Title: Discovered this last night. Describes exactly how I’ve felt for years.
Text:Beware the people who want left alone.

 "The most terrifying force of death, comes from the hands of Men who wanted to be left Alone. They try, so very hard, to mind their own business and provide for themselves and those they love. They resist every impulse to fight back, knowing the forced and permanent change of life that will come from it. They know, that the moment they fight back, their lives as they have lived them, are over. The moment the Men who wanted to be left alone are forced to fight back, it is a form of suicide. They are literally killing off who they used to be. Which is why, when forced to take up violence, these Men who wanted to be left alone, fight with unholy vengeance against those who murdered their former lives. They fight with raw hate, and a drive that cannot be fathomed by those who are merely play- acting at politics and terror. TRUE TERROR will arrive at these people's door, and they will cry, scream, and beg for mercy... but it will fall upon the deaf ears of the Men who just wanted to be left alone."

- Author Unknown


Title: Meth does not make you gay.
Text:Look, maybe it’s just a coincidence that every tweaker I’ve met happens to wanna fuck me. There’s no way this drug will ever make me gay.

Sure I’ve sucked dick a few times, and even recently just took it up the ass for the first time ever.

I’m not gay tho…..

Been there done that. Can’t say I’m close minded ya know.


Title: Trump Team Urges No Investigation On How Indigent Man With Extensive Criminal Record Found Out About Spur Of The Moment, Unpublicized Golf Outing
Text:"Now is not the time for facts," said Emma Hack, a Trump campaign spokeswoman with great credentials and pendulous breasts. "The American people don't want facts.I, for one, am tired of investigating reporters investigating stuff. Many of our constituents are. This is the time for finger pointing at what we say is important. Trust me."

Hack said she's an advocate of taking as long as it takes to find out the truth, though. She went on to blame the liberal media for the second of two attacks perpetrated by guys with history of supporting Trump.

"Nobody cares how long it takes to connect these guys to liberals," she said in an interview after emerging from Trump's bedroom. "It could last until election day or even the day before election day. I'm not going to put constraints on how many days before the election this could take. I'm just saying we should investigate *that*."

When asked further questions about how the man knew Trump would be there, why he's been calm and upbeat, and what the gooey substance was on her blazer, she ended the interview.


Title: The cognitive dissonance is astounding.
Text:My sister is currently sick again (she got me sick last month - not covid but a respiratory illness.) she has not tested to see if it is Covid and won’t. I have viral induced asthma and when I got Covid for the first time in February I was coughing and wheezing for over a month, and that was with paxlovid.

That aside, she wore cloth masks around the house for three days while the rest of the roommates wore KN95. Now she’s not wearing  a mask anymore and saying she’s not sick because she “wore a mask long enough.”

This morning I walked out wearing an N95 to make my coffee because I don’t want to get sick. I didn’t say one word to her and she started screaming at me that I thought she was some “plague bearer.”

She got sick because her coworker was sick and she was like “well how was I not supposed to get sick?” When I responded, “wear a mask” she started screaming at me that she wasn’t going around licking doorknobs. But then followed it up with “it’s not my fault I have a crappy immune system.” Like ??? Make it make sense?

Anyway, she gets sick like every other month (she tested positive+ for COVID one time but I’m fairly certain she’s had it multiple times) and we go through


Title: WHAT SHOULD I DO!? (If it's that graphic, please tell me..)
Text:Hey, so.. I couldn't resist the urge to SH,  and Accidentally cut too deep.. I live in the forest like about 40+ minutes away from my local hospital. I am like 100% sure I've hit an artery or smth, it's gushing and sprayng everywhere. I'm only 14.. I don't want my parents finding out and I'm freaking out.  I can't handle this. All I did to deal with it was just slap my 'handy dandy' little towel on my arm and wrap it.


Title: If your parents found out you sh, how did they react?
Text:My Mom found out about a week ago and basically told me I'm an idiot and that I'll get an infection, yadda yadda. Later, she told me that she was really shocked and worried about me.
She saw me wearing a sweatband thingy yesterday after I came home from school, stared at it for a moment and told me that I will regret the scars later.

So, yeah, I'm getting mixed signals here


Title: My boyfriend let's his friends use him for dope.
Text:Me and my boyfriend live with his sister and her boyfriend and her boyfriend is always bugging my boyfriend for dope because we get an ounce at a time. He treats his sister's boyfriend better than me. I pay for the dope most of the time. My boyfriend was locked up most of his life because of drugs. He's been out for 16 months because of my influence. This is ruining our relationship and I don't know what to do. He lets all these guys come over and smoke up all our dope, and nobody will help him with anything. I don't know what to do anymore about it, he's being a bitch.


Title: MadeByJimbob - Arguments Against Atheism (Materialism)
Text:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yqvoszaVTGQ

"I'm Jimbob, and I'm here to deliver the goods."

Multiple issues with this one:

1.) Seems to misunderstand and conflate: Naturalism, Materialism, and Physicalism.

2.) States that thoughts, evaluations, and propositions are just effects of physics (like a tornado or grass growing) and therefore can't be right or wrong.

3.) Conflates an infinite regress with circular reasoning.

4.) This syllogism:

- P1) Effects of physics are neither more true or false than any other effects of physics.

- P2) Thoughts, evaluations and propositions are effects of physics.

- C) Evaluations (effects) and propositions (effects) are not more true or false than other evaluations (effects) and propositions (effects).

5.) States that (under Materialism) knowledge is impossible, because evaluations and claims are just effects of physics, and effects are neither true or false.

6.) Thinks that asking, "What is the categorical difference between a tornado and thinking?" shows an incoherence in the Materialist's position.

7.) Concludes that "Naturalistic Atheists" cannot believe in false beliefs due to the reasons stated above.

Plenty of other tiny things t


Title: Novavax 2024-2025 COVID Vaccine approved by Health Canada
Text:Approved. But the federal government has no plans to order it. Sounds like provinces cannot meet the minimum order numbers to satisfy Novavax. So we're stuck here between a rock and a hard place.

Resource for demanding Novavax for Canadians: [https://stillcoviding.ca/en/](https://stillcoviding.ca/en/)

Health Canada announcement: [https://covid-vaccine.canada.ca/nuvaxovid-jn1/product-details](https://covid-vaccine.canada.ca/nuvaxovid-jn1/product-details)


Title: [Satellites: VLEO] "very low Earth orbit satellites powered from the ground"
Text:A "very low Earth orbit satellite powered from the ground" refers to a satellite operating at a very low altitude close to Earth, where it receives power directly from a ground station via a beamed energy transmission system, essentially eliminating the need for onboard power generation mechanisms like solar panels; this technology is still in development but offers potential for extended operation in very low orbits where atmospheric drag is significant. Key points about very low Earth orbit (VLEO) satellites powered from the ground:

Low altitude:

VLEO satellites orbit much closer to Earth than traditional satellites, typically below 1,200 kilometers, allowing for faster data transmission and lower latency.

Power beaming:

Instead of relying on solar panels, the satellite receives power from a ground-based transmitter that beams energy via microwave or laser beams.

Challenges:

Maintaining a stable power link at such low altitudes can be challenging due to atmospheric interference and the need for precise tracking between the satellite and ground station.

Potential benefits:

Extended lifespan: By eliminating the need for onboard power generation, the satellite can operate lo


Title: Do you ever worry that we’re wrong despite what science says?
Text:It makes no logical sense as I work in healthcare and know how research works, but it’s an anxiety that pops up when I see everyone I know “still living their life” and being totally fine. I’m not— I got Covid and now have MCAS and POTS (despite still being the most Covid cautious person in my circle).

Where’s the fairness/justice when I see people going to Vegas, flying, going to concerts and bars, dating, etc. and they don’t seem to have anything physically wrong with them? Why can they still have a life and not me?


Title: Hex the prison industrial complex
Text:Alt: Digital illustration using black, purple and orange depicting a fem witch flying on a broomstick. She has a purple hat, black dress and striped socked with Pom Pom shoes. Text reads, ‘hex the prison industrial complex’

Art is by [Liberal Jane](https://twitter.com/liberaljanee/status/1850565310513836165?s=46&t=EiJ5eE5c8FJLgFGCvwlE2w). I thought it would be fun to share here.


Title: Uber driver masked without me asking
Text:Just sharing a positive moment. She saw me waiting on the other side of the intersection in my N95. She immediately put on her mask and opened all the windows to air out the car before she got to me. I was so touched.


Title: is this fine
Text:So just today i swallowed a few of my sisters favourite jewellery like her necklaces and her rings and diamond rings and like two bracelets so like the necklaces where easy going down it was hot feeling them go down i swallowed about 6 and i could feel them inside my stomach resting and then down goes the rings i swallowed about 30 to 40 rings my sister has a lot of rings and i swallowed her 4 favourite diamond rings they felt amazing going down and dropping on pile on top of pile and then i got my sisters favourite pandora charm bracelets and opened it up so it’s like dangling like a string and i slowly lowered it down into my throat then gulped it down with water and the other the same too just gulped it down and it’s really amazing feeling all that inside of me and i can hear it clink and moved around when i jingle my belly and also when i turn side to side in bed i can feel it all moving and shifting and it’s also amazing knowing all my sisters favourite jewellery is sitting inside my warm cozy stomach and actually now she asked me do you know where some of my jewellery went or where it has gone and i’m just acting confused saying idk where it is when i actually know it’s in my


Title: So all of the hostages could have been free.
Text:According to Haim Rubinstein, who had until April 2024 been the spokesman of the Hostages and Missing Families Forum representing the families of the hostages, the group "found out that Hamas had offered on October 9 or 10 to release all the civilian hostages in exchange for the IDF not entering the Gaza Strip, but the Israeli government rejected the offer." - [Source](https://www.timesofisrael.com/no-doubt-netanyahu-preventing-hostage-deal-charges-ex-spokesman-of-families-forum/amp/)


Title: Question for guys about blowing a lot of clouds and urination.
Text:Have you ever smoke so much that. When you do have t go piss it’s like it doesn’t want to come out but you feel the sensation building and it just  trickles out little by little this happens to me 3 years ago  and I figured it was a one time thing but then it happened today and I haven’t blown clouds in 3 years and it happens again.


Title: Noticing an increase in "end of my rope" sentiment in the CC community
Text:I thought I'd gone through a healthy grieving process over the last four-ish years and about a year or two ago arrived at a good place of acceptance that I thought would last. But the last few months have been a real switch for me, when the "rest of my life" has started to hit me, and just a sense of hopelessness. I thought I was alone, but I feel like I'm seeing more posts that reflect this, not just in the sub, but online in other spaces.

In my own life, it's caused me to start thinking in stark terms about, "what does risk cost me if I have no life otherwise". Its disappointing to consider, considering that's why I feel abandoned anyways. I'm curious about where y'all are in this process


Title: Gangstalking Contracts and their Standardized Terms
Text:Instead of viewing gangstalking solely through the lens of "evil people doing random bad stuff because they're evil," it's crucial to consider the standardized contractual nature of it.

Here's a breakdown of what I've learned:

**Contractual Basis:** Targets often end up on a list for various reasons, such as speaking out against companies or organizations like Freemasonry. Once on the list, a private local security contract is initiated. This contract is between an alphabet agency and an undisclosed private company bound by a non-disclosure agreement (NDA). The private security company then hires individuals, often referred to as gangstalkers, to carry out the terms of the contract.

**Contractual Terms:** These contracts follow a standard template. They involve daily small payouts for basic actions like crossing paths with the target, as well as major payouts for more significant events, including incarceration, involuntary commitment to mental health treatment, and even the suicide of the target.

**Limitations on Perpetrator Behavior:** Perpetrators are bound by specific rules outlined in the contract. For example, they may not be photographed well more than three times within


Title: yes. i do want attention, actually
Text:i’m so fucking close to cutting in visable areas. who knows maybe i’ll start dressing slutty so i can show off the shit i’ve already done to myself!!!!! i want to be listened to. in real life. not reddit, i don’t want to talk to you. i want my mom


Title: Background_Ad7522
Text:Hey guys, sorry for the throwaway but I'm a friend of him and I've got a message from Background.

TL;DR - HE BANNED, SOME1 BLEW UP THE SPOT AND BLOCK IS HOT
#BUT HE VOWS TO BE BACK IN FEW DAYS, THANK U FOR THE SUPPORT AND LOVE

After his posts in this sub and then his account blew up on here, and the circle jerk... It also ended up hitting some niche Twitter communities embroiled in the extremely tribal and emotional crossroads of the conflict in Sudan, religion, drug policy, politics, so on and so forth.

That caused some unwanted attention, that resulted in a 3 day ban, BUT he said he'll be back.

Albeit, I don't know if it will be under the same account name...

He's since received some really wild reddit messages, and other pretty concerning communication...

Because of the sensitive and controversial nature of his content and those communications, I've implored him to lay low and remain careful, but he was adamant to continue doing what he does, and that he said he will be back to continue the saga and keep it pushing with no fear.

Apparently he felt the love and support from this sub, and will continue to contribute in time.


Title: people walking down my street that don't live here
Text:there is 1 (one) bald man that lives on my street (not one of my stalkers he just has cancer). today i have seen 7 (seven) different bald people on my street outside my house. my street is a dead end and only has houses on it. why are they here? they're after me.


Title: Laughed at in Fertility Clinic
Text:People's shitty behaviors no longer surprised me, but I thought some of you might get a kick out of my appointment this morning.

I've been working with a fertility clinic to conceive for quite a few months and had an appointment this morning. The clinic does not require masks, but there is one nurse who is masked all the time and they do have one measly purifier running in the waiting room.

I was sitting in the waiting room, alone, masked and minding my own business scrolling on my phone. I saw a woman walk in from the corner of my eye but didn't pay any mind-- until I heard her laugh (not a hearty "haw haw" but more like a "tch!" chicken cluck). I looked up and she was standing right in front of me, stupid incredulous face smirking at me. I hadn't cracked a joke and I was definitely wearing pants so, while maybe there was some other reason she was laughing in my face, it was probably the mask.

Since I had been lucky to not yet experience flack from strangers for masking until today, I wasn't quite sure what flood of emotions I would get. I found that my reactive feeling was not to feel bad or feel shame for wearing a mask, which is good to know. I also found that I truly did no


Title: Compassion not humiliation.
Text:This is our community. We are here because the rest of the world said we are a bunch of low life degenerates, and FUCK thats ok. Each one of you has a wealth of knowledge and experience that you could really serve a purpose in this subreddit.

If you see someone that is blatantly in Psychosis, DO NOT RIDICULE THEM OR MAKE IT WORSE. I know all our mamas told us if we didnt have something nice to say, then shut the hell up. This post isnt to anyone in particular on either side of the isle. I just know how serious Psychosis can be an dthe real world consequences it can bring. Yes they may need to follow the advice your giving them but if you put a bunch of bull shit hype words in front of it. IT does no damn good. You could be saving a persons life all because we decided to not act like douches.

The rest of reddit come in here and judge and talk smack, don't be like them, because that could be anyone of us. !!


Title: New
Text:I'm new to more but am extremely into it. I'm looking to see if anyone would like to have some private chats on experiences and show me more about swallowing objects. Personally I would love if any females where to but men are just as good.


Title: Men Leaving Women Over Covid Precautions
Text:My husband left me as I became disabled at the beginning of the pandemic because he saw me as damaged merchandise and believed me expecting him to mitigate against Covid to protect me from further harm was “narcissism” on my part. So for all the women posting here about their male partners, not wanting to protect them, I am here to offer an ear, some emotional support, connection. I know this dynamic is extremely common, I also know it’s not unheard of to go the other way around, but that wasn’t my experience. So my DM’s are open to other women that are experiencing abandonment and threats to do so by their male partners.


Title: My coven is anti medication
Text:Just like the title said, a found  out  that the older women  in my coven are anti medication. They were very clear NO ONE should be on medication  and that it's  garbage.

I myself  am on medication. Mood stabilizers and anti depressants,  and  they are LIFE SAVING.

With that said the entire  conversation  left a very sour taste  in my mouth. How do I bring up that over medicating  is a problem, but that certain  people like me need medication  to manage  mental  illness?

Edit: to answer a few questions:

There are two other girls  that  I'm  very close with who don't  believe  this way.

Those older women  aren't  against  ALL medications. Just ones that treat mental  illness/anxiety.

Looking  back on this year, I feel very unsure of my craft around them. With my fellow  maiden  circle  I feel fine. It's  the women  who make me feel like I'm  not  witchy enough. I  feel weird  or like a bad witch for not knowing what they know or working with the  same  deities (they all have several, mostly  greek. I  worship Babalon.)

We went on a trip for Maybon,  but it was anxious through  the  roof the entire time and unable  to  enjoy myself. The entire time I thought it was me.


Title: Some people just don't deserve to work in healthcare
Text:Just had a patient who didn't feel comfortable coming into my office to wait for their appointment because nobody else was masking other than me. One of my coworkers came up to me to complain about them, specifically that they didn't want to wait in an office full of unmasked people. They then told me they wanted to say, "if you don't like it, then stay home." It even got a laugh out of someone else.

I stood my ground as best as I could and said, "well, everyone needs healthcare. If they're not being rude then it's not a problem." Why do I even have to say this? The patient wasn't even rude, yet they were painted as unreasonable. Hell, they didn't even ask us to do anything except let them wait outside of the waiting room. Why must maskers always be portrayed as the problem? Because people want to justify their selfishness? Because they want to feel more comfortable?

If you won't mask, fine. I don't agree but you won't listen so I won't waste my time. But why are you complaining about people minding their own business? It's almost as if you're not actually the victim y'all always act like you are.


Title: Some photos I made that feature meth
Text:All these are already posted on my insta but I thought some of you guys might appreciate it.

I don’t use ice anymore but it was a big part of my life so I enjoy making art to express that part of myself.


Title: Twice as many stars in the sky- my family's two headed calf
Text:I've always been told I come from a family with mystical connections, and I have a bunch of stories to go with it.

This was my grandmother's sister, pictured with the two headed calf born on their farm. Sadly, they passed from natural causes, and my family had the little one(s) preserved to be memorialized. In another tragedy years later, their barn and all its contents, including the calf, were destroyed by fire.

The photo I have is the last memory of our two headed calf who, for at least one night, saw twice as many stars in the sky.


Title: Betrayal by my boyfriend
Text:Hi guys. I’m really upset and shaking while writing so sorry if I mess up. I was just out at a gas station after dropping my partner off at a car place. As I was getting gas I saw him go unmasked into the gas station, and he didn’t know I was there or watching. He was also meant to stop by the grocery store. I texted him about it and said we need to talk, and then went home. I’m now regretting not waiting to see if he would have also gone into the store like that. He came home and told me it was bc his mask broke (but the reason he went inside was not urgent and could have waited). We had a heated talk where he confirmed he wouldn’t have told me it happened, and I decided I need to be alone for a while. I don’t know if I can ever trust him again after this. How do I know this hasn’t been happening? Won’t keep happening? I really feel like idk if I can stay in this relationship anymore bc I just feel like this ruined it. Idk if I want advice or just people who understand… I’m just so upset and heartbroken

EDIT: please use they/them pronouns, am not a woman !


Title: boyfriend keeps on saying womp womp whenever im sad or open up
Text:it makes me feel so unloved and suicidal, i keep on telling him not to say it but he does anyway. He has undiagnosed autism (he show's symptoms and acts like i do, i have autism too) and can be a bit silly at times. I still love him but i just wish he didn't have to have brain rot response towards me. Any advice? on how to handle situations like this


Title: does anyone else get “post sh clarity”
Text:i had a panic attack, and i cut, tore into my arm with my nails, and hit my head. but now i feel so…embarrassed? like, i feel stupid for doing that. my head hurts, my arm hurts, my leg hurts, and now i just feel stupid. i can’t stop crying, and i just feel like i overreacted.


Title: Are others who take precautions told they're being paranoid?
Text:I mask in public, inside buildings and outside as well if there are people around, though not  outdoors if there's no one around or near.  I haven't eaten in a restaurant or anyone else's home since March 2020. I shop, go to the library, and other places, work out at a fitness centre- masked.

I have asthma  that I take meds for daily and hypertension which is controlled by daily meds as well. Those are extra risk factors.  I have no family and I  live alone with a couple of cats. If I get sick, there's no one to help me and take care of us- it's just me. So I continue to do my best to avoid getting sick.  I also know  a couple of people with Long Covid and how it has drastically altered their lives for the worse.

A friend who I used to spend weekends with and go out to retaurants regularly keeps wanting me to resume those activities. She thought it was overkill that I turned down a cooking event at a mutual's home-- because it's not in  public- just a small private group at home. She only masks when I visit and is in contact with other unmasked and likely unvaxxed people daily. She has said she thinks I'm paranoid.  I prefer to think I've done a risk assessment and am Covid Cauti


Title: Proximity to different variables and thought vacuuming
Text:I havent posted here before coz my is a different thing or known unknown in a sense given conversations and the extent to what I understand motivates a specific agency but I am interested more broadly in
a. Thought vacuum or removal more than other stuff you talk about like inability to think and a -> b type logical binary route to block access to knowledge and
b. Promiximity of this phenomenon to variables such as but not limited to

Magnetic field strength

T index (geophysical sense - refraction from ionosphere)

Even just raw elements iron etc

Does this have any influence if you’ve experienced that?


Title: What's this bullshit on the swiss gov webstie
Text:How is this misinformation acceptable on the swiss government website. Still talking about mild cases and herd immunity. No real vaccination campaign this year, and most pharmacies and doctors are antivaxx here anyway. Nothing about masks. I don't understand, aren't these people supposed to be expert in healthcare ? Aren't they keeping up to date with the research ?

I have long covid but my doctor is still believing in exposure immunity and so on. She laughs at me everytime she sees me wearing a N95/FFP2. If she decides I'm not high risk I will have to pay for the vaccine myself and I can't.

I'm so sick of this antivaxx, homeopathic-obsessed population. I'm so fucking lonely here, none of my friends are masking even though they agree it's dangerous, even though they have almost lost healthy family members to sudden hearth attacks after a covid infection. I have to insist with my partner for him to wear a mask outside.

I guess i needed to vent but yeah.


Title: The school called my parents
Text:I fucked up. I’ve been relapsing on my thighs as legs but I thought I could wear this long skirt and it wasn’t long enough.

my science teacher pulled me aside and told me she saw my legs and that the counselor was going to talk to me. she called me in and talked to me about it, and it didn’t Seem like she was going to tell my parents until she asked to see my legs.

I thought she didn’t call my parents, and they went to go get my stuff in my class (this was 7th period) and then my fucking mom walks in.

We had a giant fight and in the midst of it she said. “Fine. Do what you want, I don’t care. If you won’t love yourself I won‘t love you either”  and then when I got home my dad came in and screamed at me.

I don‘t have my phone cause the school left it (I’m on a Chromebook) and I can’t talk to my friend. I ”ran away” to my brother’s girlfriend’s house and everyone there was so eager to tell me how good I had life and that I have it good and that I don’t need to self harm cause my life is perfect compared to theirs. (I wanted to escape form my parents, but the moment I went over there my parents called and told EVERYONE what happened)

My brother’s friends asked me “did you g


Title: Let’s Try This for the 3rd+ Time
Text:Quick appreciation post for this sub & the real ones I was blessed to connect with/get close to.

 It’s been a hell of an experience but the fuckery has got to come to an end.

 I need to do something different or I’m certain i would have been killed or died alone in a hotel room somewhere.             - apologies , that’s very dark -

Anyway, all be safe out there. Don’t forget to take care of yourself and please do yourself a favor and find ONE thing to be grateful for every day. It’s the only thing that kept me alive this long.

Aside from that.. be safe!! & make good choices!!🤓🫶
[This is me , if you were curious](https://photos.app.goo.gl/N6M2SDsx3Gsp9DuMA)


Title: Felt my witchiest in a min 🥰
Text:This healing journey has been tulmultuous and grueling to say the least, and I’m nowhere near done. But seeing my fellow witches, wizards and warlock friends has been very uplifting, inspiring even, especially with all the selfie sorcery I keep seeing lately (please keep it up, y’all look great).
I thought I’d toss my crumbs in too 👉🏾👈🏾 🖤
Hope you’re having a fantabulous day!


Title: My method.
Text:Now I’m not saying I believe this is real gangstalking in my opinion considering it’s not actually really organised actually just becomes a bunch of losers who for whatever reason have gained power and they’re not evolved enough to figure out how best to use it other than having a power trip. So anyway in the past, I’ve noticed people in my community staring at me and I know it’s because I’m not a conformist I do my own thing I live life on my terms I don’t hurt anybody but i know that some people still aren’t going to like it so I see them trying to scare me and over time I’ve developed tactics which I realise now they can’t handle…
Here are some of the ways I handle it.
See it’s all about knowledge and inner game if you have a good inner game these people can’t affect you and they know it, you can immediately flip what they’re doing right back on them. Here’s an example, 1 don’t let it effect you these peoples minds are like insects they’re a low energy if you give them nothing if you act like they don’t exist actually even better if you show them empathy there minds will explode because for them all this is ego thats all they know they’re like animals, but even worse because ev


Title: Gross looking Chem Trail "oozing" after plane fly by....
Text:Standing in Livingston County MI with my kid right now and tried snapping a magnified image hen I saw th tril moving and it struck me as odd. I personally have never seen them video up a million chemtrail I don't know about you......weird as fuck


Title: Someone wanted to "pray for me" again, I came prepared this time!
Text:So a long time ago I put a post on this sub about two women coming to me and wanting to pray for me (I now believe they were Jehova's). While it happend again a couple of times then my friends cut it off before I could or I had to be somewhere quick and told them to pray for themselves. However the last couple of weeks it started to happen more and more (maybe because of Christmas I don't know) and it started to irritate me that they seem to beeline towards me everytime. This time I was alone, had some time and have had a long thought of what I would do next time it happened.

(Important note before I forget, I have a very obvious feeding tube which they always have used as an excuse to talk to me, second (as I was told in the other post xD) I am too nice)

Here in my country we have these people who retrofit old Ambulances with Jesus Lives stickers and all. It still looks quite a lot like an ambulance but if you take a good look you can see the difference. I walked by one to get some gifts for my friends, they didn't spot me then. However when I left the store to cross the square, one of them did spot me and made a beeline I didn't see it but a stranger told me afterwards that he


Title: Netflix’s 3 Body Problem
Text:While watching Netflix’s 3 body problem I noticed that main building our protagonists were working in was referred to as “the black palace”. Architecturally striking black cube skyscraper. In the show it’s connected to all the CERN research as well and they are communicating with entities from higher dimensions.

I tried to find this building in our world to no avail. I’m under the impression that this is just fictional in the show but the symbolism was still enough for me to make the post. Very strange. There’s definitely more here so I just need to do some more digging. I like the show too so far, haven’t finished past ep 6 yet though.

https://www.atlasofwonders.com/2024/03/where-was-3-body-problem-filmed-house.html?m=1


Title: Questions to those being stalked.
Text:Before I start, I'm going to delete this post after a while, as I don't want to give any negative impressions or trigger anything for anyone, I'm activly curious and open-minded!

I'd like to learn more about gangstalking as a whole, after spending a week or so reading through the sub reddit, and doing some minor research online, like Zersetsung for example, I've become fasinated with the idea of it all.

I'd also like for you to excuse my ignorance, I hope I don't come across as rude, I could just be mis-informed. If any of my questions are too out of pocket let me know or mods please delete my post. I myself do not believe I'm being gangstalked, nor do I have any notion of anything like that is happening in my life currently. So here are a few of my questions.

1. I've read some theories that gangstalking is government driven, to have a grasp on some of the population. For those of you being gangstalked with these beliefs, what makes your life so important to those in power where they feel the need to track your life? Why is it you and not me?
2. Is gangstalking geographically biased towards larger, first world countries? Is gangstalking taking place in the UK, AUS,


Title: Health care mask mandates return until spring in my county
Text:[https://www.sfchronicle.com/health/article/mask-mandate-bay-area-19805345.php](https://www.sfchronicle.com/health/article/mask-mandate-bay-area-19805345.php)

This is paywalled but you can see enough to get the gist.  In the Bay Area it varies by county but mine seems to be the most restrictive.

It is not clear what quality of mask is required - most likely surgical.


Title: screamed by a stranger for masking
Text:just venting. i don’t go out besides medical visits because i am immunocompromised, so i don’t interact with the general public on a regular basis. everything else is curbside or delivery.

tonight i was outside at the gas station, masked, & some lady was staring at me so hard that she walked right into the store’s door. she went in & a couple minutes later i was done, pulling away as she exited the store. she saw me again, flipped me off & approached my car screaming.

i’m not sure what she was even saying because i wasn’t interested, i just drove away. i can only assume this is all because i was masked in public outdoors & my existence burst her “normal” bubble.


Title: “You don’t have to wear that mask you know.”
Text:I genuinely don’t know how to react when people say this to me. I just stare at them for awhile, letting the awkwardness simmer. Then I say something along the lines of “I know.”

My mechanic has been great for a year now, he airs out his business and has never said anything about me masking. When I walked in for the my oil change, he said, “you know you don’t have to wear that mask here, we don’t require it.” He said it with such derision in his voice that it took me aback. I just sat there in silence for a bit then said “yeah I know, I’m not interested in risking getting sick.” Since I’m stubborn, I put on medical gloves and asked him to keep my car windows down while working on my car.

It’s frustrating to get these comments but every time I hear it I take more steps to be cautious.


Title: I just wish I could chop off my boobs.
Text:So, I'm trans(ftm) and my dysphoria has gotten so bad it makes me want to chop off my tits. Im only staying clean cause my parents(mostly my mom since my dad doesn't know) do s/h checks daily. Fuck me. Why couldn't I have just been born a guy? Maybe then my life wouldn't be as shitty. Now, my parents aren't transphobic by any means(my older sister is trans; my mom's bi and my dad's pan) but yet I'm too scared to come out to them. I'm only 14 so I have to wait 4 more years for top surgery(that and I have to save up for it) and everyday even existing is just painful. I can't feel anything either, I've also been choked 4 times this school year(I got choked earlier today) which is painful as hell. I hate looking at myself in the mirror knowing that I will never be born a guy. That I will never fully be a guy.


Title: Talking with my grandmothers is breaking my heart
Text:We talk a lot about generational trauma and breaking curses. I’ve recently returned to living close to both of my grandmothers, who are over 80 and widowed. They are worried that they’ll be alone and shunned if they make social waves. They are still worried about diet culture. They are telling me stories about their younger years that I’ve never heard. Medical negligence, abusive family dynamics, and how wonderful they had it in comparison to others (we’re white, but insinuations were whispered back in the day about how “Italian” my one grandmother actually might be).

I didn’t realize just how much I needed to take a moment and let them breathe while listening to their experiences. They are ready to fight for us still. I understand so much more about their choices and why I am the woman I am with each conversation. Witches, connect with those that raised you if you are lucky enough to be able to do so. Curses break in many ways. It’s amazing to feel the pain of the past fade so I know my niblings won’t carry the weight.

Remember that food is nourishment, laughter is medicinal, and care goes multiple ways. Let’s not bring the pain of yesterday to tomorrow as a community.


Title: I think I am being gangstalked
Text:It started about a year ago. It’s mostly petty stuff like if I post things for sale on marketplace I get a ton of people asking questions and then trying to ask for my address before even confirming they are buying. They also have people stop by my home randomly (I live in very rural us way off the beaten path). I have tried to get a job and so far this month alone have verbally excepted 3 offers only for them to fall apart before I could sign anything. I actually have the 4th job which I was supposed to get papers for before the end of the weekend. I was told to come in to work on Wednesday no matter what. So for now we will see. My TikTok feed is crazy sometimes as well, like sending me things about prison. I have people no show on me quite a bit, or just try to push my buttons in very subtle ways. It’s just so obvious because if you look them in the eyes they can’t. I usually just laugh at them. I have thought about just being a bit more curt to them. I know my family is involved, my handler was my (now  ex wife). I went no contact with everyone and moved  7 hours away and it continued. I have asked my family how long it is supposed to go on and they have said in the next 3-6 mo


Title: Belly button tingling
Text:Definitely nervous, feeling a lot of pressure behind my belly button, I feel like it’s ready to pop, it feels almost flush and definitely stretchy , when I suck in it still stays flush and more pressure then, but when I keep it pushed round it feels weak , can it pop out making an outie ?


Title: "Natalists, You're not "having a baby." You're creating an entire person."
Text:What a gotcha, so deep. They continue:

> Natalists gloss over this fact about gambling with a life.

> That same cute baby has the possibility to grow up and be a homeless drug addict, serial killer, etc etc...

> This is what natalists do when they decide to roll the dice for somebody else.


Title: Whats with the term "metaphilosophy"?
Text:Why do terms like "metaphilosophy", "metaethics"  exist? Arent these things already "meta"? How do you determine the "meta" limit, when are you inside, when are you outside of "primitive/basic/naive" philosophy?


Title: why is it so hard to find chill guys/ girls who use gib?
Text:i keep meeting people who use meth and they seem cool until something changes in their brains? and they start acting super fucked/ suspicious/ inappropriate or just insane. like maybe this is common feeling amongst heads but i think of myself as being pretty put-together considering all the factors. like im not psycho or too much of a tweaker. i definitely am a tweaker but i think in a good way like i enjoy a good time and i never sleep and make fucked up art and love extreme music.
the other day i was talking to someone about this and they said it’s because im Slavic.. he said that slavic women can just handle their drugs better lollll.
anyone else have a really hard time making/ keeping friends in this scene?


Title: What if our phones have V2K technology already implemented in them ?
Text:All electronic devices, computers, smartphones

 they have the tech required to send a signal straight to your brain.

5G and all other tech may have v2k tech already implemented in them.

Thats how they influence impulsive decisions in humans.


Title: How many of you are over 40 and been using at least 20 years?
Text:Just curious as i started using drugs ar 23 and started with meth when i was about 28 and im almost 62 now.  Took 6 1/2 years off in there but been using daily now since 2015.  I've missed 7 days in the past 7 years.  Wouldnt change a thing.  How about you?


Title: ᴍᴇɴᴛᴀʟ ʜᴇᴀʟᴛʜ ᴠꜱ Qᴜɪᴛɪɴɢ
Text:𝚀𝚞𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚖𝚎𝚝𝚑 𝚒𝚜 𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚍—𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚢𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚘𝚏𝚏 𝚒𝚝 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝚑𝚊𝚞𝚕 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚗 𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚍𝚎𝚛.

𝙸 𝚖𝚊𝚗𝚊𝚐𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚚𝚞𝚒𝚝 𝚏𝚘𝚛 18 𝚢𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚜, 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚒𝚝 𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚏𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚍 𝚊 𝚠𝚊𝚢 𝚋𝚊𝚌𝚔 𝚒𝚗. 𝚀𝚞𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚊𝚔𝚎𝚜 𝚊 𝚝𝚘𝚗 𝚘𝚏 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕𝚙𝚘𝚠𝚎𝚛, 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚊 𝚋𝚒𝚐 𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚍𝚎𝚙𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚜 𝚘𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚊𝚕 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚕𝚝𝚑.

𝙸𝚏 𝚚𝚞𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚖𝚎𝚊𝚗𝚜 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚕𝚒𝚏𝚎 𝚜𝚙𝚒𝚛𝚊𝚕𝚜 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚘 𝚊 𝚙𝚒𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚍𝚎𝚙𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚒𝚘𝚗, 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚟𝚢 𝚍𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐, 𝚋𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊 𝚌𝚛𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚢 𝚏𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍, 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚑𝚞𝚛𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚏𝚊𝚖𝚒𝚕𝚢, 𝚒𝚝'𝚜 𝚘𝚔𝚊𝚢 𝚝𝚘 𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚜𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚛 𝚜𝚕𝚘𝚠𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚍𝚘𝚠𝚗 𝚒𝚗𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚊𝚍 𝚘𝚏 𝚚𝚞𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚌𝚘𝚕𝚍 𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚔𝚎𝚢.

𝙴𝚜𝚙𝚎𝚌𝚒𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐-𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎 𝚞𝚜𝚎𝚛𝚜, 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎𝚜 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚊 𝚜𝚖𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚊𝚖𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚝 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚑𝚎𝚕𝚙 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚏𝚞𝚗𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚗𝚎𝚎𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚙𝚒𝚛𝚊𝚕 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚘 𝚘𝚕𝚍 𝚑𝚊𝚋𝚒𝚝𝚜 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚞𝚜𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊 𝚋𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚊 𝚍𝚊𝚢.

 𝚃𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚌𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚖𝚎𝚊𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎. 𝚅𝚒𝚝𝚊𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚜 𝚖𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚛, 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚕 𝚏𝚘𝚘𝚍 𝚖𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚜, 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚘 𝚍𝚘𝚎𝚜 𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚝—𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚋𝚘𝚍𝚢 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚋𝚛𝚊𝚒𝚗 𝚗𝚎𝚎𝚍 𝚜𝚕𝚎𝚎𝚙 𝚝𝚘 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚕. 𝙳𝚘𝚗’𝚝 𝚋𝚛𝚊𝚐 𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚢𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚠𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚍𝚊𝚢𝚜; *instead show the new comers your prestiege level by sleeping and maintaining control over these aspects*

𝙺𝚎𝚎𝚙 𝚞𝚙 𝚋𝚊𝚜𝚒𝚌 𝚑𝚢𝚐𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚎, 𝚎𝚊𝚝 real food  𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚌𝚊𝚗, 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚒𝚝 𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚙 𝚊𝚝 𝚊 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎.  𝙻𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚕𝚕  🖤🩶🤍🩶🖤

 #𝚃𝙻𝙳𝚁:
>##𝙸𝚏 𝚚𝚞𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚒𝚜 𝚐𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚛𝚘𝚢 𝚢𝚘𝚞, 𝚜𝚕𝚘𝚠 𝚍𝚘𝚠𝚗 𝚏𝚒𝚛𝚜𝚝 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚚𝚞𝚒𝚝 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞'𝚛𝚎 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚢.


Title: Trump To Repeal Child Labor Law To Help Replace The Loss Of Deported Immigrant Workers
Text:Says Trump spokesperson Steven Cheung: Under the current law no under 14 can be legally employed outside of agriculture. That age will be lowered to 6. For agriculture, there will be no lower limit which means we can have three and four-year-olds being paid for picking blueberries and strawberries! It will actually be fun for them.
And let’s face it, little kids are “lower to the ground” so much more well suited to pulling carrots and potatoes out of the soil since they are already down there, and do not have to kneel or bend over.
Mike Johnson added “this will be great for these kids to get an earlier start working because they can deposit their money in interest earning accounts and take advantage of compound interest to build a bigger nest egg, since there will be no Social Security, because we are repealing that as well”.


Title: Do Nice Things
Text:I'm fortunate to have some really cool friends. Even though they don't know my struggles, I still do what I can for them. They appreciate me and that's what keeps me going sometimes. So yeah, do nice things.
Also, enjoy your selves responsibly.


Title: Pupils
Text:Excuse my messy makeup I’ve been awake for a long time but earlier my pupils got so huge like saucers it’s usually hard to see with my brown eyes but u can see it here. Idk why I just like looking at it hahaha still spun rn ⚫ ⚫ stay safe everyone💫


Title: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Text:I CAN'T DO THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate how no one wants to acknowledge this fucking pandemic!!!!! oh my god!!!!!! i leave the internet and everyone is saying it's " over " while cases are SKY FUCKING HIGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am losing my tether to reality and i don't know what to do to get it back. i constantly wonder who i would be without this fucking pandemic and i miss myself so much and i miss the world so much!!!!! i miss being PART of the world so much. i don't know. i just don't know.

edit: to all of you on twitter that are coming to troll, suck my dick! i’m mentally stable! i just don’t want to get covid! you shouldn’t either!


Title: Person thinks I’m Gangstalking them. How do I prove Im not?
Text:I have a neighbour who believes that I am part of a conspiracy to use direct energy weapons and gang stalking against her. I have never heard of such things until she started accusing me of them. I don’t want to dismiss her beliefs but I want to prove to her that I am not part of it.

Any advice?


Title: Help me understand
Text:I have a wonderful son and daughter in law who are both doctors. By wonderful I mean devoted to family and downright heroic during the early days of Covid. I visit them about once a year in spite of the risk. They have both given up on mitigations. I accept it but I don’t understand. Maybe trauma from 2020-2021? Maybe because they have a school age child. Anyway, last week I was visiting and got sick with an upper respiratory infection. So I asked if they had any Covid tests and tested a few times (negative). And my DIL asked why did I want to test? What actions might I take based on the results. I said perhaps I could get paxlovid and that I would certainly isolate from the family. Nobody else seemed to care at all. I’m educated in the biological sciences, but these are highly educated people. They love me. They love their child. I don’t get it.


Title: How can I not get stuck?
Text:Got stuck tweezing and plucking out any ingrown hairs on my legs for hours (didn’t even realize it had been that long, it’s better than when I was skin picking that’s for sure) and bc I didn’t realize I was sitting in the same uncomfortable position looking down for so long, when I finally stood up my neck fucking hurts ouch. Any tips for neck pain/soreness? And how to not get stuck doing one repetitive thing for so fucking long? It happens every time I get high. I need a fucking hobby. Also I literally have developed OCD from this shit no lie.


Title: Any TI in Tennessee or Kentucky let me know
Text:I am looking to start talking to other local TI, when you have at least 2 people to report suspicious activity or illegal stalking etc in person that is sufficient legally to begin an official investigation. I already have myself and a guy in Murray, KY and another in Paris, TN I live in Mckenzie, TN and am hoping to meet others so we can start moving foward legally speaking or just meet others. I have a good car and can drive granted its not crazy far.


Title: Is this too much?
Text:I just swallowed 40 Lego bricks of deferent sizes and one minfigure. I don’t normally swallow more than 20 bricks or 6 minfigures at a time. Do you think that 40 is enough or should I keep going? I can hear them sloshing in my stomach.


Title: V2k/gangstalking is not real, my experiences and knowledge gained led me to this realization.
Text:Believe me, once upon a time I also believed somebody was beaming messages into my brain, that was until I experienced more and more of what I once thought was impossible. At first I only heard the voices, talking to them through my inner voice, 2 guys and a girl. After a couple of months, the voices got more robotic and AI like. Until eventually they were just a continuous loop of messages on repeat. It's clear from the start now, looking back, they weren't real people talking from the beginning, instead it was automated in my consciousness, using my senses, visuals, audio, etc to spring conversations off. As well as some of their own programs, depending on the day, sometimes a good mood happy program, others days not so much.

What really made me aware this was not gangstalking or v2k was the following:

1. Telekinesis - Numerous times I have experienced the psychical interactions of the unseen forces.

- I was looking at my phone whilst I was hearing the voices, suddenly they asked "have you always been in that position?" I looked up from my phone and I was laying down the opposite end of the bed, I did not notice I had moved until I looked up from my phone. The movement was s


Title: What do you guys tell kids when they ask about your scars?
Text:I personally tell them I got attacked by a dinosaur and that I’m the reason dinosaurs aren’t roaming around trying to kill us rn. Even if they’re old enough to know that’s not true it confuses them and I just leave the room.


Title: What are some lesser known songs about self harm?
Text:I am looking for some lesser known songs about self harm. They can be any genre.

I've heard a lot of the more "popular" songs like I Deserve To Bleed, Ghost, etc, and Icon For Hire is my favorite band and they do a lot of songs about self harm, but I need some new music


Title: Showerism. It is about survival and consistency. It is a philosophy of defeating the inner self sabotager within you.
Text:I had a problem. The usual classic no shower or go outside stuff. It was bad.  It is easy to be lazy and sad and scared when that is what the world gives you.

Taking a shower won't change your life or whatever but it In an ironic way, cleaning yourself being submerged in water puts your head above the metaphorical ocean. Since you were drowning in Despair.

Didnt care about yourself.  Your body your life because there was nothing there. No future.  Already gave up on everything.

I still have but not in a bad way that causes self destruction. I will just engage in the ideal peace that I wanted for myself when I chose to stop working and going outside. I will go outside again but it won't be for anything big just a couple minutes and then back in.

Idk anymore. I just don't want to go back to that moment I was in before the shower.

It was the same with sleep.

Live with the reality and accept it. That unfortunately we don't live in a world where you're always clean at all times and don't need to sleep.

Do not fear the shower. Embrace it.

Have no shame. This is justified. It happens. We get very low sometimes

It's not about taking over the world. It's about taking over yours


Title: Florida Man With Dementia Cons American People Out Of Democracy While Dressed In Refuse Collection Outfit And A Nappy Full Of Shit
Text:Nothing grabs the attention like a Florida man headline some of the worlds most crazy guys come from the swamplands.

The elderly Florida man apparently turned up in a garbage collection van and started to rant and rave at the waiting crowd who thought it was a political rally for the president of America.

Inspired by the demented Floridans conviction for the garbage he was talking the crowd who was drunk on Floride from the free water given out.

Began chanting " orange tan he's our man no one can fuck America like this demented Florida man can"

The garbage truck was brought back and the handlers managed to recapture the dementia patient and ship he back to the old people's home mar-a-largo.

It was to late the calsified brains of American voters decided to make the Florida man president instead of a story about an escaped dementia patient who thinks he can run a country in a nappy and orange make-up.


Title: Gangstalkers guilt is too much she admits her role in Keneka Jenkins gangstalking death
Text:  She talks about dating a military member, her being tasked with stalking Keneka Jenkins. Admitting its a program to target those with a voice.

[https://youtu.be/GbMsQdvEJMM?si=n7tBn7t-mw9mDQpN](https://youtu.be/GbMsQdvEJMM?si=n7tBn7t-mw9mDQpN)


Title: Pleasantly surprised!
Text:I’m sitting in a hospital waiting for tests and 90% are masked!! Most in somewhat fitted surgical but a fair number of N95s and duckbills! I was here for another test a month ago and very few masks!

Made my day!


Title: What's So Bad About Hurting Myself?
Text:I asked my dad this and he gave the unhelpful response of "if you don't understand, then I can't explain it to you." People say it's bad because it hurts those around you. But what if they don't know? It's my body, what I do with it isn't their business in the first place.

I'm 16M and it's just so goddamn frustrating how everyone makes MY body THEIR business, their problem. So if it's unknown to anyone but me, what is ACTUALLY bad about damaging myself? Doesn't affect anyone but me. And I don't plan on starting to care about me. So then it should not matter to anyone else what I do with my own body. No one wants to hear about me masturbating, why does EVERYONE want to know about me cutting? It just makes me want to say "fuck everyone" and rot in my bed.


Title: Why do therapists always ask what you use?
Text:It feels invasive, I always get uncomfortable whenever people ask me that. It's also a bit triggering because I've already opened up about my sh, and now I have to describe it in detail. I hate it. Why is this considered an acceptable question??


Title: Failure to inform public about saltwater rinses/nasal sprays
Text:How do you guys feel about the average person not being informed about this? The studies have shown that saltwater rinsing and using nasal sprays that reduce bacterial adhesion, may likely reduce the severity of an infection. Yet, nowhere does the CDC mention this. Am I missing a key fact on the reason for this?


Title: If art comes from the soul then should artists be required to spend their income on what their soul desires rather than their mind or body desires?
Text:Okay so souls aren't a thing. But wouldn't it be cool if we attributed authorship to the part of the artist/author responsible for the creative work rather than the whole person?  Like imagine "The Republic - By Plato's inferiority complex".


Title: Found Text: Derrida Reviews Wawa
Text:This is maybe a more serious post than this sub is used to, but I thought it would fit best here. I do archive work at Yale and I like to read through the unpublished notes of writers I like (Bloom is the best one). Apparently, and you can look this up, in 2004 Yelp had a PR campaign where they paid famous writers to review their favorite restaurants. Derrida turned them down, obviously, but in his notes there are a few paragraphs about the Wawa between New Haven and New York. I wasn't sure what I was even reading when I found it; it's just a few scattered paragraphs, but once I put it together it became clear that it was a kind of review (or Derrida's version of a review)! I've shared it with  my friends, but I didn't really know where else to publish it! But I am so happy to share with you all an exclusive look at the yet-unpublished "Derrida Reviews Wawa":

"\[illegible\], one walks under the bright, red sign: *Wawa*. There is, to begin our discussion, the art of the name. This should be our first gesture of admiration for if the art of naming is a grand art that is because it is double: it is at once a conceptual and a plastic art which gives one form and one form only, The


Title: Daily magic
Text:I'm not a practicing witch but I always feel truly magical when I crochet. I know logically what I'm doing but it still feels like I'm creating something special from next to nothing.
I thought you would appreciate my latest project.
(Bonus I covered the name of a very christian organization on the with this pride)


Title: Glass dinner 😏
Text:I wish I had my starting weight but it looks to be about a 5 pound minimum gain from around dusk to now and I think I should just try to get maxed out , I hope I can get a substantial amount in me but most likely not so so much but the hope is a max , what that amount is I haven’t a clue , but I’m anticipating it to look gorgeous


Title: The argument that we shouldn't deport illegals because we need their cheap labor is essentially an argument for slavery
Text:I've always thought it weird that the Left's main objection to deporting people tends to be "But who'll work all our shitty jobs! Americans won't do that for such low pay!" which is basically an argument for slavery.


Title: I AM PREGNANT
Text:I literally just came back from school and did a preg test and found out that i am preg. Idk what to do. I was feeling weird and i even had visible morning vomit and all. I can't have a baby rn and i even have school. I dont know what to do and i am soo fucking scared now. I M JUST 17 I CANT HAVE A CHILD AND I'M GOING INSANE NOW !!!


Title: Isn’t it a bit suspicious that Biden’s son had connections to Ukraine before the presidency, and now all of a sudden we’re about to commit 1.5 Trillion USD over 10 years to Ukraine?
Text:I’m not a great conspiracy theorist nor extremely politically active, but just observing.

I mean, sure there was a timeline of events that led us here, but just thinking about this from a high level perspective.

From what I know, Biden’s son had previous Ukraine ties. Once Biden was elected president, somehow in the midst of all the events that occurred, we’ve found ourselves about to commit some 1.5 Trilion dollars over the next 10 years to Ukraine, possibly irrevocable for the next couple presidents. (Referring to this post I saw https://x.com/ianjaeger29/status/1784667189326356851)

This is just an insane amount of money that AMAZINGLY happens to be to the one country in question during the 2020 elections for Biden. Before that, it was just another country, hardly on most American minds. It’s like they’ve gone from just another random country to our #1 partner in crime where we share bank accounts in a mere 4 years.

I also believe many Americans are going through some tough times and feel the money could be better allocated elsewhere.

Does no one else find this a bit sus?


Title: Noah Lyles will not compete in Diamond League finals "after the COVID situation" at the Olympics
Text:Noah Lyles's competitive season is over after running in the 200-metre final in the Olympics while suffering from COVID.  He will not compete in the Diamond League finals, which is one of, if not the, biggest professional athletics events of the year.  As far as I know, he has not competed at all since his 'COVID race' at the Olympics.

Link:  [https://www.msn.com/en-us/sports/other/noah-lyles-grant-holloway-other-olympic-medalists-out-of-brussels-diamond-league-finals-leaving-3-gold-medalists-from-sprints-jump-hurdles/ar-AA1qrT3m?ocid=msedgntp&pc=HCTS&cvid=d7274abd50e541729bf1c590cf23659f&ei=11](https://www.msn.com/en-us/sports/other/noah-lyles-grant-holloway-other-olympic-medalists-out-of-brussels-diamond-league-finals-leaving-3-gold-medalists-from-sprints-jump-hurdles/ar-AA1qrT3m?ocid=msedgntp&pc=HCTS&cvid=d7274abd50e541729bf1c590cf23659f&ei=11)


Title: Homeless at river experiment ending in
Text:Im pouring sweat as a i  type this i just did a shot... im ending this simulation. This is a strange world..i have been hanging out with guys who have been in this dystopian society for decades. I cannot imagine the fucked up thought processing they go through daily.

I spent 2 months here. I came to suffer . Oh boy did i ever. But what really scares me is me slowly getting more used to this strange world. My days consists of 3 normal days. 1 day = 72 hours in this land.  Theres a certain draw this world has. It is never dull. I can always look into the riverbed and see those eyes of immolation stare back

60 days. I am ending this experiment in hope that i have seen enough of this meth filled debauchery.  Felt enough evil and seen enough crimes. Im going to try my luck as a real boy in the real world

Back to rehab


Title: Has Harris/Walz campaign said anything about their Covid stance?
Text:Or is it just being brushed off like the rest of the political world? I’d really like to have hope that under them, nasal vaccines will come faster, and in the meantime, updated injections will not be so stalled, but I struggle to hang on to that hope.


Title: I just carved a word onto my thigh
Text:I've been having a really awful few hours,,I got in a fight with my boyfriend and I strangled myself and carved the word FAT on my upper thigh. That's gonna be there for the rest of my life idk what to do what is wrong with me why can't I just be fucking passable and Normal I'm fucking disgusting


Title: [Torture Reports: Pets] Tortured for giving my dog an antibiotic for lyme disease
Text:On Sunday, December 8, 2024, blast overpressure of the left side of my head including left ear for remembering to give my dog an antibiotic for lyme disease.  Blast overpressure again while actually giving my dog an antibiotic. Blast overpressure induces lightheadedness and dizziness. Mind control to forget.

Blast overpressure while feeding my dog.

Legs burned after thinking of walking my dog.

Kidneys lasered while walking my dog on the road we live on.

December 16, 2024

Dizzy for feeding my dog.


Title: I made some Yule Goats and thought you would appreciate
Text:I just heard from the tradition this year and immediately wanted to build some by myself.
As far as I know it's a Scandinavian tradition. It symbolises fertility and shall bring luck and a good harvest for the next year.
I placed one on my altar for yule season and I want to gift some of these guys to my friends and family for Christmas this year. 🎄
Blessed yule season ❤


Title: [WIKI] Electronic Torture: Appliances and Light Fixtures
Text:[Electricity] Stray voltages on home appliances in unearthed electrical system

https://www.reddit.com/r/TargetedEnergyWeapons/comments/1dw8h09/electricity_stray_voltages_on_home_appliances_in/

[Electricity] Lamp in living room pulses left ear drum, BROCA's area and eye. Floor lamps and table lamps are ungrounded. Ceiling light fixtures are grounded.

https://www.reddit.com/r/TargetedEnergyWeapons/comments/1dwuowi/electricity_lamp_in_living_room_pulses_left_ear/

[Electronic Torture: Electrical] A safe zone is anywhere away from an electrical transducer connected to a circuit breaker. Submitted by Sigma_Librae

https://www.reddit.com/r/TargetedEnergyWeapons/comments/1dunqy2/electronic_torture_electrical_a_safe_zone_is/

[Meter Reports: Light] Refrigerator is strongly pulsing my left eye and left temple. Light sensor in PhyPhox measured light emitted by refrigerator. Unplugging refrigerator substantially diminished pulsing and ceased flickering light.

https://www.reddit.com/r/TargetedEnergyWeapons/comments/16ui4og/meter_reports_light_refrigerator_is_strongly/

[Shielding: Eyes] [Electronic Torture: Static Electricity: Mitigation] Turn off electricity to mitigate flickering light


Title: Why do we have so much info on Luigi Mangione, and so little info on the 3 people who tried to kill the president?
Text:The only digital foot print we have of two of the presidents assassin’s

1. A Blackrock commercial
2. A Ukraine war commercial, and him gathering militia soldiers to fight in Ukraine

We know so much about Luigi. We have barely been given the name of the 3rd trump assassin.


Title: The men said...
Text:I dyed my hair red and the men said, "Why would you do that? I prefer women with brown hair."

I dyed my hair brown and the men said, "Why would you do that? I love a woman with red hair."

I wore glasses instead of contacts and the men said, "You should wear contacts more often, I prefer to see your eyes."

I wore contacts instead of glasses and the men said, "You should wear your glasses more often, women with glasses are sexy."

I wore my hair up and the men said, "I prefer women wear their hair down."

I cut my hair to my shoulders and the men actually said, "I prefer women to have long hair passed their nipples."

I dyed my hair fun colours and the men said, "I prefer women with natural hair colours."

I cut my hair up to my chin and the men said, "Long hair is better on women. Better for grabbing."

The men shared their opinion about my appearance and I said, "I don't fucking care."

Edit: Thank you everyone for your supporting comments and also sharing your own stories. A year or so ago, after coming out to myself and my husband as genderqueer, I cut my hair short. I video called my parents to show them. My mom loved it, she always loves what I do with my hair no matter how


Title: Why can’t Covid just get milder please….!
Text:I’m pretty sure everyone in this sub wants all of this to be over. Being cautious all the time can’t make you enjoy life to the fullest because you always have to be protecting yourself and others from covid and other viruses. It’s really stressful and you can’t really enjoy hangouts or events like you use to. Not to mention that dating also becomes more difficult because people let their guard down and don’t care about others. We have people who think Covid isn’t real or that long covid or immune compromised people don’t exist. Covid has made me realize how dirty and careless people are about others’ health.  The majority of the world has been infected with covid more than once so why can’t it just get milder???? I know that viruses don’t disappear and continue to mutate to live, which I’m pretty sure is the reason it doesn’t get milder. I’m a (19m) and I have a mother (F47) and an older sister (F21) who have long covid and are immune compromised. Wearing a mask and hand sanitizing doesn’t really bother me but it bothers me that everytime I go out I’m always afraid that I might have caught covid or another illness. I’ve become very paranoid and always get scared if my throat feels


Title: Yet another brilliant thought from r/nihilism
Text:„As others said, nihilism is not about your feelings, it's about the grand scheme of things. Napoleon losing his war, Caesar winning his, Hitler killing the Jews, Stalin starving the Ukrainians, as well as you marrying the love of your life, having children or not, having them die in a car crash or not. Everything will be forgotten sooner rather than later, it'll be like none of it ever happened, clean slate, there will be nobody to care or remember and this is a fact. Philosophy is about trying to extract some meaning out of life despite the inherent nihilism of it“

Bro is talking about Caesar being forgotten sooner rather than later. Bro thinks children dying in a car crash isn't that bad because people might forget about it someday.

It's getting more and more schizophrenic by the day over there …


Title: Infection Control not understanding how it works.
Text:I work at a hospital and we got a phone call today from Infection Control that they are "recommending" the department wear masks due to a number of employees in the department getting sick with covid.  It took a lot to hold back my sarcastic comments.  I so wanted to say "Ya know Infection Control works a lot better if you do it before you get sick".


Title: Gave in and bought some vase fillers (F/20-21)
Text:Funnily enough, they're coming in on my birthday tomorrow (May 7th) so maybe I'll be able to record some funny noises for you guys... not film, I got social anxiety.
Edit: Ended up cancelling my order, maybe I'll try the marbles again...


Title: True kindness is a rarity
Text:Had to say that True kindness is a rarity

 Was thinking earlier, wanted to in the future contribute 90-100% of income leftover after basic expenses to some charity that helps underprivilege kids

Been trying to find out what was worthwhile to do, in life, for the longest time. Sometimes when you eventually discover the important things, it's not always, and likely not often, at the right time

Or to put that money into some good or effective ways instead of some people in nonprofits, and others,  mishandling the money

What's interesting is that don't feel like there's much support for that. When it comes to other people in this world. And when anything done would be short-lived and ruined anyway

Not so sure if human beings and this so humane.. humanity would reach these ideals in however many centuries...., all of which have said in the longer past

I guess some people can still hope, those much fewer people are quite something so rarely remarkable in humans

This world is so wrong in so many ways, and the ways they do so many things. Not everything. There's a few, very few, good people in this world

Some people in this world wonder why other people out there don't try anymor


Title: I wish more people in my field were COVID conscious
Text:I'm a healthcare worker in radiology, studying for x-ray school. I enjoy the work and field, but it's hard for me to connect with anyone because almost everyone isn't COVID conscious.

I've built so much resentment towards most people. Nobody cares like they should. Even when I bring up that masking also protects OTHERS, and I do it to also protect high risk people like CANCER PATIENTS, they just shrug and move on. Do people's lives really hold so little value?

I struggle to network, ask for help getting into programs, and even just make friends doing what I do. I had a friend at work who used to mask, and I lost all desire to hang out with them ever since they dropped masking because they "forgot it and liked how it felt to go without." I connected with a classmate who's also studying for x-ray school, but once I saw they didn't mask either, I stopped making the effort. I don't want to keep educating or fighting, so I tend to just lose interest if they're not cautious or stop caring.

Now I'm trying to build a subreddit of my own for COVID cautious radiology techs like how I want to be. I want to actually feel comfortable when I talk to people and build a community like this one,


Title: What if it's foreign?
Text:What if it's a hostile foreign power trying to spy on and destabilize our nation? Wish the FBI would look into whoever is doing this and stop them. They friggin raped me and have been torturing me for four years. On American soil. FBI, where you at?


Title: Donald Trump Officially Confirms Himself As His VP Pick Ahead Of Republican National Convention
Text:Republican Party Presidential nominee and convicted felon Donald J. Trump, ahead of the Republican National Convention, announced his official selection for his Vice Presidential running mate: Donald J. Trump. This unprecedented move has garnered a lot of attention from the media, and sparked innumerable questions, especially from the Republican Party itself.

In a recent interview conducted by himself at 1 a.m. in a back-and-forth exchange on Truth Social, Trump provided answers to many of the questions raised by his move.

“You had so many good contenders, Marco Rubio, Tim Scott, Greg Abbott, Kristi Noem, Doug Burgum. Why didn’t you pick one of them?”

“Marco Rubio, let’s just say Cuba isn’t sending their best and brightest.

Greg Abbott, that guy has got the stuff, he is a great contender, but standing next to him, it just wouldn’t be a good look for me, not a good look.

Tim Scott? I mean come on, he’s black and I have more felonies than he does! America wouldn’t buy it.

Now Kristi Noem, I heard that story of her killing her puppy and, frankly, I was disgusted. ONE puppy? Windmills kill more puppies than that. I’d be better off with a windmill as my running mate. Pass.

Dou


Title: the most dangerous thing is the infrasound evocation and electromagnetic heat shots, it works much like a gun, you can actually die real life cases occurred before so please do take it life threateningly serious
Text:often in criminal picture you would see the angry gaze so strong that eye is wide open, this is the exact face when you are under increased infrasound noise and pressure so the eye lid literally can not close, heighten heart rate, adrenaline, internal pressure, frustration and anger, gives off a threatening sense.

a little bit higher with the evocation turn up the radar weapon system increased infrasound noise you will completely loses it, fight argument breakup would happen

at this point it can turn actual criminal case with assault and death, when it's high enough it can gets seriously life threatening, just like the human body simply can not fight increase infrasound pressure muscle strain and forced movement for it can literally torn the human body apart you die all twisted up like nerve gas, the cognitive disruption are just as strong that it can literally be so strong it's beyond the human control.

and since the disruption can continue for at least 90 days to 300 days (reference to personal experience) at this point staying away from hurting anyone will no longer work, since one your brain degenerates under high pressure without social support loneliness on top of electric


Title: the most dangerous thing is the infrasound evocation and electromagnetic heat shots, it works much like a gun, you can actually die real life cases occurred before so please do take it life threateningly serious
Text:#

[Directed Energy Weapons](https://www.reddit.com/r/TargetedEnergyWeapons/?f=flair_name%3A%22Directed%20Energy%20Weapons%22)

often in criminal picture you would see the angry gaze so strong that eye is wide open, this is the exact face when you are under increased infrasound noise and pressure so the eye lid literally can not close, heighten heart rate, adrenaline, internal pressure, frustration and anger, gives off a threatening sense.

a little bit higher with the evocation turn up the radar weapon system increased infrasound noise you will completely loses it, fight argument breakup would happen

at this point it can turn actual criminal case with assault and death, when it's high enough it can gets seriously life threatening, just like the human body simply can not fight increase infrasound pressure muscle strain and forced movement for it can literally torn the human body apart you die all twisted up like nerve gas, the cognitive disruption are just as strong that it can literally be so strong it's beyond the human control.

and since the disruption can continue for at least 90 days to 300 days (reference to personal experience) at this point staying away from hurting anyo


Title: so many sick folks from a certain festival that just happened … pondering about the future of it all
Text:i don’t know why (well, it’s probably bc im active in subs such as this one lol), but i keep getting recommended posts from the sub of a certain festival that just happened (don’t want people brigading it so am not saying the name here, but most of you probably know which one). mostly seeing posts about folks “getting sick w something weird,” “stomach bugs,” or “food poisoning.”

i was somewhat thankful that there was one post that i came across where one of the top comments was about how someone wore a mask while attending and hadn’t felt sick at all! personally, i still wish covid-cautious folks wouldn’t attend large gatherings/superspreaders like this, even while wearing a mask, bc it still centers capitalism and its interests, but i digress.

these types of posts and comments are just so far away from the reality that everyone in this sub experiences on a daily basis though. seeing how far removed most of the general public is from the reality of the multiple crises we’re facing at this point in time is just mind boggling sometimes. i can sit w it on a logical level and understand the mechanisms of it all, but it is still incredibly disappointing, heartbreaking, enraging, etc.


Title: Shaved my head, feeling more at home in myself
Text:Hello lovelies! I am a fledgling witch. Recently ive been struggling with dysphoria surrounding my face and hair,  and I made one of the best decisions so far. I shaved my head. More, my friend did. Im transmasc nonbinary (they/them) and my hair was growing out too much. It's almost like I was guided to this decision or the idea was given to me. I feel freer.

Thanks for reading and blessed be!


Title: Vaccinated does not mean safe!
Text:I’m so tired of people claiming that it’s perfectly safe for us to be together unmasked because we’ve both been vaccinated. Why do so few people understand the BASIC FACT that they can get Covid after being vaccinated … and then infect me (even if you are asymptomatic)? Is this just a lack of public education on an epic scale? Or do people just tune out that information so they can remain in denial? How can we account for what seems like such willful ignorance? I just can’t wrap my mind around this cognitive dissonance.


Title: Vore questions
Text:What do you like to swallow objects?

Is it erotic or neerotic for you?

Do you prefer to do it or are you watching someone else?

Do you like to swallow objects?

Do you like to look at swallowing objects?

Do you like objects in your stomach?

Do you like the manifestations of objects in someone else's belly? (sounds, light)

Do you like or dislike the fact that swallowed objects must come out of ass?


Title: It’s All Staged
Text:From the months and months if not years and years of being told that Biden is strong and able to run the country to the fumbling through a hard to watch debate to being back on his game at a rally the next day.

From the media backing Biden as “with it” and “sharp” to the absolute attack on his ability to mentally function.

And now this cover of TIME.

This was all a plan. The left isn’t stupid. They’re smart, cunning, and calculated.

Now the bigger question here is:

Did the right know about this/have involvement? Is it two wings of the same bird?

Or did they really not see this coming.

And a secondary question:

Is it too late? Is too much of the American public too blind to see what’s going on or simply just not care?

What do we do?


Title: Dildo swallowing
Text:If anybody was interested, sorry i deleted my other account. Still swallowing that 13” dildo on a string lol. Just got a 18” that’s MUCH gurthier. After over 2 hours of stretching my esophagus out last night i was able to take it all in and swallow it past my neck and into my chest but not sure it went much further (it’s massive) couldn’t keep it down long at all, little discomfort and pain but I’m sure if i keep training with it things will stretch out even more and easily. Will try to get pics and video soon!


Title: Is anyone else besides me frustrated that so many people seem to think COVID can't spread outside?
Text:Not only did the CDC have a tiny disclaimer on their website (which has since disappeared, to my knowledge) saying COVID can spread outside when they were telling people who were vaccinated that they didn't need to mask outdoors, but I personally know people who have caught it outside.

And at least one of those people did not catch it in a crowded space.

Is anyone else besides me frustrated with this narrative?

*Editing to add: It seems like a lot of people think I'm trying to tell them what to do in outdoor situations. I'm not. I'm just really frustrated by how many times I see people talking about their precautions and essentially saying, "it's outdoors, so it's okay." To me, that is spreading the narrative that COVID can't spread outdoors.*


Title: I don’t feel connected to my friends who don’t mask
Text:This is more of a vent than seeking advice post. This feeling started brewing in 2023 but it’s so much harder to ignore now. I don’t feel connected at all to my friends who don’t take covid precautions (the ones who are aware covid is dangerous, have gotten seriously sick from it before, and have the resources to afford masks).

Lately I find myself not even wanting to share my life with them anymore. How do I pretend to sound excited when they tell me about a concert they’re going to next month? Why do I feel nervous posting stuff about covid on my ig stories?

It feels like there’s this huge brick wall between us. There’s a limit to how much we can see each other.

I have found some great people online recently and in my neighborhood in NYC who I feel 100x safer talking to about covid than anyone else I’ve know for years or even decades.

I’m trying not to feel so black and white about this, but honestly lately I don’t even have the desire to put energy into these friendships anymore if they can’t care to wear a mask. Our fundamental values are different.

I’m tired of making excuses for them. I don’t hate them, I still have love for them, but I don’t feel a desire to know


Title: Just another ridiculous reaction
Text:I am very VERY lucky that I managed to get a prescription for Paxlovid since I'm traveling, without a positive test. Obviously went to the pharmacy in an N95.

The pharmacist saw my prescription, and immediately went to the back to grab a surgical mask and gloves before serving me. Not that I mind that, but her co-pharmacist (thankfully not serving me) was coughing 2 feet from her.

She sorts out some insurance issues, and tells me to come back in 15 mins. I do, at which point the pharmacist puts her surgical back on and hands me my meds. Co-pharmacist is still coughing away.

Surreal.


Title: found my little sister (12-14F)'s journal, help
Text:my (18+F) sister recently started cutting herself, found out today after reading her journal entry per accident

currently 2 thin scars, ('cat scratches'), i want to reduce the harm when it only started out

she confided to me about heartbreak, thats likely 'the reason'; taking her out for bubble tea right now, i'm planning to talk to her about the boy and hopefully gain her trust about the topic

my heart is breaking as i was the same age when this started (ended for me at 15), and i lost 3 friends to su!c!de when they were her age (had a sh history too)

any advice or kind words would be appreciated <3


Title: Outside does not mean safe
Text:Just got reinfected at an outdoor festival. Although I know that going to a festival would be considered too high risk for some, there are a lot of us who'd be comfortable if they wore a respirator, used eye protection and CPC mouthwash. Unfortunately, these weren't enough for me! A reminder that one way masking, even outdoors, can be risky. And that we should all be pushing for better awareness.

As an aside, I had the novavax vaccine a month ago and managed to buy Paxlovid and metformin ahead of time so I'm hopeful this infection won't be as severe as the last one which left me with LC. But hope is all I have, stay safe everyone!

EDIT TO ADD: Thanks for the comments - still a bit of brain fog so finding it hard to keep up individually so to those who asked:
- where did I eat and sleep - slept alone in a tent, ate alone outisde and a few feet from others - not in a crowd
- mask type - https://www.savewo.com/healthcare/en/products/3dmask-ultra. did a "poor man's fit test" - https://smartairfilters.com/en/blog/poor-mans-fit-test/

EDIT 2: How did I get paxlovid and metformin ahead of time?
- bought them from India as very rarely prescribed in the UK. I think those in the US may hav


Title: Shamed by my eye doctor
Text:So, today I had a a second appointment with an ophthalmologist for my dry eyes. The first thing she said to me was: "Are you still wearing a mask?". I replied that I am still immunocompromised and am still wearing it to ward off covid as well as other infectious disease since I am more vulnerable. She asked me if that was on the recommnedation of my primary care provider, to which I answered "No, but the FHI (the norwegian CDC equivalent) recommends patients like me to wear them". She then told me she would not be able to do the exam if I did not take off the mask. Since I have waited for the second appointment for a long time I shamefully obliged. She was the only one in the room and seemed healthy but I am extremely worried that she might have given me something. I will be testing and isolating in the coming days to make sure I am not infected. She then did the eye exam and basically said that: "Your eyes are still dry and this needs to be treated with more eye drops. However, this is probably caused by that mask of yours. You are drying your eyes out by wearing it".

Now, I will concede that masks I wore previously (months back) had some leaks that redirected air into mye face.


Title: “During the pandemic” corrector bot?
Text:Is anyone here technically savvy enough to create one of those Reddit-wide bots that would correct people and remind them that the pandemic isn’t over when they refer to it in the past tense? Was just reading other comments about what a problem this is and that brilliant Scientific American piece about having hit peak denial (see [here](https://www.scientificamerican.com/article/weve-hit-peak-denial-heres-why-we-cant-turn-away-from-reality/)) and feel like it would be a simple way to combat some disinformation and denial!


Title: Anyone else just... still not comfortable being out, even with PPE?
Text:My strategy has always been avoiding potential exposure at all costs and wearing a respirator if it's unavoidable.  I basically leave the house for outdoor walks, medical needs that must be done in-person ... and that's it.

I can pass QLFT easily with multiple disposables and elastomerics.  It's not a matter of appearance, I really don't care.  It's not a matter of cost (especially with elastomerics), I can afford it.

It's a matter of the what-ifs.

*What if I screwed up the fit test?*

*What if I forgot something with the seal check?*

*What if my infectious dose is so low that my N95 can't hold it at bay?*

*What if some jerk deliberately coughs at me?* (not unlikely to happen in this area)

How you get past the fact that entire world is trying to give you a deadly, crippling disease and a single mistake, imperfection, or misunderstanding could ruin your life?


Title: Riddled with perps who gangstalk me as a means to use me as a money mule. Will I ever receive tangible access to my fortune?
Text:I've been a TI for more then 10 years now. And it's been an exhausting yet mind opening experience. I'm gangstalked as gangs use me as a money mule; and have done so for many years. They keep claiming I have health problems I don't have and use this as an excuse to drug me with OTC medications and prescriptions I don't want, and most importantly don't even need! I am perfectly healthy 31 year old man. However my perps don't want this truth to be exposed as they will not be able to access my fortune. They claim they need the money and I need to be put under COMPLETE control. Well go figure, they get to spend millions of my money and keep me under complete control so they never go to prison for their crimes. Of course they're going to claim they need the money. The reality is, I do too! I deserve to enjoy it! They will even play mind games with me and force me to try to find employment even tho I already manage very profitable businesses with my AI system and BCI. It's just that all of the money I earn is in a trust fund / savings account that it seems near impossible for me to tangibly access and enjoy. My perps want to enjoy it tho!

They state these claims that I need to be under


Title: I danced naked on the beach while the sun was setting and it woke up the wild inside
Text:So we have this naked beach that I've always felt weird going to. Not sure what got into me yesterday, but I think I just lost the last fuck from my pocket.

I drove to the beach on my moped, got naked and listened to Outcast in my headphones. As the sun went down, I just started to dance and wet my feet and bounce my boobs and feel the sun on my skin. MY GOD. It was EVERYTHING. Like that moment I realized that nature has given us everything to feel good and free. I really havent felt this alive in very long time.

This morning I woke up planning to buy a van and save money to build/buy a houseboat. I was not born to stress if some dingleberry is going to raise my rent and manager will be manipulative asshole because he havent felt alive for very long time. Or to be stuck indoors for 40hours week, like who came up with this shit?

I just want to exist, feel free, create art, collect lizzards and dance naked by the water. It's funny how growing up these people seem "eccentric", but those are really the people who didnt want to give up on living.


Title: A scaly snack
Text:Just to be clear, the lizard mentioned in this post is made of TPR and is not an actual lizard.

I spotted a little red rubber lizard near the hoard. I had intended to snap him up and swallow him down to protect the hoard since my belly was empty of any treasure, but I lay down for a moment and sleep took me over and he escaped his gurgling fate.

The next morning I spotted the rubber lizard again and this time he was lying on top of the hoard. I wanted to protect the treasure so quickly caught him and gulped him down, he went down surprisingly easily and soon he had a front row seat to draconic digestion.

I could feel my stomach working him over every now and then trying to digest him, he shouldn’t have gotten near the hoard if he didn’t want to get eaten.

The next day the lizard wanted out whether I wanted it or not. It felt odd coming out but not unpleasant, it also made it out completely clean somehow. One trip through me obviously didn’t teach it enough of a lesson about staying away from the hoard.

Of course any advice, guidance, reassurances, warnings, suggestions, or questions are more than welcome.


Title: Russia makes first public ceasefire proposal to Ukraine.
Text:“Ukrainian troops should be completely withdrawn from Donetsk and Lugansk People's Republics, Kherson and Zaporozhye regions … and also officially will notify about the rejection of plans to join NATO on our part immediately, literally the same minute, an order will be given to cease fire and start negotiations.”


Title: Does anyone else like seeing the blood come out?
Text:Okay so I sh to feel some sort of relief or I just do it to stop the urge but idk I've noticed that recently, when I start I keep going because I like seeing the blood come out. It's not some kinky stuff or anything like that but seeing the blood kind of calms me down as well which is bad because then I just keep doing it to see the blood. Does anyone else feel this way or knows why I feel like that?


Title: Got my first tattoo and it's witchy
Text:I have always loved foxes, they often bring me signs. I left interpretation open for the artist and she picked the moon, sage and amethyst to jazz it up. I'm absolutely obsessed with it and I already want a matching black cat on my other forearm with the sun and tigers eye


Title: My friend is so damn stupid
Text:Two: self harm and suicide

Okay, this is something that may sound weird or it may make me sound like an asshole who doesn't validates her own friend's pain, but I'm so tired of this, so, I'm homeschooled and the only way I can meet people of my age is by being neighbors or something, so this girl, let's call her "mayo", used to be my neighbor, we got REALLY close and I love her so much cause she's sweet and stuff, but she's a normal girl, like, without traumatic events on her life, white, with everything anyone would want, also the fact she's 13, so, she has been always been acknowledged for me and all her social group as a hell of an attention seeker, before she met me, she was a catholic, hetero, cisgender white girl, but (I know it's lowkey my fault for showing her that kind of stuff, but we were like 11) when I met her I showed her that there was more in life, she used to act so homophobic so I showed her lgbtq people exist and everything, so since that day she haven't stopped being such a pain in the ass, like, she always gotta be saying she's pansexual and a trans guy, like, EVERYTIME, and I'm not transphobic or smlt, but like,shed talks about it all the time as if it was so


Title: Need to stop asap, shit is hooking me quick
Text:I need to stop smoking asap but I’m finding it difficult because almost everyone in my neighborhood does the shit. For the longest time I could have gone with or without and not cared. But I have been smoking every day for the last two weeks and can’t seem to stop. When I’m ready to quit someone calls me up and I just can’t seem to tell them no.

This shit ruined the life of someone I care about. I don’t want to be next in line. I have an addictive personality and a shitload of trauma, I wish I’d never tried this.


Title: Was Michael Jackson really a pedo or was it all a setup?
Text:Short story and a question....

I met Michael once when I worked at HMV on Oxford Street, London in the early 2000's.

He was, without a doubt, the most polite and conscientious "celebrity" I've evet met. In fact, he was probably one of the most polite and conscientious people I've ever met fullstop. I wouldn't say he was "down to earth" as he lived on his own planet, but he was definitely a people person. He went around shaking the hands of all staff members and spent a few minutes talking to everyone. And I mean everyone.

I can't remember if he was there to promote something or whether he was just on a shopping spree, but we closed the store for a few hours and let him go around and take what he liked.

He was like a kid in a toy shop. "Oooh I love this movie! Oooh I love this album!" as he went around the store with the biggest smile on his face passing things to his assistants.

Anyway, after a few hours when it was time to leave, we were given a brief by his security. A large crowd had gathered outside the front doors and we were to help hold the crowd back while his security team bundled him into a waiting car.

So we flung open the doors to the cries of "MICHAAELL" from h


Title: Parent wont speak to me since I started masking in the house
Text:I currently live at home with both parents. I am working to save up and move.

Both of my parents deny that covid is an issue and refuse to take precautions. I have given up on asking them to.

I no longer eat or drink in common areas and am always masked unless I’m in my room.

My relationship with my parents has never been great because of unresolved intergenerational trauma. However, me masking has definitely made it worse. Since I started, my dad completely ignores me when I try to talk to him. He is constantly slamming everything he can slam- doors, cabinets, drawers. I’ve stopped responding to him because he refuses to speak in a normal voice, he only yells angrily.

Even opening the windows for ventilation will send him into a fit of rage.

He is a poor communicator, so he hasn’t said anything about the mask but it’s obvious that that’s what this is about. His rage is palpable whenever he is in the house. He’s always stomping around. It really is a nightmare to live with. The only thing I can do is continue saving but it’s hard. I barely make any money and I have chronic pain. I just need words of support.

My disabilities (fibromyalgia, dysautonomia) (acquired from long c


Title: Self-harming seems so dramatic in most of what it’s portrayed in, but a lot of times for me it’s not all that dramatic
Text:Whenever I picture self-harm or whenever I’ve seen it portrayed in movies or tv shows or whatever, I always see it as someone screaming and crying while they’re self-harming, a very dramatic thing. It’s almost never that way for me. A lot of times I’m not crying or I just stopped crying when I’m doing it.

Don’t get me wrong, I’m sure it can be very dramatic sometimes for other people, but I’m usually not screaming or crying or anything, I guess just focusing on the pain and the blood or whatever


Title: Invent a soundless lighter why don’t ya
Text:What’s up gang , For the good of all humanity somone please invent a morherfucking soundlesss lighter please god almighty I know you guys got hella energy so put it to good use for the good of humanity by inventing a damn soundless lighter. Just think of it. A lighter that won’t alert anyone to your useage of fire or anything pertaining to fire. No clicks no wheels none of that goddawful nonsense. lol


Title: Am i going crazy…what will happen???
Text:I just saw someone’s post ab the cdc hispac voting against using n95’s even in the hospital. What is happening?? Im fr like will the u.s collapse within a decade? Ik fascism is here already but logically..WHAT IS HAPPENING?? Are they purposefully tryna k*** us??? Can someone just tell me. I feel like ik the answer but it just seems absolutely insane what is happening. So i truly wanna know what is happening


Title: Anybody have the relevant snowden leaks mentioned here?
Text:[https://www.lawfaremedia.org/article/exclusive-nsa-program-can-target-thoughts-millions-targets-thousands-americans](https://www.lawfaremedia.org/article/exclusive-nsa-program-can-target-thoughts-millions-targets-thousands-americans)

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Title: Introducing: Antilugeism
Text:Antilugeism (from anti- prefix, "against" and Latin lugeo, "I mourn") is a philosophical belief that mourning people's death is immoral. This does not only mean that you shouldn't mourn over people's death but also, you shouldn't make people mourn over your death. Therefore, antilugeism believes that making friends, and especially becoming famous is immoral because it increases the number of people who will mourn your death.

Note: I'm not saying that you should be a bad person so nobody will mourn your death because why reducing mourning by making another one? :)


Title: in a large ontario hospital where cases are high, i didn’t see a single mask worn by staff
Text:i didnt see any kn95s or n95s. only a few elderly patients wearing surgicals. it’s so disheartening to see. i can’t believe how uninformed and careless nurses and doctors are being, they should be the ones to know and care. people think doctors and nurses know the best and we should be following their lead, but they are humans that are as flawed and as susceptible to propaganda as we are.

it really bothers me that it seems like no one is able to think for themselves to make their own informed decisions about protecting themselves and others. we’ve been conditioned to prioritize individualism but it doesn’t take away people’s responsibility to look after their fellow humans. incredibly disappointing


Title: Curious how many people here would consider themselves a "functional user"
Text:By "functional user" I mean you're able to maintain relationships and jobs, you're able to keep it secret, and it doesn't negatively impact your life

I consider myself a functional meth addict, I carry on 3 jobs and all my interpersonal relationships just fine and nobody can even tell when I've been smoking. Tbh it barely gets me high anymore, just keeps me active and focused.

Curious if there's more like me out there