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i can t keep running from how empty i feel how everything feel so forced and fake i m and the social problem began from a very young age the familial problem also i guess i learned from a very young age to brush thing under the rug and bury all of my emotion to the point where i ve been detached from myself for probabl... | 1 |
tumblr this is exactly how it feel wearing a tie http tinyurl com c bvqh | 0 |
wish she didn t have om homework to do right now | 0 |
argh ive eaton so so much today | 0 |
i guess part of me didn t really want to die so i m heading back home now | 1 |
i need help but every time i reach out for help it dose not work out i m tired of feeling sad and bad about my self no one care abt how i feel no one want to know how i feel i m ready for my name to be on back of my team mate helmet on saturday when we take the field even with that no one will pay attention all 0k plus... | 1 |
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avisionofbeauty your phone doesn t like it sorry | 0 |
sad sad sad i don t know why but i hate this feeling i wan na sleep and i still can t | 0 |
anti p longtemps j ai cru que mon mec tait un enfoir la veille de me r gles j ai fait aussi une d pression post partum parait que c tait li le hormone montent progressivement puis s croulent d un coup pr sent je consulte mon agenda qd c est la fin du monde | 1 |
just finished watching the movie prayer for bobby broke my heart | 0 |
that s when i ll do it one month after i turn i ll take my parent car out to a shed and block the exhaust pipe i ll leave it running and take a bunch of pill and fall asleep in the back seat a peaceful way to go out i hope it work i can t wait | 1 |
feel like i am comming down with something let s hope it s just a cold | 0 |
it s been five year and a couple day now since my first major attempt i m not too sure how i feel to be honest ha life improved well not really of course after that first attempt i tried a couple more time i think if we look at the net value i m relatively in the same spot a i wa five year ago vibing on the bridge than... | 1 |
clairerichard all of em | 0 |
leanne is angry at me | 0 |
janinesd no i m poor i am not an rn yet so i still have mobi lol | 0 |
i don t know if i want to die but i wish i wasn t ever born i am so fucking confused i constantly imagine myself getting hit by a train or jumping from high building i browse way to get oneself killed all i have are negative thought i imagine myself killed in accident or fight i am on medical study and i am not fucking... | 1 |
my compassion to the people in italy my mother is calling with our relative in italy right now | 0 |
a of lately i have been under a considerable amount of stress which cause me to have uncontrollable anxiety about most of the time i m awake now i ve noticed a new side affect from this my nervous habit tic from childhood are starting to come back the more stressed out i am the more i have this strange uncontrollable c... | 1 |
elvisamponsahk generation yii yare then she throw in some depression card | 1 |
waiting for godot is a play where nothing happens two men stand at a bus stop waiting for a man named godot to come he never arrives that s existence waiting for someone or something that never arrives i ve been waiting for my friend for a long time and yet they never come i used to think i had a few close friend who w... | 1 |
we re here to help we are online therapy platform which essentially connects certified psychologist and people suffering from mental health issue such a depression stress and anxiety among dozen of other clinically defined disorder book your appointment now http t co ez mwwwtqf | 1 |
is at work xx | 0 |
ha a huge headache but got ta go to work | 0 |
garygensler secgov aarp finra fordhamlawnyc miamilawschool gary people don t care what they want is clarity on crypto the howie test is outdated and became precedent in an era before the internet even existed let alone the blockchain the sec continues to behave like we have just come out the great depression stifling i... | 1 |
fever ha started anyone have any miracle cure for a cold | 0 |
finally fellow ninja logging into the forum if you ve done so recently can you redo again a it woz a bit broken before | 0 |
watching greek cant believe it the last day ill see you guy june 0 ahh | 0 |
spring break is here at last but no one is here to celebrate | 0 |
finished making chocolate and foot really hurt | 0 |
nickynocky i pay just over a hundred for me and occasional kid in a house but not metered yours doe sound high then | 0 |
is wishing he loved me | 0 |
rickrodgers just kidding man rim doesn t even have a sync client for linux and the opensync package suck at least it can charge lolz | 0 |
my dota ladder stats on garena don t seem to have been updated | 0 |
frumiousme t wa the antibiotic for root canal will take polaramine tonight for hive other symptom have gone now thank goodness | 0 |
now when you say depression are you referring to a map commerce or mental health cuz i know nvmd | 1 |
good morning world s we got snow again | 0 |
andreabakes oh gee insomnia suck have you tried melatonin | 0 |
i m year old and i am so sad because life is pointless i feel like i know everything i know how life is supposed to go get a good job find a significant other do exciting thing together maybe have kid meet new people do different activity all through out life travel to new place get old and die somehow then what this w... | 1 |
kal penn i am so sad kutner wa my favorite of the new team | 0 |
f ck dich ich brauch dich heute bestimmt nicht depression | 1 |
i m not where i m supposed to be but i ll take this over depression | 1 |
i m 0 and i m reverting back to my year old self hahahahahahahhahahahahahhaahahah fuck my life i hate everything i just want to not exist | 1 |
no reason in life | 1 |
via chrismevans argh driving into london today made a wrong turn at king x stuck in an extra 0 minute of logjam traffic | 0 |
depression and suicide trying to win but i m fighting this battle | 1 |
or so i thought | 0 |
is still sick hate this | 0 |
etnobofin even google translator doe not get it | 0 |
adamcurry can i get download version of the dvorak interlude since streaming is banned at work | 0 |
i m fine i m fine i m fine until once again i m back in the pit and i m wondering how long do i need to keep doing this for when i stare at my computer screen another fucking 9 day of meaningless clicking so i can earn barely enough money to survive comparing myself with other people my age depresses me i m not so succ... | 1 |
i never really noticed or i guess wa aware of my depression until a few year ago when i really started losing motivation and interest in my hobby i am a full time university student who work job and right now this depression ha taken a peak i live alone in a bedroom apartment with my dog my living situation is shit but... | 1 |
i ve been ill with sinusitis for about week with vertigo anyway cut to the past day i ve been freaking out a it ha been hard to breathe a it sometimes feel like i m choking on water but one of the scariest thing wa that my mouth ha been a bit foamy could this be from dehydration or could it be from nothing serious i re... | 1 |
where s my heat and grazia subscription he s probably delivered them next door | 0 |
i miss those day where we used to play till we saw the sun go down now life s just stress stress stress with a huge dollop of depression | 1 |
i m trying to work on my last assignment of the year but i just can t get that spark all i want to do is lay in the grass and read | 0 |
jee 0 90 9 sathiyama mudiyala bro day by day romba toxic ah poguthu namakum mentally depression aaguthu | 1 |
pizza night and i feel too sick | 0 |
sorry for the depressing post i have some problem that are long term and i suffer every second of everyday i am so tired of the mental pain of suffering everyday my eye will never be the same again and i only use my right eye i don t want to have such a shameful death but i wa wondering if you people believe this can p... | 1 |
sorry if this is kinda confusing and messed up i have a hard time putting my thought into word i f would sometimes get suicidal thought whenever i wa going through a bad panic attack but after i calmed down those thought would just disappear and i wa always sure that i would never do that stuff because i knew i only th... | 1 |
your brain is lying to you you matter your best is good enough even on the bad day you are amazing you have so much to offer this world | 1 |
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people who have had this and she say they have all been the same it s vicious | 0 |
i tried to tell my boyfriend another family member and a few different friend how much i ve been struggling and have been completely ignored i can guarantee if it all got too much for me they d all be the first to ask why didn t she tell u | 1 |
icedcoffee they end up back a read only and still the error persists i cant add anything to the library now so cant update my | 0 |
when the depression hit | 1 |
marcellariley it wa a repeat tonight for gossip girl | 0 |
something s wrong i keep getting some error graphic instead of the music player when i go to a musician s myspace page now | 0 |
want quot someone quot to come over here | 0 |
being in pain a i have done my back in | 0 |
i am having my coffee i see frost on the car window i suspected there would be some this am i hope i am not so tired today | 0 |
gemma brett i made a film with teenage woman who cared for their mum cold house dark room the love shown the tear shed the weight of responsibility the frustration at missed opportunity the depression the anti depressant castaway in their own life the youngest wa | 1 |
carvin lol they are some emotional as men omg all this late night eating both of u are broke | 0 |
theekween vhulivhadza help with anxiety depression heart break any traumatic experience and loss of a loved one thelmasherbs | 1 |
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here i am back again currently it s am and i m holding back what can only be described a a mental break from my roommate and this dude who s also sleeping over it s really wild how there s a grey area over expression of emotion it s like emotion are only cool to be expressed when it s convenient to others and every oth... | 1 |
ha been sick and her back is veryyy bad watching american history x wan na watch american beauty though buy it meeee | 0 |
stuck at home | 0 |
tw childhood abuse abandonment addiction emotional neglect i think that what it called and sibling abuse ive dealt with the favoritism of my sister since i wa she wa diagnosed with adhd and therefore needed more attention than i have ever received she stopped being my dad favorite after she started criticizing his addi... | 1 |
today wa a normal day i have started keep a to do list to tackle my depression it not always necessary for me to everything on that list provided i have some definite reason in my mind to not doing everything like okay i didn t cook today because the gas connection wasn t there also this list ha helped me with my medic... | 1 |
sorry wa getting ready going to leave at am today | 0 |
i just gave an msu fan a car rental discount he looked so sad i just couldn t turn him away | 0 |
hi i wa wondering if anyone ha this happen to them i have have had depression for decade i have good day and bad day no period that last for week or month like i did when i first started having symptom 0 year ago thank god it is mostly occasional bad bout most often i just have a dull low depression that i can dell wit... | 1 |
ha anyone lost their career or become underemployed due to depression how do you survive are you frightened about how you will retire or get by in old age it s been seven year of mostly unemployment for me and i m horrified when i think of the future | 1 |
insomnia kickin in i hate this | 0 |
where ha the morning gone | 0 |
i just can t people and the thought of how i am uninteresting and awkward in social situation make me sick | 1 |
im so tired i just want to sleep forever making a promise to myself that tonight is the night reaching out for help didn t work i can t do this anymore sorry guy | 1 |
rumblepurr lol wish they understood daylight saving ha ended though and breakfast is an hour later they keep waking the kid up too | 0 |
is probably sick ffs | 0 |
alliana0 it didn t make any sense to me the suicide thing i refuse to believe that that is actually what happened | 0 |
gabbyisactive brat you have to rub it in don t you i want a mocha | 0 |
hi there i ve spent the past couple of month dealing w anxiety depression and depersonalization and trying changing medication i am on a part time work plan where i work remotely in the afternoon even though i go to bed at a very decent hour i find it so difficult to get up in the morning i will make plan to get up bef... | 1 |
i am miserable when i wake up i am aware this due to more than just simply being mentally fucked up i live a shitty lifestyle however i feel a though most day are purely predetermined for me almost like it s always guaranteed to have me thinking about killing myself by the end of the day | 1 |
i m slipping into a deep deep depression divorce failed business losing my home many regret etc etc i need a direction in my life i can focus and work hard on but i don t even know where to begin i need someone to help me a there s no way i can do it myself i have adhd so my mind go in a million direction all the time ... | 1 |
just checked my user timeline on my blackberry it look like the twanking is still happening are ppl still having probs w bgs and uids | 0 |
im up i slept an hour last night death | 0 |
well i have so much going on in my brain let me try to organize it having an existential crisis i m i ve done nothing with my life i m scared to death that a sizable chunk of my life is gone for nothing i work at fast food where there is no advancement whatsoever i just want to go back to school but i can t tired of my... | 1 |
for the past year and a half i ve had constant tiredness fatigue and just haven t felt like myself i used to be pretty active always working on project excited about life for the last year and a half i just feel like a shell of myself tired and meh i m also hungry constantly i ve seen my doctor and a few different spec... | 1 |
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