| Scenario,Category
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| Help. Help me. dunno I
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| I
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| Always feel like I
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| "diet becomes fucked get depressed.. can't control grocery store I'm feeling down. Chips, cookies, soda, cake, name It. Anyone else stress eater?",Depression
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| "arsed school. Can't study homework.. family bad way right I'm bad way, mentally. can't care school anymore. Feels hopeless",OCD
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| "parents wont allow sick medical assistance think depression bs. Title. I'm 16, got money. do?",Others
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| "called sick work today. first time couple months feeling Shitty called jobs today. feeling burnt out, slept lot, read quite bit finally managed shower day complete waste",Depression
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| "Lost job, reason live. career over, personal relationships barely existent, friends live far away. absolutely reason live, job prospects, way afford treatment. killing soon unless miracle happens.",PTSD
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| "wanna jump elevated place. wanna kill myself, like really really would like jump elevated place, die do? drugs? fall somewhere far ground(like 4meters jump)? know, i'd like die gr8 life (I different lives two different countries, want kill one)",PTSD
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| Wrong diagnosis-ADHD vs Bipolar Depression. past 5 years I
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| long going go for?. wish fucking knew. Fuck everyone else.,OCD
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| Depression. non med depression ?,Depression
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| It’s terrible alone crisis. wanted express this.,OCD
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| honestly world me.. nothing thats feel like living make people happy like cause feel sorry cause actually like jesus live sorry life.,OCD
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| fuck depressed. even remember feel empty Like I
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| "world really pretty.. Pity, anymore cherish it.",Others
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| kids selfish yet selfless thing person do.. wish never existed.,Others
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| death make people sad?. relief hell known life,PTSD
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| anyone listen. I
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| "everything challenge. Tying shoes..eating..pulling shirt head, even walking. Everything hard like climbing mountain. give see world differently",OCD
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| wanna go back psych unit third time.. feel like I
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| Feeling really hopeless right now.. anyone offer positivity good vibes right now?,Depression
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| Nothing works. took one pill worked. pill I
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| I’m okay sudden. fucking depressed thinking suicide every single day fine? month two since feeling suicidal nowhere feel ok. What. The. Fuck.,Depression
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| I
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| ".. always good news followed shit night, followed sitting 2am wanting kill myself? life difficult? impossible fucking happy shit fucking life? What's point anymore?",OCD
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| "anyone else sleep early escape thoughts get night?. always see people say depression causes stay awake night become lethargic day 10pm, become increasingly paranoid depressed force sleep. want know anyone same...",OCD
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| get $100 quickly easily?. want buy weed. course one depressed like needs drugs. im serious want weed smoke 24/7 help depression.,Depression
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| Since hate world unfair dont become humanitarians. :) even though bad outweighs good least helping others :):),Others
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| changes. see changes wake morning ask life worth living blast,Others
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| "problems insignificant. get bullied. bully myself. get beat up. beat myself. family best, worst. things look forward to, even provide minuscule amount happiness. people worse. whine. insignificant.",OCD
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| "thing getting 'lit' weekend fall scented candles.. lonely. I'm summer vacation lay bed day, browse random shit online. wish could fun things, Nope, even get life.",Depression
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| cares exist?. today sad day. one days guess. i
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| 20th birthday yesterday. emotions towards it.,Others
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| "18th birthday, everyone congratulating honest I'm surprised I've made far.. Everyone wonders want life idea. reason idea think I'd still alive today. thought would ended now. Happy birthday",Others
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| "I'm contemplating suicide via ruining life.. can't quickly, I'll slowly. I'm rush. mean fuck it. I'm going miserable whether I'm working dream job cashier McDonald's. What's point taking something someone else gonna enjoy more?",OCD
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| emotional trauma/neglect re-traumatized top depression. can
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| Fuck it. girl broke im done. well. clean months now... want die get with.,OCD
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| Everyday ask killed myself.. day passes less reasons.,PTSD
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| finished 6 hour motorcycle ride two states.. get hit?,PTSD
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| good even worth it?. idek anymore. much bad...,OCD
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| People said try finding goal. goals. can
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| become comfortably numb. afraid becoming,OCD
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| feel alone. hurts much,Depression
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| can
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| think God laughed day put Earth.. Depression cruelest punishment all.,Depression
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| Anyone feel homesickness home. know sounds strange think that
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| Stress fasting?. folk get it? gets rough pretty much eat 4-7 days,Others
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| Anyone else hard time time year? Looking help.. 2 kids hard time getting Christmas spirit. darkness makes tired time feel like anything going bed.,Others
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| Anyone else feel incapable happy?. matter good things can
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| cried reason public place. first time really cried crowded place.,Social Anxiety Disorder
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| "im lowest point life. keep failing everything do, reason live. Please help cant anymore. become big me, idea hope do. Please, help.",Depression
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| Got back therapist.. useless... questioned dont work dont meaning life... useless visit useless person.. well guess time stop this..,Others
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| "ever stared blankly car's headlights speeds towards you, wishing would would hit kill instantaneously?. close eyes accepting promised bliss death... car stops. slowly sink bank reality open eyes walk on.",OCD
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| Wish parents would die could commit suicide. want alive.,OCD
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| "dog ran away today.. fault, left gate wide open. feel like shit.",PTSD
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| miss mum. I
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| "Maybe I'm depressed. Maybe like living.. mean, seem depressive symptoms except generally dissatisfied life suicidal. None drugs worked. None shrinks helped. Maybe living really shitty, boring thing aggregate.",Depression
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| "Anyone else nothing worth living for?. friends, job prospects, romantic success look forward to. Makes life look like utterly pointless waste time. Anyone else struggling this?",Depression
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| "Anyone take mental health days work?. use vacation, PTO, sick, FMLA?",Others
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| "Depression shower thought. Common saying suicide selfish, lot non-suicidal people understand people suicidal know people around better lives know alive selfish.",OCD
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| "Sometimes wonder even try. I've never really overcome depression, always comes back worse before. worst I've ever had; can't go 5 minutes without thinking suicide.",Depression
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| "Freshmen 3, 1/2 years. even blame depression , dumb. community college three years academic probation university, second semester twelve credits name. trying , really hard hopeless. day parents told made room future degree , next siblings degrees! twenty-two years old going twenty-three. know do.",Others
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| silly blue hit ruin everything built mentally point.. especially ACT. fuck me.,OCD
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| It’s like I’m driving driving wheel. wishing car hit wall,OCD
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| Entire reason existing explained one word.. Work. . . That
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| "Getting situation choice.. Paraphrasing former friend used say. Splendid, felt enlightened could cry tears joy.",Others
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| "Today birthday. happy shit, I'm empty. happen you, happy empty? sucks. Want shit end",OCD
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| Idk. 5 everything hitting,OCD
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| I
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| Anyone else feel normal late night?. find depressed mostly morning-evening. However feel content relaxed late night,Others
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| "Feeling dead inside. last 1-2 weeks feeling nothing inside, like people, dont know do. Thoughts middle night well, might die, dont live for. Literally void nothing, black space.",OCD
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| "Feel like I'm forgetting enjoyment is. Time partner feel fulfilling, like did. Even zoo job feels routine; much there, today, feel dull it. hate this; deserve numbness, grateful life. Depression, thieving fucker..",Depression
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| 20
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| Feel lonely hopeless... mind even clear enough articulate thoughts write clearly. feel lonely want die.,Depression
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| "Lonely crowd. I'm hanging party 75 drinking, feel completely alone.",Depression
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| Cut sheer boredom. know happens stop.,OCD
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| "Despite medication, depression coming back. worked well, thought finally feel normal well nice 2 months im feeling like shit side effects well 1 month ill see psychiatrist lets see survive till",Depression
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| "Anxiety/panic attacks. guys deal anxiety/panic attacks? used lot could discrease never really stop. they're back like, almost daily basis really know handle all.",Generalized Anxiety Disorder
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| "Wish cancer. family helping me, instead judging",Others
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| "Depressed.... I've faced biggest betrayal ever, depressed shit. thoughts?",PTSD
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| Can
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| Living past .... present..,PTSD
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| Anyone else use smart years idol became stupid. Happened me. Awful. Think constantly disengaging,Others
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| "Feeling look dental bill.... ...and could scream agony, realizing one blame abusing neglecting teeth, including expensive previous dental work that's gone hell. Depression carries heavy lessons.",Depression
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| Really want depression go away.. part even though keeps anything also makes me. Suicidal thoughts large part personality.,Depression
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| Promise kill myself. Don’t think keep it.. therapist made promise kill can’t keep suffering,OCD
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| Sister depressed help? Sister 4 years older me. Depressed least 4 weeks maybe longer. Live city. Based personal experience kinds things like hear loved one? Makes feel better?,Depression
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| "Depression addiction. Suffering depression 13. 19. Friends. Die right now, one notice. Addicted heroin cocaine methadone. Need help may die.",Depression
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| "Talking people help. Matter much vent, nothing actually helps still feel same.",OCD
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| Hate going sleep knowing I’ll wake morning.. wish end already.,OCD
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| Depression endless fucking cycle. Depressed stupid shit. Make life worse. Get depressed. Cycle continues,Depression
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| Holy hell can’t sleep?! Started taking Zoloft days ago since fucking fall asleep. I’m idiot know side effect shit annoying. School morning,OCD
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| "Call someone,. Solution hands, ready use instantaneously, yet chooses continue whining life?",OCD
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| Happiness hard come by.. Know happy... seems like there
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| "Want partner even friends want freedom kill myself, least number people affected.. Way, parents siblings saddened.",PTSD
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| Become Introvert?. May sound weird think extroverts suck becoming Introvert may help depression anxiety worst think BPD. Can someone give guide become Introvert. Thanks,Others
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| Trust curious little thing.... Take granted... eventually realize: concept actually exists.,Others
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| Failed suicide attempt. Tried hang saved mom. :(,PTSD
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| Feel like drunk person I’d without depression. Drunk mean drunk Xanax,Depression
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| want die. fucking hate miserable existence. I
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| people deal deprrssion. got depression recently. Iv4 never before. days wanna end life days happy. people overcome,Depression
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| anyone else hard time getting motivated exercise?. find exercise almost unbearable w/ depression.,Depression
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| abstaining masturbation cures depression?. least people?,Depression
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| I
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| Sometimes know something make depression worse can
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| can
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| Sometimes difficult ask help. worse people willing help.,Others
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| "Life unbearable, do?. I'm stuck prison. know.",PTSD
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| normal depressed ? something else wrong you. think depression excuse something else ? think I
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| want anymore.. Currently debating whether end it. Im lonely lost.,Others
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| "Anyone tried ketamine infusions depression?. Considering trying treatment depression, anyone already tried it?",Depression
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| wish could drunk 24/7. hate life. Nothing enjoyable anymore sober.,PTSD
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| "spent today either staring blankly computer screen phone. hurt anything today, really.",OCD
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| want tear skin become new person. feel like I
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| Anyone else hate social media stories?. Also lives bc show people fun together time sitting alone dark room wishing born. Also see lots things invited that
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| find drugs sex boring hell. wtf even look forward to?,OCD
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| "saw photo year ago. I... can't believe much anxiety, stress, sadness aged face. look like different person. happen? happened too?",PTSD
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| know whether .... depressed anything anything depressed ?,OCD
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| 2017 worst year. Without better future sight either :)),PTSD
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| Anyone else occasionally go car bathroom work cry?. Sometimes keep together whole work day,OCD
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| "swear one person tells me: one life, time waste worrying, entire future ahead kick him/her crotch.. tired tired soul-sucking routine engraved DNA",OCD
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| Hey!. life treating today?,Others
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| Another twelve hour graveyard shift. forgot take meds.. gonna long night </3,OCD
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| "There's someone everybody. problem is, I'm nobody.",OCD
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| First step... hardest step.. enjoying 6years depression dark stuff sick brain... I
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| Hey guys. exam half year left . understand absolutely nothing. feel like fix . do? Maybe kill myself? how? Also many many problems.... ah. Depression.. help?,Depression
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| "Bank account likely hit 0...another job interview I'm primary candidate. Still unsure future... I'm plenty sick living woth family, yet there's much it.",OCD
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| still count exercise go back sleep after?. like...i wake early run little bit go back sleep rest day. feel like accomplish anything makes feel worse. wonder maybe helping sometimes.,OCD
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| "feel like shit.. really know why. Everything's overwhelming sudden. feeling great past month, back. something wrong? know why.",Depression
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| Lost thought.... feel like living pointless?,OCD
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| Please help me. ex fiance told he
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| Medication works?. dealing depression long time tried medications results. wondering medications worked people could look cost / side affects. Thanks advance.,Depression
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| "want end without affecting parents. nothing going well. ruminations past situations getting worse one understanding painful, point two people got fed made feel worse. want kill badly.",PTSD
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| "32m never girlfriend. sucks I've tried hard find someone, even online dating, feel like I'm going single forever. sure give keep trying",Depression
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| "Cutting. I'm sure broke streak 8 months cutting feel different, pain. know whats wrong me. Help?",OCD
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| "anyone actually ever go high school reunions?. imagine anything worse, even hell itself.",PTSD
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| Vodka malt liquor working anymore.. need lots vodka tomorrow.,Others
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| cat got shot plumb dead now. would loved never born face many things like scared dying world unfair,PTSD
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| wake want day already.. Like nothing look forward to.,OCD
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| "dont know im living anymore. there's nothing i'm truly looking forward actually achievable. there's nothing dread anxiety future, far- near-. god damnit. dont know im alive.",OCD
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| motivation sperm. big marathon billions lol.,Others
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| "made first 40 hour work week without calling in, leaving early coming late almost year.. know did.",Others
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| wish dead.. nearly 12 midnight. anyone cares?,OCD
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| "“Remove negative people life.”. always see little tidbit articles overcome depression. Bitch, negative person life. problem, am. want friends with/date cold stone like either. remove life then??",OCD
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| Eating food tastes bland. can
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| "can't one fantasize, right?. spending fair amount time fantasizing stuff lately. tons stuff really like falling sleep so. anyone else this?",OCD
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| "Nobody really cares depression. It’s even considered illness people’s minds. get support cold depression, even thought 1,000,000 people die year,. Title says really. people care depression. minds, something snap up, understand existential loneliness emptiness comes it, waking moment. feel disconnected everything.",Depression
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| "wow, yelled negative sure makes feel better!. definitely make feel worse anything. yelling depressed person definitely correct choice, instead supportive.",Others
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| "anyone success Mirtazapine (Remeron)?. I've tried Zoloft, Prozac, Citalopram Venlafaxine (Effexor).",Others
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| want already. would whole lot easier shit,Others
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| "go dream school.... depressed ass even care much. really want thrilled people keep saying congratulations feel nothing. Edit: can't even spell title right. Got, go",Depression
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| spirit broken.. can
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| "never anybody's favorite.. always backup, good friend. Someone else always picked me. never somebody's best friend, never be. hurts, much.",OCD
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| "anyone else find sunday hardest day week?. find lowest sunday. probably things do, places I'm expected be. sunday unbearable. anyone else?",OCD
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| anyone quit job short period time?. I
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| Depressed IDK why. anyone else ever get Depressed Idea why. I
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| feel like love yourself?. geniune question. curious I
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| Feeling pointless. life feeling pointless meaningless. kids almost grown they
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| im depressed. someone lift bit?,Depression
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| "even consider family family anymore?. tried hanging 2 weeks back, parents stood watched. failed, hook attached rope onto ceiling detached fell. parents laughed went sleep minutes later, stayed awake entire night. even consider family anymore?",OCD
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| brain leaking.. anyone dreamt night small task needs done matter trivial might be. I
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| "Die... tired, things getting way hard days. dont want commit suicide, now. hope die sleep.",OCD
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| know depression?. point someone know? diagnose myself?,Depression
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| woke puddle piss.. lay inflatable mattress cloths cover absorbed everything. top shaking soaked. shit like happen me? thought things okay stupid shit like happens. Fml.,PTSD
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| "friend died. friend mine died. feel anything, there's something wrong me. sadder no, nothing, nada.",PTSD
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| Every single day get closer eventual suicide.. Every single day gets worse.,OCD
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| ever look back past years life realize slowly falling apart?. makes nauseous. feel disgusted myself.,OCD
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| im really tired. every day much.,Depression
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| got courage ring Samaritans. number website work. Go figure.,Others
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| cannot sleep!. Please can
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| Invisible. Went tonight friends. Went completely unnoticed again. Almost got scrap affliction wearing jock fag. Uneventful night otherwise always. even bother.,Social Anxiety Disorder
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| "Ever thought good, stable place one thing tips fall back harrowing pit despair easily question whether made progress ?. want know understand normal brain chemistry once.",OCD
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| Anyone ever want disassociate emotions?. Emotions kinda suck. Maybe robot better?,Others
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| attempt?. using school id make noose tie around neck suicide attempt?,OCD
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| give diagnosis?. Hey! see psychologist next week 4th time I
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| POEM:Hollow. ***EMPTY*** *rooms and* ***EMPTY*** ***SOULS*** ***FORGOTTEN*** *places and* ***HEART*** *shaped holes* ***DEPRESSION*** *comes days of* ***STRUGGLE*** *and often times a* ***BLOODY PUDDLE*** UP\-VOTES CURE DEPRESSION,Depression
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| "I'm terrified seek help. know need help. Now. I'm terrified, especially bf think. know realistically massive worry. even know begin",OCD
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| School stressing fuck out. Makes everything feel pointless,Depression
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| friends started hang without straight ditched me. Know,Others
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| hate numb can
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| "take anti-depressants? understand. Why? do, yourself. want myself. want drugged-up person really me.",Depression
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| "can't cry anymore. cried two years, think anything anymore.",OCD
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| "depression?. feel empty inside sometimes. There's nothing there. thoughts, emotions, nothing. I'm hollow.",Depression
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| friends abandon forgot like bottle everything. go back sucking holding everything anybody turn hurts much. Especially used somebody caring me. That
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| Books read help anxiety. Hi everyone. difficult time life right would like start reading uplifting books get mind thoughts.. book recommendations?,Others
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| First thought every time wake up. kill today. good sign.,OCD
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| I
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| "first time month two brushed teeth washed face.. Everything seems difficult deal with, least could get simple tasks again.",OCD
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| "give up. I’ve accepted fact depression anxiety never gone me. live shit rest pathetic life.. matter good thing comes life, things always manage ruin it.",Depression
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| think much confirms I
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| woman love getting married 2 weeks. I
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| last time.... Someone gave hug?,PTSD
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| What
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| could easily right now. seems easy me. Nobody cares now. soon.,OCD
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| non depressed people really think suicide?. Even concidered depressed still thought quite often. blows mind people say never thought suicide. feel like everyone least thought right?,OCD
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| help please. say someone says everything wrong,OCD
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| Another great start week. found practical today thought next week. Guess I
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| want drive away city start again.... car.,PTSD
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| things ever start looking up. I
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| Oh ya. Fuck living!!!!! Wish dead!!!!!! fucking hate life,OCD
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| "I'm touch starved physically cannot fall asleep unless two pillows either side me.. One hugging, one warmth. genuinely look forward going bed. mornings wake earlier usual indulge daydreams feeling completely safe calm favourite.",OCD
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| "hate when.... ... feel guilty living life burden everyone, decide commit suicide. can't feel guilty making others around devastated death.",PTSD
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| Wish bday!. severely depressed since last weeks thought bday would awful. actually turning great. actually happy bday ! :),Depression
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| help. Somebody fucking kill me. There
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| "Lonely. feel alone. going awhile now. people around time, like I'm invisible. want end. Loneliness really hurts. gotten really bad point. may well gone.",Depression
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| "love lying customers. you? Good, Thank you!",Others
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| "can’t get up. bed awake. need go work, move. feel awful it, need get up. took yesterday off, take today",OCD
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| somebody tell it
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| im fucked. im fucked.my whole life fucked,Depression
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| Why?. question often ask myself...Why? Whats wrong me?,OCD
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| one ?. anyone going school work?,Others
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| "cope well Bipolar Disorder so, it?. don't, not?",Others
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| "melancholic. I'm depressed. I've depressed years ago know like - mindset beat up, felt shitty everything did, thought constantly suicide, weird emotions close friends/family pushed out..... i'm anymore. depression. now...i'm happy. nothing makes happy. mean i'm sad, beat up, i'm suicidal. confidence yet also find joy life, that's right now. know what's worse. least sort knew get mindset....",Depression
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| I
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| "get horrible comedown fun days socializing. good times friends, get home feel exceptionally lonely empty.. Maybe introvert draining affect? dunno. stinks depression smacks face feeling ok even good.",Depression
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| "anyone ever feel like this?. feel sad, know sad about?",Depression
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| Anyone else want funeral services?. gives anxiety thinking it.,Social Anxiety Disorder
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| wish depressed friend.. would help me.,Depression
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| people call going bed depressed. call going bed,Others
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| "anyone else feel like alone actually helps depression?. strange seems like I'm away people whatever without anyone criticising me, also enjoy silence.",Depression
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| :(. feel like longer emotions.,Depression
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| "Can't move. want expose outside world right now. always ask do. Right now, I'm much. feel extremely heavy. can't move want die.",OCD
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| able make myself. accomplishments. got nothing look forward,OCD
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| "motivation, obligation.. motto current life.",Others
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| anyone help im pain. Im chronic pain ready kill,PTSD
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| Tomorrow turn 22 years old today woke suicidal thoughts.. I
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| "Thoughts drinking.. Makes feel better, calmer, depressed",Depression
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| "alone I'm depressed, depressed I'm alone?. long, remember anymore..",Depression
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| Aaaaaaand..... ... im crying school :),Depression
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| graduate students depression?. feel alone here. slowly killing me. feel alone. Everybody program shit going them. made zero friends far. Anybody???,Depression
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| getting ghosted. started getting ghosted another person.,Social Anxiety Disorder
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| "strategies staying functional enough complete schoolwork, etc?. Due feeling like garbage, losing memory/attention, anxiety, trouble work school. Actually, I'm probably lazy piece trash, problem still stands. top things: manage all?",Others
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| Float tanks?. anybody luck using float tanks depression/anxiety?,Others
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| "ever feel like running away?. ever feel like running away somewhere far away, move another city country, changing whole identity, exploring new things, finding new opportunities meeting new people. leave life behind start new one.",PTSD
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| "trust cat trust humans. Actually no, dont trust humans all.. Im done used lied to.",PTSD
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| anyone else feel much better staying room long possible?. wanna sleep life responsibilities let me. god miss able stay home days end without anyone anything else bugging,OCD
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| "got upset first time since got ill depression, cut.. another cry proud myself.",Depression
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| "Self-doubt. Sometimes wonder whether I'm going teenage phase. Even though I've diagnosed depression, part wonders whether I'm lying insisting wallowing misery. needed get chest.",OCD
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| "don’t think people love me. love versions spun them, versions construed minds. easy versions me, easy parts love.. one ever love",OCD
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| "need drink. know help, know makes things worse, need hour two away stupid little things keep snowballing stupid big things.",OCD
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| want stop existing. feeling never goes away,OCD
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| ��. wish could drop charade happiness. feelings even mine anymore. worry putting stress loved ones. I
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| feel lonely. That
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| "need support!. feeling well all. stuck place want in, get mandatory. feel anxious depressed, know drill. asking comment maybe hug. need something distract with, music help, really bad.",OCD
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| depression. Deal,Depression
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| weirdo become normie ?. need help -,Others
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| Depression. Contemplating wether run away never see family commit suicide…,Depression
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| birthday 15 days.. never felt unexcited & Apathetic birthday entire life. Happy early birthday me..,Others
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| anyone experience Citalopram?. put due depression getting worse. wondering anyone put experiences it? find helped you?,Depression
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| "anyone feel like problems insignificant compared others, yet still seem like heavy burden?. example, compared lives people endure, life hard. However, problems still feel like weights mind.",OCD
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| "anyone else ever gone hell, met person dreams, person they're meant spend rest life with, fuck forever felt good true constantly started fights make feel like dream?. Fuck man, hate much now. hate heart. hate brain. hate consciousness. subconscious fuckin warned wake fuck stop ruining things. listen.",OCD
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| "birthday today, dread every year. feel like friends slowly forgetting caring anymore..",OCD
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| "Every day think; can't get worse. without fail, next day proves wrong.",OCD
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| "anyone else hate socialization?. enjoy social contact try avoid can. never enjoy hanging friends. anyone else this? depression, bipolar, social anxiety? could something else?",Social Anxiety Disorder
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| ever feel bad reason. mood go okay wow worthless piece shit deserve love see people shit together 27 working restaurant wallow self pity seem change,OCD
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| honestly need answer.. dumps stuck head revolving negative thoughts again? Literally 1 thing helped past. Please.,OCD
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| shouldn’t allowed close people emotionally. hurt hurt fault hates irreparable hate shoudnt allowed get close hurt others bring pain,PTSD
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| Bamboo. bought bamboo plant local chinese store years ago first started feeling depressed. day still alive. wanted tell people feel proud keep something alive myself.,Others
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| "everyone think hate them?. recently hanging girl said thought hated last year, hit kinda hard, I'm extremely quiet wish could know everyone's opinion me.",OCD
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| "want dog.... even really take care myself, makes think could take care another being. probably end somehow fucking hating",Others
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| Fuck fuck fuck.. Can
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| head exploding.. this.How cope life?,PTSD
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| "forgot love is. long. Years. thought supposed emptiness, feel pain. life worth living. I'm tired",Depression
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| wish mattered.. might well gone,Others
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| skin pickers?. terrible way try cope.,OCD
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| smoke weed eat lot. feel trapped lonely FUCK!!,Others
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| "good depression podcasts online chats?. Went walk today kept walking two hours. Would like listen something it. Also looking good rooms. 7 cups tea type things, went member based shit.",Depression
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| want single person world would care me. want feel loved.. much ask for?,Others
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| "can't tell people they'll blame new medicine... Journal helps, can't stop thinking stuff.. Also uncle recently diagnosed cancer I'm sure react. parents acting like going fine, make sound serious describing grandpa cancer I'm scared.",OCD
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| happen tell psychologist self harm?. First I
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| dont want risk staying alive staying forever one possibilities. dont want alone rest life dont want fuck people,OCD
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| "effects depression meds. Hey everyone, I've meds (cymbalta) 6 months life completely turned around since then. broke ex 5 years fell deep depression contemplating suicide. Went meds life turned around completely. thing would like say can't feel excited, feelings love connecting someone. Could meds also? Like get take away lows I'm wondering take away highs also.",Depression
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| want disappear. sick everything. hate life. literally fuck everything up. anything worth living for. done. sad. Nothing matters anymore. Nothing makes happy. failure. want go away. done. Life me.,OCD
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| Lack sleep. time change affect anyone else
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| quite interesting feeling starving day. guess dinner tonight taste even better :D,Others
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| parents getting gun home defense trust myself. heart tell feel I
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| "Living feels like hell. want die. want stop hurting. hurts go it. reason sad, either.",Depression
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| alone.. Starting feel like inevitable. trust alone. Minneapolis.,Others
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| "What's point?. need reason go struggle every day. Right feel like I'm that's done thing (living), actual reason to. sucks. Takes meaningfulness joyful things. I've got job got house got partner friends. what's for? staying alive task? continue it?",Others
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| one person would call me.... one person would call might feel little bit better change mind,OCD
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| know virgin rest life cute girl never love do?. hope get leave world soon,Others
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| Fuck everything. Fuck fuck life fuck world fuck everything,OCD
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| there
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| hell doing. I
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| I
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| "every action equal opposite reaction: effort put finding job want, body want, social life want, hurdles resistance encounter, essentially countering actions + leaving burned nothin show 10ish yrs trying. walking ocean waves keep pushing back shore. needed express somewhere.",OCD
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| therapist: don’t drink drugs next week: drank got high. Love daily dose self-sabotage,OCD
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| "people actually commit suicide others spend lives thinking it?. Maybe true, i'm trying understand.",OCD
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| one cares me. hate anyone I
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| feel awkward hang alone?. people throw shade you?,Social Anxiety Disorder
|
| "keep busy try hard make people happy.. know second stop long brain realise I'm really happy. I'm exhausted time, never stop I'll never able start moving again.",OCD
|
| "tell parents I'm failure?. Failed classes uni, got temporarily dropped cause I'm scared tell them..",Social Anxiety Disorder
|
| "Anyone else written bucket list?. I've written mine, lot might well try it. finish kill free. That'd nice. might give too. Idk... wish things different",Others
|
| hate world hate work I’m unable sustain myself. I’m awkward boring weird everyone treats like shit tried fix 18 years result it’s staying. I’m really tempted killing thing. alternatives?. asking it.,OCD
|
| keep pushing people away. stop bottle emotions therapist know things dont want anyone else know feel anymore stop,OCD
|
| "dont know do. So, im kill im really afraid boyfriend react it. dont want make upset option right now, 16 changes anything.",OCD
|
| I
|
| Life way long.. wish would end already.,OCD
|
| "I'm tired. That's feel, physically mentally too. Like dim screen phone battery left. want rest, lately makes worse. feel bad?",Depression
|
| Im stuck. Anyone else like this?. anti social friends bad many things ruining things touch them. dont even wanna try Ill know ill fuck up. even bother,OCD
|
| OK average?. hate average everything fuels depression!,Depression
|
| "Fluoxetine giving nightmares?. wondering anyone else experience this. They're often vivid surreal, making want go sleep night. anything stop without stopping doses?",OCD
|
| seriously considering ending it.. I
|
| It
|
| Suicide way end everything. want help anymore,PTSD
|
| Nothing bad ever happened me. feel depressed,Depression
|
| "Anyone else high functioning depression truly vibe well people unspoken high functioning depression?. Like put happy face happy secretly dead inside, bestest friends always people concerned career looking taken care happy also internally unhappy",Depression
|
| anyone shut ? (stays home 80%+ time). anyone shut ? (stays home 80%+ time),OCD
|
| Everyday success.. successfully manage kill myself.,OCD
|
| "ever paranoid thought girlfriend/wife cheating you?. Sorry typos, english kinda crappy",OCD
|
| say people ask feeling/doing?. people know depression ask usually answer? keep vague? answer honestly say suicidal (if are)??,Depression
|
| Anyone else Rejection Sensitivity Dysphoria?. makes take kind chance risk impossible.,OCD
|
| started school can
|
| DAE feel like self centered ur good?. find new reasons dislike time since thats im looking for. perfect somehow uncounsiosly expect myself. anyone feel same?,Others
|
| "dream girl dreams came asked out. said yes told loved me. got married later. woke up.. Words can't describe frustration pain chest right now. Edit: sucks right abroad right now, comes back next month. I'm gonna hold feelings anymore, I'm gonna ask comes back.",Others
|
| Depressed Mom. anyone else feel guilty depressed Mom? like much try connect little one
|
| "anyone else think redoing parts life?. Like going back time fixing shitty mistakes made. even big stuff, small things like chose sit next first day class. Idk, I've thinking lot guess",Others
|
| Think family! fuck off. they
|
| "feel sick, sad alone.. lungs well today. husband works 9am 9pm alone today. want disappear story hide there. want world happy. feel like bother people.",OCD
|
| "want kill myself, realize selfishness loved ones & one life. time, Im sick tired living, feel like zombie. work day day towards future Im unmotivated/feel hopeless for.. sometimes wish could start over.",Depression
|
| want stop. want hug,OCD
|
| Help me. Anyone advice people feeling suicidal?,Others
|
| "Smallest actions seem like biggest achievements. Tried face mask today long time. bought big task pass, miserably failed. opening packet using today felt, scary. it. Anyone else feel way small tasks?",OCD
|
| "can’t focus!. tired focus. focus, stuck thoughts. feel worried, anxious, depressed, feel weird uncomfortable feeling chest, energy used keep calm, well, know do, wish luck fellas.",OCD
|
| "people FEEL like everyone hates them, KNOW everyone hates me.. usually write unnecessarily long texts, I'll spare details. //alright *everyone*, **a lot** people",Social Anxiety Disorder
|
| "wife daughter, I'd killed now. know need me. thing keeping alive want suffer. wish imposed them.",PTSD
|
| "want go college anymore.. really worthless. know attend college. I'm Asian, living pathetic society, ha.",Depression
|
| "Anyone else college zero friends. Please bullshit putting nonsense. do. try. hard u depressed, work 40 nothing say idk",Depression
|
| Anyone depressed cause loneliness?. want someone love.,Depression
|
| Homeless lost. I
|
| "Almost Asked Crush Out. Learned boyfriend. Great! Glad pursue, fuck. Guess I'll move :'(",OCD
|
| Remeron nightmares?. Anyone else experiencing nightmares taking mitrazipine/remeron?,Others
|
| hell cry now. actually need to.. wanting cry can
|
| "feel like Depression made aware, less energy handle issues.. basically yeah, I'm saying depression made smarter (lol, only) basically made aware regarding day day issues going around me, except, took away energy able react.",Depression
|
| "Hey, I'm bad words here. I've never really friends, fell love someone, used personal gain, I'm antisocial care others myself, pst week I've apathetic can't eat, someone help me?",Others
|
| "anyone feel like life full mistakes repeat?. foolish mistakes again, time less redeemable less recoverable.",OCD
|
| feel like I
|
| sits quietly knife.. someone hear cries?,OCD
|
| emotion state connected one person.. fuck wrong,PTSD
|
| "wish guts kill myself.. fall asleep gonna hope next best thing, never wake up. Good night guys :)",OCD
|
| One thing never ever sure:. Procreate. born curse. hope die soon.,OCD
|
| Wanna go?. Gunna end life later on.,PTSD
|
| "Fluoxitine (prozac). Hey I've recently prescribed fluoxitine 20mg daily doctor, I've suffered depression 10ys. I've taking 6 days I'm still lull, I've heard make feel worse feel better. fluoxitine good?",Depression
|
| joy life get cuddling prostitutes. time feel human. Normal girls even look me. Girls hate shy guys.,OCD
|
| Animals awesome. go lot walks middle night think I
|
| Living overrated.. I
|
| "noticed, day school row, get gradually happier less depressiv.. Currently day fourth relieved im school. soon, go there, stupid law Germany.",OCD
|
| Anyone else nothing day yet feels tired time?. Even reading book feels tiring,Others
|
| "pushed away last friend had. I'm alone now. Well, least saved seeing true monster am.. Goodbye, Matt. hope well life.",PTSD
|
| gf ever anyone relate?. I
|
| "dog cancer. cancer nose, next months im going watch childhood friend struggle breathe end. life going be, watching things love suffer die? Whats fucking point.",PTSD
|
| "people can’t live without easily live without me. realized recently fucking killing me, couldnt give less fuck sometimes, push side much genuinely think see waste time, makes feel like useless burden.",OCD
|
| "Lonely. feel good. feel non-existent, unimportant disposable. like nobody cares enough really see what's going on. Everybody expects fine. even know depression speaking I'm really, really lonely right now.",Depression
|
| "depression times, feel Addicting?. Almost like blissful state *This bad* then, time slowly thrusted back numb colorless world",Depression
|
| one gives shit. ...nevermind...no one would even care anyway. one cares facebook anywhere else. fuck it. goodbye shitty fucking world,OCD
|
| "spent 21st birthday alone. Sister sent text, Brother reminded, Dad too, shouted us KFC. Never left house, either. I'm close family all.",Others
|
| people ask alright good?. Can
|
| "keep move houses people stay with, I'm obviously problem. seems easier end all, trying find another place live sifting mass horrible things find one that's impacting live with. feel terrible.. living difficult? hard live with? ask this. I'm attached enough living continue face difficulty. I'm fucking trying best.",OCD
|
| society trends making feel really super depressed?. please share insight snap it. think im pretty :(,Depression
|
| im sad.. im sad.because situation.im listening music.,Depression
|
| anybody there. feel really shitty broken right,PTSD
|
| .. feel belong world feel existence mistake.,OCD
|
| hate socially inept.. want interact friends can
|
| compare others. i
|
| want..... friend...... much ask for? :/,Others
|
| There
|
| I
|
| single person texted Happy New Years.. single fucking person. Feels bad man.,Depression
|
| help me. anyone find anyways getting together breakup,Others
|
| "Random unexpected triggers. know what's lot fun depression? actually OK one day, negative thoughts, maybe even feel kind normal, nowhere random thing triggers crippling wave despair agony. go pretty decent wanting ram goddamn head wall thoughts get head. I'm sure I'll ever normal...",Depression
|
| "deal anger?. get days angry everything, mostly angry idiot feel like hitting myself. know handle it.",OCD
|
| Depression celebrities. Hey everyone. wondering people feel read celebrity biography suffer depression?,Depression
|
| Making bed makes feel like life control. least looks like do.,OCD
|
| "saw tree full blooming pink flowers. beautiful.. I'm really trying hard look around see good things world. life might turmoil, mentality negative, hopes low... still, notice recognize something simple tree flowers... that's special. wanted share.",Others
|
| go long without feeling alive?. feel like need kick - tiny stupid spark - get going again. never comes.,OCD
|
| help. hey shoot head without gun thanks,PTSD
|
| "I'm winning battle today. ordered groceries, pretty much produce. let go bad. I'm laundry today. I'm showering today brushing hair. might even mow back yard (not likely, fun dream) I'm letting depression best today.",Depression
|
| "moms reaction. mom knows I'm nearly suicidal suffer OCD, Bi-Polar disorder, severe anxiety, depression (yay) reaction ever telling anything either A. need take hospital, B. that's life. Bruh,",Others
|
| helps lighten mood there
|
| "want someone ask I'm without provoking question.. That's it, that's say.",OCD
|
| "one feels like this?. feel like wanna left alone runaway, delete social media , give etc... time wants involved try succeed reason can't find motivation..",OCD
|
| I
|
| People keep saying fight problems matter what. why?? What
|
| I’m lonely. Help. Please.. know handle,Others
|
| anyone else feel like cant anything?. feel like there
|
| "something long enough, rewires brain. That's good ill. know certain habits crutches encourage depressive anxiety feelings. try new things, new therapies, become less scarry normalized. there's always hope.",OCD
|
| "High school robbed freedom. schedule filled forced study things already know painful. Last week 2 hours sun wanted, Im bloody owl, Im prisoner endless cycle bullshit.",PTSD
|
| "Please tell it’s gonna okay. Hi got rejected job trial said introvert, quiet look depressed please tell good really tried best.... feel like shit going home pay. Im disappointed myself, disappointed.........",Depression
|
| "Anyone take moment look mirror, feel like there’s one looking back?. weird. feeling anything. looking emotions showing, sucks.",OCD
|
| "Tomorrow, feel better.. That's heard yesterday. Stop saying that!",OCD
|
| "know matter much but.... seven hells everyone damned angry today?! done nothing deserve it, yet... Maybe today bad karma. hope least better day me. not, maybe tomorrow.",OCD
|
| hopefully drinking get better. maybe paxil work.. maybe knows,Others
|
| "wish something good would happen. sat waited. done everything could think of, worth try. gonna ok.",Others
|
| "feel like adapt people?. feel like caring heart, can't show adapt people's cold behaviour. do?",Others
|
| wife left depression. surely help solve it.. God need therapist.,Depression
|
| deal feeling someone better me?. accept it? tips?,Others
|
| "want die, want die. painful feeling torn ever over?",PTSD
|
| "“How you?†“I’m F.I.N.E.â€. Fucked up, insecure, neurotic, emotional.",OCD
|
| "one nights again... I'm trouble falling asleep, remembering every single sad moment life.",OCD
|
| "Useless, hopeless, worthless, pitiful, stupid, depressed, lonely, disgusting, incompetent, meaningless weak ****. trigger, realisation am.",Depression
|
| saw sub turn stop depressed teen.. depressed adult instead.,PTSD
|
| "Anyone else pretend they're fictional character get away thinking real pathetic self?. time. even like made character always pretend me. lots positive traits talents unlike me, haha.",OCD
|
| Weed beginning even help anymore. now. never mind. irrelevant,OCD
|
| great time day. 5 p.m. I
|
| Made another miserable day work today without killing self idk it.. ever get better?,Depression
|
| I
|
| "wanted kill myself, one would stop me.. I'm constantly depressed everyone always busy.",PTSD
|
| heartbroken sucks. dumped 1st December 2015. Still healing. go school ex. See every day. feel alone. know . Sorry wasting time.,PTSD
|
| "anyone else get really cruel thoughts spontaneously?. example, school look single person know imagine either killed cruel scenario happening them. anything imagine, thoughts purely random uncontrolled.",OCD
|
| "I'm depressed. 3 days Christmas found mistake. mother birth control obviously work I'm here. ask myself, mom bitch me?, know now.",Depression
|
| idk im still alive. guess ill jump bridge next week,PTSD
|
| "something gives hope?. me, music. Something washes problems away, makes feel like I`m top world. So, you?",Others
|
| "anyone else find meditation completely useless?. I'm denying works some, someone depression crippling anxiety basically complete waste time. Anyone else?",Others
|
| "wanna eat eat eat, eat explode right now.. I'm hungry fuck, uncomfortably depressed. Let see balance shit out.",OCD
|
| ".... desperately need aid instance depression, handle it. I'm already severe episode what's coming different, feels much darker. Please, help.",Depression
|
| "dog died, feel like shit.. miss him, thing loved unconditionally dead. miss smoke buddy save him. wish could. I'm feel lonely. plus depression do.",Depression
|
| last things gave pleasure indifferent me. want die. internet porn option anymore. i
|
| Pristiq. Anyone experience Pristiq Desvenlafaxine.,Others
|
| think I
|
| I
|
| "Contact. There's weird comfort connecting someone know also struggling. almost like stare immediately think, team. pretty nice.",Others
|
| anyone else feel like they
|
| "4 tests today, stayed till 4 got 6:30 study failed them. know even try anymore.",Others
|
| project due tomorrow nobody wanted group. I
|
| "suicidal long time, start understand easy... fucking want kill everytime think failed previous time method pointless. miss old would've tried jump front train. Kind funny thought relate ?",OCD
|
| dream suicide. think moment.,OCD
|
| "Stuck rut. ill 2 weeks, get college. I'm ok willpower get bed. need go I'm anxious it.",Others
|
| literally anything feels like ordeal.. sit computer lay bed that
|
| Fuck life want tô die. Everybody lies dont lie feel like thats usually fuck shit Fuck girls even make things worst,OCD
|
| Life worth living there
|
| much. can
|
| Learning disabilities.. guys feel people learning disabilities?,Others
|
| spent last hour crying ass off.. upper lip
|
| "Writer quick question. Hi! I'm journalist, looking interview relatively recent grads experience losing counseling services access college. PM interested - provide details. I'd love chat.",Others
|
| tired depressed?. Anyone else tired bored deeply sad chore rather lay feel nothing bursts sadness complete blankness?,Depression
|
| "anyone else feel nothing constantly?. therapist wants think positively, know how. genuinely feel nothing 24/7.",OCD
|
| done in.. 5th relapse. What
|
| "happens take 6 clonidine (catapres) tablets?. one question, happens take 6 clonidine (catapres) tablets?",Others
|
| dog reason haven’t ended everything.. imagine leaving her.,OCD
|
| Give insane ideas make feel better. Something people won
|
| "depressed, suicidal people told get help. people better dead, immediate surrounding world would better without them?. Maybe evolutionary thing",Others
|
| know depressed?. factors leading diagnosis?,Depression
|
| "Even try, always end way. anyone end alone always? mean, even gave best got lot people around girl liked me, somehow ended alone again. Hahahahaha. I'm fucking mess",OCD
|
| make eat?. can
|
| know depression?. think clinical depression social anxiety. really want see therapist things mostly confirmed.,Depression
|
| Life sucks much. wish there
|
| Sometimes think fly. days can
|
| Prozac make things worse?. feel worse ever officially diagnosed. couple months.,OCD
|
| easiest way 16 year old get help ? live France. give details need,Others
|
| "want social meet better people barely care form words sentences anymore.. I'm sorry... want say can't. hard. hard. guys this. God I'm lonely, lifeless incredibly miserable.",Depression
|
| "Killing one cigarette time. Cause hell not, thing helps gets day sooner later it'll kill me. win win.",OCD
|
| "feel worthless. past 2 1/2 weeks stayed home, mostly room go anything. lay bed either phone sleep. feel worthless want die",Depression
|
| can
|
| wanna cut I’m scared.. wanna die wanna cut feel like strong enough?,OCD
|
| goal moment make day without crying.. well achieving goal.,Others
|
| Need advice. Hey im going allot moment depression whats going around me. harm asking help something mind need get chest dont know go it.,Depression
|
| end day nobody really gives shit.. feel fucking alone.,Depression
|
| "tiring. I'm tired everything point know going go here. hell going deal 10,20 years I'm always going trapped head fucked up.",OCD
|
| "ever moments wish kid again? Someone purely id-driven worries burden carry?. Although admit pretty troubled childhood, less ... comes days really wish kid . times, purely id-driven. fear consequences. worries anything. Nothing fear weight actions. comes days try re-inact feelings, somehow, feel guilty it. guilty, something extremely wrong. ... feel like stuck loop kind. Wanting id-driven kid wanting boring adult fun, ambition, nothing",OCD
|
| else comes sub read people problems?. hope life gets better everyone.,Others
|
| "longer see point living. friends, goals, nothing aspire be, nothing makes happy. see complete waste human life. see point life anymore.",Depression
|
| smile?. smile time?,Others
|
| tell someone depressed best ways help?. guys think tell-tale signs someone
|
| "Depression good thing. want change, need change",Others
|
| told consider best friend moment I
|
| dont want live anymore. Shit fuck im tired,Depression
|
| I
|
| boyfriends friends hate me. dont know making lies dont want parties anymore. female friends seems really jealous me.,Others
|
| "Trigger word cause emotional breakdown?. sometimes breakdown someone questions family people close me, have. I'm reminded much longed someone understand also loneliness depression hide everyday behind cheerful personality.",Depression
|
| problem believe everything dumb luck.. believe hard work.,Others
|
| Basic life.. Anyone else ever feel like motivation anything would impact world positive way?,Others
|
| Im person anymore. Schizophrenia changed everything hate myself. Ill never again. personality depth.,Others
|
| "Looking back, life dull nothing failures.. Damn, wanted get lost anime think anything real life, asshole come say relatable thing ever.",Depression
|
| able cry decade.. think I
|
| Relief. someone got recipe Relief attack? Mine come often atm way ease would rly come handy,OCD
|
| "tell mom I'm miserable, tells join White Helmets Syria see real mysery. therefore stop complaining. Goddamn",PTSD
|
| "want hug.. That's all, humans like human contact that.",Others
|
| "Struggling breakup. bf broke month ago. still heartbroken. hate trying harder make happy. sad alone, miss much. even refer ex; hurts much.",Depression
|
| saw girl I
|
| "guys ever imagine killing 'version' that's things hate yourself?. like killing suicidal way, imagining pushing depressed-self/the part hate bridge building strangling them? like...self loathing something? normal non-depressed/mentally ill people?",OCD
|
| Oh god Valentine’s. Fuck please help hurts fucking bad,OCD
|
| Can
|
| can’t own.. lets drown emotions.,Others
|
| anyone else feel apart world?. feel disconnected everything times. like watching someone else control body sit passengers seat.,OCD
|
| Getting crush depressed terrible. know nothing happen can
|
| "Moral story dont different.... different , everyone put scapegoat",OCD
|
| "ever kind okay, suddenly depression hits face brick, okay awhile?. that's right now.",Depression
|
| really horrible day.. nightmare sick dying. cant shake :( panicing,OCD
|
| wish could inherit terminally ill childs disease. would gladly trade health anyone needs,PTSD
|
| "Feeling like failure. I'm well right now. I'm feeling like let everyone down, can't stop everything I've done. fell rock bottom quickly. lost. know anymore",Depression
|
| avoid looking mirrors can
|
| let happy. know I
|
| "anyone else find compulsively showering?. noticed episodes worst, end taking 4-5 showers day. abnormally stinky anything. feels nice feels like guess..? mean guess harm it, wondering anyone else way",OCD
|
| "anxiety feeds depression, depression feeds anxiety.. Sometimes get anxious getting anxious, want die. either I'm depressed I'm anxious. can't deal suffering anymore. lasts forever",OCD
|
| lives predetermined can
|
| "anyone get way far drug use cooing drug dependency problem well. That's feel cigs, weed, porn pills. think I'm dependent feel frying brain",Others
|
| "nothing matters end.... everything do, lost time. feel like rolling ball cry night...",Depression
|
| job depresses me. job local call centre depresses me. want fucking much debilitating. want web designer. get out!,Depression
|
| I’ve started pray recently. pray die sleep every night.,OCD
|
| "can't anymore. can't even begin describe I've feeling recently. want stop existing. know fact way going die suicide. know when, soon. Wow, really need help.",Depression
|
| Made another birthday folks.. Nothing special. need comments. kind checking in. know birthdays milestones. plans parties. couple meds almost month now. I
|
| "Anyone else feel completely demorelized defeated. years depression thing, point look hindsight think wow, sure made life miserable",Depression
|
| "want anything. I'd say wanted die, even want that, there's complete total lack desire anything all.. fester exist. Marginally.",OCD
|
| "biggest fear. u felt depressed ,what biggest fear? Mine dying without leaving impact, without making single meaningful connection anyone.",PTSD
|
| happens suicide attempt?. happens you? get admitted? friends family react? curious. Feel free add since probably lot different medical part country country..,OCD
|
| "car clean first time years. starting figure self care, care everything, much can. good day. hope good day well.",Others
|
| anyone spend money recklessly depressed?. Like buying stuff means?,Depression
|
| heart. heart keeps beating. beats fast hard. feel blood flowing though me. fast. irregular. happen. Im laying bed. insomniac. anxiety. nervous. happening. Help me.,OCD
|
| new guy job. 2 weeks girls fighting him. must nice genetically superior. Makes life hella lot easier,PTSD
|
| Theres demon thats trying kill me.. cant fukin handle tgis mich longer,PTSD
|
| Im okay anymore. rest silence,Others
|
| "School reopens,vacations tomorrow. want go school.. even friend class, want go school.",Others
|
| "Heavy weight mind. know anyone relate this, always feel like there's massive weight put mind. mean figure speech either. physically feels like mind crushed massive weight.",OCD
|
| Soon I’ll dead. think happen short period time,PTSD
|
| matter can
|
| "Every body know want kill nobody care. month ago, told mum fact whas thinking killing myself, even react it, i'm lost way sucide (Sry bad english)",OCD
|
| "Dear r/depression, deal constant existential dead?. haunting weeks now.",Depression
|
| "Help. terrible thoughts years now, finally getting courage want see someone. someone recommend type doctor go to?",OCD
|
| "There's everyday, physical heaviness heart now.. can't get go away. used better this.",OCD
|
| loneliness hitting early weekend. Gonna rough one,Depression
|
| Tired faking myself. I
|
| Boring. feel like I
|
| feel like there
|
| Help!. Well... thinking much **Suicide.**,OCD
|
| "that's giving Depression?. Fake friends, Family problems, Fake friends, fake friends reasons giving this.",Depression
|
| "Goodbye. Edit: still alive now, guys ^^",Others
|
| I
|
| "end going well?. Things picking up, slowly surely. end life high note?",Others
|
| "can't wait hopefully look back life realize worth it, pain go away.. want happy. thats",Others
|
| tried kill myself. work.. Really wish worked oh well.,PTSD
|
| "Life ups downs, get that.. fuck ups right now?",OCD
|
| fellow sufferers work retail.... hangin
|
| love Sertraline. important parents,Others
|
| swallowing psych meds tonight!!!. good riddance me. fuck living!!!!,OCD
|
| feel like always wanting cry never actually cry. seriously how? never feel like lately,OCD
|
| Kill me.. Nothing helps. one says anything positive. I
|
| "billionth time. die? Just, die already. fucking die.",OCD
|
| "advice would give 16 year old lonely, struggles depression feels like wasting youth sat home day?. Title pretty much covers it.",Depression
|
| "eat depressed?. heard people overeat they're depressed, I'm exact oppisite really bad depression like week ate like half sandwich day like whole week",Depression
|
| Anyone else opinions anymore. nothing say,OCD
|
| one kill please. Fuck life fuck existence fuck everything fuck fuck,PTSD
|
| :/. really sick life want kill,PTSD
|
| want fail everyone know.. bad. did. ( future self ),PTSD
|
| little go right... much go wrong. something goes right feel little pleasure ahort something goes wrong im extreme pain months... Doesnt look worth,PTSD
|
| wanna quit life. start delete,OCD
|
| can
|
| disabilities destroyed life.. There
|
| nothing live for. hope. motivation. job. tired feeling depressed. want give up.,Depression
|
| seasonal depression begin?. suffer seasonal depression -- typically begin/end you?,Depression
|
| Please help me. keep starting badly. Please help.,OCD
|
| I’ve written.... wouldn’t say poems wouldn’t say much anything things I’ve written drunk high drugs never Read. would like get feedback onto maybe figuring feel deep inside.. Innocence pure world,Others
|
| Please leave me. want alone.,OCD
|
| "ever think depression actually tune shit life really is?. Like dress want, it?",Depression
|
| fucking manned told priorities were. feel anxious like hell feels pretty good.,OCD
|
| Shame. Anyone feel deeply ashamed you? I
|
| anybody go sleep wish problems vanish wake up?. thing left gives hope.,OCD
|
| think people would care killed myself. Maybe they
|
| "Maybe suicide answer. People say gets better. Well, past four years getting worse. What's point living there's nothing worth living for? I'm thinking finally going this.",Depression
|
| Zoloft. I
|
| I
|
| pattern!. break it?,OCD
|
| go work 45 minutes. tried calling lying sick find anyone cover me. know manage honestly.,OCD
|
| "Hopefully I'll die sleep tonight. happen, man dream...",PTSD
|
| started getting better long period depression back. like nothing changed fuck,Depression
|
| "Im starving.. fell anxious depressed eat :(. painful, mother left money buy pizza us, dressing up, taking shower driving 15 minutes get pizza seems impossible.. Typo, feel instead fell.",Depression
|
| keep thinking I
|
| "feel like computer.. feel like computer. feel like I've lost ability feel emotion, even boredom. I'm sitting waiting idea something roll by.",OCD
|
| "Anyone else age depressed? I'm 16.. normal life loving family. Yet want exist anymore. School sucks feel futile. want relationship scared hate much. feel like ready die, exist.",Depression
|
| find someone cares?. I
|
| dad hits me. took away xbox,PTSD
|
| make everyone hate die?. Maybe even need,PTSD
|
| "Friendless, jobless, skillless, useless... Anyone boat?",Others
|
| sure right place need answers.. anyone know find therapists / councilors low income & insurance?,Others
|
| Help depression. 9 months battling depression I
|
| Five people school district killed 2016.. really weighing me.,PTSD
|
| "absolutely nothing original contribute Reddit real life. I'm good stringing meaningless, unoriginal words together sometimes Reddit really talent show material",Others
|
| every day same. boring lonely,Depression
|
| "I've always told I'm horrible liar, yet somehow able fool everyone thinking I'm okay.. wish somebody would notice I'm really not.",OCD
|
| "Every day waste 1.99 OkCupid boost, get views.. really hurts me.",OCD
|
| .... ok feel sorry self,OCD
|
| Asking questions. I
|
| love depressed.. good. reason go going sleep every night wanting die dreamed of. really purposefully put myself. love feelings emptiness :),Depression
|
| easiest way kill myself. reason live please help,OCD
|
| want stop?. need everything stop. People Life.,OCD
|
| kill social life?. kill social life?,Social Anxiety Disorder
|
| "I've opened 2 people life never saw either again. Makes want ever open anybody, people best friends time open ever person leave can't afford lose people life.",PTSD
|
| You never anything right!!
|
| life chasing highs lows feel something. Anything stop feeling numb,Others
|
| can
|
| "ignore this. Sorry, scrolling contacts phone find someone could tell without becoming burden, find anyone. point wanted say nothing me. know value life, cherish friends things have, look future hope anticipation, end day, still me, rotten core. way long time. people try convince not. want hear someone tell it.",OCD
|
| "short join army, small clothes, awkward jobs, ugly girlfriend.. bad sad, that's tell myself.",OCD
|
| "want write 3 things enjoy job cv. can't even think one.. enjoy doing? sleeping, feeling numb inside sleeping. Dont understand im expected work cant function. dont tell someone two broken legs get fill cv.",OCD
|
| Guys really hurts. want stop,Others
|
| won. guess drugs alcohol,Others
|
| much life depends right connections. includes making new connections..,Others
|
| want kill myself. really do... idk how... want hurt anything better living hopeless life owned someone else,OCD
|
| "anyone constantly going work least 5 years?. yes, hell it? hate going work. I'm quitting jobs soo often.",OCD
|
| "gave up. keep making mistakes, decided kill starving death.",PTSD
|
| "hate depression becomes new default. Like good moments there, times lasts hours days, back really painful chronic depression. tired, end way...",Depression
|
| anyone else fear loss loved one?. keep recurring dreams lately losing everyone close me. giving terrible anxiety. deal that?,PTSD
|
| Drunk depressed. anyone else feel need get drunk high rooms alone?,Depression
|
| want live utopia. Every day want take pretty girl date. repeatedly every day.,OCD
|
| good enough loved anyone?. Why? tried hard nothing ever works,OCD
|
| Numb.. numb. sad. happy. numb.,Depression
|
| ‘The sadness last forever’. feel lonely empty nothing working,Depression
|
| therapist discharged me. Lol. even therapist wants me.,Others
|
| "dont money psychologist?. dont work... starting college, really wanted consult someone, dont money, psychologist isnt cheap, question really person doesnt money psychologist?",Others
|
| "ever get better?. like two steps forward, ten steps back. exhausting.",OCD
|
| "looked mirror,. hated saw?",OCD
|
| Finally working. waiting sometime call back I
|
| "Feel like trash, skipped classes today get bed. I'm tired depression kicking ass. really really wish could get professional help",Depression
|
| "hate direction life going right now, love alive. wanted say it...",Others
|
| "never met one thats depressed.. wonder really good hiding it, bad noticing people depressed. also guys summer? stay inside hide per usual?",Depression
|
| Tired. enough todaying today. Im done.,Others
|
| im contsant cycle going from
|
| next 2 days going hell.... ...and probably take fucking week recover. horrible indeed unexpected episode hits right feel like forseeing worse. Ugh.,OCD
|
| "Alone. feel like fit group,like school work family, alone belong any. world everyone turning around.",OCD
|
| zero motivation. go classes last two times see point anymore fact see point anything anymore wanna,OCD
|
| "Help find will.... penis small, even prostitues fuck money. 34 virgin penis really small everyone calls nerd. probably going kill much going me. wish big dick...",OCD
|
| job interview. I
|
| "want one fucking night decent sleep. brain keeps torturing asleep... like 4th night row woken middle night sweating verge panic attack. one tonight insecurity ability stand passionate about. want strong enough too. Idk always happens. concious mind usually handle okay, sub-concious mind absolutely wrecks me. Anyone else deal tips?",OCD
|
| "feel this. us humans feel need love, loved return. dont recieve level effection turn depression. depression weird form coping cause lack affection?",Depression
|
| "long, zoloft. finally got prescription something ssri mile long list side effects. course wait one relationship faded lack emotion next died reasons. Fucking great.",Depression
|
| open depression social anxiety family?. thinking telling family suffering depression really know what
|
| Hello fellow depredditors.. plans getting next two weeks? sitting alone house looking four walls. might go outside look happy couples while. guys?,PTSD
|
| depression picked back up!. :) I
|
| fucking hate (job). try nice speak mind. always get rediculed shunned. seem less less friends work. fucking hate it. hate people. course probably sensitive. need call therapist new year...,Others
|
| "Coworkers think depression jome selfish, suicide. File grievance HR?. Toxic work environment toxic. I've already aired grievances superiors. losing fight? HR always looks company's best interest, means money.",Depression
|
| live help. feel dead please help,PTSD
|
| I
|
| Mirtazapine Fatigue. Anyone ever mirtazapine? I
|
| "one?. anyone else problem finding reason sad, depressed anxious. find things finally working mind finding something hate for.",Others
|
| "finally feel alive. ecstasy, much tears started rolling eyes. felt like long fucking time. want fade, keep feeling?",Others
|
| "used guy everyone like now, seem broken. What's wrong?. I? Oh, really see it. Thanks showing concern I'm fine.",Others
|
| "Good quote: days wait night, nights wait morning. mine probably butchered translation, perfectly describe answer work study, day? question. almost cried reading it.",OCD
|
| "took 20. took 20 paracetamol twelve hours ago, unsure do. think I'm going die. doubt it. advice next?",Others
|
| keep waking feeling overwhelming sense loneliness. dreams seem much better reality point... how
|
| "sure depressing : looking ahead life looking back past. dont want old. dont want grow. want remain child forever. innocent, gullible, carefree child.",OCD
|
| Girlfriend three years broke text depression much deal with. words feel,Depression
|
| "People say stay strong, strength, endurance, endurance always eventually runs out. Strength short bursts, endurance running races.",Others
|
| constantly cry help turn ACTUALLY get help. feel like attention whore,OCD
|
| "ever walk purpose?. I've constantly, ignore whatever's going life hour walk. walk hope get back everything better. get home nothings changed, still filled sadness. know...",OCD
|
| "old self went?. sat front mirror today stared eyes tears falling. things is, know girl anymore.",Depression
|
| "today day finally open close friend. However idea start, start say, help?",OCD
|
| "parents found stash drugs use cope depression. drugs, Parents disowning me. seriously considering suicide.",PTSD
|
| Never close ending it. think day finally,OCD
|
| know?. know im Hearing Voices?,OCD
|
| never drink feel like drinking tonight try forget everything.. I
|
| Places. like going places go hour wanna go home come home wanna go again. :/,OCD
|
| "Ever woke thought yourself: Wow, sack shit. That's me. Almost every day.",OCD
|
| Anyone else isolate purpose?. believe deserve happy.,Others
|
| escape thoughts?. people even find possible so?,OCD
|
| dont want alive anymore. hate hate life,Depression
|
| "dont kill yourself. happen automatically 70 90 years. enjoy reality can, boys girls",PTSD
|
| best friend IRL told fuck negative .. feel empty :( .,Depression
|
| watched dad fucking wave stick mom threaten beat shut room.. friendly minutes later. fuck wrong people? I
|
| SRRIs making feel terrible. First day SRRIs.. Feel horrible. happening?,OCD
|
| "Extreme guilt causing severe depression m29. story long in-depth explain happened. end, hurt best friend. point literally stop thinking point pure exhaustion. Non stop Bad dreams. Fear. Guilt. advice? 29m",Depression
|
| "Anti depressants. Hey guys wanted know thoughts anti depressants? worked, didn't, side effects advice experience.",Depression
|
| want shoot myself. want die want go hospital weeks/months. lose contact world. anyone relate?,PTSD
|
| want end it. I
|
| "16 , failure. wish things different. friends due social anxiety pushing away everyone. hobbies good at. good college subjects. mother passed away 13. (16 now).",PTSD
|
| "life feels like living hell, one speaks family insult me. can't cope anymore. I'm sick shit. Every damn day someone family something bad say me. curtains opened room earlier christian grandmother shouted close them. That's petty is. told wanted open started usual name insulting. mother returns home bf's house drunk telling I'm mental. Meanwhile one spoken day, life daily. days wish could take cocktail pills fucking done it.",OCD
|
| maybe introverted good thing. knowing less people means less people hurt,PTSD
|
| "alcohol work anymore, girls make feel alone before, drugs make feel sick sore, I've tired since 2004, want go home.. really sure though...",Others
|
| "Summer BBQ one comes. Free ribs booze Js prerolled yet one person either show forgot. Thanks world, thanks depression, FML.",Others
|
| "reason depressed. reason feel way right now. many people suffering much worse, feel like this. Fuck",Depression
|
| Drugs allow us live past while... .. comeback present brutal. JAT,PTSD
|
| Every morning first thoughts terrible everything much hate myself.. automatically think one hurt work I
|
| I’m terrified committing suicide can’t stop thinking it.. Almost daily think see way current life. scares shit think much.,OCD
|
| Hate texting. Type long well thought paragraph issues get met one word short stupid empty sentence see mean.... Pointless,OCD
|
| one wish.... dream profession would choose?,Others
|
| Depression like ex. comes back better.,PTSD
|
| thought back again.. thought dying shidding,OCD
|
| Hey least make laugh. point unable react situation without making kind sarcastic joke comment. Probably healthy way think least find entertainment life.,Others
|
| Wish would die soon reborn cat dog loving home.. Would love loving home in.,Others
|
| "depressed. I'm sitting contemplating reason existence, suicide. Please link sucidewatch help any. wish could friends stay longer couple days.",Depression
|
| "two step authenticator messages phone logs actual people. Well, actual people outside family members.",Others
|
| wish nukes hit earth.... stop living life finally taken world without suicide,PTSD
|
| sleep suppose better awake?. pretty much always like asleep awake except best days life. feel sleep? Would rather asleep awake? Lately espically want sleep.,Others
|
| Fuck shit. Real estate kicking house job sucks Can
|
| feel depressed whiny 100% time. tips?. run 60 minutes day live home. work. job. 26yo male. tips?,Depression
|
| I
|
| nightmares woke sofa 2 hours sleep :(. ever fucking stop? can
|
| I
|
| Wasted yet another day. yet ive wasted pretty much day today studying finals. cant anything right? fucking idiot?,OCD
|
| I
|
| "feel way. feel sleep deprived I've slept nicely? feel like something wrong infact, I'm alright? feel useless? feel like crying reason? sad person? know.. why.",OCD
|
| "buckshot slug. trying turn vegetable decrease quality life even farther, one going effective?",OCD
|
| depressed?. depressed? &#x200B;,Depression
|
| anyone elses depression get worse night?. think lot anything day makes feel like shit. darkness help mood either. Edit damn really thought me. Sorry everyone depressions bitch.,Depression
|
| I
|
| "hell people day?. honestly baffled people spend time doing. literally spend almost time desk, front computer every day week.",OCD
|
| can
|
| long pain losing someone takes heal?. wonder long take ease pain losing someone. losing someone important causes depression? sadness passes weeks/months? really wanna know.,Depression
|
| "Tips get attached people. Im looking answer. guys know prevent getting attached someone, people general, extrovert? effectively know people without getting close them?",Others
|
| wish dog. plant. nonexistent. something. point is: hate person ~~*(inner voice I
|
| sad can
|
| keep hurting myself?. painful. die now?,OCD
|
| "awake 2 days straight, help me. awake 2 days straight, try sleep cant, im sooo tired :( anyone problem?",OCD
|
| "love taking metro night.. almost sharing moment people brief part time, even in-between going to.",Others
|
| necessarily get better; learn live work around it. all. Thank you.,Others
|
| ever feel pathetic?. Lately I
|
| Giving 30 I
|
| "tiredness dizziness symptom first week using citalopram?. started Thursday, spend days tired.",Others
|
| "moderate panic attacks. much anxiety google im panic attack. got 45, meaning attacks moderate... dont mind thinking state world dont want die. really thought okay enough go without seeing counselor. Guess horribly wrong.",Generalized Anxiety Disorder
|
| one wants me. one wants me. one wants me.. hurts like hell.,PTSD
|
| Life cruel. full pain full heartache,PTSD
|
| want cry can
|
| Fuck it. Everything sucks. one understands. peace fuck out.,OCD
|
| advice attachment issues?. get attached people easily. advice?,Others
|
| always chooses work me. claims I
|
| "It’s birthday. want kill myself. even reason, life complicated. Honestly probably weak everytime something goes wrong think suicide. tired everything really. want die, want disappear like never here. Oh well, alive desires.",OCD
|
| whenever I
|
| "I'm physicay unable schoolwork.. 6 tests need corrections on, can't even focus 5 seconds get question done. literally sitting here, nothing. Im lazy shower, eat, even looking homework makes want barf. Ugh",OCD
|
| Literally Bawling eyes out.. Life absofuckinglutley sucks. fucking born. human? existence complete bullshit.,Depression
|
| even weed makes happy anymore. makes existing little tolerable guess,Others
|
| want feel alive.. shit every. single. day.,OCD
|
| Cheer please. something funny nice saw heard today would good.,Others
|
| Stop sad. I
|
| guys ever stand edge cliff feel control life?. Meaning decide want live want die.,OCD
|
| guys continue for?. struggling find point,Others
|
| "cope deeply traumatic memories?. serious instances (otherwise ok) childhood would really, really love forget. course, possible, repression/smoking life away seems make things worse. better alternatives? find peace? ...Can find peace?",PTSD
|
| "always come back?. Every year, like clockwork. always comes back. always feel slowly slipping way in, can't anything stop it.",OCD
|
| Tried kill failed. Guess I
|
| want commit suicide bad. think might pretty soon. can
|
| "dropped out. One semester short bachelors math. Ended year long relationship. Quit job. sorry leaving, sorry stayed long.",Others
|
| know feel right now. Um ... yeah know.... daily I
|
| feel like depressed?. 19 depression early recall fifth grade. life feel like suffering depression?,Depression
|
| "literally cried sleep, woke morning cry again.. can't fall back asleep, that's want",OCD
|
| "almost threw anxiety walking high street. used able rave, go friends, work, study. can't walk road without panic attacks. Great",Generalized Anxiety Disorder
|
| like sit outside rain feel everyone else world crying me.. Anyone else feel way? One comment/upvote I
|
| "Struggling tonight, good reasons live?. Really need inspiration feeling like can't get better happy.",Others
|
| "little sister told wanted die , fuck supposed :( .. know .",PTSD
|
| "go feeling completely fine wanting kill completely reason, dont know do. like says title, one moment everything fine next feel unbearable pain",PTSD
|
| seem like everyone someone. probably never :(,OCD
|
| "wish button stop living. Like videogames, want ragequit living, hate it.",OCD
|
| "Depressed reason.. Title says all. guys advice? can't really homework sport state I'm bored day long, despite lots stuff previously enjoyed. Thanks.",Depression
|
| Nothing life value. self friends family mean anything me. would try kill would mess to.,PTSD
|
| normal.... normal get random moments depression makes want break every relationship ??,Depression
|
| Fatal Flaws. anyone else feel like would easier kill fix problems have?,OCD
|
| know I
|
| "feel guilty I'm feeling fine, seems I'm constantly looking harm myself. like addiction, deserve feel good.",OCD
|
| "Here's another fucking single lonely Holiday season. May ex SO's, left us die ditch, find greener grass special person they've always wanted Christmas!",Depression
|
| sleep avoid pain awake. can
|
| Anyone else 20+ unemployed money?. want know I
|
| "anybody else get excited go sleep?. know people depression probably do, really do. Sleep feels like safe place, woke sleeping 3 hours I'm already counting hours take sleeping pill fall asleep happily.",Others
|
| Family history. ask family history depression. much factor getting why?,Others
|
| "numb function. Nothing real, everything real, heavy, much No. I'm fine No. I'm pretending. can't feel",OCD
|
| tired!. Thanks. problems vanished.,Others
|
| Please help.. girlfriend wants kill self. Extremely serious.,PTSD
|
| Drowning. Lately I
|
| found cheating me.. feel numb. want die.,PTSD
|
| "Mom: okay? look sad. Me: Yeah. I'm fine... _I suppose I'm fucking fine sit door legs folded, arms knees head buried arms._ walked away, saying word. looking her. even feeling insecure. _I feel like idiot. coward.._",OCD
|
| "want die. Nothing else, wanna fucking kill lol",PTSD
|
| Telling people reason I’m missing school depression extremely uncomfortable. reminds im normal.,Depression
|
| "feel depressed achieving something make happy.. Today finished last test college career, graduating summa cum laude. feel happy, bouncing walls excitement, feel empty.",Depression
|
| cruelest thing person give hope. snatch away.,OCD
|
| "anyone else get depressed after/while reading romantic story feel unlovable hopeless. Bc do, want relate someone desperately",Depression
|
| Pay attention little jokes friends make you. little funny shots really feel lowkey hate. read quote internet today realised true P.S. quote mine.I saw Instagram,Others
|
| think tonight night.... ... take anymore.,OCD
|
| "What's general age here/are parents here?. I'm 25, I'm hoping there's people around age. I'm also mother special needs child. parents here, cope apathy? Thanks, I'm new Reddit btw",Others
|
| spent less 16 hours day bed past two weeks.. i
|
| doctor hospitalise me.. live Australia age 18. tell doctor want kill plan note hospitalise,PTSD
|
| ever successful?. I
|
| miss him. miss first boyfriend. terrible things end literally messed emotions. like 3 months thought anymore week ago. He
|
| "There's world visit go outside. pretty depressed since broke wife late last year, went today thanks heat UK, felt content way things quite while.",Depression
|
| "Tired, fustrated, distraught. Wish one suffer bad feelings",OCD
|
| "much tell psychiatrist?. Im suicidal, know that.",PTSD
|
| "third person?. guys ever feel like living 3rd person? Like actually moment. feel like watching tv show, actually it, watching go by.",OCD
|
| People wonder hate humans. Fully grown adults currently losing shit able run around collect pokemon.. Thats why. Fucking peurile morons,Phobia
|
| havin fun. friends ignore cause bring forced isolation depression gets even worse. Ha ha fuck place also matter much sleep always remain tired sore beaten down.,Depression
|
| love live world. homosexuality disease mental disorders exist.,Others
|
| really get better?. Cause Im pretty much hope.,Others
|
| want crawl dark cave one ever find me.. know do. feel like dreams slipping fingers. feel like idiot even believing myself. got hopes up... joke am.,OCD
|
| Today birthday. nice day kill myself.,OCD
|
| miss her.. really want die. miss much.,PTSD
|
| "Kicked house, probably gonna lose job soon. I’m embarrassment loser. Life great.. Wish balls end it...",OCD
|
| Feels like depression contagious. Feels like get home everybody
|
| "I'm working way meds. lexapro 7 years. last 3 month refull, working way it. tips?",Others
|
| Want die. feel bad husband. I
|
| guys feel birthday?. birthday depressing day year me.,Depression
|
| 4am can
|
| "Finished Midterms feeling alot better. Alot stress back Im feeling pretty good them. 2 left, wish luck! Edit: feeling*",Others
|
| "anyone else constantly alternate extremely ecstatic confident, feeling like worst scum suicidal?. can't tell reality anymore",OCD
|
| "delibratly sleeping form self harm. Im like always tired, urges stay really late tired, im kind getting real fucked brain it, im sort hoping ideas im thinking",OCD
|
| "grandma died feel numb. grandma, raised disowned years ago reasons think little me, died today. know I'm supposed feel something I'm empty numb ever. Guess surprise me.",Others
|
| "masturbate depressed?. Serious question. &#x200B; ask every high low, already feel pretty low probably better it. Thoughts? &#x200B; know feel better feel shittier before.",Depression
|
| anyone suffer headache effexor xr?. effexor xr 187.5mg suffering annoyin head ache forgot take meds work. ( 5 hours later),Others
|
| kill myself.. wish courage end it. scared able even right. tired life. Everyday wake thing again. Day day. hate it. kill myself.,OCD
|
| even bleed anymore. can
|
| ".. I'm breaking strength hold together anymore. even feel anymore. I'm going soon think, need find how. cannot continue exist.",OCD
|
| "guess I'm eating tonight. nothing processed garbage I'm sick of. Going get something would fast food, garbage well. mind eating bullet though.",OCD
|
| difference good bad days starting get me.. would assume next day would shit weird way content it. I
|
| think I
|
| clue. fact one communicate problems mental harm personal level crush leave crying I
|
| "Feeling alone ever - gave everything move someone, long story fast forward completely alone foreign country going back.. seek pity, friend/connection weak online shit be.",PTSD
|
| happy. Sure.. I
|
| Can’t sleep. worried everything. Life much. feel like dying. do? Everything fucked,OCD
|
| "Caring makes weak.. think care, they'll walk you.",Others
|
| someone chat bit?. feel sad lonely,Depression
|
| Question. anyone else struggle make sure depression justified? Sometimes think alright feel way working others feel like Im making issues head.,Others
|
| anyone else get feeling.... ache inside like something
|
| One days. swear one days I
|
| Everything life shit. Working pennies shit. Developing skills shit. Talking people shit. Love shit. Getting shitty job shit. Hard work shit. Life shit.,Depression
|
| Fuck unrequited love. get it?,OCD
|
| whats longest youve school/college/work depression?. havent school 4 weeks.,Depression
|
| someone found out. well kind feel better.,Others
|
| "One question :). depression, dont sleep well either. work almost 9 hours day also. Sometimes focus something watching, thing stuff around moves. Kinda like LSD effect. normal?",Depression
|
| Why. I
|
| death date. decided gonna end August 21st year.,Others
|
| sitting room existing. y
|
| "really think feel it, can't unfeel it. crushing feeling hopelessness never really goes away. I've bad days I'm relatively happy end night, can't handle life.",Depression
|
| "Activities help feeling suicidal. I've dealing suicidal thoughts years, would like know activities people feeling down.",Depression
|
| fortune cookie dinner. fortune said: long term goal soon achieved. first thought entered mind was: Cool...Guess I
|
| "I’ve lost interest listening music lately, happened anyone else?. Music constant life, able enjoy matter mood, always able find something wanted listen to. Lately though, music lost draw, know why.",Others
|
| Depression [fill blank]. enough energy even flush toilet,Others
|
| Bad evening. toddler cut hair.,Others
|
| "ever depressed even breathing seemed like tough job? yes, overcome point?. feel like right lying dark corner stay still. wanna cry. can't know why!",Depression
|
| fucking mental breakdown right now.. bad day.,Depression
|
| anyone else really look foward winter?. want summer already.,Others
|
| I.... always depressed.. ever think right thing.,Depression
|
| Today walking home stopped lay grass while. nice. reminder everyone get away electronics enjoy nature while.,Others
|
| new years
|
| Trouble expressing thoughts/feelings. Another thing suck at.,OCD
|
| Losing hope.. I
|
| got fired again. keep job fuck,OCD
|
| "escape loneliness. woman wants date you, woman wants date you, amount diet exercise changes it. get blocked saying hello... family grew old died. friends got married moved away. live hell, alone.",Social Anxiety Disorder
|
| "feeling low lot lately. Anyone else lose motivation anything? depression sucked ass lately taking best care lately. Lost weight, feel exhausted time, lost interest everything",Depression
|
| Going go tonight.. Everyone happy...no me. one.,OCD
|
| feel bad people world live war poverty violence wish privileges like mine yet crying whining. know entitled feelings lol matter anyone says advice give im always going consumef guilt way,PTSD
|
| crying sleep day #16. dont think gonna change anytime soon huh...,Depression
|
| "supposed do. scared, never going good enough, think might end hurting myself, want feeling bad, lost everyone",OCD
|
| u get girl know care even though tried everything. ive tried all. help means much im trying show,Others
|
| Pale. Self destruction probably end me.,OCD
|
| "Grandma lung cancer, getting depressed.. girl like lot mad me, grandma stage three lung cancer, dad always mad me.. thinking suicide again...",Depression
|
| Long Distance Relationships.... suck... suck lot.,Others
|
| "bad place ATM. wanna worry guys much, emotionally down. came stuff happened friends somewhat childish. get rid overwhelming feeling sadness?",Depression
|
| "What’s point?. Title says all, point going on? really nothing emotional financial burden everyone around me, dropped dead parties parades around, people would finally happy.",OCD
|
| way see psychiatrist income?. cannot manual work physical disability I
|
| "reach out?. Dear members, reached help depression, contact awfully hard know exactly contact guidance also tell taken seriously.",Others
|
| happy moments vividly remember bad ones.. struggle remember good memories feel urge die. vividly remember anything hurts matter hard try struggle change it.,OCD
|
| "Arguably, one best feelings world. get depressive episode temporarily energy finally take care havent brushed teeth showered made feel okay once, normal, dont judge",Depression
|
| I
|
| cringe look mirror. can
|
| "Every time text someone don’t answer. leads feeling sad. tell don’t text people, u don’t get sad feeling. keep false hopes someone reply :(. guess really annoying person :/ wish could tell instead. bad idea go nuts everyone reply? Like ask u friends list u gonna answer anyway.",OCD
|
| God think life one big cruel joke. feel need make gay depressed. sad time. frustrating everyone else happy constantly sad time. happiness too?,Others
|
| "hookers?. LOVED SEX, SOMEONE CUDDLE, HUG TELL STORIES, INSERTING PIECE MEAT HOLE.",Others
|
| moment realize. cold inside.,OCD
|
| "3 years since broke up. I've relatively fine today. felt like something triggered me. feeling overwhelmingly strong attachment her?. tried moving on, tried best.",PTSD
|
| "Anyone else feel numb?. past couple months felt anything. even walked around half hour pouring rain felt nothing. like even control, spectating life goes by.",Depression
|
| start you?. First time remember thinking I
|
| long unrequited love experience last?. wondering feeling gonna go away,Others
|
| "order improve life, face responsibilities. Every time try face responsibilities, freak life ends getting worse. someone take ride",OCD
|
| ever laugh hopeless situation is?. Sometimes feels like thing left.,OCD
|
| one feel like never good enough?. constantly feel like i
|
| I
|
| wasting life trying please people treat like shit. decided cut contact friends this. parents remain.,Others
|
| "Please, somebody. Talk me, tell everything going okay, comfort me. feel fucking terrible. feel like unlovable failure. feel alone. chest hurts, limbs feel weak, head heavy. I've crying much. feel hopeless.",Depression
|
| anyone else ever think sometimes?. want exist want die. Kind want sit home nothing let everyone else live lives. really bother bother you. kind nothing. anyone else feel while?,OCD
|
| "Anyone else feel lonely?. Every night go bed feel sad alone. one loves one cares. Idk feel cold empty like nothing warm up, even tons blankets.",Depression
|
| truth hate can
|
| "Fuck ugly. FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK STUPID GENES, LOOK LIKE DEFORMED BABY",Phobia
|
| I’ve started mixing drugs alcohol hoping kill me.. least helping sleep. far wake disappointed. Fuck this.,Others
|
| "Others response shook. can't really explain what's mind, today sent everyone final goodbye them, way behaved makes want die more, determined",PTSD
|
| aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. holy shit I
|
| crush told cant love would first choice killing inside. acts somewhat like girlfriend never love depressing know youre close never get,OCD
|
| feeling little dead v stressed. Functioning hard lately. I
|
| get older life closes in.... finding really care about.,Others
|
| else hear voices head. hear demons head,OCD
|
| "feel like going get attacked?. ever go feel like im going attacked, mugged etc. ever felt like this?, maybe ive watching much news TV.",PTSD
|
| What
|
| "Every time call suicide help line hang up.. feel like can't say loud, feel want end.",OCD
|
| manage happy full time job?. There
|
| "feel like past. much say. outsider, look moderately successful. Good job, education, even family. empty. There's nothing future end.",Depression
|
| I
|
| hurts heart much live family adult. humiliate me. I
|
| Things get better. Things never fucking get better,OCD
|
| learn accept cant change?. Trying stop self loath,OCD
|
| "excuse usually use hide it?. Every someone notices something, say I'm feeling tired get sleep, something else do. many people noticing stuff, I'm wondering guys use cover up?",Others
|
| "managed eat today. meal, really able make food eating one fast food meal day struggle hey still something guess",Others
|
| "Happiness choice. desperately want happy, go psychologist psychologist, take medication help me, I'm still happy?",Others
|
| "many depressed people days?. crazy rates skyrocketed recently. theory social media internet, since people becoming increasingly isolated. think?",Depression
|
| one care. one even asks okay point,Others
|
| literally nothing anyone say would convince kill today. I
|
| "Going get high tomorrow. Welp, tired living general. Going call dealers get high tomorrow. know it'll probably make problems worse, honestly care anymore.",Others
|
| "birthday today. want pitiful depressed let anyone nice today. secretly want people make big deal.. Man, I'm going dramatic 19 year old.",Others
|
| "meds. take meds? mean anti depressants make feel numb, family tells im better trust them?",Depression
|
| "care anymore. want care anymore.. still try? I'm failing life, I'm wasting people's time money. still around? want go away disappear, yet can't bring di it.",Depression
|
| "friends?. How, adult, make friends 2018??",Others
|
| "even know say. edit: drunk, personal",Others
|
| anyone else ever stay late avoid tomorrow?. I
|
| Sad drunk. That
|
| "Anyone else feel like boredom one worst feeling ever?. mean things do, none would actually enjoy",Others
|
| prospect spending New Years alone scares me.. 5 last 6 years I
|
| almost year now. long go,Others
|
| "Anyone else feel like everyone likes tricked?. Like, family loves biological reasons peers like good hiding real self.",OCD
|
| want die. go back things normal. Hell even remember time. want die,PTSD
|
| "cat person life, even like much.. I'm depressed top somewhat debilitating bipolar diagnosis, anxiety, anorexia. rarely able leave house. cat sweet night sometimes, mostly wants nothing me. just...it really, really sucks. That's all.",Others
|
| "hate myself. I'm 14 starting highschool month. one friend. friend avoiding think need anymore. feel loved anyone. hate ugly, dumb, stupid freaking freak.",OCD
|
| meds working well.. literally take edge off. anyone else experience this? literally long know I
|
| Need speak someone. need someone rationalise stuff me. Thanks.,Others
|
| like 1:26am want someone care. school never exist,OCD
|
| "want someone acknowledge me.. Last night, cut hair. middle back. people see regularly barely noticed anything different today.",Others
|
| "depressed. honestly know why. terrible thing stop coming up. feel empty, like want cry. best way get this, discovered, blasting thoughts away loud music.",Depression
|
| Every day grow person want be.. done last 12 years.,Others
|
| "dream last night someone actually loved me. woke wondered were, realized happened; ruined day even started. Nice.",PTSD
|
| "feeling exhausted overwhelmed, one lean on.. So, responsibilities must dealt myself. cannot share inner struggles anyone, maybe want worry/disturb them. swallow, swallow, swallow......",OCD
|
| I
|
| "everyone see seem perfect. everyone seems perfect near perfection, know perfection exist unreal perfect people look look perfect. Anyone relate ?",OCD
|
| failed college. idk figured greatest failure worth sharing. hope better day had.,PTSD
|
| harmed first time quite years. felt good let myself. i
|
| please someone kill me. cant longer. want normal. ive killed enough people unintentionally living. someone kill,OCD
|
| "anyone else deactivate social media depressed?. often deactivate Facebook Instagram feel depressed hate seeing good everyone's lives compared mine, like deactivating social media gives space away everything, left alone.",Depression
|
| "longer feel, think.. anyone else feel way?",Others
|
| .. Every day take step away old me. want back.,OCD
|
| I
|
| "can’t deal world, nothing matters. Please give reason live",OCD
|
| want melt floor.. fucked embarrassed real bad. want anything. want die. want eat. even want watch netflix. want stop thinking. Melt floor :(,OCD
|
| Failed driving test today. Yet another reason feel worthless,Depression
|
| "realizing bad depression is. Every moment I'm away computer feel dread sink chest. remember what's wrong head. remember physical pain have. remember *reality*. mind blank can't think properly, please forgive whatever is.",Depression
|
| try make many jokes everything feel temporary validation among peers. Anyone else find thing.,Social Anxiety Disorder
|
| someone hurt me? Apologizing option.. stressful feeling.,PTSD
|
| "Currently 60 matches tinder doesnt even matter nothing offer. Texting would pointless.Maybe face average dont hobbies, friends stay alone forever.I want try im dead inside.. depression sucks",Depression
|
| right. never believed anyone could ever love,OCD
|
| Anyone else fuckin tired time?. school feel like anything. wanna lay bed sleep watch Netflix,Others
|
| even know good life would look like. There
|
| "ever look around see people happy normal look unfortunate lonely, depressed self is? Pure envy them... Maybe faking like me.",OCD
|
| Time Machine. wish time machine ;\(,OCD
|
| "Procrastination. Anyone else lay bed sometimes. want get can't convince yourself, want something like go onto computer cant bring it.",OCD
|
| Time another depression nap. Seems like look forward,Depression
|
| "Serious (slightly) nsfw question.... swear, looking anything lewd, etc... one gets horny depression jag hits? idea why.. winds making feel even worse.. happens often not.",OCD
|
| Came home work empty house. Happy New Year everyone. Thanks nothing 2015,Others
|
| hobbies have?. Looking new things take mind unpleasent stuff trying branch something,Others
|
| "Books read depressed people? (Both good sad, anything like). Recommend favorite books others r/depression think would help way. note uplifting/inspirational/how-to-not-be-depressed book - anything read think learned something from, struck nerve good",Depression
|
| "PHQ 9 13 25!!. feel 100% better, flashes positivity! Suicidal thoughts pretty much completely gone. 2 month ago wished dead Vegas.",PTSD
|
| WELCOME NHK help anyone here?. show definitely helped lot.,Others
|
| mum found trying commit suicide. Today supposed it. alive right now. came room found hanging. done bit earlier... Life let happy live let die.,Others
|
| "Losing friends. span 2 months, lost every single one friends, many begin with. officially living biggest fear, alone.",PTSD
|
| Everything causes depression made worse depression. continuing downward spiral,Depression
|
| New Years resolution die. Nobody would miss anyways,Others
|
| die painlessly?. afraid physical pain.,PTSD
|
| hard one tell gonna okay. Especially believe it.,OCD
|
| "|21M| trouble realizing time flies quickly. I’m almost 22 realizing time flies struggling adult life. seems life uneventful teen years school home friends. hate time flies. do?. struggled Depression, Anxiety OCD/ Intrusive thoughts.",Others
|
| "anyone else channel depression anger + reckless behaviour?. What's reckless, self sabotaging thing/behaviour used still do?",Others
|
| "I’m narcissist. Downvote me, deserve it. die alone isolated civilization, starving rotting death hole. try help me, deserve it. hope suffer even dying gruesome painful death fuck me.",PTSD
|
| I
|
| "Today good day single self loathing 20 something year old guy. Fuck shit, I'm done",OCD
|
| Everyone
|
| want alone.. be.,Others
|
| "psych ward. terrible dream waking nightmare back syche ward Oh god real, physical emotional",PTSD
|
| poor buy pills need dose.. Lol. Something ironically funny it.,Others
|
| Hit 20 today time low. Hopefully go lower,Others
|
| Suicide. feel like closer happening,PTSD
|
| I’m shit human. all. need vent,Others
|
| I’m alone. me. Nobody cares.,Depression
|
| "Looking forward day die. Anyone else get excited think day die. Im afraid death all, thought make sad. crazy? mean finaly get greatest question known man answered!",OCD
|
| don’t talents. Probably habit getting way frustrated poorly quitting good immediately. want good something bad know never fault.,OCD
|
| "really want someone, anyone world hug me, say everything alright.. Now, shadows outside ignore me, assume best days. I'm alone, want end all.",OCD
|
| "love drunk. feel happy drink, makes feel like normal person, instead piece shit",Others
|
| I
|
| Short Simple Explanation Meds. meds difference mind thinking rationally,Others
|
| ye na fuck this. life bullshit. fuck,OCD
|
| want help.. everyone says keep trying. Keep pushing. Keep get soon. actually help im asking! no.....i must suffer...,OCD
|
| "chill guy. No, I'm not. barely feel anything anymore.",OCD
|
| "suspect might form depression anxiety. get tested, insurance go up?. depend results?",Others
|
| "I'm sad. i'm 23. still find job, get license, move house:( im completely miserable. hate waking morning. im sad. im lonely. can't take anymore :'( :'(",Depression
|
| Hard breathe.. got worked something dumb earlier (myself). ever since stopped crying crying feels uncomfortable breathing; almost like exhaled gotten breath idk why?? know im attack really feel like cant breathe.,OCD
|
| never met good person 28 years. you?. thats depressing thing world,Depression
|
| ��. family makes wanna die,PTSD
|
| dont want die. dont want nuked. dont want go war. dont know feelings. every night anxiety attacks thinking everything thats happening much. dont know anymore. can
|
| anyone find depression anxiety disappears late night?. mornings worst. wake anxiety severe depression inhibits productivity. whole day goes like well evening night around 2-3 find automatically resolves usually every night. anyone else also find this?,Depression
|
| "Watching favourite tv shows/movies feels exhausting.. Whenever watch feel exhausted bored, even though really love them. lost interest favourite things hurts bad.",Others
|
| don’t know cried. making cookies started feeling overwhelmed stress.,OCD
|
| know. I
|
| living really better dying ?. great alive .,Others
|
| literally can
|
| hate people tell meditate. depression go away meditate. get better fucking breathing. Mindfulness cure this.,Depression
|
| actually perks wallflower?. kind want noticed...,Others
|
| "remember depression?. don't. Everyday I'm left wondering really am, feeling like fake.",Depression
|
| 23rd birthday today. sitting bar alone new city. friends spend 2 years bipolar dad here. never helped education still thinks child.,Others
|
| "donald trump think hes smart.... think ur smart u president even ur idiot, self esteem, 50% idiots voted him, maybe fun , depressing",Others
|
| "Anyone else hate going outside see happy people?. Me, I'll see people smiling, happy couples, families children think Well that's life I'll never have.",Social Anxiety Disorder
|
| "Bye. tried, anymore.",OCD
|
| prevent depression ruining event?. I
|
| strong feeling alive past 2018.... actually feel like death near.,PTSD
|
| need stop binge drinking. makes things worse,Others
|
| "People depression anxiety, illness consider miserable?. diagnosed anxiety rarely affects now. However right little anxiety attack reminded fucking awful is. would much rather depressed.",Generalized Anxiety Disorder
|
| "I’m lost. know anymore, think might end",OCD
|
| Defeated. numbness paralyzing. feel weak even pinpoint one thing blame sadness on. drowns every inch soul.,Depression
|
| Best ways get life perspective?. Stop feeling sorry,Others
|
| "physical aches symptom depression?. low mood, fatigue, lack interest things usually enjoy, suicidal thoughts, hopelessness etc, experience physical pains. get random jolts aches left arm, fingers lower abdomen. part depression something entirely different?",Depression
|
| "Negative thoughts. Every thought negative thought. Every positive thought turns negative. Even ok days everything negative. force think happy thoughts. needed get head, thanks read.",OCD
|
| need listening music watching show every second day else painful exist. can
|
| "Oh, give up.. dumb. ideas suck, always wrong. end embarrassed. sick it. suck job, one takes seriously. one likes me. done.",OCD
|
| can
|
| Can’t wait drop dead ground heart attack. fucked fantasizing death thing gives relief life?,PTSD
|
| life gets better once. throws ground dumps shit exist anymore.,PTSD
|
| "don’t want want kill self. It’s exhausting convincing live every single day. need decide now. choose life, commit 100% finally stop wanting die much. choose death stop convincing live fucking die already.. capable making decision?",OCD
|
| bodyclock reversed. I
|
| drugs guys do?. Legal illegal drugs guys like?,Others
|
| Im deeple confused flawd person. hate everyday,OCD
|
| depressed cause weather?. Idk I
|
| feel alone disconnected world want loved feel someone else. hug simple touch arm. want feel loved even moment.,Others
|
| Heroin feels like option sometimes. I
|
| “Happiness real shared†-Christopher McCandless. people toxic though... :(,Others
|
| "taken effexor, done you?. looking hear pros cons medication. currently taken effexor, you? ssri/snri, affect everybody differently understand",Others
|
| "smiled.. bullshit smile. one give cashier. one give people ask I'm doing. legitimate smile. realized Joji album comes tonight, trials destiny, chill. little things.",Others
|
| "jobs depressed people?. please respond, jobs good depressed people?",Depression
|
| Whats point. make point show people friends care artistic endeavors never get anything return fucking point. cant tell anymore thats screwed surround assholes.,OCD
|
| loneliness killing me.... suffer sickness :(,Depression
|
| idk. wish could feel anything all.,Others
|
| don’t want dead. want here.,PTSD
|
| stupid ridiculously happy get friends chat me. :/. Like wow sorta matter!!,Others
|
| guys deal family stress bad place?. I
|
| new years resolution. new years resolution 2019 make year without killing tbh.,OCD
|
| What
|
| "anyone else find comfort suicide?. matter much shit get into, suicide always loyal backdoor. everything goes wrong end suffer none. Hell sometimes even gives confidence go stuff I'm afraid of.",OCD
|
| "I've forgotten like happy fill life sensory pleasures. Things food, drugs, sex, etc.",OCD
|
| "feel like long-lasting couples ever happy. married couples I've known (Parents, grandparents, family friends especially) Never seem happy. Maybe I'm unlucky constantly surrounded people hate other, stay taboo divorce. Thoughts?",Others
|
| Tried. Please Done Now?. really really tried. need break.,OCD
|
| Anyone know it’s like happy?. depression entire life. never experienced happiness wondering feels like.,Depression
|
| "Parents keep telling cliched things.. Learn stay happy Start meditating Smile bit Meds? gone nuts? ACTUAL FUCK? Also, noticed like around loved ones anymore. all. SUCKS.",OCD
|
| "feel like loser failure, I'm sure true that's symptom depression.. actually failure?",Depression
|
| "Anyone hard time holding jobs depression. longest job held 1.5 years. months. can't even get interview. recently moved thought might help, hasn't. wondering anyone else issue.",Depression
|
| brushed teeth first time two weeks. also put beard oil moisturizer first time month. gums bled lol feel clean for.,Others
|
| "I’m home, get sad I’m missing life there, go out, wanna get back home. anyone feel way?",Depression
|
| "birthday today feel really fucking lonely.. great friends family greeted well wishes stuff, still feel like complete shit. Suggestions?",Depression
|
| "Randomly motivated REALLY short period time. rarely happens feel like completely different person, feel like everything possible wanna fucking things, sadly doesent last long start feeling normal again. Man best feeling world...",OCD
|
| hate existing. need disappear. absolutely need exist anymore. hate existing. I
|
| "fuck everything, fuck everyone, fuck life, fuck you. hate everything, life shitty",OCD
|
| Anyone else experiencing anger depression ?. get angry physical frustrating. wanted see anyone else experiences too.,Others
|
| Need help supporting girlfriend suffering.. GF currently going ringer.... attempted suicide wasting away. helpful? diagnosed Bipolar 2. getting point I
|
| "know worse living medication depression.. Either way, they're killing me.",Depression
|
| feel like dying today. want end,PTSD
|
| "Interests change. feel become depressed thing interests art, guess express myself. used really artistic child. also love science. love science disappears get depressed though.",Depression
|
| I’m fucking failure. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK,OCD
|
| "want feel good myself. That's want. want look mirror, see me, good bad, past present, regrets triumphs, tell me, that's good",Others
|
| "suicide?. answer? taboo? fo people sad loved dies? want peace, thats all. Death way get peace.",Others
|
| Idk do. Idk feel lonely one takes seriously im ugly shit shouldi im really lost,Depression
|
| lays bed day. - Mom
|
| Suicidal. genuinely think much longer.,OCD
|
| life like blackberry..... There
|
| "pissed Voluntary Euthanasia physical diseases. legislation, would perform euthanasia suffer incurable disease unbearable pain. goes far physical diseases. something like depression aptly fits description.",Depression
|
| I’m DEPRESSED Drugs. drugs I’m DEPRESSED.. wish people would understand,Depression
|
| "hate getting new TV show.. Fucking Westworld, man. I'm probably going stay alive several years see happens. Fuck life. violent delights.",PTSD
|
| help.. own.,Others
|
| fucking hate people.. People definitionally toxic. Obviously exceptions know fuck wrong theyre definitely normal. want someone actually fucking care really can
|
| "hate depression?. Probably blank periods thought go through. Completely devoid emotion mental activity. last good half hour, really annoying stopped reading.",Depression
|
| really like staying late possible I
|
| Depression Laziness?. feel like work could work using depression excuse. often feel like best even capable feel guilty.,Depression
|
| Honestly feel terrible. feel like running marathon entire fucking life remember single time like this. someone listen console fucking cut,Depression
|
| "Asking girl ended expected... happen unfortunately, already taken.. say (in real way) current bf would date me. nice hear :) still gonna feel depression little today..",Depression
|
| feel like everyone enjoying life living lie.. Maybe I
|
| "Help. I'm stuck recurring suicidal thoughts fear death. want live, can't bring end... make sense??",OCD
|
| Irrationally sad small things. anyone else get extremely sad really small things? Like friend cancels plans next thing think waste time kill want lie bed forever never get up. me. Right now. Jk. time.,Depression
|
| Living hard. sucks. I
|
| hate myself. absolutely hate hate way look hate way body looks hate brain hate hate absolutely fucking hate,OCD
|
| WISH told worst?. someone listens trust them... **What
|
| "done anything month.. I've bed month, messing around internet 24/7. Really depressed state life. That's it. summer, I'm really anxious next school year. see point anything anymore.",Depression
|
| Evolutions biggest joke mixing survival instinct wanting die.. bad day. drunken thought.,PTSD
|
| anyone make happy?. know I
|
| got dumped need help.. Ive never looked help kinda stuff im 20 year old male got dumped girlfriend 3 years give ne reason,PTSD
|
| "Anyone ever write suicide note?. tonight, much intention, wondering anyone's road before.",OCD
|
| yeah thing happened. dad got super mad grades slammed laptop desk broke it. story writing srsly kms can
|
| Depression like standing puddle darkness slowly pulled under.. one
|
| dealing long. Dont know explain it. means measures good im not. dont alone am. feel lonely lot fault. Ranting -.-,OCD
|
| "(22F) Anyone else living life unemployed energy desire anything life cause you’re interested passionate anything?. ever get like, shit? depressed long, wanting wake up, able sleep heavy mind stop, able sleep solidly anxiety bad even sleep without waking every 2 hours. stop thinking easy buy gun never able think again. want peace. want quiet. want pain stop. all. Please.",OCD
|
| "Today greatest achievement redeeming free burrito chipotle. least tasted pretty good got double meat guac. Spent rest self loathing, self medicating, listening music would never admit liking.",OCD
|
| "I’m afraid. day goes afraid. feel alone want alone this. want burden anyone else tired fighting stay alive. tired, lonely afraid.",OCD
|
| "anyone else depression switched online school?. couple weeks back decided what's best pull school continue online, I'm still mixed thoughts I'd like know anyone else done whether helped",Others
|
| Depression going hungry day handed amazing looking dinner. absolutely desire eat it.,OCD
|
| "(if remember all) last time happy?. me, 4 years. I'm anxious, timid, hate life remember times try hope... ever happy again? I'm 16 damn would fucking shitty life.",OCD
|
| makes happy. dumb advice nothing makes happy anymore.,OCD
|
| "Losing sense empathy. feel like days go by, Ive lost sense empathy emotion - feel strange thought would able sympathise people going similar experiences",PTSD
|
| Always alone. friends. Nobody phone call. want cry. wish like evrybody else. Anything me.,OCD
|
| "Forgotten like feel normal. mental health issues past 5 years, even know like feel normal. days i'm depressed feel normal feel weird fake. like i'm used feeling depressed.",Depression
|
| wanted Fourth July spend day sun family friends. They
|
| Told mom want anti depressants said :(. Im like rlly fucked mentally rn,Depression
|
| right depressed.. told boss today. asshat.,Depression
|
| "Anyone else spontaneously feel fine great?. I'm long streak feeling great, started cleaned house ocd degree. keep chores feel sad.",OCD
|
| Lost. tried kill last week. yesterday 4am rush husband hospital cause overdosed try kill himself. He
|
| Day Spa. Me: depressed Stepmom: suggested going spa destress ------after spa------ Me: still depressed but!.... skin smells like flowers.. PS: going back though.. felt heavily ashamed due body exposure..,Depression
|
| mind stuck loop negative thoughts.. every single fucking day I
|
| ever really happy moment life. shattered seconds,OCD
|
| Ahh done favorite past time. Crying hitting stomach bat...,OCD
|
| can
|
| woke feeling great!. put two weeks job yesterday. guess hated thought. dancing kitchen morning making breakfast! feel damn alive today! think scared girlfriend bit... :),OCD
|
| anyone else feel like child?. 20 feel like emotional development 15 year old,Others
|
| help depression?. steps curing depression?,Depression
|
| toxic it. die muriatic acid?,Others
|
| bad feel worse I
|
| "Lost myself. feel empty, like nothing going on, feeling thoughts. even anything say beyond that. sitting couch nothingness",OCD
|
| Someone please kill me. hurts much live anymore,PTSD
|
| literally motivation anything anymore. want stay bed day. wish still enjoyed things used to. I
|
| "nothing painful watching everyone else functionally move life, barley remember name. Friends graduating college, getting married, progressing careers stop self destruction anxiety. painful",PTSD
|
| Thought bounced back. haha nope. gets worse,OCD
|
| Suicide final sacrifice freedom despair.. keep telling that.,OCD
|
| "right kill myself?. right kill people, right take life? > want hear opinions it.",OCD
|
| got fired today. sickness keeps screwing life. now? website employers depress friendly?,Depression
|
| opened friends depression truly feel abandoned me.. blame moral story nobody cares never owe depression,Depression
|
| "Finally felt good... while.. Started day feeling great, like getting back track. feel like absolute trash like there's nothing salvage flaming wreck life",Depression
|
| wish could die. hate living much sometimes,OCD
|
| go work cause I
|
| painless way die?. im bitch whats painless way die im ending tuesday currently im probably gonna hang self theres painless way,OCD
|
| feel alone. want bother anyone...,OCD
|
| "birthday yesterday.. I'm 17 now... expect make far, honestly.",Others
|
| wish courage kill myself. wish coward,OCD
|
| understanding. cannot make understand. cannot make anyone understand happening inside me. cannot even explain,OCD
|
| Finally got girls number.. responding. Leaving read.. fuck happen always,OCD
|
| "want stop living. life sucks,school sucks,I friends,and parents tell stupid floating every day,with YouTube Reddit.I want kill pluck courage make step.",OCD
|
| "older depressed people trouble keeping house?. keep starting clean organize despite medication feeling better many ways, never get energy level need get house back way used be?",OCD
|
| meds making sleepy. go work come home nap least two hours. stay awake day without nap. want awake till bed time nap anything feel lethargic sick.,Others
|
| "Depression isn’t wanting exist, wanting exist feeling like this. sometimes cant stop feeling like this.",Depression
|
| "guys push hanging thread?. I've made almost two years since last suicide attempt want keep pushing number higher. guys really pushed limit, anything keep going?",OCD
|
| "thought i'd never come sub again, am. guess it'll haunt forever",OCD
|
| "Coffee cure depression, helps.. least. wakes mentally physically. combats low energy caused depression difference like nignt day.",Depression
|
| I
|
| "year ago, ICU attempted suicide, today celebrate 25th birthday.. get easy, get used it. Everyday try find reasons try kill again. ETA: I'm female, way.",PTSD
|
| "made choice morning. go outside walk awhile rather going back bed. make anything special. make depression problems go away, dammit feel good made little positive choice.",Depression
|
| anyone else hold hand they
|
| "live without thing live for?. answer question, write:You'll find reason, it'll get better etc. shitty lies, answers",OCD
|
| Help please. hate fucking much can
|
| hell something bad happen every time im feeling happy? Im allowed feel happy? it?. Whats point happy then? Whats point life?,OCD
|
| Wish dead. alcohol used numb emotion. anymore.,PTSD
|
| supposed fake confidence?. anyone successful this?,Others
|
| "Parenting w/Depression. want know yes or, fashion whether believe depression affects ability parent. Temporarily permanently, matter. kids, welcome weigh hypothetically. ~ curious four year old daughter.",Depression
|
| Death death death. ###why obsessed DEATHHHHH,OCD
|
| "normal turn depressed/lethargic going days without music?. seems keep happening, reason. days without music boom, depression form kicks in. anything normal worried potential c. depression?",Depression
|
| Need help.... need go get help medication? go doctor therapist what? dont anybody ask. Nothing else working I
|
| "tactics use get intrusive, unwanted thoughts head?. cognitive control work me, need tobacco memory erasal. anything, let know here, otherwise I'm straight luck.",OCD
|
| (47M) cried 2 hours last night. fucking needed it.,Depression
|
| Nothing triggers depressed for?. brain fucking thing sometimes,Depression
|
| Alone. tons friends family love yet I
|
| "Always tired. nights week actually got decent amount sleep whether get 3 hours 8 hours, still always feel tired. depression anxiety it? I'm mentally exhausted sure use sleep escape can.",Depression
|
| anybody else hope WW3 happens soon? fight overseas die hero?. least people would remember me...,PTSD
|
| Life gotten old I
|
| ...and comes falling down. feel immense feeling doom coming back. Ugh.,PTSD
|
| I
|
| I
|
| suck open someone person makes everything subject?. kept inside die little.,OCD
|
| supposed getting married tomorrow... 2 weeks ago broke leaving single mum.... Yea is. struggling hard since last night. coming visit kids tomorrow... first time seen month. feel like need hate,Others
|
| I
|
| Im going kill myself.. Im going kill myselm,OCD
|
| "desperate loved. realized need love main cause depression dont know it. strong desire, almost impossible get rid of. anyone else desperation ever go away?",Depression
|
| Food beginning lose taste. I
|
| want stay home lie dark curl blankets gets better. Spoiler alert: get better,Others
|
| "sometimes wonder I’m really depressed, selfishly wanting attention.. often really get depressive mode alone. wonder lack attention gets me.",Depression
|
| goes mind insanity. accept insanity gets worse.. know why? really control anything.,OCD
|
| "TIL learned mistype last four numbers suicide hotline (8225 instead 8255), get singles hotline.. honestly made laugh",Others
|
| "Suicidal protocol?. I'm suicidal right now, would like kill myself. However, I've recently suicidal thoughts. become suicidal? Would need go mental hospital? Thanks advice",Others
|
| "Trying gain courage drive mental health crisis center. terrifying. know need this.. need comment, felt like needed share. Perhaps held accountable help.",Others
|
| "Anyone else ever depressed depressed depressed?. makes sense. Idk maybe I'm lazy can't even bothered feel depressed anymore, kinda like feeling dead inside.",Depression
|
| DAE ever get dropped/sunken feeling stomach really self deprecating realization?. always catch breath second try cry; sometimes thought feeling comes goes really quickly. Anyone else?,OCD
|
| brothers girlfriend admitted ive working anxiety depression. didnt mean im sorry,Depression
|
| possible get head?. seems ultimately biggest issue. sabotage everything do. get head?? even possible I
|
| stopped 300mg Effexor cold turkey finances. I
|
| "Roses red, violets blue. well today, you?",Others
|
| fight tears public?. help it. pain overwhelming,OCD
|
| Hate life. Every day wake wish didn
|
| "party friends. Great conversation, good food, old friends still feeling crappy. want go home.",Depression
|
| bad thoughts. time. cant stop them.,OCD
|
| anyone else get huge burst anxiety time try anything?. like brain goes panic mode screams can
|
| Today dirty want pretty.. Tomorrow know forever dirt,OCD
|
| Anyone else get depressed crush relationships general?. Like like someone know literally 0% chance ever even know exist... makes feel really fucking depressed...,Depression
|
| "Anyone get physical pain along sadness?. noticed days feel particularly empty, experience sharp pain abdomen. feels like bunch needles poking insides. going couple years now, periodically occurs, alarming.",Others
|
| Help. anybody recommend drug takes away reality certain period time? LSD anything. I
|
| Feel like killing tonight. What
|
| "stay focused?. asking because, lately, hard time concentrating one thing time. find something minutes max, suddenly feel overwhelmed, stop doing, something else easier. even focus sleeping right anymore. hate depression :/",OCD
|
| "One day I’ll succumb suicide. Emotionally numb. Constantly drained. Severe brain fog, panic attacks existential bullshit, isolation. getting tired nonstop cycle.",PTSD
|
| stuff I
|
| "wish courage end it. I'm lying bed fucking crying sleep wanting die, like fucking thing want can't fucking it, fucking hate life life much",OCD
|
| cut first time. I
|
| NYE 2018. hope I
|
| "... Facebook messed up.... read whole opinion thread facebook kinda thing bullshit. even know clicked titled Anxiety valid excuse Ugh, fuck read it, anyone sees read it.",Social Anxiety Disorder
|
| birthday today.. I
|
| "Became homeless today. sucks. living mom car. idea I'm going do, think officially fucked. good past couple days.",Others
|
| "fuck shit. I'm getting bed today, I'm going school. this? myself? fucking end",OCD
|
| wish everyday rainy dark could justify staying inside drinking smoking day. dont like spring sun,OCD
|
| "Cleaned bedroom, closet, bathroom morning. Can't slit wrists moldy bathtub",OCD
|
| can
|
| Human Complicated. Rather bird something,Others
|
| Apparently options dinner chicken dumplings taco stuffed bell peppers.. care either way. I
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| don’t give shit happy. want fucking die,OCD
|
| "Every day, convince it..... .....that there's life this. wonder long keep up?",OCD
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| Self-harm. Nothing brings peace cutting myself. Seeing blood flow calmest thing.,OCD
|
| Alternative hurting yourself? Sad phase. feel like hurting made many promises loved ones never ever again?,Depression
|
| Im worthless. Pointless. Better dead. Nobody help. spent 2 years helping havent done shit,Depression
|
| Three months showering led taking shower today glad did. finally accomplished something week.,Others
|
| "people contemplating suicide, keeping alive? still fighting?. reason want hurt anybody I'm thinking running away disappear, ending life.",OCD
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| AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH GET FUCK,OCD
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| want win lottery.... ever leave house again.,OCD
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| Lonely. want alone anyone reach,OCD
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| please kill me.. i
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| reason commit suicide sad lives. Dont it. Death come end anyways. Enjoy life even sucks ETERNITY OPPORTUNITY alive. Life tiny chance becoming better stick around find out.,PTSD
|
| anyone else want kill scared it?. title says it. want die cant bring it. Ive always way. scared anything make important choices. feel worthless cant even bring this. feel like absolute mess.,OCD
|
| "suicidal considered suicide, could granted longer feel way more?. Anything, multiple things.",OCD
|
| coming back. recovered long stage depression months ago past week feel coming again. fuck leave alone,Depression
|
| think much time planet.. think make much longer.,OCD
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| Finally realised alone forever. point finally fucking die.,PTSD
|
| forced homework today. feel guilty. guilty leaving last minute late. guilty much should. guilty feeling bit happy,OCD
|
| Depression. Need friends problem,Others
|
| "I’m afraid.. know go say help change exist. lost, confused, sad, angry, frustrated, afraid. afraid.",OCD
|
| "can't shit holidays.. Fucking gets hell seeing everyone Instagram significant other. good time. Someone getting proposed to, people saying happy them. cant fucking it. Makes feel super down...",Depression
|
| "hate hopelessness I'm stuck with.. Sometimes really impossible see anything positive future, motivation willpower just... Gone. want sleep life away ignore responsibilities have.",Depression
|
| "I’m hurting. feeling suicidal, feels like everyone turn tired shit. really know much longer keep going like this. guys comment things keep going quotes keep guys strong. Anything helps",Others
|
| Anyone take trintellix. Please comment experiences trintellix,Others
|
| looking forward New Years first time life. kid would feel anxious horrible still alive wasting time. Today still struggle looking forward time unfold.,PTSD
|
| "Happy New Year!!!. Still broken man, though...",PTSD
|
| "don’t care anymore. drank really long time, obvious reasons. holidays means alcohol house, brought room. going get drunk want feel something this. sure feel like absolute shit later, tomorrow, even care anymore. probably deserve pathetic. Worthless piece shit. Merry Christmas me.",Depression
|
| "somebody actually says cute good looking, believe them?. want believe people say always think say make feel better...",Others
|
| FUCKING POINT EXISTENCE. getting real tired bullshit call life,Others
|
| want normal. thrive individual honestly want nothing stop sickness normal person again.,Others
|
| "Hi. Hi guys, joined like 3days ago. Nice meet smth",Others
|
| "close friend came told he's depressed idea why.. want help know how. course, I've searching internet anything could help think first-hand advice people gone/are going depression situation would valuable.",Depression
|
| "I'm scared relationships want people feel shitty me. I'm saying relationship would solve problems, feel like could've atleast experienced one crippled. I'm cusp adulthood kissed yet - want be, can't function socially frustrates much. Even get someone like enough go once, there's way would last without making miserable feel like K responsibility put others pain. wish could different, wish could better, paralysed there's nothing do.",OCD
|
| "Depression Described Mother. Every time. see courageous, clever brilliant description, think, YES! Someone get it. helps brave enough put there...",Others
|
| Don’t give false hopes. friend. love. Stay. leave. thought one. Stay... Please stay.,Others
|
| wish. wish bad thoughts could washed drained away like dirt sweat nice hot shower,OCD
|
| fiancé surprised 2 new Lego sets he
|
| "Life would much easier ugly.. least average... anything would better face now. I'm ugliest girl town... everything face unproportional alien-like. Especially huge, wide eyes high forehead. I'm monster.",OCD
|
| fuck happening me. think I
|
| "still cutting. Im numb begun meds Im almost cutting arm dont even know type, want someone know",OCD
|
| "got job offer.... area field find great interest SME 6 people. company good, pay good... Everything seems good... I'm feeling imposter syndrome genuinely terrified 1000 doors slam shut behind accept it.",Social Anxiety Disorder
|
| "Told someone problems blocked me, lovely. Tbh can't help laugh situation... unbelievable horible I'm bad guy",OCD
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| I
|
| "woke 7 pm. lovely, it?. can't wait get unproductive day started! :(",OCD
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| can
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| Maybe I
|
| "I’m sorry stupid question, know I’m depressed?. think am, know. sorry, mean offend anything. want know",Others
|
| "Anyone else want somebody trust, open completely?. Im hiding much friends family trust enough really opened before. like go bed thinking someone express feelings to.",OCD
|
| dont deserve you.. really deserve life. girlfriend deserves better. dealt problems months we
|
| Starting Intensive outpatient program tomorrow. anyone gone IOP? experience?,Others
|
| "anybody else unphased generic cheer lines.. I'm anything may help someone get day, find encompassing matter/you're purpose/you're stronger think comments nothing me. Anyone else?",Others
|
| I
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| need help kill quietly. need find way method killing without anyone ever knowing.,PTSD
|
| "need most?. love someone always happiest moments, leaves down?",Others
|
| "nobody cares me, friends, nobody trust, feel nobody loves likes me.. why? make friends?",Depression
|
| "Sometimes want cry non-existent relationship mom really is. can't single genuine conversation her, probably faults",OCD
|
| that. Seemingly everyone parents give shit them? I
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| cried front mother.. believe social anxiety disorder/sickness...,Social Anxiety Disorder
|
| "think life depressed get.. I'm 19 y/o failure nothing live I've attempted suicide many times, purpose, life plain shit there's nothing it.",Depression
|
| "can't stop thinking hurting sort accident. thoughts go away, heart racing",OCD
|
| "think enjoy living much normal people.. problems average person, enjoy alive.",Others
|
| "im going kill myself. cant handle anymore, cant sleep eat, im done, anyone methods?",OCD
|
| want die.. everything difficult cold. want die,OCD
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| Scared im going snap someone. Dont want mean anyone im close edge,OCD
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| Simple thought. Death born do..,PTSD
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| allowed die?. want anymore.,PTSD
|
| "Temporary mood improvement?. Anyone else sometimes better mood temporarily sometimes? Woke morning feeling bad, lots coffee felt energetic hour so... Starting slip back normal. Anybody else ever feel way?",Depression
|
| can
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| Might climb really tall building tonight. Always wanted it. wonder would happen slipped. would care?,Others
|
| "I’ve told people life “I’m okay†many times think I’m dramatic. become regular. Oh, dramatic. says time. longer feel heard. longer feel like communicate people okay.",OCD
|
| I’ve struggled anxiety entire adult life haven’t depressed since early teen.. depressed idea get hole. thought gotten past completely forgotten consuming feelings. thought equipped deal...,Depression
|
| "Feeling really bad.. Feel like human punching bag, everyone picks laugh even people hardly know me. honestly feel like there's anyone life trust, one.",Depression
|
| heart broken girl 6 months ago... feel love / able love ever ?. I
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| could worse.. Life never gets better. Try accept it.,Others
|
| Made failed attempt last night. Nobody cares either. Guess right.,OCD
|
| "Physical Pain Caused Depression. wondering people's experience physical pain caused depression been? I'm referring pain feels like heart shredded pieces anything like that, including pain mind. painkillers (like ibuprofen) helped get ease really worked anyone?",Depression
|
| anyone else get really anxious/paranoid people like them?. I
|
| "1. feel like shit everyone refuses validate feelings 2. realize insignificant universe.... Really, reason live?",OCD
|
| "need shower. swear, depression sweat smells worse regular sweat.",Depression
|
| I
|
| "again, can't get bed.. want change, know do, feel powerless. happening again. guys situation? I'm trying badly regain myself, seems impossible.",OCD
|
| feel alive. feel alive. remember last fun.Nobody cares me;nobody loves me. one ever really did. fail everything. im fucking loser,Depression
|
| Feeling accomplished. amazing smallest accomplishment do. I
|
| friend lot depresion what
|
| "gets bed morning?. motivation left, nothing live for. ever feel content anything anymore.",Depression
|
| "Late night thoughts....... People tend forget different comes price. price agreed upon, paid nonetheless. get return never lives lost.",OCD
|
| need hug. want one hug. anybody. i
|
| "sure right place share this, feel like depressed, sad angry long looong time, sick people around me, feel like belong am, people actually like distant.. Found place, able relate lot things written.",Depression
|
| "famous/motivated/successful people still get depressed kill themselves, fucking chance have?. I'm literally good anything.",Others
|
| never fit anywhere. even online. one likes me.,Social Anxiety Disorder
|
| "Alcohol weed. started while, week every day... Im 19 still school.... Fuck depression :/",Depression
|
| "want feel sad?. better managing suicidal thoughts, gained sort longing feelings attached return. Trying understand why.",Depression
|
| hate myself. even know why. utterly irrational. stupid. childish. contraproductive. FUCK. can
|
| "Anyone else fear dying wishes dead time?. day time spend day wishing dead, night I'm scared everything, get paranoid I'm dying feel guilty everything",OCD
|
| "Happiness evades me.... matter hard try, feel happy. day repeating routine, even change it, still feel like deflated.",Depression
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| become someone?. really bother me. I
|
| "stupid seek therapist, even thought gut feeling going kill anyways?. know stupid. want hear guys think.",PTSD
|
| can
|
| "depressed. Hey, anyone else feel like they're going homeless they're older? I'm constantly feel achieve anything life I'll homeless streets begging change.",Depression
|
| want someone care show love.. much ask?,Others
|
| get depressed see ex?. Especially hotter SO?,PTSD
|
| "life big joke. please let die, hurt much keep existing",OCD
|
| anyone else feel empty?. even last week hurting much manifested actual physical pain feel nothing. maybe tired all.,Depression
|
| hate people trick believing count them... need disappear..,OCD
|
| Scream. Anyone else ever get urge scream?,OCD
|
| "Im always sad cant cry anymore. Life tiring everything makes sad can't cry it. sit give up, least crying good release. sit numbness",Depression
|
| Anybody beat depression?. it?,Depression
|
| compare face girls styles. it?. really awful need stop comparing. found style yet,OCD
|
| Depression leading anxiety. know taking walk outside would help yet want to. know exercise yoga meditation anything would help yet it. leaves anxious frustrated too. FML.,Others
|
| I
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| know need go doctor ask anti depressants can
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| friend called homosexuality disease depression fake.. I
|
| "getting time.. much handle I'm going embrace relapse drug alcohol abuse. goal numb possible times, functioning somewhat normal life. Trying life worth it.",Others
|
| wish courage kill myself. know I
|
| "one. thought finally found close friend, distant. Probably slow ghost. get wrong, every close relationship ended, usually abrupt I'm surprised. Oh well.",Others
|
| "sub helped alot people. included, wanted say hey thanks existing. really good place vent stuff. cool there's community listens gets supportive. Beats alone 1000%",Others
|
| "clean 10 months, cut last night.. little bit feel like failure.",OCD
|
| "find passion, even something makes happy, amongst all?. give motivation find one thing stands rest?",Others
|
| I
|
| "Depression school kids. sucks ass stand hall one haha. feel true happiness, even shed tears. feel like body slowly decaying mind already fallen deceased",Depression
|
| "severe depression: relationship food now?. eat/drink 100-600 calories day. absolutely frightening hunger drive *gone*. small girl, used voracious eater.",Depression
|
| "really want something bad happen, like family member dying something ill excuse kill myself.... Anyone else feel way?",OCD
|
| I
|
| Got called inmature suicidal thoughts.. guess that
|
| "look sad.. Nah, I'm fine. *puts fake smile*",Others
|
| Help. ever want go meds(personal reasons). crippling depression. going doctor help me?. thank response advance.,Depression
|
| "anyone else wish never born?. in, never conceived. die never lived first place. wish here, way go watch family pain me.",OCD
|
| "hate halloween everybody else looks good seems carefree, two things I'm incapable of.. want",OCD
|
| "Lost scared. story long never felt lost lonely scared life really need help advice..... ask, best explain need help know ...... Please? Thank",PTSD
|
| even fucking like me. First thing alarm wakes grab throw floor. want live isolation.,OCD
|
| birthday today. finally turned 15 today. reminded much time I
|
| "I'm depressed life sucks. can't fully explain deeper feelings this. feels angering simultaneously numbing shitty life, one cares one gets it. True empathy rare trait.",Depression
|
| "Could use company.. Another saturday night. days same, I'm bored.",Others
|
| "anyone think college worst experience life?. new college student, worst.",Others
|
| "still religious type faith?. think agree hopelessness common symptom depression hopelessness usually results loss faith experience, curious thought correct not.",Others
|
| "much pain one person handle?. Mental pain, mean. I'm much pain everyday can't kill myself. I've tried can't it. There's escape. going break go crazy mind can't deal pain anymore?",OCD
|
| "Sometimes. Parents sometimes blind front them, wanted tell depression, reactions another person shocked me. can't tell anyone cry night, feel peace discussing death, one.",Depression
|
| 23 year old really feel? things relationships/who want be/stress/life general.. Wise wizards come woodwork.,Others
|
| "ever get failures. matter hard try, always fail. seems like already fixed fuckup rest life. tired.",OCD
|
| regret killing myself. Theres literally nothing live for.,PTSD
|
| Someone give reason live. reasons left weakening. Soon far negatively outnumbered I
|
| good things must come end..... right? know accept though.,Others
|
| Exams stressful me. cannot learn anything without anxiety.,Generalized Anxiety Disorder
|
| Happiness choice.. tried hard I
|
| "friend died depression. ...at least, gets it... *peacefully*",Depression
|
| "Maybe I'm depressed never leave house socialise, motivation I'm depressed. Depression bitch cycle",Depression
|
| anyone else feel guilty happy?. think feeling forces depressed again.,Others
|
| "Raging again. go again. family done nothing me, nerves crawling body. want realize care going me. Back bed go.",OCD
|
| real low?. I
|
| Please Help Me.. breakup fresh. hopes one... gone. pain still real. Please. Someone take pain away. Please,PTSD
|
| "Today furthest outside 8 months. fought compulsion visit ex girlfriend despite restraining order. Instead, drove opposite direction spent hour water contemplated taking life.",OCD
|
| "alone sad. moved another state last year made single friend. able visit friends back home almost year, feel isolated, alone, lost...idk anymore",Depression
|
| I’m tired feeling depressed. want happy fake happy,Depression
|
| I
|
| parents help others get help depression ignore son says wants die.. want kms spite,Others
|
| "sad, brain sick.. wish people understood this.",Depression
|
| "Feels good bad.. far today toxic, anger-fueled jerk probably ever know what? liberating feeling. know pass tomorrow last longer damn, years good guy sure feels awesome jerk.",Others
|
| "feeling .. disconnected?. sometimes feel disconnected world, like im watching window. like im glass cage, invisible cage. hard concentrate, things seem strange took walk days ago everything seemed alien, like another world",OCD
|
| "I'm longer jealous others. I'm happy myself, I'm tired jealous. I'm tired feel anything. I'm tired live.",OCD
|
| "today co-worker said look real sad. no, im lost thoughts haha",OCD
|
| worth going doctor S.A.D(seasonal affective disorder). Every time winter comes around lose energy motivation. advice do?,Others
|
| loneliness killing me. im tired alone. feel loneliness triggering,Depression
|
| Counselor/Psychologist actually help?. bunch issues past month. mom trying get see counselor. see point. someone give view/personal experience this? Thank you.,Others
|
| "God damn hard let go.. mean hard something i've done many times before. life live cause is, waiting person care deeply leave you. fucking insane bad feels want leave know said ok, meant ok i'm gonna train wreck within 5 mins tops leave",OCD
|
| life falling apart fault.. world would better without me.,PTSD
|
| suicide hotline call cops me?. can
|
| anyone else find hard enjoy things constantly worried depressed again?. Like thing mind feel sort scared going sad again.,OCD
|
| "find things fun again?. Nothing fun anymore. speak counselors it. speak lot people actually, end I'm actually left really sad still.",Depression
|
| "06.06.. birthday 4 days...normally felt quite happy it, time want ignore it. dont even know why, im generally pissed idea it...",OCD
|
| :/. ever feel shitty?,OCD
|
| Fuck this.. Fuck shit. even care anymore.,OCD
|
| $700 Hawaii. I
|
| "26 year old male, living home, low income job, school (parents paying it), want get married girlfriend graduates nursing degree 5 months. feel like deadbeat",Others
|
| "college fucking isolating!?!?. Everyone else seems happy, everyone else bunch friends, everyone else SO, nothing, fucking fair...",OCD
|
| missed Meds day feel worse ever. guess something. Help :(,Others
|
| "Ex came back.... want go back, want feel cared about, want hurt",PTSD
|
| worst thing wanting loved. relationship state living would end quickly began thus likely making worse. Cruel.,OCD
|
| "Literally friends. know interact people, single friend, humans can't live like this. Seems like people smell depression anxiety stay away. Wish courage end it.",Depression
|
| "everyone feel relationships/dates?. feel like make biggest joke ever, tend get clingy finally possibly found someone likes tend go overboard, problem?",Others
|
| this. I
|
| want hug shoulder cry on. Life miserable.. People say get dont think,Others
|
| Whats suggestions cheering up?. guys cheer up?,Others
|
| Im tired time.... productive? Nothing help...,Others
|
| way trick doctors killing you?. Lack euthanasia unconstitutional,PTSD
|
| want die. can
|
| ☹ï¸. miss stuck head care... hurts fucking bad...,OCD
|
| Cousin Died Yesterday. know I
|
| "mutual love, anyone?. Anyone love someone mutual?",Others
|
| way world makes depressed. title says,Depression
|
| wanna die complete college want get embarrassed die.. sums life,OCD
|
| never thought could kill feel like happen soon. feel like i
|
| "Shower Thought. number one point life live,so still here,you right. (something tell feel down)",Depression
|
| DAE hate told good something. awful copout. always either realize good worry PRACTICE bit makes incredibly salty knowing people saying saying suck ABSOLUTELY EVERYTHING,OCD
|
| "Music gets through. Shout chemical romance getting many depressive episodes panic attacks 6th grade way college! Honestly, know I'd make without music",Depression
|
| can
|
| I
|
| wish forget everything. find reason hate anymore,OCD
|
| Everyday wake look forward going back bed. dream world better reality,OCD
|
| "voice head keeps telling kill yourself?. night long keeps ringing head, over, get shut up. make stop? want stop.",OCD
|
| "can't even fuck gf, friend says. Depression stress affecting life ?",Depression
|
| "We'd 15 today. miss wife, terribly. all.",Depression
|
| "comfort someone depressed time you’re depressed?. optimistic person gf sometimes get depressed. Recently argue depressed, best comfort somehow know do. need do?",Depression
|
| cheated on. Hey all. cut long story short. boyfriend broken found cheating me. says come across confident bed. I
|
| "people actually enjoy alive, right?. Enjoyment life kind metaphor suffering grace strong others despite personal misery? want sure.",Others
|
| Maybe u stuff make happy. Like activities. hobby. outdoors help. Also positive thoughts. many times heard this?,Others
|
| Life $$. afford die,PTSD
|
| Woke morning. bad day already. would never hurt pray every night wake up. accidentally saw pic ex new guy hurts. suppose move together ger married everything. Fml x infinity,Others
|
| "Depressed Philly. found group, livewell foundation. like AA depressed people. anyone Philly wants go, hope see there.",Depression
|
| genuinely wish guts.. fear thing keeping ending everything. never gets better.,OCD
|
| always make sad. keep trying fix things people obviously done me. always end feeling worse. want die.,OCD
|
| nothing day certainly want something either.. Except die. want die.,OCD
|
| I
|
| weekends suck always alone...... friends..no girlfriend always one reach im done phone day prob gonna whole week longer.... need focus myself.,Depression
|
| wanna kill kill again. holy fuck hate much,PTSD
|
| number times say hate head uncontrollable. kinda comes like I
|
| I
|
| "depression getting worse, anyone else literally fun ANYTHING all? pure torture home alone past days. everything feels like chore",Depression
|
| Please help. Feeling sad. miss ex. miss happy. want curl cry.,Depression
|
| isolationism. isolate people much crave companionship company alone,OCD
|
| I
|
| tried cry last night partly succeeded. felt good.. feels good feel sort emotion.,Others
|
| 40 happened today I
|
| "got bed made breakfast today.. made French toast coffee. much, least something today",Others
|
| depression/suicide cosmetic problem. anybody ever depressed something like this? something can
|
| Bull. See fuck thus shit finally getti ng feeling fist time damn website one swift accidental movement finger revrythi g got fucking deleated. goddamn sorry pathetic montherfucking life. could run traffic,OCD
|
| Birthaday. Im turning 18 now. Feels bad man.,Others
|
| hate news too?. always new depressing shit happening world.,OCD
|
| "Swear god, even doing. Idk wake like days. Wake really really early, feel sick, anxious, guilty, try go back sleep cant im feeling shitty things. Inevitably alarm goes procrastinate getting bed last possible second, sometimes even then. feel like shit day. feeling better. happened...",OCD
|
| "waking interrupted beautiful dream, wish could sleep time?. dream felt real. surrounded good friends blast, find party good company getting drunk dancing night away, wake ....... back reality.",PTSD
|
| boss called idiot today.. fun. totally crying right now. fine.,OCD
|
| "love burning myself. drunk starting bad again, usually smoke like putting skin",OCD
|
| Please end all.. says. always seek professional help. always make friends. Please kill yourself.,OCD
|
| think people understand feels want die every minute everyday.. sleep substitute it.,OCD
|
| anyone else
|
| "Insomnia, anyone?. depression linked crippling anxiety. barely slept days. go bed 3 wake 6/7am. part depression/ anxiety. deal this?",Depression
|
| "Someone chat with. Hey there- I'm going rough times lately. Looking someone chat with, 26M matter.",Others
|
| bad thoughts. seriously can
|
| "keeps finding way get worse. There's bottom this, there?",OCD
|
| I
|
| Anyone else deal selective mutism preventing speaking family?. need someone relate right,OCD
|
| parents okay getting hamster/hamsters. I
|
| 21st birthday today. Almost over. Everyone forgot.......even parents. know care another day still hurts. thought life gonna go,Others
|
| girl like asked I
|
| Good tip live alone don’t go much. Leave tv day news tv channel going background. find really helps like window outside world news stuff going on.,Others
|
| "farewell. There's blood, there's alibi know hold more. I've tried everything, thing keeps sane Linkin Park. can't pretend I'm fine anymore many times cry day. I'm sorry",OCD
|
| hugged pile clothes long time today. thought ex-fiance thought mom,OCD
|
| "procrastination. feels like I'm stuck forever, least I'm depressed.. I'm sick me. Help",OCD
|
| fucking hate myself.. constantly repeat worthless piece shit one gives shit me. fuck like this?? fucking happy? Fuck me.,OCD
|
| anyone ever feel
|
| Brain fog... know please help. can
|
| really celebrating way keep track time. yet New Year
|
| "exercise actually help depression?. opinion, makes hardly difference.",Depression
|
| "depression lazy?. keep putting homework, chores, even getting get something eat drink. lazy?",Others
|
| "Another summer alone penniless. tried find work, felonies, life, makes question weather life worth living, always feeling I'll die way,",Depression
|
| "study, homework depression motivation?. tips? im gonna fail courses really cant study.",Others
|
| "Depression, BPD Rational Thinking Rambling Manic. depression eyes venting",Depression
|
| Sick head. always wonder I
|
| "People cross iam reversed cross deal .... fucking society , right call broken ,stupid lost cause . trying become best version . different . good fuck you!",PTSD
|
| "going sleep.... ...Now I'm crying dream every fucking night involves head shotgun. I'm fucking tired dream, man... wish it'd stop.",OCD
|
| wanna die everyone hates me. wanna die everyone hates,OCD
|
| meds years. Always feel like never work quit. Help.. enjoy life. Nothing helps. maybe that
|
| Letting depression take life making utterly worthless easier fighting it.. Realized now. feel like that
|
| anyone else feel way?. parents/grandparents die plan putting bullet right head. ): can
|
| Pretty sure die alone. depressed days lost enough weight. want lose I
|
| "birthday soon, (31). I'm gonna 20 one going wish happy birthday, another day guess. depressing thing think about. Celebrate alone youtube Steam like every year then.",Others
|
| "fuck stop procrastination. never meet goals make myself, matter fucking low set bar. can't even work five fucking minutes. can't go outside anything. fuck",OCD
|
| Lately everyday bad day.. much else say.,OCD
|
| Just. Wanna. Sleep.. Can
|
| Lost insurance.. let anxiety depression win. didnt paperwork have. fault. deserve this. anti-depressants.,Depression
|
| Going buy little buddy. really want get pit depression. decided get goldfish buddy. cure depression think make happy little,Others
|
| "stop hating myself. I'll never able switch bodies escape mind, point feels like separate entity assaulting normal self. become ok again.",PTSD
|
| dont want live anymore. dont know make go away,Depression
|
| "want relationship fail reasons outside (cheating, etc.) look back say choice leave - want live life wondering made wrong choice.. Title. Just. Empty right now. Tired feeling.",OCD
|
| "college students who's confidence went shit graduated?. remember used happy full life. feel doubtful, uncertain, unconfident. Low self-esteem seems best friend.",Others
|
| sort wanna end all. idk anymore. cant longer...,OCD
|
| Anyone theories exactly causes depression?. seen people shitty lives might unhappy seem carry severe symptoms depression. must factor. guys think?,Depression
|
| Everyday wish dead. There
|
| grandad died Saturday girlfriend broke before. I
|
| good days... anxiety high feel like absolute ass. alcohol pills,OCD
|
| I’m Pregnant Alone ... & reasons live.. sorry.,Others
|
| "ever get depressed you’re sad wake up?. peak stage depression rn. know really depressed, get sad wake up. really fun dreams interesting things happen, get sad wake want die. anybody relate?",Depression
|
| "Struggling right now. really desire alive right now. home life horrible, terrible everything do, dont close friends, I'm seriously unhappy. keeps going times like this?",Depression
|
| "want hug someone.. Unfortunately, possible.",Others
|
| "wish could enjoy safe (my bed), instead feel guilty spending much time here. Anyone else feel guilt?",OCD
|
| "longer spontaneous, magical moments life want anywhere else.. fuck. lame us... sub... team wet blanket & unable thrive",Others
|
| "mom said dealing like dealing disabled child.. mean, wrong, barely get bed days, still, hurts.",PTSD
|
| again.. nine days ago promised dad I
|
| want grow up.. Dead. know life truly love really want exist.,PTSD
|
| "get up, body want to. day probably going suck.. usual sleep way late, even though went bed early. I'm sick this, can't control type thing?",OCD
|
| deal pain loneliness?. unbearable. want suffering end.,OCD
|
| "Lost wallet. grades flunking.. lost wallet attended house party got drunk. Valuable pictures hurt most. Slowly losing grades well, performing good even though hard try.",PTSD
|
| "guys tend deal bouts extreme self loathing?. lot trouble seeing point got shitty job every day, along able hired anyone else good single thing planet.",OCD
|
| birthday soon. I
|
| text friends much. get annoyed? Dunno seem better things doin,Others
|
| "mom literally told man up, stop pitying get girlfriend. Thanks mom, I'm cured mom.",OCD
|
| Every time try leave sub end coming back less two months later.. keeps coming back. want rest life. want give badly.,OCD
|
| giving presentation class today couldnt handle grabbed things walked out.. dont know anymore.,OCD
|
| I
|
| brief moments happiness(2-3 days) feel like I’m getting better meds finally working goes shit. behind work. deserve death,OCD
|
| "attempted suicide, regret it?. regret it? Would try again?",PTSD
|
| "Anyone else feel like monster time. sinned, gross shithead, changed everyone knew really wish dead.",PTSD
|
| someone please help me. Im scared dont know,OCD
|
| "know anti-depressant working not?. sertraline nearly 2 months wondering actually helping. adverse side-effects since week 1 problem taking daily, supposed feel like start working?",Depression
|
| alone depressed?. things guys do?,Depression
|
| "I'm feeling good happy, everyone else sad angry. I'm depressed feel like slitting throat, everyone else fucking sunshines flowers. anyone relate this?",Depression
|
| "Even get better, that's years now. Every day long agonizing. can't deal anymore. I'm fucking alone. know fuck cope.",OCD
|
| "Crying. cry waterfalls watching something TV, deeply depressed?",Depression
|
| want leave. want win lottery travel alone 5 years settle Denmark something delete social media. can
|
| "want die. friend, incompetent...... born? born.",PTSD
|
| "I'm getting Nitrous Oxide dentist free right now.... I'm happy escape depression while. God, that's low. Haha. anyone relate? condoning use drugs ALL. true feelings escape hell. Edit: added stuff.",Depression
|
| "Sometimes, feel like depression true friend. toxic friend, friend nonetheless.. anyone else feel way?",Others
|
| Whenever see couple get sad. intimacy everything relationship brings.,Depression
|
| Cancelled plans tomorrow depression got best me.. feel really terrible mentally physically.,Depression
|
| loser?. Late twenties still live mother.,Others
|
| know hate strong word.... ...but legitimately hate myself.,OCD
|
| "haven’t showered five days I’ve eating much junk drinking much fucking soda.. depression fucking winning right now, absolutely energy get bed, happy thoughts, gaining weight stink terribly bring get anything want give up.",Depression
|
| hurts even mother says make excuse regards depression. depression real,Depression
|
| "Ever feel human?. anyone feel emotionless? Like can't ever process true joy, anger, sadness like normal human being? feel emptiness odd feelings blue.",Others
|
| "wanting everything mean big ego?. so, better adjust myself?",Others
|
| "Life overwhelming.. want die life amazes want keep living either. kinda want go facility, deal world's responsibilities",OCD
|
| Woke crying today. woke 4pm crying eyes out. Last night tried holding usual reason came even tho thinking anything all.,Depression
|
| manic episode arent bipolar???. mania associated depression random spurts energy emotion??,Depression
|
| "Winter makes feel sad. dull, hardly proper sunlight..",Depression
|
| "decided fight back.. I've fighting long time, have. decided fight back.",Others
|
| "even know say anymore.. Joined gym couple weeks ago go almost everyday. helped either, usually cry way home get angry cry. FML",Others
|
| mindfulness techniques anybody knows? OCD/ Anxiety/ DPDR/ Panic attacks. Exactly wat title says,Others
|
| poem ex. sitting Fretting idiot thinks idiot raped idiot abused idiot remorse idiot slow idiot delusional sitting Fretting idiot thinks Lol.,OCD
|
| "anyone else feel broken?. there's hope ever fixed again? facts confirm it? know older people evidence favour it, wanted know.",Others
|
| I
|
| born?. wish never born!,OCD
|
| feel like life enduring suffering much give finally. anybody else feel way?,Others
|
| want dead. dont think hold much longer.,PTSD
|
| Suicidal teen. teens there- managing get life survive school time depression? struggling badly trying accomplish anything depressed. almost impossible.,Depression
|
| hurting family existing. burden always ruining everything.,OCD
|
| "stop caring people think me?. Iv watched stupid countless videos YouTube, still help",OCD
|
| "effort. put much time effort making people around happy, making sure needs fit. care much. wish someone cared like that.",Others
|
| put 20 MG Prozac hows people take it?. first medication ive put depression anxiety ive gotten bad.Just wondering expect people take,Depression
|
| "good enough. good enough,idk",Others
|
| Good news found cure depression new hobby enjoy. bad news hobby murder.,OCD
|
| stop?. night can
|
| "Hi there. Sometimes laughing really hard something super funny, laughter suddenly turns crying. laughter tears, tears sadness. like switch turning laughs real sad tears. happen?",Depression
|
| sometimes like fantasizing jumping bridge front bus. maybe it
|
| "slept 20 past 24 hours (not straight, still) wanted break suicidal thoughts.. anyone else sleep avoid suicidal thoughts?",OCD
|
| "Suicidal thoughts. Hi guys major suicidal thoughts feel extremely confused right now, make feel better tired empty please help Today shitty day",OCD
|
| think I’ll run away either weeks I’m 18 afterwards. want runaway toxic father. question highschool diploma though. pick diploma happens? never get diploma? mean go college what? might sound stupid really lost,OCD
|
| "don’t consider depressed anymore still often feel like suicide best option. shitty world live in, right?",Depression
|
| "anybody understood depressed?. one question can't answer. 24 now, depressed 10 years. read lot explanations depression. connect family, movement, capitalism. anybody found answer themselves?",Depression
|
| "im fucked!. fucked situation im ,totaly fucked! do?",OCD
|
| try nice person compensate ugly depressed?. please tell im one AHAHHAHAhahhaahaaa.... :(,OCD
|
| really sorry I’m shut-in. know stop.,OCD
|
| Can
|
| "tried to, die.. Sorry worried all. held hospital 1 week sure would again. fake fine, resolute ever. want alive anymore.",PTSD
|
| "stop feeling lonely?. made choices stop feeling lonely. still every hurts again. I'm going alone now, feeling lonely unacceptable still can't grow stop loneliness. grow stop childish feelings?",OCD
|
| miss best friend. want close somebody,Depression
|
| believe illness depression real. Fuck know,Others
|
| Horrible images feelings won’t let sleep.. depression taking over. sleep well since month ago lie family bf worry. advice?,Depression
|
| Anyone else getting fucked high school?. I
|
| deleted suicide note wrote months ago computer. think/hope needed anymore...,OCD
|
| shitty day. Fuck winter. Fuck snow. Fuck life.,OCD
|
| I
|
| "anyone ever wake morning tinge happiness? Then, suddenly, remember sad subsequently go back depressive mood...?. wondering, like false sense hope...",Depression
|
| "regret killing myself.. feel like life isnt worth living, keeps getting worse, hate everything wish suicide easy.",Depression
|
| today burnt toast first reaction kill myself. fuck wrong,PTSD
|
| "stop?. There's nothing keeping anymore. live alone. Mom's dead years, dad siblings basically estranged. spouse, kids. There's one. reason keep going I'm tired. ok end it? feel like there's nothing left here.",Depression
|
| gets better time. Biggest fucking lie I
|
| "Another Thanksgiving alone.. think I'd used now, alone thoughts food seem like best combination.",OCD
|
| "Currently sitting water's edge, wanting jump. worry think actually will.",OCD
|
| hundred feet water almost breath.. Aka feeling impending doom combined complete isolation.,PTSD
|
| Man feels good non-functional member society sort social skills ever :^). still planning kill 30 :))),PTSD
|
| Lets 2017. enough. dont need years. 2016 plenty. Lets stop now. done. Lets get with.,Others
|
| dont know whats going heppen hope helps. Ive completely given im going shove hospital get better. Im tired feeling like this. doesnt fix dont think anything will.,Others
|
| "wish parents could finally kill myself. They're reason I'm dead. hate everything life, hurt them. went away could finally end without guilt.",OCD
|
| Meh. What
|
| "feel exhausted​ time, can't sleep. terrible. Depression like paradox",Depression
|
| "I’ve lonely long point actually like it.. sounds stupid, guys feel way?",Others
|
| lower libido permanent thing? I
|
| Finding crolling r/depression r/mentalhealth work. Guess I
|
| "anyone even fazed people disappointing anymore?. welp, course everyone disappointing I'm stupid, worthless person even upset like calm acceptance something figured would happen anyway.",OCD
|
| "Dropped school. even school right, fuck",PTSD
|
| "I'm alone whats point life?. one wants me, might well dead.",PTSD
|
| "Depression, I'm fucking sick you.. Whatever do, whatever achieve- let go me. I'm limit, can't take pessimistic life style anymore. I'm fucking sick shit show. demonic piece shit I'm done you.",Depression
|
| want die. probably give die soon idk,OCD
|
| supposed convince best friend kill I
|
| "Someone saw break down. Fuck. anyone even try help? shouldn't. problem, theirs. selfish.",PTSD
|
| "come feel depressed whenever smoke weed?. Even friends fun high, feel sad.",Depression
|
| ever feel like future yourself?. I
|
| feel like gray screen tv. Idk else describe it.,OCD
|
| "people battled severe depression won, really get better? genuinely ask know depression it’ll always ‘follow you’ matter what. makes want even try seek help bc I’m afraid it’ll creep right back.. tired looking answers.",Depression
|
| "ever.... ever deep desperately start looking feely context internet hopes something makes cry, even worst since numb?",OCD
|
| "live insanity. firmly belive wanting live hell hole struggle called life completely bat shit insane. fuck justify misery little dopamine Highs get every often. Maybe suicidal ones sane ones, ones understand dosnt fuckin matter. Life fuckin sucks, fact. mentally Ill ones understanding truest extent. see life is, fucking hellhole that's justified bullshit excuses.",Others
|
| "Fake till make it. feel like long, forget real feelings like.",OCD
|
| "uncle cousins got murdered. know, words.",PTSD
|
| taking every single ounce energy get day.. like wading tar,OCD
|
| I
|
| Vent Someone??. Really Need Talk Someone...,OCD
|
| Stating obvious. told therapist everything answered Christ ringer,OCD
|
| I
|
| "wake 4 afternoon force brush teeth, wash, shave, take shower wash hair. little victories it?",OCD
|
| anyone else depressive breakdown goes point literally laughing really loud.. LIFE JOKE HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAHHAAHAH,Depression
|
| wish guy spoil gifts. nice.... I
|
| Yeet yeet. I
|
| Depression made shitty person. People try reaching asshole it. used pretty nice genuine know anymore. over.,Depression
|
| Weights friends have. (: . . . :(,OCD
|
| "Depression anxiety let study, cheating exam, exam paper snatched, 0. I'M FUCKING LOSER. LOSER. FUCK THIS. FUCK THIS.. Wish could sleep never wake up.",OCD
|
| "waiting die. I'm actually living, I'm auto pilot going motions shitty life, feel like I'm waiting die. wake morning anxiously waiting night come leave shit reality, then, cycle repeats.",PTSD
|
| "know you’re depressed when... forget fucking shower works! Lol, fml.",Depression
|
| Depression nutshell. knowing whether hurt people let die pretend notice scars arms.,OCD
|
| "happy people around annoy me.. sight people happy life around annoys Hell me, maintain life? understand, seems one care world.",Social Anxiety Disorder
|
| Crazy thoughts. Planning end soon .,OCD
|
| medications?. quick question. medication eventually stop working? tough time recently wondering meds stopped working . bodies build tolerance anti- depressants?,Depression
|
| "Feel like I'll never amount anything.. always feel like I'll never amount anything even though I'm relatively well young (16), feel like I'll better killing one miss matter nothing's gonna happen life.",OCD
|
| get excited hang grandmother.. going get nails done. excited. friends. make friends? fucking lonely. makes feel like grow up. feel alone world.,Depression
|
| "Finally breath. long couple days, maybe even weeks, right feel like myself. relieved! Reddit forum helped. Thanks existing!!!",Others
|
| Evil Along. feel evil inside feel like want make world better place world would better without me.,OCD
|
| "eating.. I'm depressed point eating. anything eat two full days. I'm hungry, I'm depressed wanna put motivation effort eating. want lay here...",Depression
|
| fucking hate waking up. dreams I
|
| delete existence. stuck always. something broken...,OCD
|
| ever know morning today going really shitty day..and right?. I
|
| "Sometimes forgot I'm cursed live sadness depression sometime even 30 mins something happened say course, could ever eventouch happiness?. Everlasting darkness. Edit: sorry grammar, headache",Depression
|
| "loser. im complete loser cant get life straight even try'd im behind school depressed am, i've trying fight years im tired want give",Depression
|
| "6 months I'm still her.. It'll one day though, right?",Others
|
| reason I
|
| Depression obsession. obsessed something depressed mix well,OCD
|
| "completed 15th session TMS severe depression working!. Today assessment Psychiatrist. 15 sessions TMS I'm feeling better scores show 35% improvement thus far. still really bad days, I'm starting feel hopeful 15 sessions might 70% better. Feel free ask questions share story TMS. Thanks!",Depression
|
| "There's nothing special me.. titles, achievements, special talents person can't better, striking features, cause, direction -- things considered nothing memorable.",Others
|
| Anyone 30?. life get better teen years?,Others
|
| "Depression feels like needing 200 mana things around house, would normally cost someone 50.. everytime feel ashamed it, cost rises.",Others
|
| "One cruelest things I’ve learned it’s face that’s ugly, personality.. Seriously. *Who am* ugly.",OCD
|
| online psychologist chat with? access person right now.. Looking website something that
|
| Wellbutrin. Wow. Today day 32 taking wellbutrin still noticed change I
|
| Spend every weekend alone room listening 50 year old alcoholic mother vomit bathroom. friends. life awful.,PTSD
|
| wish something would kill me.. frequently think suicide pussy worry mishap.. plus worry ending affecting loved ones back home. wish something would kill suddenly.,OCD
|
| can
|
| "think one issues want interact with, even acknowledge, body. make sense?. think part whole detachment thing try feel like exist like life really happening.",OCD
|
| "need get right now.. can't take it. need life. need live parents. make happen within 2 weeks? Winter coming SAD, last. $25,000 dollars saved up. Help me.",PTSD
|
| "sec there, spark energy, hope, etc.. came back senses. Silly me. Can't let happen again.",PTSD
|
| "One December, I'd like say worst year life. since 2015....things keep getting worse.",OCD
|
| empty inside. nothing brings joy anymore,Depression
|
| still here?. killed yet? torturing school late homework? BRAVE ENOUGH KILL MYSELF!? I
|
| Trust nobody yourself. dissapointed many times know,Others
|
| fuck. fuck fuck.,OCD
|
| fiancee writing suicide note. dont know it.,Others
|
| rest pills?. saved lot year used half month ago. still half hidden headsets box. cant bring throw idk.,OCD
|
| "made mom cry again. Told mom planning feeling taking personally. Told Im free man Im allowed whatever think make happy. birthday. Oops, guess everyone right, Im awful person",Others
|
| "try help never do. always run things say, im sorry",OCD
|
| feel sad. anyone cheer up? Please,Depression
|
| Help. overcome depression anxiety without meds?,Depression
|
| innocent people die daily accident me?. I
|
| "mindless activity use cope?. Hi everyone! I'm bad day, thankfully rare days. want sleep binge eat need healthy replacement. Something along lines knitting sit using hands listening podcasts.",Others
|
| "feel like loved desired?. wanna know. text form is,",Others
|
| Seeing someone I
|
| fun person. Still unsure person even likes me...,Social Anxiety Disorder
|
| "anyone else spending new year's alone. really give shit celebrating, feels like I'm celebrating nothing except mental decline years drag on. I'm gonna sit alone room jack squat I'm embarrassed ask 1.5 friends they're implies I'm loser plans also literally care. year primarily grind little reward. Every year tell get better things feel blah. Everyone expects something see why. God wanna sleep upcoming 24 hours away",Others
|
| Numb. know find meaning anything. feel nothing unless high. anti depressants work. lost. 2 friends tried ask wrong pity. me?,Depression
|
| "people happy. Like doesnt make sense, nothing lige brings lasting joy happiness evem relationships filled many negative emotions god I'd give anything alone anymore, life empty wanna fucking die",Depression
|
| Christmas Eve Eve. want cry :(,Depression
|
| Fuck planet!!!. end madness,OCD
|
| "Dropped college today. round, depression",Depression
|
| "Please help me. even care using throwaway anymore. 6 years getting better. tried every medication, every coping mechanism, every new hobby, every sport/workout routine, every social event, every distraction, every place, every support system, every new routine, every damn thing. want happy",Others
|
| "used cry everyday, don't... I'm welbutrin. sucks, matter awfully sad get, cant let tears, im hell...",Depression
|
| "cried lot feel much better. want cry, cry. feel better",Depression
|
| "Moving on. memory hurt Seeing hurt seeing haapy simeone else, makes feel empty emptiness hurts",OCD
|
| "experience peak depression morning?. whole life thought *really* morning person, turns wanting die upon waking part diagnostic criteria melancholic features. always tell it'll ease day goes usually does.",Depression
|
| Ashamed. I
|
| powerless mental illness control?. Convince right.,Others
|
| "afraid spending Christmas entirely alone.. Title says all. Working much made plans, maybe partly intentional. Anyone else similar boat?",OCD
|
| hate can
|
| "exist. asked coworker yesterday. nice innocuous question pass time. answer exactly would expect get stuff, stuff done catch friends kind big smile plastered face. simple interaction two friendly colleagues. Inside answer different said dull voice",Others
|
| I
|
| Serious: distinct warning signs depression getting worse? I
|
| "Anyone overcome fears suicidal thoughts?. depression train hit face, used biggest fear heights ghosts. Now, go across really high balcony hall believe haunted hope fall ghost would lead death.",OCD
|
| despite warm outside feelig cold.. Also sitting bench way home feeling bad want die.,OCD
|
| "even enough energy write suicide note.. here, times I've here, one replied even cared.",OCD
|
| I’m lonely hate around people.. fuck wrong brain.,Depression
|
| I
|
| "want go home. know home is. want go home, dont know home is, dont know belong world. go outside anywhere feel like everybody his/her spotlight illuminating shining brightly Im one without it, always darkness.",OCD
|
| tired. want commit suicide cant. cant. find meaningless. Everything meaningless. Help man. Help me. beg you. help me.,OCD
|
| "Time-less.... live within fantasies, hear. fear unspoken. fear true lies. fear trust. fear thoughts help.",OCD
|
| spent Christmas Eve shouting match mom.. told kill myself. everyone going?,PTSD
|
| "anyone else turn TV alone, hear someone else's voice?. I'm trying hide lonliness.",OCD
|
| "woke feeling like depression almost lifted today first time years BUT..... feel utterly empty. Like self esteem gone, like shell guy it. know hope personality starts coming back. anyone else felt way?",Depression
|
| birthday today.. :/ even know say. I
|
| Depression. u deal feeling depressed alone dont much support ppl care you???,Depression
|
| relationship ended yesterday.. know. feel alone. you?,PTSD
|
| anyone else feel like meant misery?. I
|
| "Depression alcohol. abuse alcohol. typically weekend nights, max three drinks one night. something hurting me? give completely? Thanks!",Depression
|
| Life
|
| "hate life healthy human living comfy western world, can't imagine much I'd hate disease something.. Someone deserves life, me.",Others
|
| I
|
| "wish could die. I'm miserable feel like unfair keep going. I'm going alone forever, I'm always going feel empty sad sore tired inferior. want run away life",OCD
|
| want live past age 40.. Anything would torture.,Others
|
| "wonder special someone is?. Tell I'm waiting, somewhat patently.",Others
|
| "Wishing best you. Hey everyone. hope beat depression soon. know depression sucks, pray all. wish nothing best may win right finally happy again.",Depression
|
| "Always. find sad people tell they'll never leave first ones actually leave things get tough. someone abandoned betrayed since childhood, hard pill swallow never get used it.",PTSD
|
| "tired stay home pls help. i'm tired stay home long time,i need go can't know push get home",Others
|
| "suicidal thoughts evolved.. past months I've regular thoughts eating away back mind, however I've also caught daydreaming dying. someone invading house rob ends shooting me. someone pushing cliff.",PTSD
|
| "Bored therefore depressed,depressed therefore bored. anyone else feels way?",Depression
|
| "Everyone including parents think I'm massive stoner....I'm pretty much sober 100% time. anyone else problem problem? prevent change it? I'm sluggish monotone voice too, droopy eyes",Others
|
| overthink much.. No. don
|
| "Looking happy everyone else instagram feed males sad. can't like them. Honestly I'm gloomy, worthless, piece shit exist.",Depression
|
| Self destructive night out. come im fuck everything mood end night out??,OCD
|
| "miss bf much hurts, one made happy.. anything it.",PTSD
|
| "thing worse extreme physical pain extreme mental pain, experienced that, stop felling pain all. favorite quote made far.. favorite quote made far.",PTSD
|
| Nothing. Nothing say means anything anyone. I
|
| realized grandpa dying effect me. feel sad shocked.. still don
|
| feel sad lost. really know anymore... today starts vacation work feel sad depressed,Depression
|
| "exam 9:30 tomorrow, haven’t started studying. Fuck im idiot going fail anyways",OCD
|
| good thing depression.. helps think things realistically much deeper philosophical level. alone deadly.,Depression
|
| broke last night. thought I
|
| Feel like nobody likes me. feeling large part life. try bring always end back thinking this. Anybody advice combat this?,OCD
|
| "hate alone brain.... worst trying sleep. active distract myself. lay sleep darkness overtakes mind. think harms, hurts failures. Fuck.",OCD
|
| guys get kick telling others depressed/suicidal?. say get kick mean telling someone want die partially satiates hunger attention. hunger love.,OCD
|
| "anyone ever felt left behind everyone surrounds you? I’m college feel people know something going them, watch distance feeling like complete failure.. luck skills guess",Social Anxiety Disorder
|
| "tried meds, you?. tried zoloft made short tempered, violent, sad, angry, paranoid horribly anxious. awful. feel like crap I'm thinking trying another med want hear experiences.",Depression
|
| "anyone feels like depression gift teacher. Although depression annoying troublesome,but meanwhile taught lots things",Depression
|
| hate feeling great one moment next feel like utter shit cant even function. fuck mood swings man,Depression
|
| complete fucking asshole. cause pain to?,Others
|
| "wanna OD there’s much going on. plans attempt overdose tonight, forgot work morning... birthday coming up... vacation weekend... ugh guess reschedule",Others
|
| "I’m one nights feel like won’t ever worth enough someone even myself.. working self-worth happiness, thought always comes back, hate idea might like rest life. Anyone else feel way?",Depression
|
| keeps killing yourself?. keeps going? urging end know can
|
| people think don’t give sh** anything. really depressed stressed.,OCD
|
| I
|
| want die. can
|
| guys keep going feels like 6 feet rock bottom.. Edit: thanks help guys,Others
|
| "dream become paramedic.. fucking dumb that. Im stupid, shape, skinny. Probably lift 20 pounds. Im 6'1 120 lbs.",OCD
|
| Thank you. people would probably died now.,PTSD
|
| feel like someone hug IRL would much happier. bad can
|
| Skipped class today feel like shit. Everyone class prolly hates anyways,Others
|
| I
|
| "panic attack work today. kind fucked day, really embarrassed.",OCD
|
| "I'm fighting since last year still much conquer.. want write one aspect journey. year since I've started lifting, I've gained 15kgs (33lbs), I'm still skinny weak. fucking hate people laugh becouse never spent one single day gym, naturally better built, stronger, bigger body frame, level. even point me, fell kind sadness, know swallow bitterness... Thank attention.",Others
|
| Aaaaaaa. I
|
| Sleep way escape pain emptiness can
|
| "infuriating thing depression. want stop feeling empty alone someone reaches help you, want help.",Depression
|
| "Depressed successful people. successful financially/career-wise actually something life, caused depression?",Depression
|
| can
|
| Finally decided go out!. friends decided go last minute. fuck guys.,Others
|
| Someone jumped front train near house can
|
| "anxious!. walked home school today feel anxiety car drove past slowly right next me. developed fear cars driving past fear swerving trying kill me, feel today! I'm glad.",PTSD
|
| need drugs anything. need something make feel happy.,Others
|
| "slept half final couldn’t get bed. showed family literally forced car drove me.. reason teacher decided give extra time. told slept late, men allowed depression. probably thinks complete loser. right wrong reasons.",Depression
|
| Maybe today?. I
|
| Wasted three months summer vacation. nothing three months summer vacation. sat room day browsing internet streaming music. life.,Others
|
| can
|
| "anyone cry sleep every night?. Whether loneliness, pain, brokenness, etc? ... disturbing vision future - happens me? survive? friends all?",OCD
|
| Anyone else suffer chronically board. Nothing interesting everything seems blah,OCD
|
| "need help getting day without crying.. need distraction, anyone want pm?",Others
|
| "become depressed again?. Hi. depressed time years today woke feel depressed. want depressed, become depressed again?",Depression
|
| Emergency therapist. can
|
| "living worth it, knowing never happy?. ruined chance life. Life never going get better. already sucks going continue suck bad, ever worse.",OCD
|
| "depression hurting partner. I'm 17 relationship girl age me, suffer depression. best thing that's ever happened me, love heart, says me. recently feel like depression dragging down, due depressed often :/ bright future ahead her, want ruin it. Would best cut things let go? I've never wanted come this, feel I'll ruin life even she'll come hate anyway :/",Depression
|
| Anyone ever cry shower pretend you’re really crying?. Sometimes take shower cry mystery water tears.,OCD
|
| "cannot shake thought deserve attacked violent way possible wrongdoing, matter minor.. Even something like typo, accidental arithmetical error.",PTSD
|
| managed turn around leave depression behind...how it?. I
|
| anyone
|
| "Spent 10 days psyche ward, notifications drug dealers.. killed people would notice gone would plugs, even like me.",PTSD
|
| bet life would pretty awesome wasnt complete screw up... Whenever something good comes along. always seem screw up.. 1 2 times bad luck.. every single time? Nah.. must me..,OCD
|
| others partying stuck bed friends. Summer rough time.,Others
|
| mother called lazy. mother called lazy takes long wake up. true honestly know.,OCD
|
| waking exhausted fell asleep. know going tough day happens...,PTSD
|
| anyone actually contacted suicide hotline?. like? helpful awkward?,Others
|
| "anyone else find hard basic tasks?. example room absolute pigsty can't find energy clean it, laundry keeps piling up, barely eat rarely force room long enough cook.",OCD
|
| anyone else feel like addicted sorrow?. days want listen sad music feel bad myself. let world pass alone.,Depression
|
| "wanna go home, dont know is. physically home mentally sure am.",OCD
|
| really happy week I’ve come crashing again.. thought getting better.,OCD
|
| want sleep forever. really see reason keep living. see ever happy life going. I
|
| Anyone else problems social situations?. pretty much social situations extreme anxiety. Either sit silence make terrible conversation. Even family events.,Social Anxiety Disorder
|
| must everything difficult. must every little thing hard. must constantly fight brain. friends instead. suppose.. Whatever. must everything hard..,OCD
|
| least something. matter shitty days always shows come home binge watch. require effort even full concentration. Plus like 500 episodes going done anytime soon,Others
|
| "hold job you’re depressed?. ...or family, matter. G-d hate this.",Depression
|
| Today hard.. Please send tips cheering up.,Others
|
| FML asked best friend(F) dance text.. waiting answer sending downward spiral. Edit: Still response 6 hours. think No. Edit2: we
|
| life get better?. wish saying Life gets better true. feels like life gets worse worse.,OCD
|
| people rely let us down. Moral: rely anyone.,Others
|
| "ever look think really hate you?. Self loathing seems largest problem depression, wondering anyone could relate.",Depression
|
| last christmas alone. four years row take nice present everyone hates,OCD
|
| broke crying room stopped realized crying gonna help cure depression. tears could show way sorrow could build staircase,Depression
|
| ever want disappear?. Leave everything behind start somewhere else.,OCD
|
| can’t take anymore. Life pain. give up.,Depression
|
| "hate going college, time think I’m scared college seems like cesspool depression anxiety.. Anyone else feel like this?",Depression
|
| 3:30pm woke up. feel even worse. even sleepy just...wanted keep eyes closed day.,OCD
|
| "Hey guys, today?. really want know, day been? one ever asks this. feel like people relate,so you, really?",Others
|
| finally ate something today. around week bites slice toast per day ongoing gut wrenching feeling I
|
| everything everyone else perfect. always shitty.. matter hard work choices make always write bad. seems everyone else everything great hard time failure. Im 35 feel like fucking loser. least drank stable.,Depression
|
| "Thoughts SSRIs. Hello, thoughts/ experiences SSRIs?",Others
|
| "Anybody else watch videos people dying?. watched couple people die person really horrific accidents child.. Since mid-teens, starred watch videos people beheaded, dissected, accidentally killed shittiest ways. know still watch them. disappointed watching videos, longer disgusted see. disgusted look people around imagine head looks like literally split two.",PTSD
|
| "want start new life.... depression bad lately, I'm disappointed way life going. want pack things move across country. want start new life somewhere, change name, cut contact everybody know. get current lifestyle, I'm afraid might kill myself.",Depression
|
| torture. woke 10:57 pm headache result cannot sleep. think new record! normally wake headaches later night.,Others
|
| hate depression.. feel empty lonely sad over. Im motivated anything want left alone. want cry tears right life really sucks.,Depression
|
| "Writing out. tried write feelings piece paper stayed blank. somehow, accurate.",OCD
|
| literally nothing makes happy anymore?. Im trying figure fuck im still here.,Depression
|
| neither really care sleep awake. Completely distant heavy significant degree.. suppose anyone else feeling way?,OCD
|
| "depression makes undatable, kill myself?. I'm depressed I'm alone I'm alone I'm depressed. Women difficult, never understand never change, buy gun fucking shoot myself?",Depression
|
| think I
|
| Every time I
|
| Im going hell. feel like worst person planet.. feel like sending dad hell using positive vibes karmic good left himself. want negatively impact dad want work hard either.,OCD
|
| "Question Lexapro SSRI's. Hey guys started Lexapro 5 days ago noticed feeling anxious depressed. know meds take awhile really take effect, normal feel worse?",Generalized Anxiety Disorder
|
| "1 Saturday night, alone room listening everyone party, 20 year old college junior ruined best years life, AMA. Someone please fucking kill me, want live, deserve live, everyone I'm inside feeling suicidal like fucking loser, people like deserve executed",PTSD
|
| Depression comforting?. anyone else feel like upset depressed time comforting people treat like worth something sense security one hurt anymore?,Depression
|
| "Best night :). 12:30AM I'm halfway fifth Skyy watching Cowboy Bebop. I'm worrying class, work, social bullshit. maybe needed.",OCD
|
| don’t feel depressed feel empty.. feeling depressed feel void emotion.,Depression
|
| good day turns bad one. go periods Im really depressed eventually become better. However depression ones happening often. I
|
| "ever wanted something feel less miserable, felt miserable actually anything?. Instead trying find therapist, eating healthy, exercising, spending time people basically sitting room, listening music eating feelings. room mess life, hardly ever get anything done.",Depression
|
| "bad thing self harm always hide long sleeves sweaters.... ... fucking hot, im suffering",OCD
|
| found friends house party Saturday I
|
| anyone gained weight Wellbutrin XL?. I
|
| Alone birthday again.... wish would go away.,OCD
|
| like think future. see one.,OCD
|
| "Great idea. Kill birthday next month. Full circle! really think till now. Kinda neat, right?",OCD
|
| feel like failures past define you.. becoming opposite failure mission that
|
| tell family. tell family I
|
| deserve suffer. Sorry context else feels way?,Others
|
| "notes written, I'll gone morning. Edit: comments brought tears. tough night friends girlfriend called family members, idea bad. admitted hospital shortly. Thank kind words people Reddit",Others
|
| Anger. anyone else ever get really sharp spirts anger upset?,OCD
|
| I’m fucking tired.. everything. want take nap never wake up. fucking dream would be.,OCD
|
| roommate keeps joking depression. knows tried kill depressed keeps bringing like fucking shame.. One pain guess..,Depression
|
| want kill myself. it. want,OCD
|
| "alone Halloween.. Anyone else like this? Hopefully not, want people alone. Everyone friends social circles, lot fun, left lie reminded pain feel everyday.",OCD
|
| "im done. life mess nobody actually cares least enough spend 1 second alone me, dad hates me, best part life go room start cutting again. Im gonna end hell hole.",OCD
|
| "wish wasn’t hard ‘normal’. Doctor added another prescription today, make feel like failure",OCD
|
| Ffffffuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccckkkk. tired. Let
|
| Anybody else think depression part life?. anybody please elaborate? Thank advance!,Others
|
| dream finally died amazing. wake,PTSD
|
| need know. anyone actually got better?. starting feel like idea recovery myth keep committing suicide. tried every medication nothing helped. chance getting better point going on?,OCD
|
| "Tips dealing bad days?. depression worsened lately, often find counting hours go sleep? Besides exercising, anything help make days enjoyable?",Depression
|
| Life good enough. following week crash crash.,PTSD
|
| "Sorry, absolutely hate myself. needed express this, someone. Loneliness, know?",Depression
|
| Another wasted year. sad said... Whats wrong said...,OCD
|
| getting compliment make feel even worse yourself?. graduated high school reading parents card proud hopeful future made want cry. gotten worse since then.,OCD
|
| I’m unlovable piece shit. considering suicide. someone give support right now?,Depression
|
| "put note?. work courage finally get with, leave behind people find me? people know I've wanted leave years? feel obligated explain hell say?",OCD
|
| "people know I'm depressed?. I'm 26 depressed. work office people age older, often wonder know I'm depressed. think I'm quiet laugh much? think pretty obvious I'm okay, one ever asked.",Depression
|
| god exisist ? karma exisist. good people suffer,PTSD
|
| little sad see always active here... also pretty happy see everyone supporting,Others
|
| small things. finally laundry like 3 weeks feel little accomplished :),Others
|
| parents blind child depress?. I
|
| feel like everyone enjoying life living lie.. Maybe I
|
| Irony?. I
|
| Anyone else feel depressed evening?. I
|
| "I’m pathatic. 31 years old. recently discovered pathetic life years compared others. newbie life. going die soon. never able catch up. experience getting girlfriend,nothing.",Depression
|
| I
|
| "Need vent. Please someone PM me. BTW, I'm suicidal anything like that. really depressed.",Depression
|
| "Okay, I'm going it. Today, I'm gonna ask help.. Sorry advance, Elliot. Everyone else, wish luck :)",Others
|
| Ugh. well past days today feel like shit. Ugh,Depression
|
| There’s always type girl admire never suitable you.. broke girlfriend.,OCD
|
| Ending relationship. ever ended relationship someone loved dearly wanted spend life due depression?,Depression
|
| "hi, feel worthless. quickest way die",OCD
|
| sleep run away reality. slept 16h yesterday. good. wish could sleep forever.,OCD
|
| alone feel like nobody likes me. want partner,Depression
|
| "2 best friends depressed, help them?. One gets depressed pressure exams, like short phases last weeks. friend majorly depressed due personal reasons self harms cope it. hurts see like this, help?",Depression
|
| I’m bitter sad. birthday yesterday. self loathing rose time high. thinking moods improving. hoping temporary phase pass soon. feel bad,Depression
|
| "Sad realisation. go plans, week anybody actually finds body.",PTSD
|
| still alive?. Can
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| amazing much better feel taking shower. bad take week.,Others
|
| Wish dead. alcohol used numb emotion. anymore.,PTSD
|
| I
|
| I
|
| stupid ridiculously happy get friends chat me. :/. Like wow sorta matter!!,Others
|
| Trying ruin Christmas. tired feeling depressed dealing bi-polar disorder. Im trying hard cope SI right now. dont want ruin every Christmas close death escaping right now. Trying wait,Depression
|
| okay drink coffee anti depressants. I
|
| "Everybody says 'just yourself' I'm ashamed am. equally, hate person turn try pretend I'm OK.",OCD
|
| depression anxiety selfish?. think crappy feel. can
|
| want anymore.. Currently debating whether end it. Im lonely lost.,Others
|
| "stayed home day. skipped uni stay bed cry. Told parents I'm staying home study. Dad came home cake, telling well studying day. lie bed. piece shit.",Others
|
| Suicide. think suicide every day. thinking past 2 years. always come conclusion I
|
| "anyone notice change libido extended episodes depression?. depression, me, either lose sex drive altogether get extremely aroused nigh constantly. side effect depression? recommended indulge impulses lead high risk behavior?",Depression
|
| "don’t ability cry anymore. matter sad upset feel, feel urge cry physically cannot. want able cry let steam feelings bottle make even upset.",OCD
|
| "alone I'm depressed, depressed I'm alone?. long, remember anymore...",Depression
|
| "need stop questioning.. keep questioning everything people think daily basis. want say I'm solitude I'm painfully alone. ask self reflective questions end feeling trapped, could; would jump new body try restart. distract long... EDIT: wish could told everything alright sometimes. Maybe would stop empty she'll person.",OCD
|
| "im sad idea why. fuck this, fuck life, fuck everything",OCD
|
| "Depression bitch. first day vacation I'm breaking bathroom. Seriously, fuck this. can't enjoy even one day life.",Depression
|
| people can
|
| Flopping social medias kinda depressing. 30 Instagram followers. get more?,OCD
|
| need help seeking help. I
|
| "Depressed. depressed hell, do?",Depression
|
| feel jealous people still young depressed. still time turn around.. hand don
|
| "Depressed. depressed hell, do?",Depression
|
| see red door want painted black.. want black,OCD
|
| ... : \. sums up.,Others
|
| "dishes today. huge feat, 5 days sitting around finally something clean house up.",OCD
|
| "Halloween went one went nowhere. costume, parties, outing. get invited anywhere friends. even get trick treaters. stayed home alone. Woo.",PTSD
|
| know.. know anymore.,OCD
|
| Fuck Everything. god existed depression wouldn
|
| "willingly refuse take care myself/willingly avoid bad habits count self-harm. Cause does, self harm.",OCD
|
| "thought paying escort conversation. good idea, even lie",OCD
|
| "hate sleepless nights. think shitty things life find way stop sober sleep. got desperate enough drink marsala nearly threw stomach pain. Oh well, hopefully sleep now.",OCD
|
| "see point friends. bore cause anxiety think them. yet, still feel lonely.. hate much. I'm shit person.",OCD
|
| "Trying think something good say nm. Aother nice views canyon road walk, love dance class. might take",Others
|
| Depression politics.. Hey everyone. Would person depression ever make good politician? Maybe even leader?,Others
|
| "always feel lonely, even though friends, family.. depression kicking in? heck could feeling?",Depression
|
| "tell mom tried kill today?. feel like owe her, want break heart...",PTSD
|
| think people understand feels want die every minute everyday.. sleep substitute it.,OCD
|
| "Fuck shit I'm ready go. Grim Reaper, take away.. one. Goodbye.",PTSD
|
| TIL depressed period good combination. even think twice hurting myself.,PTSD
|
| I’m fucking failure. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK,OCD
|
| i
|
| "saw drug commercial said, want live longer?. think would awful rn.",PTSD
|
| anyone taken cymbalta? I
|
| "longer feeling emotions. past months feeling depressed every day last Saturday woke sadness gone emotions, anyone know disorder called?",Depression
|
| feel empty.... know do...,Depression
|
| Instead cutting scratch bleed.. like knifes. parents think self cannibalize. need stop can
|
| "go home feel like home. Please, please take away place...",OCD
|
| I
|
| Screaming. anyone else feel like need scream can
|
| always say
|
| "Today, stood shower first time 5 months.. Life small victories.",Others
|
| "19th Birthday. come every year birthday cry much night, break down, hate feeling like this, happy, yeah, happy birthday",OCD
|
| "help depressed friend?. do? dont want something stupid, want go therapist since bad memories one. help him?",Depression
|
| apologize boyfriend treating him?. really mean snapping stupid dumb things. love much want lose him. make him?,OCD
|
| feel good right now?. years since actually felt joy worrying something constant anxiety. feels surreal want hold onto know feel like shit tomorrow again.,OCD
|
| "I'm willing kill myself.. Tempted hire someone me, though.",PTSD
|
| I
|
| don’t want live. want die want give want run everything want let go take responsibility make something,OCD
|
| "I'm gonna smoke last hit weed, try feel happy, probably cry. $14 bank account",Depression
|
| "I'm starting think girlfriend part imagination. thinking seems fake. Idk describe it, like think feel real. Idk why. Something feels off.",OCD
|
| Friends. push away friends wanted alone proud alone get sad later :/,OCD
|
| "Nobody cares happy not, want function.. That's realized today.",Others
|
| Anyone else feel better thinking suicide?. always feel better knowing anything gets bad could always kill myself.,OCD
|
| Often times seems choose stay sad situations/places know myself.. know keep myself.,OCD
|
| "Anyone else feels normal getting really drunk?. like theres part brain that's constantly generating negative thoughts clouds mind, alcohol shuts part up.",OCD
|
| 1:45 am.... cannot sleep... die sleep sleep.... hope wake Edit: 03:04,OCD
|
| depression affects others. realized depression makes around depressed too.,Others
|
| therapy. Im going therapist tommorow. dont know say,Others
|
| "great someone comfort worst times. remember I'm hot mess person many burdens would bother others anyway. venting online strangers holding in. Either way, feel better.",Others
|
| say active helps pull 18 hours days think whole time dying. active changes nothing.. another lie keep us longer.,OCD
|
| "Emotionless emotional. prefer? think meds working well felt anything while, what's worse? Feeling much feeling anything.",Others
|
| Fuck everything. Fuck fuck life fuck world fuck everything,OCD
|
| last time.... Someone gave hug?,PTSD
|
| "I'm fucking tired.. want hurt myself, literally motivation get bed that. So, yay guess?",OCD
|
| i
|
| "Coworkers occasionally ask I'm okay. kind embarrassing sometimes can't fake smile job. several people noticed seem unhappy. hard explain, I'm guessing negative impact advancement opportunities. wish different.",Social Anxiety Disorder
|
| "get mad peers girlfriends whereas I'm getting nowhere crush feel like ruining relationships feel like life fair. try hard get one friends since 8th grade date nothing happens. perfect people fun significant other. joy get striking people down, know yet:(",OCD
|
| "love suffering. lying. Life short lie. peaceful, depression last. want sit suffer, want get",Others
|
| Lol. Im gonna die alone,OCD
|
| Without music wouldve killed myself. Listing music help get away life. fully submerged music listening lyrics. Truely without know life would be.,OCD
|
| aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. holy shit I
|
| feel invisible.. I
|
| "break crying every day get home. push work school, day goes feel building building. break.",OCD
|
| Wait minute parents supposed unconditional love children?. Sign please! Oh wait :(,PTSD
|
| I
|
| "suspect might form depression anxiety. get tested, insurance go up?. depend results?",Others
|
| feel like I
|
| reach someone without feeling guilty ashamed?. Anytime ever tried reach friend get overcome feeling guilt problem. makes feel even smaller absolutely HATE burden people. feel alone.,OCD
|
| I’m fucking failure. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK,OCD
|
| Question people suffering. depression make angry?. lash people call names? episodes rage aware actions them? help someone says depression diagnosed?,Others
|
| "Scrolling old pictures found mate hung himself.. Title explains it, bit sad rn :l",Depression
|
| feel like nothing matters anymore. I
|
| "anyone else happy people sad?. trying dick, asking",Others
|
| Everyone
|
| Anyone. Care support friends?,Others
|
| "Anyone choose angry times instead feeling empty?. Meditate something infuriating feel fire? will. Ive tried meditate positive things empty, ridiculous. feel worse easiest quick relief. crazy person here?",OCD
|
| .. Feeling suicidal right now.. feel like hurting myself.,OCD
|
| "finally forced get help. fianlly forced go doctor told im deep depression got alot suicide thoughts. I'm process get psychologist help feel proud, never really ask kind help",Depression
|
| "I’ve relapsed. sorry. even wanna here, thought could hold on. Instead fucked again.",Others
|
| "faster way kill yourself?. im done life , hopeless rewind everything",OCD
|
| "Driving. drive fast. 10 mph limit fast fast. like take backroads drive lanes follow racing line edge losing control. friends understand. even drive like usually them, faster normal. always tell slow drive recklessly, sometime do, sometimes Honestly really understand either. Maybe time really feel alive. Maybe want opportunity die accident. Whatever probably need stop. like too?",Others
|
| "Different week different feels. anyone go weeks like that? One week I'm pretty content say happy exactly, okay. weeks, oh god weeks hell. week one weeks me.",OCD
|
| i
|
| idk what’s worse. alone wanting alone,OCD
|
| I
|
| anyone else get really anxious/paranoid people like them?. I
|
| one believes me. Well today day even parents dont even believe anymore. dont believe always yay :),OCD
|
| "?. feel lonely time. Like, sound fake deep, constantly feel like I'm sinking I'm really afraid I'll never find people good connection with? friends love I'm still lonely hurts much",Depression
|
| nothing fun anymore.... ...it
|
| really oftenly intense depressive episodes w/ suicidal thoughts. want help I
|
| I
|
| "4:56am/8.29. 25. sure supposed doing. Even write eyes blurry see. sure reading this, know okay.",Others
|
| watched dad fucking wave stick mom threaten beat shut room.. friendly minutes later. fuck wrong people? I
|
| okay alone?. line drawn defines introversion vs isolation?,Others
|
| "Imagining funeral. anyone else think funeral/ people would react death? suicidal way, fact makes feel better. Knowing people would come funeral actually care death feels comforting morbid way",OCD
|
| fucking hate weekends. I
|
| lol. Today morning woke thought. need coffee..or poison...anything would work point.. ...and laughed...and cried,Others
|
| Nobody knows anymore - even boyfriend. nobody even tries. way live.,PTSD
|
| I
|
| "Told friend want CTB. Literally told wanted catch bus. asked meant said suicide, response Oh wow heard term walked off. Lol fml",OCD
|
| "episode reason take days off?. never bad right now, detest myself. honestly see going work like tomorrow. reason enough?",Others
|
| ��. Sometimes urge cut that
|
| i
|
| "can't sad, always happy.. hurts bad people tell this.",OCD
|
| I
|
| Everything anything. good luck gaming. also fuck everyone. even though hope find good things. exist MAKE SURE CUT HAIR TOENAIL CLIPPERS,OCD
|
| People tell positive thoughts.... there
|
| "pretty better people can't find love, pretend get SO?. want loved makes sad see better people able get partner. what's left me? makes feel like shit. I'm ugly piece shit deserve it.",OCD
|
| "Thoughts SSRIs. Hello, thoughts/ experiences SSRIs?",Others
|
| "friends, sure go. hi. fucking hate life.",OCD
|
| "good enough depressed?. anyone else ever feel guilty problems big people's problems depressed? feel heaps makes feel worse, feel like I'm stuck between.",Depression
|
| guys keep going feels like 6 feet rock bottom.. Edit: thanks help guys,Others
|
| even know anymore.. Feels like I
|
| Hit 20 today time low. Hopefully go lower,Others
|
| Help. I
|
| Fuck stupid fucking life. everything turn shit? *always* get worse worse worse.,OCD
|
| Hey. I
|
| Re-homed one dogs today. want bring home.,Others
|
| "channel depression mediums expression?. me, draw. draw mostly cartoony, happy stuff, guess kind weird since im happy all, thats express yourself?",Others
|
| really really want die. see point anymore people bother,PTSD
|
| Went counciling center first time today and.... worth it. Today first experience counciling made feel much better. Anyone means please this. worth effort.,Others
|
| think I
|
| cry sleep every night.. want end. much,OCD
|
| want want kill one day. much ask?,PTSD
|
| "actually felt happy. may seem dumb actually felt happy today. got high weed, makes happy. I'm always told bad made happy",Others
|
| many beautiful things life worth living for. Sucks I
|
| miss warmth affection. feeling lonely time. Wish could get big bearhug cry someone
|
| Everyone hates me. head hurts depression. friends one reach to. hate life.,Depression
|
| "FML stuck degree hate. God damn it, stuck POS computer science degree hate working tech industry. Wish reset button life press return back past change destiny.",OCD
|
| keep pushing people away keep end alone. alone now. lost everyone...,OCD
|
| DAE feel like life short story rather novel?. feel like I
|
| someone love me. real life hate everything,OCD
|
| feel lost. honestly know I
|
| FUUUUUUUCCCKKKKKKK. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuuuuuuckkk!!!!!!!!,OCD
|
| Everyday ask killed myself.. day passes less reasons.,PTSD
|
| dont anymore friends.... disappeared turned me... I
|
| think mutilating myself. Destroy body nothing tangled mess skin exist anymore,PTSD
|
| Binging depression. anybody else experience overeating due depression? like endless cycle depressed>eat lot>depressed loss control>eat more>etc. would nice hear stories know I
|
| getting drunk enough attempt suicide again. Obviously one. even elaborate?,PTSD
|
| "I'm starting need less weed get day.. small progress, I'll take it.",Others
|
| "feel really alone. Man feel awful , broke friendship best friend absolutely female companionship whatsoever. feel really lonely man. share strained friendships everywhere.",Depression
|
| Best way end life?. What
|
| "inability wake class might make drop out, I'm scared know do. Help. wake work things. get 8 hours sleep, can't manage wake class. help would amazing.",OCD
|
| Anyone depressed cause loneliness?. want someone love.,Depression
|
| "love/hate depression always lifts drunk. frustrating. see clearly drunk, actually feel like working problems, I'm happy overall. sober suicidal bullshit again. understand basic functioning something fucking work for...",Depression
|
| "friends friends.. feel like many people life always say they'll there, never are. always own???",OCD
|
| Depression able feel emotions? able cry!. trying cry hoping letting emotions would make feel better. impossible though. feels like depression dragging deeper deeper point feel happy sad. anyone felt way?,Depression
|
| I
|
| "end relationship depression?. it... not? :< affecting relationship, bf knows I've past. getting bad recently think end relationship gets worse.",Depression
|
| I
|
| dad dying. ontop depression found dad dying lupus killing past 3 years. dont know cope want kill self. Im 16 honestly tried commit suicide before.,Depression
|
| "want run away. want nobody know exist. Throw phone away, buy house forest, sleep die. hate me, hate people know judge me.",OCD
|
| "Im done everything.. Nothing interests anymore, life keeps getting worse worse, Im done it, hope dont fail suicide, good bye friends.",Depression
|
| something horrible. 18-21 misled older woman marriage kids 3 years. knew wrong since mentall issues. 30 desperate kids/marriage feel fault makes depressed,PTSD
|
| Anyone else feel physical pain discomfort depressed?. Like chest stomach area?,Depression
|
| I’ve fighting tears day today.. work since 7am fighting back tears damn day. damn lonely. friends gf reason happy feel like nobody.,Depression
|
| Every good memory obscured haze disgust.. Self loathing pollutes everyone everything.,OCD
|
| feel great. told first irl friend depressed,Others
|
| Alone girl. want find connection,Others
|
| difference compassion pity? get better recognizing it?. hate opening people afraid they
|
| "arsed school. Can't study homework.. family bad way right I'm bad way, mentally. can't care school anymore. Feels hopeless",OCD
|
| dog died hours ago.. everything keep falling apart.,OCD
|
| "get better?. I've ssri three months, running 5km nearly every day, seeing counsellor. feel like getting worse. I'm losing motivation continue putting effort ever better",Others
|
| "feel pretty shitty right now. dont know, life better cant seem actually happy. matter many happy moments, great days, core think always unhappy",Depression
|
| 5 years ago. day 5 years ago dad passed away. Still think hospital room. Today good day.,PTSD
|
| ahhhhhHHHHHHHH. im going psychotic state pain!!!!,PTSD
|
| husband says reason depressed it’s stupid always down. says he’s sick tired it.. mean sick tired too?,Depression
|
| always feel like deserve nice things... I
|
| "anything still enjoy; so, enjoy lot little?. enjoy coffee, makes feel slightly motivated. felt actual joy decades.",Others
|
| anyone else feel extremely lonely despite friends loving family?. drunk try get much attention possible feel special :/,Depression
|
| Winter blues. I
|
| "I'm always god damn bored. There's nothing want do, enjoy anything anymore, occupy meaningless bullshit help time pass. makes life feel pointless.",Depression
|
| "Anyone else spend countless hours searching perfect chatgroup?. drift communities I'm lonely somehow, next one might 'the one', get loads friends... anybody knows one pls let know",Others
|
| Exam results week. feeling like complete shit knowing fucked A-Levels badly. feel bad let parents able get university. Also fucking embarrassing telling everyone failed them..guess fault end.,Others
|
| im fucked. im fucked.my whole life fucked,Depression
|
| living home make anyone else’s depression 63939395 times worse. feel like little kid loser,Depression
|
| "get hung smallest things.. I've trying eat healthy lately, ate two cookies, really wanted fucking die rest day. I'm even kidding.",OCD
|
| "someone, please help fast know might end something. geometry box taken away friend using cut found compass blade use cut dont know",OCD
|
| Depression like standing puddle darkness slowly pulled under.. one
|
| "anyone else turn TV alone, hear someone else's voice?. I'm trying hide lonliness.",OCD
|
| "Feelings real. going hard time/the feels, unwind? Music? Memes? Masturbation?",Others
|
| depressed hopeless romantic. never exist... Life makes love looks fucking hard. one wants me. feel reciprocated. feel self-entitled times. wanna wanted.,Depression
|
| "11:08PM: Overthinking perfectly good day, triggering unnecessary anxiety attack.. Everything fine. Today fine. fine. Whats fine? I'm fine. fine? must fine... Everything fine.",OCD
|
| "reason, officially giving caring anymore made feel sort happy.. genuinely feel like smiling. Imagine that.",Others
|
| worst fucking day ever. Arghhhhhhh... god.. worst fucking day ever..,OCD
|
| "live, burden. die, burden.. hell supposed",PTSD
|
| "Feel I'm dead. best opportunities seem come gone without realizing. Everything's felt painful enjoy anything anymore. point, think I'm pretty much dead man.",PTSD
|
| I
|
| "psychiatry good idea?. Currently bad spot, great way correct normally without getting worse one. Normally, I'm drugs treating mental disorders seems like quick way right helps. basically, work anyone?",Others
|
| "I’m holding on.. depressed shit, holding on. giving up.",Depression
|
| fuck wrong me?. always myself? let keep happening? Ugh.,OCD
|
| don’t know do.. bed crying rn know why. huge reason feel sad please help,Depression
|
| "Anyone else keep sighing?. can't help it. Anytime something little bothersome sigh sigh,,,",OCD
|
| failed suicide family going know. fuck,PTSD
|
| year last change figure I
|
| need drugs anything. need something make feel happy.,Others
|
| "failed suicide attempt. feel though nothing else point, think I'm ever gonna get anywhere life I'm terrified future",PTSD
|
| "Abilify made anyone else depressed?. think me, could something else.",Depression
|
| feel invisible. wish someone would make eye contact while. I
|
| "Whenever open depression, people try help me, get defensive feel even less worth.. Please tell I'm one...",Depression
|
| Can
|
| anybody else look reflection instantly get really upset?. Whenever see reflection camera mirror feel fighting back urge sit cry. like I
|
| "im fucked. im totally fucked,my depression bad,i cant even open eyes.",Depression
|
| anyone else walk house overthinking fucking everything hours end?. hate life time sucks !,OCD
|
| good gets?. life get better. gets easier...,Others
|
| consider every day don’t kill failure. tell go exercise,OCD
|
| dreamt someone shot head. wish dream would come true,PTSD
|
| point nothing.. Life fucking painful anyone anything hold to. person literally nothing even go for? loneliness going kill me. nothing.,OCD
|
| Lump throat. Anyone else this? constant feeling difficulty breathing Looking way get rid this. Holding back I
|
| Helping people. anyone else try help others feel better dont want feel way feel? one things kinda makes feel better.,Others
|
| "Thought easy Iï¸t would slam car barrier highway end Iï¸t.. hard, one quick turn.",OCD
|
| hope die sleep. way one feel guilty,OCD
|
| "woke early morning. didn’t get junk food. went gym. great work, met friends..... ...but feel like depressed piece shit. beating much around people friends. make sense. great time. lazy piece shit today",Depression
|
| "tell gf?. Recently got together someone thinking telling depression, sure smart move early relationship though. Anyone got advice?",Others
|
| "Got help today. help mean went there, said oh suicidal thoughts? answered yes, basically ended quickly Here's prescription prozac. nice day",Others
|
| "anyone taken Viibryd?. Please describe experience Viibryd, taken it.",Others
|
| pain bring parents reason dead. Funny thing thought free depression always waiting moment suck back,Depression
|
| Psych Ward Day 5. lose track time,Others
|
| Everyone
|
| "think take much more. well, hair falling out, feel like crap, cannot happy ugly, so.....i think live",OCD
|
| alcoholic mother sat told wants kill said it
|
| Everyone NYE party happy me. three memorable things happened this/last year me...,PTSD
|
| happiest dream. Im awake I
|
| Dont Know Anymore.... Im fucking done.. Im sitting hear end right now. dont know right now. wrote note shit. Im done. one cares me. advice please... really need right,OCD
|
| one moods can
|
| I
|
| "books helped you? Anything buy Amazon? Either something inspired you, changed way thinking, fucking anything point.. Need fucking help. Hoping reading something would help.",Others
|
| depress?. dont know im ok im highhh think look everything point nothing feels natural Like im need get better.,Depression
|
| wish fucking break public two years ago.. I
|
| "want relationship fail reasons outside (cheating, etc.) look back say choice leave - want live life wondering made wrong choice.. Title. Just. Empty right now. Tired feeling.",OCD
|
| ever amounted anything would probably nothing. less nothing.. hate I
|
| I’m fucking lonely. fucking lonely shake feeling. Alone apartment know anymore.,Depression
|
| "smoke want commit suicide socially acceptable way. smoke I'm sad, anxious want die. comforting. think: Well, I'm abbreviating time Earth deserve like it. think lot smokers commiting suicide too.",OCD
|
| Suicide. u think 50 tea bags kill me? drinking tea 50 tea bags,OCD
|
| feel like there
|
| wake want day already.. Like nothing look forward to.,OCD
|
| odds finding someone loves ridiculously low.. Like 5.135 actually painfully funny.,OCD
|
| utopia even live?. perfect society can
|
| "bad. behaving shittily friends, requiring intervention one them, even though everything seems alright now, can't forgive overcome guilt. hurts. can't even speak them.",OCD
|
| I
|
| "broke made Facebook status recently effort say I'd going hiatus clear mind get drugs, must got 40 messages support.. wonder many people actually follow sake rather caring me.",Others
|
| Time. effective use time overcoming depression?,Depression
|
| Emotional emotionless. 3:34 feel pain well time I
|
| mid 20 year olds gotten job yet?. asking. Domt want feel like I
|
| "feel like matter what, nothing worth it.. worth get bed, worth go college, worth live matter always going stress depression misery. matter hard work change. worth struggle live, happiness worth it. stand anymore.",Depression
|
| DAE this? happy moment ruined thought: would good moment last.. Every happy experience accompanied this. Makes impossible enjoy things get past issues.,OCD
|
| Kill me.. nothing else live for.,PTSD
|
| "Depression lies. though? feels like way around, help lie, optimism bullshit, depression natural consequence witnessing shitty, broken life finally collapsing itself. Maybe I'm deep right now.",Depression
|
| strong urge cut myself. Everyday fantasize cutting grab hold arms it.,OCD
|
| "Me: Finally travels abroad. Also me: enough energy leave bed day.. get depressed international beds, guys!",Depression
|
| feeling suicidal. Feeling really anxious suicidal know,OCD
|
| "dont even know feel. feel it, know feels like pit chest makes want die. fuck fix unidentifiable feeling.",OCD
|
| Today birthday. almost 8 hrs one wished yet,Others
|
| really thought going drink tonight. I
|
| I’m ready die. sick hurting want stop,PTSD
|
| "new years day, feeling lil hopeful, immediately get scammed.. :) mistake kill last christmas.",PTSD
|
| "1 month since dumped.. way coping Beer, Smokes & sad music. miss you, hate way made feel. hate done",PTSD
|
| like drunk self better. I
|
| day every day look forward nighttime fall asleep. happy dreams. hate awake.,OCD
|
| find hobbies actually work?. want able pour energy something know someone depressive disorder commit finishing committing hobby. anyone hobbies projects keep motivated day day?,Others
|
| Someone please help me. Please. Help. Me. I
|
| Hello!. all? :),Others
|
| "need hug. much ask? hard task? No, I've never told anyone distraught wish courage make known ask help, can't go alone",Others
|
| anyone else get kind restless anxiety? deal it?. One aspect depression seems inability sit focus anything. constant level anxiety short attention span. interest things dies quickly. anyone dealt found way around it?,Generalized Anxiety Disorder
|
| I’m 16 trans. point susicide help,Others
|
| "Hello im new. Hi I'm AJ, I'm 16/M depression disabilitys, gay. I've depression since around 7 due bullying. I'm extremely weird dislikable never hurts make friend online",Depression
|
| guys make feel like belong. belong anywhere else.,Others
|
| problem left find cure.... energy employ it.,Others
|
| Everyday wish dead. There
|
| Hobbies. need come hobbies substitute drinking drugs me. Everytime start something seem fulfilling waste. also hate things alone developed serious social anxiety years. know!!,Social Anxiety Disorder
|
| nothing. point feels emotions. im numb. tired.,Depression
|
| Thanks Parents. Woke feeling really shitty depressed today. parents go wanting anything saying get it. course really helped. needed somewhere let,Depression
|
| Help! parents moving apart.. I
|
| depression end?. way? damned this?,OCD
|
| Waking life better better sleeping life anybody?. def mid 20s manchild,OCD
|
| NEED HELP SCHOOL. someone plz math work advice plz,Others
|
| people right commit suicide?. wanna thoughts,OCD
|
| feels rlly good knowing everyone able continue w/out me. peep hanging noose spring time,OCD
|
| Nausea. one feel nausea 24/7??,OCD
|
| "Laying floor day.. laying floor hours.Its day beautiful outside, want get up,just laying here.Some ants room crawl me.Dont care, feel anything.",OCD
|
| "im kinda okay.. really... I'm kinda sad, kinda lame, kinda scared, kinda sick, kinda tired, kinda wanna die.",Depression
|
| quite interesting feeling starving day. guess dinner tonight taste even better :D,Others
|
| fucking end. want anymore.,OCD
|
| I’m fuck up. ever compare others way get self worth. fucking good back square one,OCD
|
| "Staring Emptiness. often find staring space quite time without even thinking anything. happens every kind situation. Beeing work. browsing Interwebs, even middle conversations. stare freeze...you guys thing goin on?",OCD
|
| beyond repair. thanks Aspergers! insufferable disorder killed me. feel broken. hope.,Others
|
| I
|
| Hate sensitive am. Wish care much,Others
|
| "Monday morning feel like crying. title states, dread Mondays. tired putting facade front everyone meet school.",OCD
|
| anyone remind happiness feels like?. honestly cant remember.,Others
|
| "feel like depression fucking sex life. literally bed girl going even find motivation try, even though want to. Curious see common thing",Depression
|
| Suicide victims. people blame suicide victims?,PTSD
|
| "really depressed ? Ideas. Please share depressed, anything get mood, maybe helps. Thanks.",Depression
|
| "Anyone else completely useless society?. can't get get job. dropped classes last semester. nothing day sleep, eat, smoke pot.",Depression
|
| "can't accept anyone could ever love care me. I'm lonely. I've feeling awful can't stop losing people life. matter hard try, I'm always forgotten, abandoned, replaced. support all. I'm tired lonely, lied to.",Depression
|
| "people see beauty life?. tired. tired put fight living. fail see beauty living life. point, see hardships life ugliness everyone's personality... know anymore.",Others
|
| "deal someone insults internet?. Like YouTube, Facebook, Discord, etc...?",Others
|
| get bad days?. exceptionally bad day today trouble getting it. afraid feeling ever go away.,OCD
|
| crazy I
|
| Going end soon. I
|
| fucking end. want anymore.,OCD
|
| one single friend. Every weekend/day I
|
| "friend knows depressed suicidal, yet keeps telling chose sad everyday. know think that? really option make everyday?. bad think chose depressed now?",OCD
|
| "box things contain things holds sentimental value you.. know, thing box keeps things hold sentimental value time, goes box promises box unfulfilled promises.",OCD
|
| "may hot mess, least I'm hot. optimistic look Anxiety Depression",Depression
|
| "What's wackiest side effect depression med?. used ti take Prozac, drove sex drive crazy. switched Lexapro, near zero sex drive. Hows yours?",Depression
|
| "Something kept going.. Depression already fked past, let future.",Depression
|
| "Cried sleep last night.. felt empty. broke, hungry, cold, alone. sucks",Depression
|
| sadness feel like home?. get sounds weird always drawn much creativity depression sadness. feel comfortable I
|
| DAE get ready even place go?. Sometimes putting makeup nice clothes makes feel better even though I
|
| Help me.. Please someone anyone help me.,OCD
|
| "Anyone else wants die?. 22 fed world, want die, anyone else thinks same?",OCD
|
| I
|
| care anything. job care. can
|
| don’t understand. understand single person earth happy. anybody could even want stay alive. anybody happy? weak? everybody feel way?,OCD
|
| "DAE ever go psychotic laughing fits self. laying bed, reflecting life. start laughing pretty hard realize fucked is.",PTSD
|
| "want end life. even know why, feel much feel anymore",PTSD
|
| make everyone hate die?. Maybe even need,PTSD
|
| Feeling lonely would love hear feel depressed I’ll tell feel. title says all. pm interested,Depression
|
| "wish could enjoy safe (my bed), instead feel guilty spending much time here. Anyone else feel guilt?",OCD
|
| want love much. ....but can
|
| want sleep. know I
|
| baffled. love even exist? like true actual love? halfway convinced,Others
|
| "cry tears refuse come out. memories coming back. remember every detail. God, happen. happening? suspect childhood this. hard stay calm. Please stop now.",PTSD
|
| four-hour-long panic attack last night win. mean get sort medal ??,PTSD
|
| die. I
|
| "badly emotionally kill loved ones, commit suicide?. want imagine crying badly.",PTSD
|
| guys ever daydream much?. would always sit class daydream happy events took place life realize wont ever come back me.,OCD
|
| Admitted hospital first time.. Almost killed last night. even saddest I
|
| "Accepting fate. anyone else accepted it, die? I'm almost looking forward point. Let's get fuck with.",OCD
|
| "Yes, know exercise helps depression. No, motivation it.. viscous cycle lads",Depression
|
| Honestly feel terrible. feel like running marathon entire fucking life remember single time like this. someone listen console fucking cut,Depression
|
| hate school. School reminds failure,Phobia
|
| I
|
| wanna kill kill again. holy fuck hate much,PTSD
|
| "don’t want die, want stop existing. anyone else want stop existing? Like want die know hurt people around love you, want live anymore? Sometimes wish ever born.",OCD
|
| "feel like love depressed?. quite frank, know love feels like without complications depression tends bring it. insights descriptions would helpful.",Depression
|
| 4mg xanax goodnight everyone. Hopefully least get night time without waking up.,Others
|
| "situations tend trigger depression feeling relatively good?. Sometimes I'll feeling decent, like normal person stupid thing happens become extremely depressed sometimes suicidal. situations you?",Depression
|
| like happy?. Can
|
| Going Bananas. anyone ever feel like get near precipice psychotic break barely pull away edge?~Askingforafriend,OCD
|
| life falling apart fault.. world would better without me.,PTSD
|
| "upon time passionate, hard see much I've changed.. used think could change world, seems attractive option commit suicide get middle day begin responsibilities.",Others
|
| "know it’s going good day stand shower head half hour. even know anymore, wish awake",OCD
|
| anyone else count hours left time go back bed?. 12 go!,OCD
|
| "panic helplessness symptom depression?. become main pain, lethargy suffering something actually gotten used to, panic unbearable. Anyone?",Depression
|
| "put away dishes, vacuumed rug, made bed finished homework today. little victories sometimes.",Others
|
| want happy again.. go wrong. miss old self. I
|
| "feel absolutely nothing. 3 years Zoloft feel nothing, emotions anysort ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. sometimes think shoud feeling certain way certain situations. really affecting life way relationships. anyone else similar experience?",OCD
|
| "want know am. wanna peel scrape away layers skin find myself... Nothing feels real anymore. even things, food, alcohol, places, people parties, fun videos small things. Nothing comforts anymore. Anyone else stuck way thinking?",OCD
|
| anyone recommend SAD lamp?. turns set time every morning. TIA,OCD
|
| keep pushing people away keep end alone. alone now. lost everyone...,OCD
|
| "Since can't say anybody anymore. love you, hope great day..",Others
|
| "I’m sorry I’m depressing, don’t hate me.. think could blame though",Depression
|
| cope. messed family/school environment?,PTSD
|
| hate apathy.. feel disinterested everything. things interested costs money. can
|
| "birthday's coming up. less month now. I'll 35. good job really like, I've taken charge life finally pursuing hobbies I've wanted to, still feel lonely unsuccessful. want depressed birthday",Depression
|
| "I'd like write miserable feel, blah, blag, tbh, probably ignore this.. head hurts sleepless. thoughts sucks, like everything me. well, matter? Either way, help me, cheer me.",Depression
|
| people help me. think deserve help,Others
|
| Broke self harm streak. feel shitty right one call. hurt first time years feel even like shit that. Ugh.,OCD
|
| anybody really miss ex?. well year still...,Others
|
| "young life long time kill today. *And one day find ten years got behind you. one told run, missed starting gun.* mum turns 40 soon. remember 30th like yesterday. I'm 21 young feel old.",Others
|
| Depressed I
|
| "good enough depressed?. anyone else ever feel guilty problems big people's problems depressed? feel heaps makes feel worse, feel like I'm stuck between.",Depression
|
| "Struggling depression anxiety. I've struggling depression anxiety 2 years now. gotten point can't control anymore. Suicidal thoughts occur everyday. want seek prefessional help now, I'm sure start go.",Depression
|
| "want hug. family home right I'm feeling really sad. wish could hug them, kinda need one :(",Depression
|
| got fired job. absolutely sucks. really hate feeling. feel misled astray. numb feel like wife thinks failure... depressed.,Depression
|
| "love drunk.. know survived started drinking. liquor drink, better feel. drink enough, eventually get state stop hating like normal, well adjusted person.",Others
|
| exactly could lift bullshit currently life.. I
|
| hate myself. want free body. want stop complete utter failure. Pills working anymore.,OCD
|
| "anyone look articles tell someones depressed heck it. look sometimes feel like im something right,",Others
|
| "hate myself. I'm one family who's ugly, I'm one family skill. feel like everyone judging/mocking me. wish never born.",OCD
|
| Tonight date.. 4PM country right now. I
|
| make real-time batch operating system simulator can
|
| "seems cant get happy. Wintertime really depressed suicidal thoughts. Social Life school going shit. things get better. grades better im socially active, Good Friends might get first girlfriend soon. still dont feel happy. cant get motivated im Scared future. hoped things get better would happy didnt.",Depression
|
| qualifies emergency therapist visit?. really need see someone. want know call.,Others
|
| "feel like computer.. feel like computer. feel like I've lost ability feel emotion, even boredom. I'm sitting waiting idea something roll by.",OCD
|
| "Anybody else's depression occur night?. Sun falls, bad thoughts race. 8pm take anti-depressants. Maybe factor?",Depression
|
| "gave meds, harder cry. still feel empty inside.. weird miss crying...",Depression
|
| Im failing life. Im failing losing like everything.,Depression
|
| wanna hug someone cry. like this. Fuck,OCD
|
| "strain becoming much. sure much longer keep this. caring everything, everyone, disappeared completely. care nothing all, anymore, motivation anything except sleep",OCD
|
| "I’m home, get sad I’m missing life there, go out, wanna get back home. anyone feel way?",Depression
|
| Help. withdrawal Zoloft,OCD
|
| "drag bed, cut myself. first time month",OCD
|
| guys think reason steady increase child suicides?. guys think fueling behavior? kids learning earlier? grasping sense time earlier? family situations bullying gotten worse? Share opinions!,Others
|
| How?. start love hated long? long time since I
|
| people work 8 hours day?. 4 hours volunteer work I
|
| ever feel like want life don’t want ? Coz same. Like bring actually kill self hope get run over. someone else you? want alive literal torture,OCD
|
| life about?. even still alive?,Others
|
| "Forgotten like feel normal. mental health issues past 5 years, even know like feel normal. days i'm depressed feel normal feel weird fake. like i'm used feeling depressed.",Depression
|
| Happy birthday me. dont wanna older want end,Others
|
| nothing I
|
| friends drink. They
|
| helped depression?. anyone cured nearly recovered?,Others
|
| told psychiatrist depression memes thing. waiting find r/2meirl4meirl,Others
|
| "Terrible way coping. know makes look like douche, anyone relate say cope sexting online. seems like bad addiction me, anybody relate, help out.",OCD
|
| telling someone help?. telling someone depressed help?,Depression
|
| video time tears. Watch Schools Kill Ken Robinson. watched cried like 10 minutes. Tell get it.,PTSD
|
| good albums depression?. feel like listening music whenever depression gets extra bad. guys listen to?,Depression
|
| ".... desperately need aid instance depression, handle it. I'm already severe episode what's coming different, feels much darker. Please, help.",Depression
|
| Another birthday without anyone remembering. love life much deserve life,Others
|
| can
|
| okay take two welbutrin? Can
|
| know clinical depression?. feel shitty time even though reasons tiny petty,Depression
|
| bed day today. desperately wanted mop floors laundry work but. can
|
| Anybody beat depression?. it?,Depression
|
| Feeling like killing right now.... can
|
| "almost got ran today.. funny really, scared. anything. pissed guy blaming me.",PTSD
|
| problem death wont enjoy it... Yeah want feel serennity peace.,OCD
|
| "Feeling guilty living. feel guilty whenever parents fight other, like fault born; feel I've given nothing trouble beginning. ask almost anything either, I'd feel like even burden.",OCD
|
| try. Fuck I
|
| Well birthday. cry want right?,Others
|
| "anyone feel like this?. many people enjoying new years eve friends,families,lovers whatever. depressed home feeling like new year eve excited 2018 dont anyone celebrate friends wish new year.",Depression
|
| I
|
| fuck deal balding. used hot stud hair thinning hard crazy. fuck deal cure balding....it ACTUALLLY hurts guts hard lost much self confidence (20 years old btw),Others
|
| "Think might kill tonight. feeling tonight night. I'm broken mood earlier way work, hopefully get later.",OCD
|
| stop overthinking things?. Essentially title says. Reason ask feel contributes numbness.,OCD
|
| Forget them. wish could forget way forgot you?,OCD
|
| want die. Title says all. want live life. hard see past today right emotions.,PTSD
|
| fake happiness feel low?. can
|
| feel like shooting myself. dad gun closet leaves work wanna blow brains Monday,PTSD
|
| "would never able kill myself, wish would die sleep. anyone else feel like this?",OCD
|
| dont deserve help.. noones fault own. Im sorry.,Others
|
| "I'm dead find depression humorous. usually come gross episodes move, bathe, really anything whatsoever, pretty quickly. Maybe last huzzah descent whatever comes next. Undoubtedly drug addiction prostitution, really matter?",Depression
|
| I
|
| ... what
|
| boyfriend says kind person he
|
| "think tonight night. feel like letting go pain, im fat piece garbage. Theres use alive point",OCD
|
| Please give reasons stay alive/not kill myself. used lot. left want hurt people hurt me.,OCD
|
| Would date someone with..... Would date someone lot baggages? society portray someone loser underprivileged would date them?,Others
|
| Need Someone hold me. Feel like nothing left,Depression
|
| Give one good reason kill myself. dont say
|
| "keeps going?. drives push life? *your* purpose? can't answer myself, I'm wondering peoples perspectives it.",Others
|
| Battling darkness. People deal suicidal thoughts understand battle darkness monster. tell anyone faught suicidal thoughts sucessfully beat them.,OCD
|
| "Turning 27 soon, motivation, plans future.. turning 27 soon, spend day bed nothing.",Others
|
| "life tragic event, inevitable death.. Genuinely feel. even remote exaggeration.",PTSD
|
| Starting ECT friday. Sh*t scared. Anyone done this?,OCD
|
| Feeling terrible someone complimented me. hate even more.. Compliments supposed good lie. feel even worse.,OCD
|
| can’t anymore.. think firmly believe loved cared anyone. feel worthless useless. Like anything life. want end life want stop tearing hurts much.,Depression
|
| "hate life i'm wasting it, waste life hate it.. I'm shit person. anything, basically waste much time possible try distract myself. I've literally done nothing life, fuck wrong me.",OCD
|
| feel pointless. im good anything. could easily replaced everyone. even important people life doesnt really care,Depression
|
| It’s starting get harder.. starting get harder get starting get harder keep living space starting get harder tired. Please tell get better believe you.,OCD
|
| "spent today either staring blankly computer screen phone. hurt anything today, really.",OCD
|
| depressed whats point dreaming?. stop dreaming cause end hurting even imaginating happy things know happen feeling worth know true minutes end feeling worse cause never get happy,OCD
|
| ..... Ever feel brain melt numb?,PTSD
|
| really would like pour problems someone listen.. try overwhelm,Others
|
| Therapy. therapist thinking terminating seeing due fact im making progress. fuck supposed afterwards? Suffer mental illness? Get medication hope helps? Go physiologist? Im confused scared want get better.,Others
|
| Today mom told starve myself.. I
|
| hate everything right now. keep fighting fighting don’t see point keep fighting anymore.. fucking done. want over.,OCD
|
| Anyone else raised depressed parent?. raised depressed single parent ended depressed young age. feel like know.,Depression
|
| woke new day first thought fuck. goddamn brain sTOP WAKING,OCD
|
| "Physical Pain. really lately, hurts simply laugh.",Others
|
| Best friend bailed going see favorite band me...for birthday. Somehow expected still hurts.,PTSD
|
| "ever terrible day feel tired night can't even attempt sleep. want escape reality dream while, please, brain.",OCD
|
| "feel like ending everything. I'm biggest disappointment ever everyone , parents , teachers , friends .friends ? think think someone like . I'm afraid kill . I'll probably find motivation soon enough end life.",OCD
|
| want kill want ruin Christmas. want live see January either.,PTSD
|
| Happy. possible never happy?,OCD
|
| :(. feel alone. existence irrelevant.,Depression
|
| "music listen feeling down?. me, listen band called Counterparts Hotel Books.",Depression
|
| i’m done. life hard. got rejected today. adopted even supposed alive. done. give up. meds counselors help.,Depression
|
| "Want die want kill myself. Given chance die, gladly accept it. Hit car, heart attack, sleep wake again, accident.",PTSD
|
| hell tell parents social phobia. honestly hardest thing world,Phobia
|
| "know need get professional help now, scared to. want admit anyone matter fact I've depressed long.. want happy.",Depression
|
| Sleeping bathtub. Moved pillow cover tub tonight. one days. I
|
| "Helpp. Suffering pretty severe depression/possibly bipolar past years. Can't see doctor meds till later, suggestions myself?? feel sadness unmotivation set help plz",Depression
|
| "mom literally told man up, stop pitying get girlfriend. Thanks mom, I'm cured mom.",OCD
|
| know can
|
| anyone else drive around aimlessly hours.. stop pretty frequently gas though.,Others
|
| "kill myself. handle shit anymore, I'm already dead inside, want end it.",OCD
|
| "depressed stop depressed. feel like non-depressed self, would able get situation that's making depressed.",Depression
|
| "Blasé Depression. something I've thinking of, dont actively try kill happened wouldnt care. Im bored sad life want die. I'm all.",Depression
|
| "take?. rut, depressed bit helps?",Others
|
| need stop hiding life. I
|
| "Don’t Want Hang Anyone. come back school, really feel like hanging anyone feel though one wants spend time me, feel like ask, pity...was curious anyone felt way",OCD
|
| "advice would give 16 year old lonely, struggles depression feels like wasting youth sat home day?. Title pretty much covers it.",Depression
|
| "Unless stop putting people's lives ahead own, always depressed.. Dont hate ?",Depression
|
| complete acceptance inevitable suicide. constantly feel like I
|
| need know. anyone actually got better?. starting feel like idea recovery myth keep committing suicide. tried every medication nothing helped. chance getting better point going on?,OCD
|
| hate world hate work I’m unable sustain myself. I’m awkward boring weird everyone treats like shit tried fix 18 years result it’s staying. I’m really tempted killing thing. alternatives?. asking it.,OCD
|
| "life is, want experience it. Things get worse, better.",Others
|
| "deal physical pain depression?. I'm trying get work i'm much physical pain. I'm depressed head hurts, eyes feel like they're explode feel like can't breathe properly. tips get this?",Depression
|
| managed turn around leave depression behind...how it?. I
|
| know but... I
|
| kill hope?. care hope. one get rid hope.,OCD
|
| Anybody else staying bed day?. Seems like everybody else enjoying holiday day. invited cookouts friends go see fireworks guess stay bed.,Others
|
| tired. want someone care,Others
|
| want die whenever I
|
| "anyone else get physically ill/nauseous depressed?. day today I've shaking anxiety roof. spent day bed crying throwing up. Nothing brought panic attack, I've awfully down.",Depression
|
| often think person would without depression.. many hobbies passions abandoned.,Depression
|
| Anti-depressants love/emotions. What
|
| "Anyone else feel crying kinda liberating?. know makes nothing better, kinda makes feel little bit better",Others
|
| "guys ever feel like you’re blank mind something?. Like everyday, all. know though, think depression. anyone relate though?",OCD
|
| "enjoy home alone?. parents work. sister's gone kid. feel overwhelming sense relief I'm completely alone. anxiety level sinks floor. might take nice long bath, bathroom door wide open.",OCD
|
| family treating like f*cking dumbass. cant take anymore driving insane,PTSD
|
| "sure right place, could use help.. actually depression disorder, depressed something. want go detail it, basically, need way prove deserve exist. suggestions?",Depression
|
| I
|
| Everyone says suicide permanent solution temporary problem.. Happiness feels like temporary solution permanent problem.,OCD
|
| "made right choice?. I've stopped friend killing himself, day day see suffering can't anything it, I've tried helping consent nothing seems work... know anymore made life worse keeping alive.",PTSD
|
| "point trying improve. fat lonely, picture thin friends still feel empty. point?",Others
|
| high rn. know itll wear ill destroyed again...,PTSD
|
| "Explaining people mental illness. yet still understand going through. them, whiny overreacting kind person lacks attention.",Others
|
| "Every minute day painful misery. sit alone sulking every minute day especially weekends, every weekend. anyone else bad? Also I'm tired depressed, worried myself.Gotta find joy somehow. beaten life tolerate it? wits end almost.",Depression
|
| "Friend: Hey, seem bit better! :) *inside: WELL ACTUALLY- no, argue them, don't...*. always almost argue people whenever say think look/seem better, haha. sound bit better today! I'm glad better! Inside: WELL AKCHUALLY REALLY IM GLAD NOTICED FACADE- know wanna correct much!!",OCD
|
| "Staring sharp object work, scared thoughts. I'm staring sharp bladed object work since I;m left alone I'm considering something stupid, I'm really scared, help",OCD
|
| poor buy pills need dose.. Lol. Something ironically funny it.,Others
|
| "Trying CTE first time. Nothing worked depression CTE basically last option. even tried ketamine. anyone CTE, done you? also able exercise days done able attend school?",Depression
|
| pain hanging yourself. always thought hanging would extremely painful. however choked belt curious. wasnt really painful started black quickly. still figuring when. ill go though. give reassurence though :),OCD
|
| "I'm Fucking tired. I'm done, done everything. I'm done pretending everything thing ok. I'm done understanding feel way Fucking feel. I'm done fighting. matter time end it.",Depression
|
| "Finally got prescribed meds really nice psychiatrist. I'm anxious taking them. really excited time to, I'm worried... want feel like shouldn't?",Others
|
| anything worse loneliness?. Loneliness like terminal illness. killing me. I
|
| wish things said wrote sound cringe.. use creativity. practically gone. sit hours nothing ever comes.,OCD
|
| "I’m constant pain, chest hurts feel like I’m going actual heart attack. awful feel way every second. really understand meaning heartache. Like people compare feeling stabbed heart kidding. want terrible pain end. Crying every single night past two weeks.",PTSD
|
| "Light Help?. thinking buying U.V bulb always feel depressed winter, wondering bulbs work normal lamps, would actually help.",Depression
|
| "normal want die boredom / apathy?. Whenever think suicide (which lot) always think lead yep, I'm fucking done this, peace bye. everything life shit there's way",OCD
|
| Idk eager get back college.. day already know able shit another year.,Others
|
| feel like wasted 20 years life.. Happy birthday guess...,Depression
|
| Posting nowhere else put anyone give shit..going finally put bullet useless fucking skull.. can
|
| "feel like matter happy good situation is, back head can’t feel happy.. recede back depressive shell honestly wish could escape it. yet thing feel could stop feeling way grave.",Depression
|
| life means nothing. I
|
| want end.. piece shit ruins every holiday. hope die soon. deserve it.,OCD
|
| Anybody else thinking entering self-imposed exile?. really fucking hate society shoves standards throat.,Others
|
| "power let people feel pain, would finally understand it’s like.. popped mind, happened. finally understand feel.",Others
|
| "even actually feel ok day, feel like i'm used feeling like shit feel like need feel pathetic feel normal. thought like, feel right now. feeling down, keeps bothering me. anyone relate?",Depression
|
| "hate depression lifts enough able try work studies, enough make easy stay focused, motivated productive.. least I'm completely hopeless, bordeline suicidal sleep 16 hours/day CAN'T work. feel even like lazy failure know could work would reaaaaally hard motivation, trouble concentrating.",Depression
|
| "painless methods suicide?. wondering case feel even worse already me, life I? Plus mind",OCD
|
| "I'm 30 years old, RL conversations girls I've had, could count one hand.. Literally. Even including school years.",Social Anxiety Disorder
|
| "key happy life ignorance. world bad place tune news, money issues, world issues, live happier life",Others
|
| expect Prozac?. Basically title.. started 20mg/day dose.,OCD
|
| Early signs depression?. experiences early sign depression?,Depression
|
| Told mom want anti depressants said :(. Im like rlly fucked mentally rn,Depression
|
| feel like broke record suicidal thoughts.. hate want die.,OCD
|
| "Birthday blues. hate birthdays. one remembers it. even Usually end crying day realize mean nothing. twin usually gets happy birthday wishes cake. nobody. Wish could myself, wimpy that.",Others
|
| "Today felt lot better past year, feel dead again. fucking fuck depression?!",Depression
|
| "found anything help sleep?. I'm tired time can't sleep. I've tried zzzquil, melatonin, working tire even more, even lavender spray bed nothing works me. anything helped you?",Others
|
| Alone. wanted help you. worried. Stressed. Anxious. Always making sure okay. felt like needed me. wanted you. guess better need anymore.,Others
|
| "Yesterday dog died, sure move on.... Yesterday dog passed away, feel empty hell, sure do, quiet without him, best friend.",PTSD
|
| "I'm damn waste life.. think it, realize truth. failure dissapointment, can't even make right choice commit suicide point I'll finally stop burden everyone around me. Would've better I'd never born first place, would never become waste air space would've never dissapointed parents like have. guess years absolute self hatred right, I'm worthless fuck probably end all.",Depression
|
| im depressed. someone lift bit?,Depression
|
| "know i'm still alive. there's enjoyment life, long grave",PTSD
|
| "name jeret. life endless nightmare, wanna die",OCD
|
| feel empty.... know do...,Depression
|
| wish dreaming. wanna wake horrible nightmare,OCD
|
| I
|
| "10 years questioning sister, alive happy life ever was, die first. don’t even like living. still here?!. hate this. flawed design.",PTSD
|
| want die. Please kill me.. hate life. I
|
| like alcohol.. temporarily numbing depression. Nice trick,Depression
|
| I
|
| "College really hell depression.... Seeing young, happy people enjoying freedom, adulthood, youth, relationships, etc. I'm wondering cutting help feel better. awful, i'm lonely feel hideous, want die.",Depression
|
| Suicide way end everything. want help anymore,PTSD
|
| I
|
| number times say hate head uncontrollable. kinda comes like I
|
| "fair date someone depressed?. so, tell stage?",OCD
|
| "painfull moment realize Fuck, mental illness.. Always ego one things helped me, crushed moment aknowledged mentally ill, like fuck it, even mind left me.",OCD
|
| "advice someone trying ween medication. ideas make process little smoother easy, course never seemless. try keep diet exercising aswell daily affirmations, vitamins 20 minutes daily meditation",Others
|
| like seeker know seeking. bouncing going insane,OCD
|
| I
|
| "Dammit. thought getting better, I'm bad, worse, before. words this, nobody understands pain.",OCD
|
| Waking thinking thursday friday.. wait maybe wednesday.... remember actually Sunday. -___-,OCD
|
| Hope. still hope someday life
|
| Nostalgia bad reminder life used be. wish could live life born again.. miss days parents carrying bed. miss days everday new adventure. :(,PTSD
|
| I’m alone. me. Nobody cares.,Depression
|
| "live misery. die already, die. Honestly I'm nihilistic selfish even care family loves me. guts end + survival instict.",PTSD
|
| "Convince call helpline. Feeling really currently.. Sorry wrong place. issues pass they're ongoing, I'm really struggling.",Others
|
| "want Christmas disappear.. I'm forced ridiculous exercise feeling unwanted, left unimportant, can't here? holidays suck.",OCD
|
| I’m sick depressed. want normal. feel normal drunk,Depression
|
| "I'm empty inside. void.. feel emotions anymore. sometimes anger sadness even then, can't cry can't scream. incapable forcing cry. could, would. lot. Anybody else relate?",Depression
|
| Today birthday! feel good.. Yay! :) happy today!,Others
|
| Poetry. need feel warm feel alone need stop harm melt heart stone,Others
|
| anyone st johns wort success coming prescription meds?. heard german brands effective. success stories people deal anxiety depression using here?,Others
|
| "didnt bleed all..?. poked knife skin think broke entire skin layer blood came out. attempt find artery. Since blood came, mean got deep enough managed avoid veins capillaries etc?",PTSD
|
| "wish someone would kill me. I'm fucking tired life, wanna fucking die badly know ever courage kill myself. wish would die accident someone would come along put fucking misery.",OCD
|
| "depression ruining relationship boyfriend.. He's worried, worried me. I've become huge burden him. I'm afraid shit scaring terrifies me. thing really keeps going right now.",OCD
|
| "flunked test thought hurting myself. title says, want chug bottle ibuprofen, hang belt. know dumb, air want it, feel like worthless waste useless self.",OCD
|
| Visiting hometown feeling sad hell. month feel empty need help,Depression
|
| "low self-esteem.. Yeah shit. mean, thank you, kind well-meaning person. assure little 'problems' go beyond low self-esteem point.",Others
|
| anyone want die motivation it?. can
|
| "Cried again.. Crying, crying, crying. fucking end it. Fuck, people, cared me. i'm still fucking alone.",OCD
|
| try self-medicate get drunk. finished whole bottle wine slightly tipsy. Feelsbadman,Others
|
| Ugly af. solid 3.5 thing 10s tough,Others
|
| Money. worth money employer makes me. else enjoy life? Right feel like canon fodder opportunistic baby boomers. continue?,Others
|
| Tell reasons live. I
|
| Started punching face. Yesterday hated much punched face times... time get help... tuesday iam going psychiatry,OCD
|
| "Good things happening, yet I've verge tears days.. I've quit awful job, got old brilliant job back found passed exam vital progressing career. Yet, want break cry. Maybe weather dark days. know anymore",Depression
|
| "relapse. relapse cut last night. Im tired, sore, hurt. want pain end. top someone sees cuts ill sent back hospital",PTSD
|
| Maybe I
|
| deserve die alone.. way drag anyone else me.,OCD
|
| "Sleep always factor controlling depression. lack sleep even fog kept heavy heavier time. Even people notice it, sleepy sleep, face looked scary them. anyone else like this?",Depression
|
| I.... always depressed.. ever think right thing.,Depression
|
| Well left time take lot pills hopefully die. fuck everything hate fucking pathetic,PTSD
|
| "gotta admit, depression made quite strong man. Feels good feel emotionally strong",Others
|
| class month. lol I
|
| "don’t understand. relatively good life. money issues, physically fit. familial relations little strained. feel way? feel like reason feel like this, ungrateful.",Depression
|
| "Natural products improve mood. Hi, sugestions natural products improve mood? need happy positive. Thanks",Others
|
| Back feeling awful.. feeling good past weeks tonight horrible sinking feeling chest want cry can
|
| Next time go drinking I
|
| "anyones depression seem get worse depending time?. I've noticed night around 1:00 seems depression gets worse, I'm wondering someone something similar happen",Depression
|
| "25. Dead end job. motivation. Girlfriend deserves way more. Poor. Live parents. Fat. Ugly. skills. Smoke weed everyday. Pop xanax, hydrocodone, drink prometh/codeine, eat shrooms, rack lines. can't cope. Currently crying sleep . :') hope guys' night going well",Others
|
| "kill today, win?. Oh 12:30am now, guess still early.",PTSD
|
| "anyone care, fake?. present confident image, see often people care. struggling, call b.s., one cares.",Social Anxiety Disorder
|
| deal parents really understand it?. dad thinks something sets decide cut asks sets constantly say dont know says Well something thats triggering it. also tells need get generic stuff.,OCD
|
| Wake up. Lie bed hours. Cry. Eventually force bed sit computer rest day. Repeat.. I
|
| "brain busy.. brain always going going going? like radio turned full volume head 24 hours day. I've taking sertraline vivid nightmares, too, sleeping offer peace. I'm tired",OCD
|
| miss him. miss first boyfriend. terrible things end literally messed emotions. like 3 months thought anymore week ago. He
|
| Young depression.. heard toddlers get depressed. true?,Depression
|
| Elevated mood ~6 hours back hell?. Anyone else elevated mood couple hours right back depressed? Seems like go week two wanting live top world pattern repeat hours later,OCD
|
| exist. born experience endless suffering,Others
|
| Attempting tonight. gun would way much easier .,OCD
|
| "hate mind. social anxiety, bipolar, depression... litteraly kind brain god give me. constantly want kill myself. friends, vent im ig now.",PTSD
|
| "Another lunch period alone.. seems like happens least month... still friends, still sure I'll survive past high school...",Others
|
| see people happily celebrating Christmas loved ones feel happy take one look think I’m tired much want get intoxicated forget everything. look forward New Years either. miserable.,Depression
|
| "unhappy relationship, personal strength end it?. endure till one dies?",PTSD
|
| "One week. Im gonna kill soon. Give reason to. Il probably shit though. Ive cried everyday since november 28, 2015. Please help me.",PTSD
|
| good even worth it?. idek anymore. much bad...,OCD
|
| Medication interaction??!!. I
|
| Mental health services kiss ass!!. help shit,Others
|
| "feel everyone care would better without you. think friends tired hate mental disorders think they'd better without me, alot people would they're love",Others
|
| lost 1v1 fell like commiting suicide why?. like really need help fucking lost deleted every friend discord steam why? fucking like help (im fine witht getting replys needed vent),OCD
|
| feel time. ever feel it? Like want disappear world without someone knowing disappear??,OCD
|
| always send last text message. one gives shit,OCD
|
| stared abyss made abyss feel akward.. even abyss likes :|,OCD
|
| "come hoping someone notice say, feel sense self worth.. know, I'm pathetic stupid wanting feel seen, can't help it...",OCD
|
| suicidal thoughts week now.. feel... decent. thought suicide even mind clouded anxiety almost panic attack middle class. guess kind milestone. Let
|
| tonight. give im done bs depression years. gonna detail came decision nobody really cares. killing tonight final decision bye.,Depression
|
| Need friend right now. though. Never any.,OCD
|
| Think reasons live!. 1. parents would traumatized killed That
|
| again. Drinking tirst.. Im bar listening trash music. Feel free ask anything. Unlike people here. Edit: Judging /r quess mood,Others
|
| birthday going like day. Happy birthday birthday twins,Others
|
| "Everyone attempted, get feeling absolute calm decided?. decided happening, felt calm close euphoria. Went day, got everything ready, calm mind, Wondering anyone else did.",Others
|
| "fault.. hatred anger me, control emotions pushed people away it. rage makes feel good, time myself? Become worst enemy.",OCD
|
| good way hack brain go gym? lol. GYM = pain hate = want use thinking go GYM objective myself? someone capable power? Haha,OCD
|
| "supposed pick career path, interest sleeping?. get here. Kill me.",OCD
|
| want die I
|
| constantly cry help turn ACTUALLY get help. feel like attention whore,OCD
|
| fact I
|
| 100% normal persons 25%. God fucking dammit life fucking exhausting. I
|
| "want someone's favorite. Though I've many best friends, I've never anyone's best friend. fallen deeply love people one ever looked twice me. feel like biggest, loneliest piece shit whole universe. I'm fucking tired.",Depression
|
| "come terms fact unlovable. I've accepted make hurt less. wish want disabled, wish ugly, wish least average height, wish confident. That, wish dead. can't handle lonely longer.",OCD
|
| "know last day summer feeling?. That's feel everyday. sad, quiet, own. fun over, sun down, everyone gone home, Im still outside I'm moving forward, I'm ignoring future, I'm stuck present. always last day summer me.",Depression
|
| Someone asked I
|
| "always love you. Here's another sleepless night. Here's tears. sleep comfort flannel. makes feel safe. I'm reading learning much help you. know start new job tomorrow, good luck. Love always, thorwaway0909",Others
|
| Lexapro Abilify. anyone combination? give insight?,Others
|
| Christmas spirit. Anyone else give shit Christmas? used love Christmas get excited it. like day even like it.,Others
|
| I
|
| depressed people sane ones?. think people care nothing life they
|
| Need help. painless ways commit sucide?,OCD
|
| I
|
| "gonna beat down, depression.. gonna same.",Depression
|
| "weird tie identity desired career choice (research cures). Since busy life, thus things go (like hiking,biking, traveling), ok predicate identity potential soon (and desired) job?",Others
|
| Mushroom Effectiveness?. I
|
| "go killing myself, go now?. soon starting breathing water, decided wanted live. I'm here. supposed meaningless existence? try try try. work hard everything. seem matter, void always looming every single day life. want live, want die. Maybe Earth really hell, except heaven.",OCD
|
| Happy birthday me. guess. Looks like time get drunk lay couch. Again. Happy birthday,Others
|
| I
|
| purpose suffer. I
|
| feel ok. acutely aware heartbeat right now. feel like nothing live anymore... wanna happy,Others
|
| "Life greatest gift. Nah, even wrong sized socks would've better.",Others
|
| "Today birthday. one cares; really, anyone? universally hated even besides point, one's obliged congratulate another person's birth. mean, everybody's born one point. achievement proud say least.",Others
|
| "Bored therefore depressed,depressed therefore bored. anyone else feels way?",Depression
|
| "worst depressive episode entire life... decided ask crush out. said, looking anything right now, hope still love decided sleep 20 straight hours feel exactly",Depression
|
| Im deeple confused flawd person. hate everyday,OCD
|
| "Zoloft. long take fucking work past experience current I'm day two Edit: side effects worry like weight gain, zombie, orgasm issues.",OCD
|
| life terrible. everything seems terrible work everyday boss makes ever buy pointless stuff bosses makes ever load pointless garbage,Depression
|
| suicidal thought imploding EXTREMELY MOTIVATED it. afraid something.... hands shaking... heart physically hurting.,OCD
|
| "last days, I've experienced okay. over.. Hello, laziness suicidal thoughts.",OCD
|
| I
|
| "account hits zero, that's I'll kill myself. wasting money food weed constantly. cares. saw coming. Soon money gas. time work. death.",OCD
|
| "feel empty inside. Isolated, boring, mentally unstable, ugly, weird. Wanna end life.",Depression
|
| "reason living? reason killing yourself, reason living. hope distinction clear.. want hear ideas cause im",Others
|
| feel like I
|
| I’m going kill week. thought someone know,PTSD
|
| "Goodbye. Edit: still alive now, guys ^^",Others
|
| Jealousy sucks. Jealousy going ruin relationships fear I
|
| wanna kill myself. Fuck. Shit. Fuck life.,OCD
|
| Can
|
| "hate alone brain.... worst trying sleep. active distract myself. lay sleep darkness overtakes mind. think harms, hurts failures. Fuck.",OCD
|
| Someone jumped front train near house can
|
| "low self-worth. depression cause low self-worth? depression, loneliness, boredom, self-worth going fucking fast. :S want girl",Depression
|
| "depression makes hard productive work. I've sitting hour written one sentence assignment, I'm getting behind responsibilities. hate people say get really work way distract yourself. No. job uninteresting boring. help.",Depression
|
| ruined thing made happy think want go on. know want end eventually will.,OCD
|
| "Goodbye. Edit: still alive now, guys ^^",Others
|
| "Sorry, absolutely hate myself. needed express this, someone. Loneliness, know?",Depression
|
| Suicide answer...well.... people it? Lmao.,OCD
|
| 7 Years.... Mother informed yesterday seven year anniversary first knee surgery. seven years since I
|
| one relate. one. innocent good people. I
|
| "find job May 31, I'm out.. I'm keeping reminder. I'm still unemployed May 30, I'm ending life. think good idea, either outcome good me. force state perpetual idleness, anything's better that.",OCD
|
| therapist: don’t drink drugs next week: drank got high. Love daily dose self-sabotage,OCD
|
| tell mom depression without crying?. Crying near people worst,Depression
|
| Crazy thoughts. Planning end soon .,OCD
|
| if... want die things going get better?,OCD
|
| Anyone ever feel weird saying depressed never clinically diagnosed. I
|
| got wanted. doesn’t make happy?. still feel like stupid piece shit. enough. still fuck yo fault everything.,OCD
|
| "anyone doubted condition tell you’re ill, don’t believe doctors tell you?. affecting me. often blame lazy, stupid, slow, incompetent lousy work attitude.",OCD
|
| "Stupid. wish stupid could make friends, laugh stupidity!",OCD
|
| close friend told want I
|
| "Advice random depression hits work. Yeah, basically title. anyone advice dealing anxiety depression hits randomly work day? happening lot hard time pulling it.",Depression
|
| "feel trapped alone, know do. feel cornered one turn to. Life really bad right family lean on. They're emotionally abusive dad even want anymore. really hard solid foundation home.",PTSD
|
| Anybody else zone they
|
| Anyone else scared?. thinking lay bed alone realize scared myself/ brain.,OCD
|
| "feel sad. feel empty.. know manage make day passes. Somehow make it, blur.",Depression
|
| "Looks like we're back waking feeling suicidal. Hooray, spirit successfully kept broken",PTSD
|
| barely class 2 weeks. feel like fucking failure. classes today get motivation. want fail school. want work full time instead. want anything. hate much,Depression
|
| "mental illness stop personality begin?. hate depression, time terrified losing it. would left? current life result years untreated depression apathy, always been.",Depression
|
| "Picked wrong drink starbucks, barista sort scolded hold back tears. Sucks brink emotional breakdown day long. :( said sorry.",Depression
|
| hundred feet water almost breath.. Aka feeling impending doom combined complete isolation.,PTSD
|
| "Feeling contradictions. anyone else feels like sometimes people hate awful, yet there's another voice saying one thinks enough hate you, one really cares?",OCD
|
| "hate social media. fucking hate facebook snapchat, get lonely browse them. look them... well fear missing integral part generation's lives...",Social Anxiety Disorder
|
| dont even know anymore. know dramatic cant fit anywhere 16th year life want deal feeling like anymore,OCD
|
| What
|
| Depression comes goes me.... I
|
| Boredom. cope boredom? Everything bores awhile... deal feeling loneliness? never really cared I
|
| "feel alive?. vary cutting myself, drinking drugs exercise, strict diet hard work.",OCD
|
| Anyone else dislike mother?. hell give birth me?,Others
|
| "Took depression nap earlier. I'm tired, want",Depression
|
| I
|
| "Found short poem looking depression comics made chuckle, thought I'd share. Razors pain you; Rivers damp; Acids stain you; drugs cause cramp. Guns lawful; Nooses give; Gas smells awful; might well live. called 'Resume' Dorothy Parker, case interested.",Others
|
| "Long Goodnight, I'm drinking oblivion. I'm half bottle shutting fucked brain. Good luck all.",OCD
|
| feel lost. feel like losing myself.,OCD
|
| I
|
| "friendzone. girl loved friendzoned depression kick in, back. clouds mind impairs thinking, ad intoxicated. want die mind did. loved her.",Depression
|
| can
|
| There
|
| feel like miss old friend never had. Sorry make sense that
|
| Fucking stupid. Fuck High Schoolers fuck everything else,Phobia
|
| therapist discharged me. Lol. even therapist wants me.,Others
|
| hate fucking much. know cope anymore.,OCD
|
| one week it. Seven days. think that
|
| Anybody else daydream something somebody would kill them?. example crossing road thinking please car run red light kill me.,OCD
|
| Can’t anymore. much going head.. handle it. want stop.,OCD
|
| Today
|
| want die. Everything busy. many noises even keep life want fade nothing,OCD
|
| Anyone suppress emotion?. feel like let get emotional might kill myself.,OCD
|
| "I've came point feel like sadness comfort state.. that, really know take idea head.",Depression
|
| thought getting better. I
|
| "basically told two people today need lose weight.. feeling great today. First, psychiatrist brought attention morning gained 20lbs discuss this. recommended dietitian see. neighbor told start running mornings gonna get Totally unsolicited too. bring anything weight working out. hard time feeling good good day. Today, want eat feelings.",Others
|
| I
|
| feel like slowly decaying house alone one cares. Every day same. one messages me. one cares. nothing.,Depression
|
| "feel like I'm underwater. feel happy sad, little bothered care. limbs feel heavy difficult move. want move anything. kind scares me, that's life sometimes.",OCD
|
| "life parade rejections fuck ups want end. Happy suicide prevention day, sure link list hotlines pat back act sanctimonious.",OCD
|
| Anyone else feel unlovable. want hugs cuddle someone physically/emotionally close someone. get fucked thrown away.,Others
|
| "one wants alive.. want cared, I'll never cared, I'll never liked. I'm tired negativity. I'm done. alive?",OCD
|
| Huhu. Tired college. Im done.,Others
|
| "Kinda hope dont wake tomorrow. fight friend, dick.. cant escape shit feeling matter do. thinks fault dunno wanna die",OCD
|
| wish fucking break public two years ago.. I
|
| "want to. get away, want live alone badly",Others
|
| "parents wont allow sick medical assistance think depression bs. Title. I'm 16, got money. do?",Others
|
| (If did) beat depression?. I
|
| "School. start school Tuesday feel sense dread alone another year, luckily last year. Even though last year feel much deal with. Things used never like this...",OCD
|
| "feel absolutely nothing. 3 years Zoloft feel nothing, emotions anysort ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. sometimes think shoud feeling certain way certain situations. really affecting life way relationships. anyone else similar experience?",OCD
|
| "give 40.. kill still nothing changed. join military. give purpose. whilst still young, give up. Yet.",PTSD
|
| "Writing feel.. started writing journal, everything feeling trying make figure feeling way do. know anyone else tried hope helps me.",Others
|
| lie. Maybe depression lie excuse stay weak. dont know depression problem weak..,OCD
|
| "Loneliness.. Whatever word makes feel, let out.",Others
|
| "work, feeling down,. second job. pretty boring desk job. feeling really alone right stop thinking ex. Looking anything distract",Depression
|
| "Struggling. liking anything lately stressed work, home, family, everything struggle hate feeling lonely",Depression
|
| feel like everyone would rather someone else?. real conversation while.,OCD
|
| "I'm tired single, wish anyone.. I'm fat. I'm ugly. I'm boring. redeeming qualities. world favor die already.",Depression
|
| Day nothing do. today?,OCD
|
| "Depression isn’t wanting exist, wanting exist feeling like this. sometimes cant stop feeling like this.",Depression
|
| "never goes away. always runs background. may laughing friends always here. think finally over, comes back worse ever.",OCD
|
| tell someone comments like cheer helpful?. want come rude anything. seems person cares me. want say anything mean hurt them. want know comments really helpful.,OCD
|
| "Puppy got canineparvo virus. Things looking good her, feel like shit.",Others
|
| "anyone else resent happy people?. laugh, smile good time get it. truly feel like miserable smart stupid happy",Social Anxiety Disorder
|
| "future. realized depression anxiety let work study social interactions, I've 10 Psychiatrists 6 psychologists I'm still like future, now?",Others
|
| "Anyone else feel like junkie trapped room going withdrawals. physically cringe think things avoiding, draw curtains close, avoid family house, starve myself, toss turn get up, nap sleep. horror continues",OCD
|
| guilt mixed depression best life u ever get ;). i
|
| could worse.. Life never gets better. Try accept it.,Others
|
| Attachment problems. I
|
| want depressed. life would even less eventful without it. hate parents trying help me.,Depression
|
| "slept entire week away. I've slept 12+ hours everyday week missed classes, hand assignment care. think I'm going fail two classes semester. know I'm going do. can't see finishing degree.",OCD
|
| started taking Zoloft today; antsy fuck. cannot sit lay still!!! normal and/or go away?,OCD
|
| Jesus christ wanna kill much. necessary looking help wanted put,PTSD
|
| "I'm tired all. try accept situation, accept defeat.... :( Help. Nothing does. Love relationships help. Nothing does. Help. :(",Depression
|
| people want live anymore. Whats reason still alive.. fear death. tried 2 times almost year something really fear.,PTSD
|
| Guys need hugs too.. maybe me. makes feel loved.,Others
|
| "please help. really think lost motivation live today, im scared, dont want nothing left",OCD
|
| "breakdowns mostly night/before I'm planning sleep. daytime least things keep distracted, night, shitty thoughts. can't remember last time fell asleep confident/happy feeling.",OCD
|
| know depressed?. I
|
| .... make friend kill,PTSD
|
| I
|
| "job interview, chickened out.. self kept telling gonna embarrass unable job. course listened, somehow neither feel regret glad. know whether right move. Well, guess I'll search another job....",OCD
|
| "people want live?. feels like sentence privilege, even though know privileged. whole life fucking predetermined lied whole child hood. one even sounds happy yet people still children... lifes fucking unfair.",OCD
|
| Help. I’ve gone get meals 3 times last 3 days.. Hungry get dorm,Others
|
| .... abandoned needed most.,Others
|
| anti-depressants worked anyone?. Curious know peoples experiences anti-depressants. Thanks,Depression
|
| "I'm crying. I'm feeling good, want dead disappear.",OCD
|
| "want die, want live either.. anything do?",PTSD
|
| "First Night W/O Doggo. know sounds silly, going first night spend without baby since adopted December. little rock. upset, wanted put there. scared going slip episode, myself.",PTSD
|
| "don’t think people love me. love versions spun them, versions construed minds. easy versions me, easy parts love.. one ever love",OCD
|
| Actual shower thoughts. worthless... *sobs* *more sobbing*,OCD
|
| "find good psychiatrist?. one really liked parents insurance, past three I've bad different reasons. site something reviews? even look for?",Others
|
| hate myself. hate hate hate,OCD
|
| "genuine hug years. fix anything, it'd sure help lot.",Others
|
| "Plz help me... ... I'm tired living, wanna die",OCD
|
| "wish partner. Someone love, love back. would solve everything, it'd make lot happier. know know, i'm little bit entitled this. damn, would good partner.",Others
|
| miss you.. much. Constantly. want back.,OCD
|
| dream suicide. think moment.,OCD
|
| "anyone else insomnia?. notice worse days (of course every day sucks get mean) find hard get sleep, wondering something anyone else experiences.",Others
|
| "Please let die. Please let fucking die done this. genuinely feel nothing, ever. understand here. Every single day hurts. Please let die",OCD
|
| Lonely.. feel really really lonely ex gf left second time cause wanna handle mental state. company pls?,Depression
|
| "it. last night urge self harm incredible, hard ever... it. could, can. stay strong everybody, care you. We're imperfect, that's perfection.",OCD
|
| hate much I
|
| Right now. pain existence getting much. I
|
| "guess never drink. time I've gotten drunk, thought heavily milling myself. used think sober I'm past that.",OCD
|
| deserve feel okay.. deserve feel good.,Others
|
| Existing feels like trying take every breath coffee stirrer.. much effort little payoff,Others
|
| "recently got diagnosed w depression coupled w PTSD & anxiety I've put Mirtazapine. experiences w dis drug, side-effects, withdrawals?. feel like gives mellow weed high, actually enjoying it. Hope treats depression",Depression
|
| "Fml. Coming exams, presentations, rosacea skin condition fucking life. Bad grades motivation. Can't even bother type life feels worthless",Depression
|
| Happy happy. nice knowing theres place u say problems get nice replies. know obligatory get well soon comments feel really happy whenever see someone reply makes feel loved,Others
|
| "friends. friends, failed girls many times, sometimes think world would better without",Others
|
| "Wife considering suicide.. wife long history depression, dating back childhood. tried someone found her. need know steps get help.",Depression
|
| want die. probably give die soon idk,OCD
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| "explain father struggle basic tasks due depression?. matter explain it, get",Depression
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| Anyone else twenties never employed?. I
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| "Self Harm Habit. anxiety depression gotten control lately. way breath turn cutting. want kill sometimes relaxing watch bleed. Gosh, sounds fucked up.",OCD
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| hope reincarnation thing.. There
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| "Lying bed 2pm, tired anything. mother pounding door screaming worthless.. want fucking kill myself. Wish coward. edit: really fucking hope get today.",OCD
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| friends drink. They
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| "know get better; however, don’t motivation concentration it. anybody boat?:(",OCD
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| Weight loss pills. Anyone lose weight depression pills? want gain weight pills.,Others
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| get smarter. also stop cutting sadness anger,Others
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| happiness?. always found difficult happy. makes happy? made realise thing made happy?,Others
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| "anyone else bite hands?. Like, pain makes forget depression second.",OCD
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| "grabbed piece paper decided write names every person cared me. end, beautifully blank piece paper.",OCD
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| "Cold showers. really help. Especially take 2-3 showers day, feel relieved.",Others
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| opened friend. lost much.,PTSD
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| Dark view life?. seem find general hatred humanity way things work. feel look life whole dark compared people. Anyone else feel way? way fix this?,OCD
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| I
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| "alcohol work anymore, girls make feel alone before, drugs make feel sick sore, I've tired since 2004, want go home.. really sure though...",Others
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| Feeling Numb. Title really says all. feeling numb everyday care really anything. feel happiness (which rare) brief moments. Idk really point tbh.,Depression
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| "know. Ever get feeling way die suicide? know actually , feeling going be. Even depressed ( never ) still know way life end.",OCD
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| "I've lost draw write stories, nothing invokes wonder anymore.. help wrong",Others
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| "marries him, die jealousy.. know foolish, can't stop feeling. told many years ago, met. thought taking higher ground keeping silent backing off. hurt myself.",OCD
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| "made friend today. I'm making progress guys, feel really good.",Others
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| depressed?. depressed? &#x200B;,Depression
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| "ever end?. Serious question, depression ever go away? I've going roughly 2 months know rest life.",Depression
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| Born shit life.. didnt ask it.,PTSD
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| days clean: 0. 2 month streak.,OCD
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| fucked up?. bombed bio test ruined whole quarter. went bathroom purged breakfast out. I
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| "feel like I’m inconvenience nuisance people, genuinely wanted.. reason, world would better without me. suicidal, something completely accidentally kill me, sure lot people would relieved rid unwanted individual (me).",OCD
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| know anymore. feel empty explain,OCD
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| "ever sad can't even masturbate?. feel exact way, I'm absolutely repulsed anything sex right now.",OCD
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| need hug. fucked bad. Thinking ending all. could really use hug right,Others
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| "anyone else keep forgetting stuff need do?. like I'm always forgetting things need do, like taking medicine even putting trash. seems like brain even care anything anymore.",OCD
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| depression feel like?. Honest question depression feel like different everyone?,Others
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| "want disappear want hurt family. ever background feel like I'm barely noticed world, I'm pretty sure disappeared one day one would notice care, I'm bored life, I'm tired endless cycle depression, think take much more. need get chest thank",OCD
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| "26 year old male, living home, low income job, school (parents paying it), want get married girlfriend graduates nursing degree 5 months. feel like deadbeat",Others
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