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I don't want you to feel ashamed to have BPD. I will say there's so much stigma attached to it, personally and professionally. People hear personality disorder and really don't understand what that means. I don't tell people anymore, or not right away at least, because I want to be seen as a person, not a disorder.
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I don’t like being around people either. Just because how it makes me feel and how bad my anxiety and thoughts will become. I don’t like to make people feel uncomfortable with my uncomfortableness. It’s just a horrible feeling. I’m really sensitive to body language as well so when I see people are looking at me weirdly...
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I feel I always ruin things...my husband is so happy and is the most amazing man in the world, and deep down I have a fear this is going to take it's toll on him. I know that from my father leaving the family when I was 1, and my ex-fiance leaving me because he said he couldn't cope with the effects my breakdown had o...
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I feel as I'm in a no win situation. If I pack it up in my mind I will have failed and that might hurt me more than keeping on keeping on. I have always fought things even when I know I should just accept life the way it is. Anyone got a gun.
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I feel your pain. I'm the exact same. I can leave the house if I've got my hubby with me but apart from that I'm basically housebound and the walls are closing in on me!! I've been like this for nearly 2 years and I've had psychologists and psychiatrists but nothing seems to work. I'm now getting CBT so we'll see how t...
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I first felt pulled to the performing arts during the big Disney channel boom of, when shows like Camp Rock and Hannah Montana made the 10-year-old me want to be a pop star. I sang in choirs and school productions on and off, and received external validation that I had a talent for performing. But when I went to UC Ber...
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I found the face on Aloy really strange, it's like it it was modeled with a few different Mo-cap actors. Sometimes it would look great and other times the facial movements and structure would be a little off or different. Maybe it was just different lighting or camera angles, but either way it really pulled me out of t...
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I fully accept what you are saying & like parenting, caring for a person with mental health illness doesn`t come with a manual. I`m no expert in this area but i do feel i have learnt a lot in the last 2 years, i can see all the signs & i know she`s getting ill again but trying to get her to get help is impossible. B...
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I get a lot of mood swings. I'll be really depressed and hate everything and everyone and then a few hours later I'll be full of energy and I'll want to go out and do something, I never know what I want to do though, the only way I can put it is it's like I'm a 2 year old on a sugar rush. I'll go from hating life to lo...
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I get that it's on me and this is largely because I've inextricably fetishised hypnosis at this point, but if it happened I'm certain I'd feel practically cheated on, I'm not sure I could look at her as the same again and it'd probably be a step toward the end of our relationship
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I grew up with homeschooling and a mom who was highly supportive of my art ambitions. But that still wasn’t enough to get me to a high level. I guess I didn’t experiment enough? Or didn’t practice enough? Or wasn’t able to get high level tutoring? I’m not really sure. Now, I’m just “pretty good”, but nothing I make par...
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I guess it's kind of the same with me. Never have been close to my parents, just worked hard at school. Felt they were pushing too hard for me to get my degree (which I did) but I had to do it all alone - they never helped. I think I just don't know how to get close to people. But then it doesn't seem like there is...
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I had a roommate once who kind of repressed his curiosities who was into me. I tried to make something happen once but I was way too drunk and he just laughed it off. But he joked about it with me afterward so only I could hear. And there was another time where he was drunk and I was sober and basically said because he...
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I had a turkey wing and a half slice of ham, but I mainly hit the sides this year. Baked MacNcheese, quiche and rye bread with dill dip. as for sweets it was just a last minute store bought sweet potato pie that shit on every single pumpkin pie I've had in the last decade. gonna have a cigar before I hit them leftovers...
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I had anorexia for several years in my 20s, I'm now 54. It was a long slow process for me with several hospitalisations. I think there comes a time when you know you want to get better but it's one step forward and two steps back. Looking back I think for me it was the strong urge to have children and as I wasn't hav...
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I had really hoped time would lessen the burden for me but it doesn’t seem to be the case for you Connor. I don’t know what to do. I feel like I am constantly reliving and ruminating. I don’t want to leave my wife and kids but I feel like there is no escape
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I had to conjure up some last minute mental resources to go for a long ass walk to the grocery store to get my groceries and walk back to where I told him I would meet him. This was the last 1 hour of our outing. I had told him to go for a walk on his own.
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I happened to have my intuos3 in my backpack, pulled it out. He laughed because I had a 'brand new' tablet. I got it when I was in 8th grade (used btw), at least 6 years older than his tablet. Good thing he was a nice guy and art wasn't too bad because he was an absolute idiot.
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I hate myself, I wish I could look like all the skinny, beautiful women on TV. I've hinted once or twice to my parents that I want to lose weight. One time she was showing off to my aunt about her new jeans that were a size twelve, and I said "you're only a size bigger than me, I feel fat now!" (I'm nearly 15, and my o...
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I have BP which I was diagnosed with just over 2 years ago although I have pretty much suffered with it since becoming an adult I think. I recently spent 3 weeks in a psychiatric unit because I had been on an extremely extended manic period i.e. 10 months and then finally lost the plot completely and was about to leave...
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I have Bipolar I and am quite well at the moment. I get DLA at the middle rate because I am considered a danger to myself. This is because when I get stressed I get a form of dissociation and I get seriously suicidal to the point where I am in danger of killing myself - 3 or 4 times a year. When you get DLA you do g...
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I have Hampton's book and it's great, but not that good for really understanding gesture. He's good for learning anatomy. For Vilppu, you want to focus more on his movements and less on trying to copy exactly what he's putting down on the page. I mean in general I recommend looking at as many instructors as possible fo...
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I have been considered to be a good looking guy which makes me feel like my expectations of getting girls are high. I have no problems at all talking to girls but it’s the second I start catching feelings or see she’s in to me that the anxiety overwhelms me to the point I’m so in my head around her that I just get extr...
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I have been living in South Florida for the past 10 years relocating from Europe - hahaha sunshine state ok . Just in the summer don't plan anything after 2 pm - you will face terrantial downpours almost daily ! Grass? you mean these green weeds out back ? Yikes you dont want to step on it without shoes . Summer time ...
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I have been sensitive to this pre meds and now with meds I dont think its changed any in pattern, sometimes I could scream n in fact I did used to go n scream under the railway bridge like in the film caberet, Sometimes it just gets so much that I have to clode my eyes n try to make it disapear I havent found anything ...
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I have been to the doctors and had an ecg and blood test and am back next week to discuss the results. I’ve been assured that it’s probably not lung cancer as I’m only 30 but I’ve been a smoke for years so can’t get the thought out of my head.
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I have experiences I still can't confront, it was not repeated efforts by a single person but lets say a number of different scenarios with different people. They range from experiences abroad when I was 13 all the way through the experiences at work when I was 19 and experiences in my own house at 26 and flipping expe...
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I have had two different attempts at CBT. The first was delivered by somone with very little experience and understanding and although they were good to the point where I could recognise that I was feeling ill it left me feeling rather inadequate and stupid and eventually I gave up. This was delivered in 40 min session...
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I have kept a close eye on this guys work since he started posting on paheal 4 years ago. Since then he has built quite a following as the best Minecraft porn artist with only a few comparable others. Since no one has been pushing the genre like this guy I subscribed to his patreon too. Unfortunately he has been scammi...
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I have my future planned, when I am 70 and scrimping on little or no money, I am going to stop paying my overpriced council tax and get thrown into jail, where I will then get 3 meals a day, lots of people to talk to, activites to do and a warm bed.
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I have social anxiety and a few other psychiatric disorders but I don't think it's the main reason why I have always been single. I think it's more about me being ugly because I haven't had any opportunities with women to begin with. Usually, people will have stories of women being interested in them but ruining their ...
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I have to agree; yes, the name Todd Suck would make an awesome story to tell, I don't think an awesome enough to go way out of the way. There are too many other great little mom and pop places to try. and there are many other fun named cities the OP can go back home and tell their friends and family about. OP, as for g...
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I hope I'm not speaking out of turn but could it possibly be that your friend was feeling out of sorts himself. I know there have been times (before I was ill) that I had said I was going to do something then really didn't want to. I think you should speak to him and just ask if it was just today he didn't want to go w...
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I hope you found away to distract yourself xxx i know how you feel and when i need a distraction i guess the best thing for me to do which is always different for people.. i put my ipod on full blast i draw i scribble i write anything that comes into my head or i go online play a game, go on forums.. for me the louder ...
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I just played out this absolute beast of a match there, I think I might have uninstalled the game if I lost on penalties. 😂 now 6-4 and I’ll call it a night. Actually thought last week was easier due to loads of people playing for those extra picks and not actually being that good. Back to the hardcore this week, even...
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I just wanted to add that when I went for my last interview (last Feb) I was honest and said I had bipolar. I also added that if they wanted to ask me how it affected me, that was fine, as it is a very individual condition and everyone lives with it differently - the same as people without bipolar.
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I know Chengdu has good tourists sites, but I've never been to that city. I did have a foreign exchange student from Chengdu, who actually went to the high school adjacent to Sichuan Univetsity. All he would tell me was that Chengdu isn't as hot as Utah, which they complained about constantly.
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I know dumbnigga, the tutorial assumes you're using the blender project provided which uses a cock for cbbe sse, neither of which im using. If i wanted a different cock id have to import that shit and line it up properly too. If i was autistic enough to do that shit, i'd already have done it.
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I know its been 5ys but god i still get days where i want to stay in bed all day and cry and cry and feel so low..angry and hurt but i DONT as i have Charlie and he gives me the 'kick up the bum' i feel i need.. i know im probably been too 'hard' on myself but im a capriocorn and we i am so lacking in confidence and ...
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I know that Boyata didn't play after the group stages at the 2018 World Cup but whilst he was there he must have looked at the players around him and noticed that almost all were playing for big clubs in the biggest leagues and presumably earning between 5 and 15 times more than him.
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I like Van Buren. Not too big, with a pretty, well-kept, historic downtown. Lots of older neighborhoods with nice older homes, beautiful sugar maples that are absolutely stunning in the fall. Large mall and that kind of shopping right next door in Ft. Smith. Don't know for sure about crime, but assume it's pretty l...
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I like both the anonymous factor of glory holes, the fact most guys who do them will drop everything and suck a dick straight away - always on call pretty much, and that they are only focusing on getting you off; no small talk or having to pretend to be interested in the bottom which is just what you want sometimes.
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I mean, first the Salt Lake area was taken away (and, although I thought that that new board would just be about Salt Lake City, when you go there you find it's about all the areas/cities of the SL valley---and some outside the valley), and now, evidently Weber and Davis Counties are removed from 'Utah,' also!
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I might be late to the party but it seems as though the man has finally gotten around to show the full arsenal on his onlyfans as of late, and being that he is literal human perfection I can but hope someone has any other of them to share. Nick Pulos threado.
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I only asked what team he supports, so like I said not really an important question, I just can't help but overthink it. I normally just wait for a couple of says if people don't reply to me, just to give them a chance, and to be fair he has taken 5 days to reply before...
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I read that yesterday on a Stenhousemuir thread and was checking social media this morning, searching for confirmation. I was a big fan of KG and it's a shame it didn't work out for him but if he can recapture the form that led to his move it could be the shot in the arm we need.
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I really like the older urban feel of St. Louis; I grew up in the Ozarks, so it's radically different. Akron strikes me as a lot of the same. I'm not really looking for anything suburban, which Kent does have a suburban feel to it. It looked like a wonderful town, though.
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I really want to go to one, but im too paranoid that I would be filmed, so that cancels the out desire I get each time I want to go.There are so many guys who have hidden cameras, and with every gay having a twitter account for their sex exploits its worse than ever. Even if they didn't show my face, and only had my co...
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I really wish redditors like you would stop shilling your games here. Leave a comment or whatever about your game, post a screenshot, start ORGANIC discussion. You fucking just plopping your dev notes and change log into the thread and then posting links and telling people to AsK mE aNyThInG is cancerous shit. This isn...
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I recently came to the realization that my eating habits are really bad. I wanted to lose a tiny bit of weight at the start of 2020 and I started off really healthy, I didn't restrict I just started eating more vegetables and working out. I felt good and I wasn't really happy with my body but I felt like I was doing th...
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I reckon I’ve been charged 3 times but I hadn’t seen this post before I had sent an email to the club. Does this mean that I do have a subscription for tonight as every time I tried it came up with an error message? Edit: All sorted now [emoji106]
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I remember back in the high school, this girl wanted me to draw her an anime boyfriend who was an androgenous horned demon angel chain smoker with a third eye and a has a neck-choaker and only wore leather and had glassess and carried a briefcase and his nails were long and had a dog tail and was blond with black strea...
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I saw an ad for this business on Facebook that made me feel like I was in a hotel during remodeling, or some other time when I’m not supposed to be there. (I would say “in a hotel after hours,” but that’s pretty much the prime time to be in a hotel.) This photo—multiple sets of tables and chairs from a hotel dining noo...
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I saw the 50 minute video that was already removed about Q stuff and the guy mentioned it was necessary to test the population if they were to remove a lot of people from the government without people thinking the military were actually doing a coup themselves based on lies. Trump winning would make them understand the...
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I should have said I have no personal knowledge or connection with the scheme discussed. In Birmingham (where I live) there is a so-called 'Bibliotherapy' scheme but it is quite different - it operates on the basis that GP's can give patients a 'Book Presecription' - a recommendation of a certain book which they can ta...
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I should probs mention too that I have for about 3 years now had all the symptoms of chronic fatigue syndrome which my doctor loosely banded about as a diagnosis after exhausting the blood tests and ecg tests etc and I have no physical ailment apparently. Now Im wondering if actually it has never been CFS and has been ...
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I simply do not know if that is the plan, whether or not a relatively junior colleague can be encouraged or manipulated to back the views of the management and senior clinicians who want to exclude me. Either way, it looks like their master plan for my exclusion is not to argue over categories but just to back the "n...
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I tend to feel positive emotions with far less intensity than negative ones. When it comes to things that are not negative ie neutral or positive my response is either matter of fact/neutral or lacking a full degree of pleasure. I am to some extent anhedonic or in a state of mental greyness as opposed to blackness.
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I think I’m pretty different than most people with ARFID, though. I’m not a picky eater because of the taste or texture or things in terms of senses. I’m a picky eater because I have anxiety and a fear that the food I’m going to eat will make me sick (like get super bloated, instantly uneasily full, nauseous, etc). I g...
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I think as your daughter is 19 she is old enough to be making her own decisions with regards to her relationships and life choices. I can understand how hard it must be for you to see her making what you consider to be mistakes however mistakes learned by yourself are often the most well learned mistakes.
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I think it's gonna be fine. I've been watching the US for a while and every time it looks like this time for sure it's gonna collapse, but it never does. I think your model (which disallows democracy by design) is actually invincible. People are gonna grumble for a while, but eventually they'll accept this election, th...
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I think that the list quoted is extremely useful and a good yardstick for anybody to use. Mental illness is hardly an exact science and I think anyone whether they're a diagnosed depressive or not could benefit from it. It could also serve as a useful target for people who want to "attack" their depression. I wouldn't ...
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I think they are linked with me, eg due to social anxiety (as well as being a horrible person I suppose) I have no friends, then I get depressed about that, same with my eating problems they are fuelled by both anxiety and depression, and work, I feel too depressed to work, then I get panicky when I do work, because I ...
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I understand a little as I had what I would call a nervous breakdown at university about 12 years ago. I have a tendency to over think and analyse anyway, but it feels it is taking control of me again. I got married a month ago to the most amazing and understanding man, and I know this should leave me with nothing bu...
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I wake up drenched in sweat and when I eventually fall back asleep I get the same dream. Its really getting me down now. I'm really not having a good time of it just now mentally so I'm sure it must be connected to that in some way but I just wondered if anyone had a book about dreams.
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I want to tell some things, at the moment I'm unable to post them and share them with others, the vision in my mind is far more detailed than what I can create right now, that's some dissonance, huge disconnect. I need a lot of skill if it's to spread or have a chance at it.
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I was also wondering, does anyone experience paranoia? I've been told a few times i'm being paranoid, but i'm not sure if its paranoia or true. WHen i'm driving i can see police cars behind me and i'm adamant they are following me, so sometimes i end up driving down a different road just to see. The other day I had t...
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I was in an abusive relationship and I can't listen to a particular band because it was my ex's favorite. Before a particularly traumatizing event he sang his favorite song (he was a musician) and it stuck with me. I have to be super careful listening to mixes on spotify or certain radio stations because I will have a ...
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I was made redundant because of the virus. I’ve tried warehousing and Hgv class 1 driving, but that wasn’t for me, too physical. I have physical illness too. I’ve had a couple of hundred jobs in those fields, they never last long. At most a few weeks, then they either sack me or I leave.
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I was ok for about 6 days then bang at my girlfriends I have a bad anxiety attack, these anxiety attacks continue for about a week getting worse despite beginning to take Venlafaxine again (75mg) and I feel like im on the verge of a breakdown again, I couldnt cope with work so I called my GP and they recommended taking...
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I was on another mental health website but it was not working out as there were lots of problems over there so someone told me about this site and said you guys helped her a lot when she was a member here. So I thought I would check it out.
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I was talking to Stan Holey one time at the Iditarod headquarters. He was saying a reporter from back east called wanting help booking hotel rooms along the Iditarod route. When he told her there wasn't any hotels, just scattered cabins and small villages, she said no problem, she'd just rent an RV and stay in it as sh...
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I was telling the school councellor person about all this, and she asked me about me feelings around it and other stuff that they always ask, then said that if she feels I may be in danger she'll have to tell my head of year, and they'll contact my parents. But I'm curious, one teacher already knows (I feel I can talk ...
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I wonder what kind of spider that was. I once saw one like that at my old house and it could actually jump! I think Mom called it a Wolf Spider or some such. I don't know what a brown recluse looks like but know several people who've been bitten by one. Not pretty. Doesn't sound like a Tarantula either but they ca...
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I wouldn't worry too much about him since a few status screens were uploaded after the fact so he wasn't the one doing them. We don't even know if he translated anything at all but considering how he got triggered over the word nigger I doubt he's been in here for long.
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I wouldnt worry bout the OH thing... most places of work have this in place now to basically see if youre alright to return to work and youre not coming back too early! i had too go see ours at work about a month or so back as id had 4 days off owing to an infection and a day off because i crashed my car and all it wa...
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I'm a FL native: born and raised in crime-infested Fort Pierce (southeast coast) and I've been living in Orlando for 13 years. I did live in Rhode Island but had to come back to hell--I mean FL--due to money issues. I've been trying to get back to the northeast ever since.
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I'm a Mum of two from Ireland and have had social anxiety and some ocd's for 10yrs now, i've never been on medication as i seemed to be over it for a while but it has now returned and i know dread taking my child to school as i fear i'm not breathing correctly and will hyperventilate. I also feel dizzy and sick in soci...
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I'm currently having a well paying office job and do art on the side, unironically thinking about going in your direction. Maybe also making a second online persona and getting some furry coombux. I know one furry guy personally, he is a nice person but pays ridiculous amounts of money for really shitty art I could pum...
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I'm currently on 375g of Venlafaxine backed up with Lithium, Mirtazapine and Flupentixol. It was only when my psy added in the mirtazapine that I noticed any difference. I had been on mirtazapine as a stand alone AD but it had done nothing. I have been labelled as drug resistant. While I did notice some difference my m...
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I'm currently on Mirtazapine and Venlafaxine and I think the greatest effects they have are the side effects. I've been depressed for so long, that I don't even know what medication does to me. I've found CBT and in particular the "Overcoming Depression" book to be far more effective. Problem is, CBT is obviously fa...
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I'm doing a study on hands and feet right now so that it'll be easier to draw them next time. I agree with you on the jittery lines. Been using my ipad w/procreate to animate these and the surface is much smoother than traditional sketch pad and I'm still getting used to it. I think adding some streamline to the brush ...
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I'm getting more in to poetry as well, I think it's so cleaver what people can come up with. In the past, on the Have Your Say discussion boards ( on the BBC news website ), some people have written tiny poems about government policies that crack me up. It's good to be in to your arty side
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I'm going to be attending Emory for grad school beginning this fall and am actually going to Atlanta today to try to find an apartment. I've been browsing the forums and there has been a lot of helpful information about housing in Decatur/Atlanta. The consensus seemed to be that living in Decatur, particularly around E...
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I'm gonna be honest, I see this guy drop all the time, and I don't click, because it's the same fucking sling bikini outfit, with the same barely areola slip only when she moves. I don't even remember the camera being noteworthy. I don't even know why I'm still subscribed. Haven't clicked since subscribing.
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I'm having my up's and down's at the mo but I am so scared of loosing my boyf - we have been together about 5 months but we have really bonded and I love him to bits. He has been great about everything but I don't show my depressed side to him If i can help it.
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I'm just wondering if anybody else gets really embarrased about the way the acted, say, a few months ago. I seem to constantly look back a few months and not recognise myself at all. Looking back, my "embarrasing" moments are when I'm depressed her ratthan optimistic. I dont really take risks when I'm happy. I just...
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I'm leaning towards Fort Smith. Is there a recommendable alternative to living in Fayetteville that would be a lesser commute? Preferably an area that isn't complete country or at the very least a unique looking place? By that I mean not a bunch of chain places and nothing else. Thanks for your help guys. Much apprecia...
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I'm not a danger, i swear i wouldn't/couldn't hurt anything, other than myself. It lasts about an hour most then i end up feeling down for hours afterwards. I haven't been told yet whether i have bipolar.. but this anger is it something that can be caused by bipolar? Can anyone relate?
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I'm not going to get another bunny now because we just want to concentrate on getting Elvi (surviving bunny) through this. He was next to Harvey and sitting with him when he died, so he knows what's happened. As the vet's receptionist said when we were discussing it afterwards, at least Elvi knows what happened - it'...
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I'm not usually into the whole "girls who would kick my ass get me horny", but Rider is an exception. She's tall as fuck and can dominate me anytime she wants, would be a dream come true. And the way she is "I've only had Sakura for one week, but if anything were to happen to her, i would kill everyone in this world an...
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I'm on a mood stabilizer an antipsychotic and an antidepressant. My doc said BP depression is hard to treat. My issue is that I have no quality of life. I'm so miserable and unhappy 24/7. I thought the purpose of getting on meds was to improve quality of life. I just survive and that's it sometimes I'm barely doing tha...
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I'm only going to be in Akron for 1 year then likely will move to an area further south without snow, so I really don't want to get an SUV just for that one year unless it's going to be necessary for me to reliably navigate to my work places during the winter.
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I'm only say this because I think I understand how you are explaining a hypomania, I have on occasions taken some speed in the past & people have said I dont stop talking & i know you can just keep going n going like once I just kept cleaning I just couldnt sit down for about three days, The only reason why I've said t...
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I'm really sorry to hear about this and its only natural for you to be thinking about how this affects you. Its not selfish, its just part of the human condition though most people just don't admit it anymore. If its any consolation I think the prognosis for people with brain tumours is a lot better than it used to be....
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I'm so glad I found this forum thread as I've been thinking the same things. Whenever I'm in a relationship I end up pushing them away with my negative thinking. Like at the moment, I'm with this guy and he's lovely and really trying to help but I can't seem to take it in at all. He'll give me a compliment and I'll for...
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I'm sorry but I had never even heard of kolpophobia before reading your post. It's obviously quite a rare condition. I presume that you have seen doctors where you live. What have they said to you about getting treatment? Have you not been offered any therapy to maybe help you overcome your fears?
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I'm sorry you are not feeling too great. I don't know whether suicidal thoughts are good or bad, but I do think they can get habitual. After years of depression I got into a habit and cycle of suicidal thoughts, even if I wasn't feeling so bad. And of course those suicidal thoughts would bring on those suicidal and dep...
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I'm the commission fag from other mom ntr threads. I never wanted to post any of my written smut because all you autists do is complain about everything but it's the holidays so it's a one time gift. It's not finished yet but it's over 20,000 words so it should tide you guys over a while. Oh yeah it's about a cuck son ...
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I've been lucky with my employer but I think they are quite forward thinking. I can beleive it will be difficult for some getting a job although in theory the new Disability Discrimination Act that has been brought in makes it unlawful to reject an application based on mental health issues. But then again its illegal n...
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