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love her. i wish i could just stop loving her the way she stopped loving me but then i hate myself for even having those kind of thoughts. i don't want to stop loving her. writing this down is the only reason i don't lose my mind entirely. i can't say these things to anyone. jessie says i need to talk to claire's mom b...
forgotten how some of them could be. she was stripping her clothes off like we were about to close some kind of business transaction. she was pissed when i told her i couldn't sleep with her because my heart belonged to someone and it wasn't her. thank, god! i breathed a sigh of relief, the first breath i had taken sin...
from me but stood frozen as i got up to get dressed. "nick, this is all my fault." i went to my closet to grab a shirt. "how could this possibly be your fault?" i pulled my undershirt over my head and started tucking it in my jeans. "i went to knoxville last night to see payton." "why did you do that?" i could see the ...
in my pocket? would you want me to give it to you right here in the middle of shallow?" "yes." i pulled the black leather box from my pocket and balanced on my palm. "is this the birthday present you're talking about?" she licked her lips. "i believe that could be it." i dropped down to my knee and then reached up to p...