TRT1000/depression-detection-model
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bruh why can’t i have a normal dream every fucking night i’m always in this weird ass situation in a place that doesn’t exist and most of the time i end up dying like can i just have a normal dream for once instead of a nightmare every night | 0 |
my school doesn’t block facebook on the wifi but it does block indeed so the teachers can go on there all they want but so help me if i wanna look for a job in my down time | 0 |
day 430 of recommending songs i like to r/teenagers://youtu.be/biyl9bcp6w4
how has your day been so far? | 0 |
i made it through christmashey,
my name is edmond, and i made it through another family holiday. seems normal to most, but not me. my home is usually filled with friends,and family. catching up, eating dinner, sharing stories, drinking, it was always the place to be. my parents really were good hosts.
back in 2017, m... | 1 |
is this a bad situation so my ex contacted me and we been talking a lot recently (about a week) and got along great and i noticed she changed a lot and i think i have feelings for her again. we were talking the other night and we both agreed that if we started dating now instead of when we originally did we would be in... | 0 |
late night thoughtsi feel so upset currently. i just feel so alone, as if no one wants to be with me. as if i am so fucked up that no one wants to bother with me, and if they do it's just for pity. i really don't want to hurt, i don't want to deal with this pain. i just want someone to hold me close, tell me that it wi... | 1 |
when do i tell my lover i want to see him in a skirt when’s the right time guys we’ve been talking for 4 months now | 0 |
worthif i could push someone out of a way of a train to save there life i'd do it
because i know even a man who has no arms no limbs, no ability to speak, a absolute shit life, no money, no love, is worth more than me
sure maybe i have a few of the things he doesn't but
he'd still be worth more than me because i know... | 1 |
i think it's getting bad again lol this isn't fair
i did everything i could but you fucking left me
i loved you, so fucking much
we used to sit in that car park and listen to music together
now we can't even hold a fucking conversation
i did everything for you
i changed my makeup, my personality, my music taste
but you... | 0 |
i just blew up half of someones minecraft castle, it was pretty good. feel shit about and not sure why i did it, please treat me like shit, so i never do it again. | 0 |
can't wait for chinese new year 🧧🧧 2 new years are awesome
can't understand how you other people get by with just one | 0 |
someone look at my comment history lol uhhhhhhhhh | 0 |
how was everyone's day its 5 am and im still awake this weekend
nevermind that, my day was lazy and fun | 0 |
i don't know if i want to go to school this summer i found out that someone took a picture of me without knowing and posted it on instagram also i asked a girl out on snapchat and she took screenshots of it and i cut myself on my forearm because of it and i don't think i'm ready for school | 0 |
well fuck, i just found out that my ex step dad was planning to kill my mom and take me. not really sure why i'm posting this here, i guess i just need to get it off my chest and i don't want to put this on the people around me so i'm talking about it on the internet.
my mom and ex step dad were in an on and off ... | 0 |
paul rap song mixtape based on true story hey yo in 1965
i was taking a shit
in trash can
paul mccartney came by
and i fucked him in the ass
but it wasn't gay tho
cause it was paul mccartney
stop calling me gay bro | 0 |
my chest hurts and my health has been dogshit and all they say is that it’s either asthma or anxietyif ai have to go to the hospital again im going to tell them im going to kill myself if they tell me it’s one of those two things and try to send me home i’m fuckig tired of beiny alive | 1 |
nearly everyday people around me will jokingly say they want to kill themselves.and i'm sick of it, "that essay was so long, i wanted to kill myself." all the time people joke about suicide, and when people joke about it i can't help but think, you may be kidding, but i really do want to die; fuck you for joking about ... | 1 |
my depression is the voice in my head that says, "you're not really depressed, you're just a sorry a-hole"it says "you don't have a condition, or a disorder. you're just a lazy, selfish dope who mopes around for attention." when that voice starts going off, that's when i feel the most depressed. isn't it ironic? i don'... | 1 |
bros can someone help me with the assembly of my computer parts i just put in the psu and need help if anyone is computer savvy or has built one themselves pls help me | 0 |
i almost fckd up at work today ok so i work as a forklift driver at sam’s club in mexico, and today while i was stacking some pallets i almost dropped a washing machine from like 7 meters high and i panicked for a second
nothing happened and none of my bosses was there, but yeah, i wanted to tell someone about this and... | 0 |
goodnightyou will never know, what's behind my skull
so won't u say goodnight, so i can say goodbye?
you will never know what's under my hair
so won't u say goodnight, so i can say goodbye?
you will never know, what's under my skin
so won't u say goodnight, so i can say goodbye?
you will never know, what is in my vein... | 1 |
i just recently realized how shitty my life isi've been dealing with depression for about 10 years now. i started seeing therapists when i was in 8th grade. i really struggled for over a year then it got better (or so i thought). since then i'd always have days where i would feel blue or depressed but it was never cons... | 1 |
bored, so heres a list showcasing my music taste oh no!--marina and the diamonds
premadonna girl--marina and the diamonds
laughing--the guess who
hot mess--cobra starship
back to the streets--saweetie
kings and queens ||--ava max
freaking me out, bingo players mix--ava max
lonely day--system of a down
creep--radiohe... | 0 |
kinda wanna neck myself but i don’t have the energy or strength to, plus im just a fuckin pussy soi dunno i guess i’ve just lost who i was, i don’t eat, constantly vomit, self harm, panic. adhd medication doesn’t help, just feel tired of being used by people who i think are friends. i’ve got less than a year left of sc... | 1 |
what difference does it makei wonder if anyone in any other generation has hated their world as much as i do. everything fills me with an inconsolate rage, most especially myself.
why bother with details. un jeune homme instable. bourgeois hunk-of-shit liberal arts major. aimless, shiftless and fundamentally alone.
... | 1 |
would killing yourself on new year’s be considered too cliche?i wanna go out on a new year but i don’t want people to look back on it and think i’m some edgy teenager for doing so. | 1 |
i sometimes feel like i'm just "comic relief" of sortsfor the first time possibly in my life, i've got a decently large group of friends, and we actually do things together. however, it seems like none of them really care about me as a person, and mostly just put up with me because i can make them laugh occasionally. i... | 1 |
"burning every bridge that i cross to find some beautiful place to get lost"i'm 19, male and i have asperger's. sorry i didn't know what to call this so i just went with a song lyric.
i was sexually abused by one of my teachers in school at least once maybe more but i don't really remember. the only "real" person i eve... | 1 |
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haha y’all there’s 4 fires where i live one is 23 miles away yea no seriously i’m might lose everything thanks to some fucking idiot at this point i’m ready to die | 0 |
pen pal from canada he bailed on me | 0 |
lgbt: becomes socially accepted bi girls: it's free real estate | 0 |
bruh, i wanna post a pic of my puppy but with the weekend thing i have to wait :( very very big big sad sad | 0 |
depression and media consumptioni'm not clinically diagnosed with depression but recently i realized that i don't feel so great when i spend too much time consuming too much media including youtube, reddit, music, etc., sort of in the same way that watching too much porn seems to kill my natural sex drive. can anyone r... | 1 |
are you a liberal? filler, filler, filler, filler, filler, filler, filler, filler, filler, filler, filler, and filler | 0 |
i dont want to die i just don't wanna live eitheri opened the window grills, opened the window... i looked out of the window for what seemed like forever... i nearly jumped. i live on the 12th floor so it would have been immediate.
i am terrified of what i might do. i'm terrified because i'm alone at home and i am fee... | 1 |
why i'm going to kill myselfi'm an abomination. my body is covered with scars and stretch marks from years of not just neglect, but active malignance. my cesspool genetics left me with nothing exemplary, just this stocky frame where everything’s underdeveloped and nothing works right. i’m quite literally a neanderthal,... | 1 |
imma leave reddit. honestly, reddit is getting very boring now. i don’t have the interest in it anymore than i used too. i also don’t like that fact that a get a ton of creepy pervy messages because im a girl.
so stay safe everyone, and goodbye. | 0 |
my parents don't want me to seek professional helpi snapped and opened up to my parents about my suicidal tendencies. i began telling them that i've been wanting to seek professional help but they just don't believe in that. they believe in the power of counseling via family relatives. /s
i snapped because they were t... | 1 |
what's your favorite "the man who sold the world" version mine is midge ure's one
idk why, i listened to it first, and then david bowie's one, but i likes ure's one more
it makes me feel like i'm in a hospital bed, idk why it has that hospital vibe
but it also feels like you're in a desert with a red scarf on your ... | 0 |
is there hope for this lost soul?delete if not allowed, but i need help. this isn't a throwaway account, this is my first reddit account.
i've felt this way for as long as i could remember. i am 22 years old and i constantly feel suicidal, but regret it later. i've been on medication, but can't keep up with it or doct... | 1 |
i'm going to kill myself soon.this might be a little long, but i guess i just want to get things off of my chest, maybe it'll make someone feel less alone. i don't know.
i'm getting sicker with each passing day, my mental health is deteriorating fast and i don't know how to fix it or make it better anymore. i'm in the... | 1 |
really desperately need helpi'm totally alone, i'm going to be homeless soon, everything i've worked for in my life is hopeless. i've already been to a hospital, they provided no treatment. i haven't seen a single friend in a month because i do t really have any anymore.
i can't keep doing this, but i have no where to... | 1 |
i'm just so done with everything.oh look, i'm sitting in bed crying, again.
staring down a laptop screen covered in pdfs i have to read, and an empty word doc i need to fill (term paper due tomorrow, yay)
the counselor i saw twice at my college basically told me today that she doesn't know how to help me.
i have no ... | 1 |
i think i may have figured it out. i am an illusion.i think i might have an "illusion" type personality. it seems that people who only know me for a short time, seem to really like me. it's the people who have known me for a certain length of time that have seen past the illusion and don't respond as well anymore. that... | 1 |
im leaving im sorry everyone i cant do this anymore im sorry i let u down. idk what to say anymore i just feel nothing but numbness or fucking depression and i want it to stop but no matter what i do it doesnt fucking stop and im just so tired and i cant anymore. im sorry for anyone whos had to read this, but its ok im... | 0 |
i got my first job today!! i was called yesterday for an interview today at 12:00. i just checked my email and i actually got it! i'm just really proud and wanted to share the news :,) | 0 |
so heartbroken..i guess this is the only way i can express myself because i feel a lone... i am a women who has lost something so dear to me... i just lost my first born son at 39 weeks in november for absolutely no damn reason. doctors can't even tell why or what happened to him.. one minute he was fine and then next ... | 1 |
so i didn't go to school today today i didn't go to school because frankly, i'm just tired of school shit.
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here's the thing, when i don't go to school, something really important always happens that i can't miss, so i'll keep you updated.
it's currently 8:30am in my country so it'll be a while until schoo... | 0 |
my minds broken and i dont know how to fix itthis is a terrible abyss | 1 |
tf you give me pocket money for, when i can't spend them however i like i just wanna rant honestly
like why. i just want a hoodie and a shirt, and just because it costs about half a year worth of my money, it's worth it. "but it's so expensive, why would you buy something so expensive when you could buy an off brand o... | 0 |
since you asked so nicely u/suckmydickprettyplz i will suck your dick. for 20 bucks | 0 |
could someone please explain this to me?this was the most fitting sub reddit i could find to post this on so here it goes. yesterday after school i was talking with some friends while waiting to get picked up. and all of a sudden i was angry for no reason. it wasn't really an anger that was really directed towards anyo... | 1 |
i won't be able go on with a broken hearti don't know how people who have a very close relationship with their parents can live on without them. i think i was 12 when i decided i will go soon after my mum passes away. i recently found out my sister plans to ctb after she passes as well but that didn't surprise me. it w... | 1 |
it just keeps getting worse...every 10 minutes or so, my mind wanders. eventually in it's wandering, i'll cross a memory of one of oh so very many moments in my life that i'd rather just forget. they're anxiety inducing, they're anger inducing. i snap myself out of it by defaulting to even worse thoughts -- "i fucking ... | 1 |
on the outside i skrrt skrrt on the inside i hurt hurt 😞 | 0 |
good luck on your test next week, mate i’m sure you’ll do ok if you studied | 0 |
we all hate the repost memes for this movie so why not sign this://www.change.org/p/netflix-i-want-netflix-to-remove-the-new-movie-cuties-as-it-promotes-child-pornography?utm_content=cl_sharecopy_24181224_en-ca%3a2&recruiter=44150471&recruited_by_id=6979a4e0-6f49-0130-d232-3c764e04873b&utm_source=share_peti... | 0 |
codependency help i can't help but feel i'm codependent toward a certain friend. he's younger than me, and i think of him as a little brother. although, i have really good friends that i don't feel this way about.
i think this is stemming from my brother passing away years ago, and now that this friend (who is proba... | 1 |
why play fall guys when i can play fall me instead | 0 |
depression and drugs and alcohol.it sounds like an oasis lyric in my mind, but it's a fair description of the past 20 years.
i'm currently in drug and alcohol treatment with a local agency in the uk who have assigned me a key worker and are encouraging me through basic cbt work, target-setting and working on self-este... | 1 |
please help me think of a graduation quotei’m thinking of doing “poggy woggies” rn | 0 |
worthless in comparison.this is gonna sound jumbled and stupid and really first world problems,but here you go-
i'm the least favorite child. my mum is the one who gets say over everything and my dad might like me, and i know he thinks i'm decent, but he doesn't do anything to stop her. she just yells and makes all th... | 1 |
holy shit why do schools care if you have a fuking hood on like i look soo hot with a hood and they tell me to take it off and i'm just ugly because you can see all the hair i'm trying to grow out 😡😡 | 0 |
fellow teenagers, i am in need of help as you all know nnn is fucking hard and i am trying to figure out a way to cum without cumming. i have no base or direction i wanna go with this study, so if anybody knows how to do that, please tell me | 0 |
tired of being undesirablemy dating life is nonexistent. it is a series of rejections after the first meeting. i’m insecure, inexperienced, without much confidence
i am tired of sayings how society puts pressure to be in a relationship. i don’t feel that, i don’t care. it is my internal desire to be deeply connected w... | 1 |
the thing about fingerprints. it's widely known that fingerprints are a way of identification, but fingerprints is also why we can hold and grip objects. when you are born without fingerprints, it's called adermatoglyphia. | 0 |
made my decision. the world got just more beautiful and i am happy i'll die.i plan to heavily overdose on acetaminophen and combine it with carbamazepine (initially, i planned to hang myself, but this way of dying is too abrupt and i am afraid of permanent brain damage if someone discovers me early). i will spend my la... | 1 |
at the end it seemsi don't know why i'm doing this. i honestly feel like i'm at the end of my road and just want to say my side of the story before i move into whatever exists after life ends. i am 32, and i have been miserable about my life since i was a child. when i was younger, let's say around 8, i was molested. i... | 1 |
hi all i wanna die soon in 2 months i guessi am exhausted with my abusive family and recently my abusive ex broke up with mei am in so much pain. i am being accused of eveythn from everywhere. i can deal with this toxic life anymore i need to do something in these 2 months then i will kill myself. | 1 |
so im just gonna have a fat rant about toilets my room is right next to a toilet right? me and my parents share it and it is the worst thing in the world. every now and then at night they wake me up by using the toilet.whats worst is that the neighbours toilet is also connected to my room which means that i have to lis... | 0 |
my mom just told me she hopes i kill myselfyeah that's the last straw, i'm leaving this fucking house first thing tomorrow. i don't have a plan yet but fuck it. anything is better than living here, being patronized and yelled at for being depressed. fuck you mom, you molded me into the fucking loser i am today. i just ... | 1 |
there is no point to iti'm so fed up of living like this. my mind is foggy right now and it has been like this for 2 days. i can't even think straight. nobody in my family gives a sh!t about it, they give a sh!t about my life but they don't really care what i do as long as i'm alive even if that means living behind cl... | 1 |
could someone help me?i'm a college student. have tonnes of friends and a family to support me. everything is going fine for me, yet i can't shrug this immense feeling of emptiness that's continually torturing me. despite being in such a fortunate atmosphere, i don't feel the love of my parents and friends, i don't fee... | 1 |
it's time for you to ask yourself the big question #why are all post in r/selfie female selfie ? | 0 |
copy-pasting something i posted earlier. this place feels more appropriate to vent.death has been constantly on my mind recently. after going through most of last year equally, if not more depressed than now, i tricked myself into thinking i was ok. but nothing's really changed. i've just failed yet another semester of... | 1 |
right now im thinking that if i had to summarize my life in 1 word, i might pick 'sad fight'sometimes i feel like i end up fighting so many people | 1 |
how do i tell my crush that i find her really cute without it sounding like i'm just trying to cheer her up? the thing is we're kinda like step-brothers, and she has a low self-esteem over her body, but i find her really cute, like, very much, da vinci has some competence with the masterpiece she is, and i want to tell... | 0 |
i just need to tell someone 1. the cruciatus curse would probably play a role in bdsm in the wizarding world.
2. furries in the wizarding world would probably be animaguses | 0 |
an analogy on how i view my depression.for me, depression is like a "guardian" who coddles it's child and keeps it away from the world. the "guardian" knows that the relationship is unhealthy, and subconsciously the child does as well, but suffocation and confinement are "necessary" to maintain a feeling of safety and ... | 1 |
yeah i’m a simp > sready
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ur tellin me theres no place in this city where i can go get crab rangoons right now. this is crap ‼️ umm drawin a blank for the filler here uhhh uhhhhhh ok | 0 |
i'm 16, have a loving family, don't have any money problems either but i still feel empty and want to end my mental miseryi am gay and haven't told anyone. i live in a country where it isn't excepted and i believe and follow a religion which says that people who participate in gay activities should be stoned to death o... | 1 |
i'll end this my way.fuck living in this word. i just can't reason out why i would want to wake up tomorrow? i've slipped so far and therapy is a joke. i've never been treated with any kind of respect. i'm always alone. now more than ever. all of my family is dead. last girlfriend cheated on me when my mom was dying in... | 1 |
should i have a brain scan for my depression?i ask this because i became depressed 3 years ago for seemingly no reason. there was nothing really depressing going on in my life and i have always been a very happy and excited person. the depression kind of just happened randomly. i have been taking wellbutrin now for sev... | 1 |
i think i am a bad personi don't like sjw because they attack me to imprint their rightful opinion. i mean, couldn't you just calmly explain your point of view and let me decide? no because they are right!!
and that's it. i feel bad because i can't stand these people anymore and this leads me into stereotypising them.... | 1 |
i'm (24f) a burden on my family and it's making me suicialhi all, this is my first time posting so i apologize for any mistakes. i have been lurking on this subreddit for a while and thought that since i'm at such a low point in my life it really can't hurt to try and ask for advice.
i live with my single mother (50f)... | 1 |
the real reason i ride a motorcyclei'm 20. finished college and working full time. have no friends and terrible social skills. struggled with depression since high school. the greatest day of my life was august 12, 2016. i bought a motorcycle because i couldn't afford a car for my new job.
everyone keeps telling me to... | 1 |
talk me into it or talk me out of iti've thought vividly about suicide several times a day, probably every day for the last two years. there was not one negative event in my life, like a death or a breakup or something "appropriate", that triggered this. rather, the most depressing aspect of my whole situation is tha... | 1 |
should i make manwich or shoot myself in the head?in the last month i lost my job and my wife left me. i quit smoking weed about nine days ago both to simplify the job search and to give myself some clarity to process everything. fucked up thing is, even sober i seem to find myself thinking about doing it more and more... | 1 |
what if i said... i said the n-word?.?.?.?.?
miss obama get down! | 0 |
y tho i still don't get this talk about relationship stuff idk y | 0 |
silent helltrigger warning) part 1 manifestoin this depressing night i have decided to write a manifesto because iam feeling totally lostlosing all hope ... in this point like this or not like i don't really care because i know you won't care anywayfirstly iam in the shock that how this stupid life works and all of i... | 1 |
i feel like such a hateful piece of human waste that i don't deserve help or sympathy.i am hateful. even my mother has told me so. she really doesn't like me so much, yet stays as decent as she can because she wants what is best for my toddler and knows both of his parents are incompetent at best. she is a strong woman... | 1 |
just need to venti have a feeling this is going to be pointless, but i'm really feeling down and i want to get everything out..
i'm an 18 year old female. i have a great family, great friends, and a great girlfriend. so why am i so miserable?
i used to love life. everything about it was so exciting. my life was a bl... | 1 |
rantto dad
if i could be born again, id still choose this life. id be fine with living every single fucked up thing all over. id live it over and over and over and over again. i wouldnt even hesitate. but only you. i would make sure you are not my dad. you make me sick. every day i wish if someone could radicalize you... | 1 |
i love when men message me like "ur so hot wow" while i'm sitting in my bed with no sheets in the same sweatpants and hoodie i've been wearing all week with my hair in a bun because it's so dirty because i haven't showered in a week with old makeup on my face
mmmmmmmm avolition | 0 |
i originally wrote this for a creative writing class, but i didn't get the courage to turn it in. i didn't want it to go to waste.
i slammed the door behind me. i threw my bag to the ground and myself along with it. i learned against the wall and held my face in my hands.
“hi there.” a voice said. i looked up, and th... | 1 |
i want to kill myself but on the other side i donthelp i dont know what to do | 1 |
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This dataset contains a collection of posts from Reddit. The posts have been collected from 3 subreddits: r/teenagers, r/SuicideWatch, and r/depression.
There are 140,000 labeled posts for training and 60,000 labeled posts for testing. Both training and testing datasets have an equal split of labels.
This dataset is not mine. The original dataset is on Kaggle: https://www.kaggle.com/datasets/nikhileswarkomati/suicide-watch/versions/13
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