drained. there's nothing left. monday i will be alone and i'm going to kill myself. i only wish i had done it at 23. | 1 |
should i seek help?i think i may have a slew of problems. i'd like to have them all discussed in a single post -apologies if this is not quite the right place to put it
i know i have at least slight depression. i'll be fine one second and then suddenly feel as though everything i do doesn't matter. for instance, i'll ... | 1 |
wish me luck on my exam bois it’s chemistry so i’m definitely going to need it lol.
pray for me. | 0 |
is this normal? so for the past couple of months i've heard kids at my school tell their parents everything that goes on with them, this is the majority of the people i know. like who said what and stuff. however with my mom i hardly tell her anything except like got a ... on a test or there is a book report i have to ... | 0 |
afraidi have just been diagnosed with dementia, i am only 55 years old, all i want now is to die now, before the diagnosis kills me first..i am very very afraid,, | 1 |
daily song recommendation day 2 wolf in sheep’s clothingset it off
really really satisfying vocals and catchy tune | 0 |
whelp it’s been about 2 hours since my last post all i’ve done for the past 2 hours is cry the hardest i’ve every cried before while listening to music i don’t even like. i’m done. peace ✌️ emotions. fuck sadness but happiness goes along with but it’s not like it really matters because it hasn’t been here in years. eve... | 0 |
made a noose tonightthis is the closest i’ve gotten to a suicide attempt in at least a year. i feel hopeless. i loathe myself and i cannot stand the idea of living with myself any longer. i tested the strength of the knot for a while and i feel confident it will work. my heart is pounding so i stepped away to allow mys... | 1 |
shit...when i first came on here after getting broken up with, i was really hoping i was just feeling really down and that it would pass in a few months...
nope. it's been 2 years. and it's just hit me how long that's been. and how long it's been since i've felt happy. i've never felt so shitty before.
there's so mu... | 1 |
please help i was fine up until a few moments ago but i suddenly feel really sad. what do i do? nothing i tried seems to help. any advice will be genuinely appreciated. i could really use some help | 0 |
i made a horny post and i'm getting bombarded with dms, help filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler | 0 |
the doctorthe doctor said, "i'm not eating right," but i really know what it is. he said, "my brains looking a little crazy!" well i know what it is because i haven't slept in three days and i'm drowning in everything i should have! then sit in the bathroom throwing up things i don't even have. i do because the pain of... | 1 |
diagnosed bipolari had what we believe was a manic episode a decade ago. i've been crushingly depressed for 2 years now. i finally saw a private practice psychiatrist who took the time to really hear me & diagnosed me as bipolar. only able to afford this because i married a man & he put me on his good insurance... | 1 |
my "friends" started to hang out without me and have straight up ditched mei don't know what to do about it | 1 |
the twitter accounts for mars rovers r adorable tbh they just congratulating each other nd drilling rocks fr | 0 |
tw:// cutting guess who broke their personal record for most cuts per day 🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡
wasted a six-pack of razorblades.
fml. i wish i could end it :) | 0 |
realising you are not the person you thought you werethis might be a bit long so i thank you if you take the time to read and comment. it will probably not make much sense either or have a proper conclusion or point but i feel better for venting a little bit about a problem that has plagued me for quite some time.
sin... | 1 |
i've been bored lately can you guys suggest some mobile(ios) games i play fifa mobile codm nd pes and ive kinda grown bored of those games(no pubg pls) | 0 |
i need as many of you as i get can get to read this post(a life is at stake please) at 2:00pm eastern time friday someone will attempt suicide by train. a fellow redditor needs to know her life is worth living. i need the people who read this to pm her all at the same time telling them that their life is worth living, ... | 0 |
have a good night you wonderful people! i’m gonna hit the hay now, it’s been a nice day. it’s weekend so i can sleep in, it’s my mom’s birthday tomorrow, and maybe i get to play with my online friend again! i also don’t have much homework. i enjoy living. i hope you all have a great day or night aswell! cya!!! :d | 0 |
why do i hate my life.i'm not good at these type of things but i don't know what else to do. i'm at point where ive cried myself to sleep three nights in a row and i cant even say truly to sleep because ive slept a total of maybe two hours. i have a wonderful little boy who is the only reason i haven't gone thru with a... | 1 |
how do you deal with body dysmorphia?so, i've been told by several sources they believe that i have body dysmorphia. (i'm told pretty regularly i'm slim, but i see myself as the side of a house, all of the time.
even when i feel good about myself, i catch myself in a mirror or a photograph, and i'm shot right back dow... | 1 |
my parents made me cum with them to the library, we had to drop off some books | 0 |
why?i don't even know why i'm typing this, probably because i don't have the heart to tell anyone i actually know.
i have no reason to be down. i have a girlfriend, and i know that many other girls would kill to have me. i am good-looking, i have a 3.7 gpa, i snagged a paid internship for this summer, i'm upper-middle... | 1 |
relationship problems without a relationshipi've been having some problems with a girl i was seeing a couple of months ago, we live a long way apart and long story short she has a very abusive controlling ex boyfriend who managed to get his claws in again.
she has told me that she still loves me and wants to move on fr... | 1 |
everyone reading this tell me one fun fact about yourself i have the ability to end dreams on command. | 0 |
i think i get confession: it's confirmation of guilt.whenever i tell someone "i am a walking piece of garbage" the human instinct is the respond with "no you're not" which is good for a few seconds and then is terrible because they lied and you're a compliment fisher.
and confession, at least in catholicism, isn't th... | 1 |
anyone wanna chat and play something? i'd recommend minecraft but i also got trove, bloons tower defense 6, terraria and some others | 0 |
yo so im gay and i just found out my crush is straight so yeah, im not doing too hot, could use some advice on what to do.
>!your next line is "thats gay"!< | 0 |
question [not suicidal]a friend is going to be going into long term inpatient ("months") soon, and i'm just wondering if it's typical that visitations are allowed at some points. i feel like they would be because otherwise that'd be a bit counter productive and socially isolating to be away for that long | 1 |
i haven’t been horny for days i speed wrong on previous post | 0 |
help peko i can’t stop peko i can’t stop ending my sentences with peko, peko
i’m not complaining though peko
but i can’t really afford to have this habit in real life peko im in my graduating pek year peko
but yeah peko | 0 |
i'm failing again...i got one of my midterm marks back today...got 20%. i have a midterm today that i am not prepared for, and a midterm monday that i don't know if i will be prepared for. i'm failing again. it's happening all over again. january just went by so quickly, i didn't even notice. i kept studying at my slow... | 1 |
one persons treasure is another persons trash.i'm in love with this girl. i have been for 5 months, and for 3 of them- we "dated". i guess what i thought was dating she thought was a fling. one persons treasure, another persons trash.
we broke up officially last thursday. she went on a cross country drive. sh... | 1 |
what are you wearing at this moment? filler filler filler filler filler filler filler filler | 0 |
i'm a fat piece of shit that will die alone ik this sounds like a karmawhore post, but i'm just venting ig.
i'm just gonna start listing shit that's wrong with me
1. depressed
2. clingy
3. no sense of style
4. no talents
5. fat (i weigh 240 fucking pounds. at 13)
6. listen to shitty music
7. can't relate to an... | 0 |
i don't think life is for mei can never escape the negativity and constant self hate that goes on in my brain. i have terrible anxiety and depression and i can't enjoy life at all because of it. i can't. i've been on increasing anti depressants for 5 years and i'm at the point where i don't care about anything, more th... | 1 |
ranking the letters of the alphabet 1. s
to no ones surprise s is the most versatile letter out there. a nice shape, thousands of uses, no downsides, can go on almost every word, easy to make the sound.
2. y
coming in at number two is y. a controversial pick to be sure, but it’s unique status of being both a vowel and ... | 0 |
i am scared of my own creation i was on blender just tinkering around, and i thought i wanted to make a cool guy in a suit with shades and stuff
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i created a spider with big red lips and two noses for eyes | 0 |
it’s 10:30pm and i’m listening to roslyn i want to bawl my fucking soul out. it hurts too much. | 0 |
i'm not scared of deaththe only thing that scares me is what happens to the people i leave behind. when it gets really bad, even that starts to fade.
i've been living with depression for most of my life, but it started getting bad after my first gf died (diabetes) when i was 19. i'm 26 now, and it just keeps getting w... | 1 |
the only thing keeping me alive is a fictional characteras sad as it may sound, it's true, i have been severely depressed going on 6 years and for 3 years been straight up suicidle.
two and a half years.
3 years in august.
i have known of the existence of a fictional character. his name is diarmuid. why do i love him... | 1 |
is there actually any reason?i've taken forever to work out how to actually post to this reddit.
i'm in tears every night and i just don't understand how anyone can actually be happy with living.
every person is full of shit and i'm just adding to it.
what is the enjoyment that people get out of it? | 1 |
guys i need a little help. i'm trying to follow this really hot and awesome and cool and funny dude on insta but ut just keeps saying "edit profile" ??🙄🙄 | 0 |
can't stop the intrusive thoughts. i have a plan.i'm not ok. the last time i was this not ok, i checked in. but i can't this time. there's too much responsibility, too many people i'd disappoint. i can't lose my job. i can't do this to my husband.
i also can't stop thinking about how much better things would be if i ... | 1 |
i just cried out for help.about 20 minutes ago i messaged an ex girlfriend for help because she is still the closest thing i have to a friend at the moment. while she did respond, she told me that she wasn't in the mood to talk. i never thought asking for help would end like this. | 1 |
am i suicidal?i have always been very anxious and i am dealing with my father i had never seen coming back into my lifea rough patch with my boyfriend, it's chaos in my life.
lately i keep thinking all day, everyday, that things would be so much easier if i got in an car accident, if my plane crashed, if my food was ... | 1 |
i need someone to talk tohello!
i don't really know where to start on my cause but..recently my life became worse, alot worse.
i've been suffering from depression since i was young, i had no one to talk to regardless of who they were to me, parents, friends and people that i've gotten together with
to give abit of b... | 1 |
whywhy am i even still alive
i dropped out from school, unable to stay strong under the pressure of depression. i am unable to find a job. all i can do is leech my parents to take care of my depressive self. everything i do feels like is going toward failure, and i'm just bothering everyone with my attitude.
i wish ... | 1 |
i've never felt so alone.i feel like i have no one. my friend sexually assaulted me last week. my friend group hangouts and purposefully doesn't invite me. i need support. im in therapy trying my damn best. i am losin hope. | 1 |
my girlfriend keeps calling me a girl so i'm a boy with long white hair, and she calls me a fucking girl all the time. it's funny but also annoying, and alex i know youre fucking reading this oh my god stop calling me a girl i have a dick | 0 |
i lied.i told my counsellors and the crisis team that if i was going to kill myself i don't know how i would do it but the truth is i know exactly how i just don't want them to take the opportunity away if things get worse.. | 1 |
i dont want to live nor do i want to diei just can't stand this anymore | 1 |
anybody recognize my username. text because mods gay
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there’s one salty ass person sitting here ⬇️ all my posts reveal yourself sweaty. i wanna see who you are😏😏😏😏😏😏😏 | 0 |
once upon a time people used to huddle around me talk to me...nowadays, i am always the person feeding the conversation with coal to keep it burning. nobody seems interested in me anymore.
take the digital world for example:
i've been reading through my old messages from the past 7 years and i am astonished by how m... | 1 |
what should i get for christmas? so, christmas is like about the corner and it’s time to see what i wanna get but idk, and i wanted you guys to help me decide. so i’ve been thinking of maybe a bycicle, or like an ipad pro, or maybe even an oculus quest? but i don’t have any games to play on vr, nor i feel like a bycicl... | 0 |
non stop thinkingi have no friends, don't care about anyone and everyone who i care about hurts me in some way or another. i feel like i have become what i hate the most and can't stop thinking about it | 1 |
time of yeari bet a lot of people feel like me at this time of year, it's really fucking hard to face xmas on your own. i just don't think i can do it. i tried finding a charity to work with, i thought i could help homeless people or something, but they're so popular i just couldn't get in anywhere. my ex, who i'm fri... | 1 |
looking for insight and suggestions regarding hotlinesi read the guidelines and as far as i understand, i believe this post is appropriate for this sub but please redirect me if i'm wrong.
i'm a crisis clinician and i work for a small agency that has sort of a suicide/crisis hotlinewe also meet with people face to fac... | 1 |
i’m leaving reddit i watched this place fall from “glory” to nothing but a cesspool of adult children that go around and mock people that have what they don’t for the most part. there is a couple good communities on here but the negatives outweigh the positives. if you want to take my advice, leave this godforsaken pla... | 0 |
relationship can't cure depression but it can help
i had my last gf leave me by hanging herself.
it has been a few months and i have all but recovered. i met this girl in my english class and she is very nice and smart and we just hit it off. just talking to her and being with her did not cure my depression but it... | 1 |
would swallowing a razor blade enough to kill me?just asking :) | 1 |
looked in the mirrori looked in the mirror today and looked at every detail of my face i stared at my own eyes and analysed ever little particle. after staring at my face for a while i released i don’t wanna throw my life away my parents and all the people around me took the time to raise me and they deserve to see wha... | 1 |
life's been going downhill lately, experiencing suicidal thoughts commonly.can't even be bothered to make an alt for this.
i've suffered with depression for a year and a bit now and it hasn't been getting any better. i was medicated for a few weeks, but that just made me feel emotionally deadened. two weeks ago my gir... | 1 |
go guardian needs to tell us what teacher is watching when there is no chat bubble am i right? | 0 |
i feel like completely off!!!!this is soo weird, i am presented with a lot of opportunities and choices but cant feel liking any of them and just feel soo lazy dont want to do anything. wtf is wrong with me ? | 1 |
hang myselfsaturday | 1 |
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anyone else just can't cry?i'm so depressed and sad but no matter what i just can't cry, i feel the tears coming but they don't come, it's strange i feel my depression has gotten so bad i can't cry | 1 |
yo if you wanna chat dm me im bored af so if you wanna chat dm me, we can either talk on here or discord, both work for me | 0 |
really struggling with this.over the past year and a half i've been really struggling and have been having to put a fake smile on for everyone. this is the first time i've even typed that i'm not well and i've never even said it. what i've been struggling with is my sexuality and i've been really confused. i've always ... | 1 |
damn i have a problem. i've spent three hours straight on reddit today and it's currently two a.m. i need to get a life besides obsessing over a fictional stoner and triggering people by wanting to ruin my fertility... | 0 |
i think about dying but would probably not go through with itso basically my friend died mid april this year and since then even more negative shit has happened to the point where i’m basically just thinking of suicide daily. i think of ways to go through with it, how it’d be, what i’d eat last, what i’d do on my last ... | 1 |
anyone have advice for surviving work while very depressed?i'm clocking into work in a few minutes but i'm having a very very low day and am also having a severe anxiety attack, but there is no way in hell mcdonalds would recognize my depression and anxiety as a reason to call in so now i'm here on a closing shift and ... | 1 |
help on either end of thisi checked my wife into a behavioural health ward at a local hospital after she begged me to drive her to her old home in california so she could kill herself there. she wanted me to hold her while she shot herself because she didn't want to die alone and scared and told me that by refusing i w... | 1 |
is it real...i'm having such a hard time. i've been unemployed for 3 months and really starting to question if it's all real or worth it. i've asked for help and there's no help or at least not for me. or you need to have so much money to get help. i've just been sitting inside for 3 months and i know no one cares and ... | 1 |
any gamer grills here.... you know george foremans those the best...
gamer that play xbox? | 0 |
i'm fucking dreading the shitstorm of jokes and being made fun of tomorrowschool tomorrow, got a haircut today and as per fucking usual i'm going to get massive tirade of shit for it. i used to be able to roll with the jokes because you know the first few times it's funny. but after it's been happening for 4 fucking ye... | 1 |
can anti anxirty pills be lethali just swallowed a bottle not sure how.many pills there was but i guess like 30-40 they are 60 mg i think each serotonin or something i just was not thinking and swallowed them.
i really do not want to die tonight i am so sorry
is it lethal please someone i already feel sick but that m... | 1 |
what is the weirdest/most bizarre thing you've found in a thrift store? i personally haven't found that much weird stuff but i know people often find really crazy shit so i'm wondering what you guys have found lmao | 0 |
i have an objectively good life, but i'm subjectively unable to enjoy it. and i hate myself for that.“functioning” people must think depressed people are the conventional type of sad. and that they suffer from “loss of pleasure in any previously pleasurable activity”. this is why people don’t understand depression and ... | 1 |
my discord server hello, i have decided to make a discord server for the all kinda of people :) i would like to form a friend group that we can make the group chat into a nice community for everyone to go when they need someone.
dm me if your interested! | 0 |
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